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I finally got around to letting Griffin try out some cereal. He has been grabbing and grabbing at food for awhile now. He seemed pretty interested and ready. His pediatrician always says we can start cereal at four months but I am lazy and like to wait until closer to six months. It is just one more thing, you know?
 Look at the excitement on his little face!

I thought that Levi would be right next to Griffin wanting in on the action, but he was too busy chowing down on his macaroni and peas. He must have been hungry because he just watched from afar. Totally unlike him.
 There is the first bite. And now all of a sudden my baby is big enough to eat cereal!
He did pretty good except he is so wiggly and kept trying to turn around. He is a mover.
 He sure didn’t let us down with the my-first-bite facial expressions. 
It is still undecided on whether or not he likes his cereal. Right now he just seems to be gagging it down. Just wait until you taste something with a little more flavor, little man. 

 Did you notice his super-cute bowl. It is from Sarah + Abraham and I love it. I just might be giving one away (and much more) next week…hint, hint. You won’t want to miss this giveaway!
That first bite is now checked off the milestone list. Six months is coming way too fast!
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  • Katy @ Live Laugh Love Craft - That last picture is priceless! It’s as if he’s thinking “Is this really what you guys eat for dinner every night??” Ha. 🙂 Too cute!ReplyCancel

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  • Amanda - way to go griffin!! Love all the faces!! man, I really can’t believe it’s almost 6 months – can’t these babies just slow down!ReplyCancel

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  • Mum2twopreciousgifts - I just love the pics on your blog. They are FABULOUS. Thinking of you. Michelle xReplyCancel

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  • Taylor - I think he looks a lot like Cora is it the eyes/forehead, bc in the pic where your husbands hand covers his mouth feeding him he really looks like hdr- I bet you love that!ReplyCancel

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  • Ange~ - He looks so much like Cora in this post!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I didn’t start feeding my kids cereal until 6 months either. I just wanted to make sure they were old enough to swallow and digest it ok.
    I agree with the OP’s, he looks a lot like your pics of Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah - Oh my goodness! These pictures are great! Maybe this will be the secret to him sleeping all night for you.?

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  • Rich and Carolyn Dewey - Love your little guy! He’s so precious. Those expressions are priceless. Maybe he’ll sleep a little better at night??? One can only hope! Right?ReplyCancel

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  • Sara Tams - What a fun treat to see Griffin’s new bowl in action! 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Katie Smith - So cute… makes me miss that phase and feel ready for #2!ReplyCancel

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  • Amber - Wow, he is looking more & more like his daddy! I really see it in these pictures.ReplyCancel

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  • Kate @ Songs Kate Sang - Oh look how big he is getting!ReplyCancel

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  • Disney Freak - Liam will be 6 months next week. He HATED cereal. We’ve moved on to veggies and fruits and he loves it. He’s still diving towards our food, he can’t wait to be a big guy!ReplyCancel

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  • Emily - I totally am like you, I an waiting as long as possible for my second baby to go to solids! Life is crazy enough with two kids!ReplyCancel

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  • Beki - TheRustedChain - Too funny!!

    Saw your mommy and daddy and brother and ChickFilA the other day. 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Alyssa Hollis - so cute!!ReplyCancel

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  • Joel Smith - I’m glad you clarified what Levi was eating because it looked like caramel corn with a fork. 🙂

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I love two year olds. They are so funny…and so much smarter than we think.
 Levi is constantly cracking me up. Like on this day when I was responding to some emails and I turned around because it was suspiciously quiet in our house. I found Levi right behind me lounging in this basket…snacks in hand. I asked him what he was doing and he told me he was just having a snack. Of course.
 Last night Levi kept waking up crying. This was very unusual for him because unlike his little brother, he is an excellent sleeper. Joel was sweet and went into his room and rocked him and sang to him. It happened two or three times. Joel asked me why I thought he kept waking up and I said that maybe he liked that he was rocking him. After all, Levi loves being with his daddy. Well…this morning I asked Levi why he was crying so much in the night. He got a big grin on his face and said, “Daddy come and rock me and sing!” And then he laughed…and I laughed too.
I am so thankful for the joy and laughter this little boy brings to our house. Two year olds are the best!
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  • Jenny - Sweet story & such an adorable little boy! And I agree, 2 year olds are the best, when they are in a good mood anyway. 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Mindy Harris - levi is so so so so cute. story is almost 2, and, i agree, 2 year olds are the best!ReplyCancel

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  • Bethany - That story is hilarious! Don’t you just adore that father/son relationship? Boys have such special bonds with their moms I loved watching my son fall in love with his daddy too.ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah - SO CUTE!ReplyCancel

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  • Kate @ Songs Kate Sang - So precious! I just love it when Brian sings to the kids.ReplyCancel

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  • Mum2twopreciousgifts - He is just SO beautiful!

    p.s. I ‘crafted’ today! It involved me going to a craft store, buying some wooden letters and spray painting them. Not too complicated. But for a very nervous and inexperienced crafter, it was an achievement 🙂

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  • Kelly - So sweet! I am amazed at how much my little guy, who just turned 2, picks up! Love that he just wanted some extra snuggle time with Daddy!ReplyCancel

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  • Bridge - First, adorable. Second, 2 is a great age. I am soaking up all the “2-ness” I can of our little boy. Third, love Levi’s PJs – our little one has the same ones.

    be well.ReplyCancel

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  • Nancy - What a PRECIOUS boy he is!!ReplyCancel

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  • Lane - So sweet! I have a two year old myself and I couldn’t agree more!ReplyCancel

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  • LauraD - I love this and I couldn’t agree more. I have a 2 year old as well and she is such a joy! They are sponges at this age and soak up everything; it is amazing! Two questions: what are his favorite snacks and what kind of sippy cup is that with his milk?ReplyCancel

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  • The Mershawn's - I love 2 year olds too! So big & baby like at the same time. Levi is adorable…now I need to go squeeze my adorable 2 year old!ReplyCancel

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  • Ryan, Christy, Addyson, and Braden Vogt - Braden has been trying to come up with all kinds of ways to spend time with his daddy too – and if he can get daddy ALL to himself that is the best! This transition to spring when Ryan has to work more always seems extra tough on him. During the day he will just stop his playing and sadly tell me “I love my daddy” which means that he is really missing him too. Super sweet to see little boys needing their daddy’s!! I’m so glad they have awesome daddy’s to spend time with.ReplyCancel

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  • Nancy - wish you could freeze them at 2 for a while longer!!ReplyCancel

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  • Cindy - That is so precious and SMART that he figured out the connection. Our almost two-year-old wakes up about once a night and we go up and put him back to bed. I sometimes wonder if it is for the same reason.ReplyCancel

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  • meg duerksen - and HE is a really special one.
    oh i love to see him.
    and hear his little voice.
    he is just precious.

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  • Amy - I think we need to get our funny little 2 year olds together sometime. 🙂 So fun to get to talk to you last night!ReplyCancel

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  • Creole Wisdom - Aw, your Levi is so sweet.

    When I was right out of college I worked as a “preschool” teacher for two-year-olds. It honestly frightened me, they can be so busy! But, I grew to love them and realize that yes, they are pretty darn wonderful and more brilliant than we give them credit for.ReplyCancel

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  • Allison - When I was in high school, I worked in a day care in the two-year-old room for a few years. I loved them! They are just precious and I love all the things they have to say… so funny.ReplyCancel

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  • Auntie EM - Yes, I agree….two-year-olds are the best. My little granson Braxton will be two in May. He is the love of my life. He helped me heal, he helped me love again, he helped me to see into the future, he helped me to sit back and enjoy life again. He is a funny little guy and even cracks himself up at times. He is a wonderful little person. He feel asleep in my arms last evening and it was pure joy. Your little guy?? zhe is just so darn cute and I love his easy carefree attitude.It still amazes me that little babies and little kids get their personalities very early. They do have a way of twirling their parents (and grandparents) around their little fingers!! Have a wonderful day.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I was searching the net for some sandbox plans and came across your blog. My wife is a former teacher and stay at home mom in the country as well. I have enjoyed passing the time reading your family’s story, you have a wonderful blog. If you get a moment take a look at my wife’s blog at http://www.jandmsmith.blogspot.com please. Thank you again.

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Hope you all had a good weekend. It was beautiful here on Saturday. I love being outside again…and Levi loves it too. Yesterday was rainy and dreary. No playing outside, but it was the perfect weather for a little resting. There were much needed naps for everyone here at the Macs. So nice after an emotionally draining week. Thank you for your many sweet comments and prayers. I can’t tell you how incredible it is to know that so many love us and are lifting us up in prayer. Thank you!
This weekend I also got to spend time with some girl friends. One of my dearest friends turned thirty this week and her hubby planned a little girl’s night for her and her friends. He asked me to lead a crafting time. Isn’t that fun? It has been awhile since I have done any crafting, so I loved planning a craft for us all to do.
I have been a little low on brain bower lately because of the lack of sleep, so I emailed my craftiest friends to get some ideas…to save on brain power, you know. I wish I could have planned an entire craft day because they had so many great ideas. We ended up picking these bird nest necklaces by Sara Ortega. (Thanks for the idea, Julie!) These are the two necklaces I made as examples. I decided I’d better make sure that I could actually make them before I tried telling everyone else how to make them. 🙂
Want to make your own? Here are the supplies you need. I got everything from Michaels. I used 24 gauge wire and was able to cut it with regular scissors. I really could have done the whole project without the pliers, but some people liked using them to tuck in the ends and make the loop for the necklace chain.
I divided the jewelry wire into four yard sections. Everyone had plenty of wire. I would guess most people used two to three yards for the bird nest, but I wanted to make sure that nobody ran out.
For the eggs I had a jar of pearls and a jar of glass beads for everyone to choose from.
I took these pictures outside while Levi was playing and all of a sudden I looked down to find he had added some treasures to my bead jars. I guess he had his own idea of what a bird nest should look like…and he told me he really needed my cup for his rocks. 🙂
I put all the supplies in bags so that everything was divided up already. Each bag had a necklace chain and jewelry wire. I almost went ahead and added a few beads to each bag…because it would have looked pretty, but I left them out so that everyone could pick their own.
I had to add some “thirty” tags too…because thirty is a big deal!!
Here are most of the necklaces that we made that night. They all turned out so great and everyone could make them…even the girls who claim they are “non-crafters”. We probably spent an hour on them at the most and it was easy to wrap the wire and talk at the same time. The perfect “craft night” craft.
Okay, gather some friends and go plan your own craft night. You will be so glad you did. You can find the full tutorial for the bird nest necklace here.
What crafty projects have you been making lately? Please share!
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  • My name is Amee - I LOVE these little birds nest necklaces! I’m going to pin this to my projects to make!!
    Thank you for the tutorial. 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Creole Wisdom - Jess, these are so pretty. I especially love the pearl one. I’ve never done any jewelry making, I feel like I have enough hobbies in my life 🙂

    Recently I filled an old letter press frame with what seems like a hundred photos, I just posted it on my blog here:http://www.creolewisdom.com/my_weblog/2012/03/frame-take-2.html

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  • flower power momma - This is a sweet idea. I do love Levi’s ‘hand’ pic though. And that one rock seems to have gotten life..with a face and funny leg.
    I know..I see things differently.
    May this week bring you abundant joy.ReplyCancel

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  • Amber - Those are precious, perfect for spring!

    I posted a couple weeks ago about my daughter (about the same age as G) not sleeping and I wanted to come back and post an update.

    I finally found something that worked – and I blogged about it here
    http://lovinglillian.blogspot.com/2012/03/scarlett-sleeps.html

    I know that seems like a shameless plug for my blog but I promise it isn’t! I just wanted to share the info in case it helps you or someone else desperate for some new ideas!ReplyCancel

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  • meg duerksen - LOVE THIS!!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Lori - Love this. These have been on my to do list for quite a while! Can’t wait to make one of my own!ReplyCancel

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  • meg - I love those necklaces!! Thanks!ReplyCancel

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  • Beth Ann - I ordered one of these necklaces from Etsy after we experienced a miscarriage in memory of our baby. It brought me so much comfort to wear it and have a little piece of him/her, in a way, with me at all times. It was one of the few tangible things I had to keep that baby’s memory alive. I would love to try to make one…I think they make wonderful gifts.ReplyCancel

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  • Mum2twopreciousgifts - Hi Jess. I’ve been thinking of you. Hope you had a wonderful weekend.

    Michelle xxxxReplyCancel

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  • Alyssa Hollis - these are awesome! My mom has been making these a while now. I have two that have Mine, My husbands and my sonds birthstone colors in it! everytime I wear it i get an abundance of compliments. 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Mum2twopreciousgifts - p.s. In my thinking of you post above, I forgot to mention my ONE and only ever craft project.

    A pic of it is my profile picture. It is a Christmas bauble wreath that I made following Meg Duerksen’s instructions that she posted on her blog pre-Christmas 2010.

    I’m an Accountant, craft is not my thing. BUT, I love the wreath so much I HAD to make it. AND I did 🙂 Just before Christmas 2011. I was so excited with how it turned out that you would think I hand stitched the Bayeux Tapestry the way I carried on!!

    And then I dropped with shock as family and friends asked me to make bauble wreaths for them. So I now have orders to deal with 🙂

    Who would have thought I’d be crafting? You Kansas Mammas can certainly bring out the strangest things in this Aussie girl 🙂

    Michelle xxxxReplyCancel

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  • Erin and Ryan - These are adorable!ReplyCancel

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  • Kate @ Songs Kate Sang - Ok. Seriously?! Jess, this is great! I love this idea 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - What a lovelly way to spend a night with friends. They are something special that everytime you wear them you will remember time spent with friends.ReplyCancel

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  • Amber - Did you see the tree of life pendants? I saw the birds nest and wanted to try that next. I will email you a picture of the tree one I made!ReplyCancel

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  • Tara Long - Those are so pretty!! I’ve been trying to come up with a gift for a friend and I think this will be perfect!! Thank you!ReplyCancel

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  • sarah - All the necklaces came out so lovely! What a great idea to divide the supplies into pretty bags for a craft night. I’m so happy that you enjoyed the tutorial 🙂
    Cheers,
    SarahReplyCancel

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  • UnruhFarms - I love reading your blog! and I love this craft. Great idea! – PaulaReplyCancel

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My sister-in-law posted this picture on Instagram yesterday. That sweet little girl is my niece, Ellie. She had made a special birthday card for Cora and took it out to the cemetery with her mom and brother. When we went to release our balloons last night the card and a bracelet were carefully arranged by Cora’s memorial stone. Joel and I both fell apart when we saw it. I really wanted to take the card and keep it but I felt guilty because I knew that Ellie would want it there for Cora. I went back today to see if it was still there but the crazy Kansas wind had already blown it away. I was bummed. I emailed my sister-in-law to see if she remembered what the card said…because I wanted to be able to remember. I’m so glad that I asked because I love knowing the story behind this picture. I thought you might like to know the story too.

We hadn’t been to see Cora’s grave since the funeral. I kept thinking it would be sweet for us all to go, but I just couldn’t make myself do it yet. I think it was a perfect time to go yesterday. Ellie seems to show me continually how deep child-like faith is. As we walked back and forth remembering sweet things about Cora, it was almost like talking to an adult. She’s so aware of how happy Cora is in heaven, but how sad it makes us sometimes to not be able to be with her. Ellie asked to have some alone time with Cora, so her brother and I wondered off to look for some treasures. That’s when I took this picture. 

She wore her black and white flower dress too. She remembered Cora used to have one when she was little and now it’s considered her special Cora dress. She thought Cora would like to know she had one now too. 🙂 It’s definitely such a bittersweet picture. It makes me ache to know what could have been…but also so grateful and full of hope to know they are probably going to be the best little cousins in all of heaven someday!

I wish I would have written the card down. She picked the colors because she was certain they were Cora’s favorites. The picture inside was of balloons because we didn’t have any to send up to her in heaven. I think the words were:

Dear Cora,
We miss you so much. You are the most special-est cousin, and Levi and Griffin too. I was so sad when you died. I hope you are having fun in heaven. I love you.
Love, Ellie

I am so thankful my sister-in-law shared this with me. Ellie is a little girl who loves fiercly. She loved Cora so much and I hate that I can’t watch them grow up together. But I too am thankful for the child-like faith that Ellie displays. She is not afraid to talk about Cora…or remember…or share her heart. And she looks forward to heaven, holding onto hope even as a five year old.

You are a pretty special cousin too, Ellie. And your faith is challenging even to me.

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  • Amanda - oh my goodness, this is so so precious! When Rachel posted that picture it broke me heart, but I love hearing the story behind it! thanks for sharing this!ReplyCancel

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  • Amanda - This is beautiful, Jess. I love that God allowed the card to still be there when you went to release the balloons.ReplyCancel

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  • Mum2twopreciousgifts - What a lesson to us all. I needed Ellie’s lesson today. Thank you Jess.

    I am thinking of you over on this side of the planet.

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  • Breeann - What a beautiful heart she has 🙂 Thank you for sharing this story xoxoReplyCancel

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  • Miss Harriet. - Oh what we learn from children. This is so precious. Beautiful story.ReplyCancel

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  • Maria - Thank you so much for sharing this.ReplyCancel

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  • Toni :O) - Pure sweetness…gotta special little lady in that precious niece of yours!ReplyCancel

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  • EricaG - So powerful.ReplyCancel

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  • The Mershawn's - I love that. So, so beautiful. Thanks for sharing. What a precious little girl. So amazing that she remembers her sweet cousin & so awesome that she gets to look forward to heaven already. I love it.ReplyCancel

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  • Heather - WOW!! The faith of a little child! This picture is so humbling! I have read your blog ever since Cora got sick. You and your families faith are such an example to all. May the LORD continue to watch over you and your precious family!ReplyCancel

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  • Erin - Sending up so many prayers for you and your family. That sweet Ellie can make us all stronger in our faith.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - The photo is breath taking and such a beautiful picture of God’s tenderness. Much love. CarrieReplyCancel

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  • Brandie - What a beautiful post. My heart aches for you and your family but your faith really is an example for everyone.ReplyCancel

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  • Kimberly - The picture gave me goosebumps & reminded me exactly why we’re supposed to come to Him like a child. Thank you for sharing 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Kristine Hanson - that is so sweet. My in-laws both passed away in 2008; every valentines my kids and I would bring a heart balloon to my MIL and put it on her wheelchair. Since then on valentines I get the kids each a balloon and 1 for my in-laws. The kids and this year my hubs write a little note to them and we let it go to heaven. think it is so sweet to watch the balloon go up, up, up to grandma and grandpa 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Ashley - The tenderness and truth of this post left me in tears. Thank you for continually sharing your journey with us, all of it. What a sweet little niece Ellie must be! Praying for joy for you this week, even as you continue to feel the ache of your grief. You are a beautiful mom, Jess, with a beautiful spirit.ReplyCancel

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  • LauraD - Maybe someone else needed to read Ellie’s sweet card to Cora, which is why God created the wind to blow it away…

    What a beautiful and moving story!ReplyCancel

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  • Melissa - SO beautiful.

    I’m sitting at my desk, at work reading this post…my eyes full of tears…my heart heavy. Truly a beautiful post…such loving words.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - What a beautiful post. The picture of Ellie talking to Cora moved me to tears. Thank you for sharing.ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah - This is beautiful! Thank you for sharing and reminding me what real faith is. Believing and hoping! I am so glad we have the hope of heaven and Christ. We will one day see our loved ones again + for the rest of eternity. What an amazing thing!ReplyCancel

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  • Melinda - Beautiful! Ellie sounds like such a special girl.ReplyCancel

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  • Alicia - So sweet, made me cry! I’m glad you got to see the card before it was blown away.ReplyCancel

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  • Missy - So precious. And what a gift to us all. May we all have faith like a child.ReplyCancel

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  • sthanlon - Break out the tissues, yet again! Just so you know, I think even those of us who never knew Cora think of her on a daily basis and our hearts ache that you miss her so much and pray for you all daily! Much love and thanks for this sweet precious post!ReplyCancel

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  • Lissa - What a sweet little girl and a bittersweet moment. I think like so many things, when you teach a child about faith, it forces you to develop an even better understanding and it helps you to see how that child interprets it themselves.ReplyCancel

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  • Katie Smith - Beautiful photo and story. What treasures you have in your life.ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah - Wow! Precious!

    Sarah @ This Farm Family’s LifeReplyCancel

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  • Jenni Lynn - oh my word……actually no words.
    this photo is priceless and the story tooReplyCancel

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  • Pamela - Hi Jessica!
    My name is Pamela and I have been following your blog since someone sent me a link asking for prayer for sweet Cora. My son’s birthday is March 4th. He turned 4 this year. They were just 1 day apart in age. So when I read your blog and began praying for Cora I became so attached and I had never even met her. Then, they were just 11 months old.
    Each year on Murphy’s birthday, I can’t help but think of sweet Cora.
    Your Levi and my second child, Macy Kate are also the same age!
    I love keeping up with your sweet family! You are an inspiration!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Oh this post just made me cry…..its so beautiful and bittersweet…my heart is breaking yet is so full. Thank you for sharing that special moment and card with us.ReplyCancel

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  • Nancy - Makes me cry so hard! Bless that little girl’s heart!!! What a doll!ReplyCancel

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  • Amy - So sweet. I love that Rachel shared the story with you and love that you shared it with us!ReplyCancel

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  • brandonlk - This is so sweet..breaks my heart. Thanks for sharing.ReplyCancel

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  • The Schilling's from Cimarron - No words….. just sweet tears running down my face.
    So precious! Thank you for sharing this with us 🙂
    Love and prayers!ReplyCancel

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  • Lauren - Such a sweet way to remember your Cora! And so thankful for family who continues to remember and display our Blessed Hope.ReplyCancel

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  • Sadie - Oh my….brought me to tears. Child like faith is EXACTLY what He wants from us. What a precious niece. I know her and Cora would have been close. Beautiful.ReplyCancel

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  • Gail - Tears… thanks for sharing this special moment with us all! Love you! GailReplyCancel

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  • Emily Hinkle - I love being able to see into this moment. What sweet loving cousins!ReplyCancel

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  • Natasha - Amazing. What a special story and little girl!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - You have a gift for writing, really showing your feelings in a vulnerable and honest way. You truly share your pain with your readers, and I mean that in a supportive way. I think we all ache for you, cry with you, and in turn pray for you because you are so “real.” Like many, I’ve been following your blog since Cora was sick and I feel like I’ve been on a journey with you. Your faith amazes me. It’s inspiring. God has not only used Cora to do His work, he is also continually using you.

    Your sister in-law’s photo is absolutely beautiful and should be in some magazine!!

    Happy birthday to your sweet baby girl in Heaven.ReplyCancel

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  • autumn23 - That picture brought tears to my eyes. What an incredible little girl! 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • our story - beautiful, just beautiful. Thanks for sharing it with us.ReplyCancel

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  • Stef - oh, goodness. This gave me such a good cry.
    God is SO good to show us what child like faith looks like IN our kids.

    After our 3 miscarriages, my older two kids often shock me with their faith. It sometimes takes my breath away.ReplyCancel

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  • Faith - oh my goodness how seriously so sweet and precious this is… it so brought tears to my eyes. thank you for sharing this with us!ReplyCancel

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  • Lexie Loo, Lily Boo, and Dylan Too! - Oh my goodness, that made me tear up.ReplyCancel

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Today she would have been four.

I wish I could tell you that we partied and celebrated the day away…remembering our sweet girl, but that wouldn’t be true. We did our best to plan a day that would allow us to spend time together as a family and celebrate Cora’s precious life. But I would be lying if I didn’t tell you that today was really tough. We miss our baby girl everyday. But today we were missing her like crazy.

I am finding as we face these anniversaries year after year now, that Cora’s birthday is a harder day for me than Cora’s heaven birthday. I think it is partially because along with Cora’s birthday come all the happy memories…the day I became a mama…having a daughter…cheering Cora along with every milestone she reached…loving that little girl with all of my being…all the things I miss the most. And while we do celebrate Cora’s life, celebrating this day without her is so painful. As we make plans and gather our pink party supplies the hole that she left in our family is so glaringly obvious.

I am also learning that I can’t approach Cora’s birthday with high expectations. I think Satan knows that we are weak on this day in particular and for some reason there is always something that doesn’t go like I was hoping or had planned. Something that seems to make the day a little harder than it already is. Last night both boys were up in the middle of the night at the same time because of colds. That never happens. Usually Griffin is the only night owl around here. We started the day off very tired…all four of us. We were going to visit the cemetery over lunch while Joel was home but Griffin was sleeping. He really needed to sleep so we decided to wait until Joel got off work to go. And then this afternoon Joel had some things come up at work that caused him to be later than he had planned which caused us to rush to do the things we had planned before it got too dark.

Today I had to choose joy even when my heart was feeling sad and disappointed. Instead of dwelling on the fact that I can’t be the mama to my sweet four year old daughter, I had to choose to be thankful for the gift that Cora was to me even for those short eleven months. She truly was a gift and changed my life forever. Instead of being frustrated that Griffin was sleeping at lunch and the day wasn’t going as planned, I had to choose to be thankful that he was actually sleeping…even if it was in the middle of the day instead of at night!! 🙂 Instead of being mad at Joel for being late, I had to choose to be thankful we got to spend time together as a family and make the most of what was left of our evening. Choosing joy can be hard. But I want to determine to trust God even when it is hard…even when it doesn’t necessarily make sense to me. I had to choose to trust that He would give me the grace to make it through another birthday without my girl. And I will have to daily make the choice to trust Him over and over again.

But I am trusting you, O Lord, saying, “You are my God!” My future is in your hands. Psalm 31:14-15

I am not telling you about today to make you feel sorry for me. Cora’s birthday is what it is. Each year we are learning how to approach her special day and celebrate her life. And each year we are choosing to trust God again to give us the strength to face the sadness that inevitably comes with celebrating your daughter’s birthday without her. But we did celebrate. And we had two little boys who brought many smiles to our faces in between the tears shed from missing their sissy. Here is a little glimpse into our evening of celebrating four.

The boys and I picked up flowers and balloons this morning to take to the cemetery. Levi learned that Cora would be four today and we decided she would like pink (because she is a girl of course). So we picked up four pink balloons and some pink tulips.
I love that Levi was excited to pick up things for his sissy’s birthday. I love that Levi says Cora’s name so clearly and talks about her turning four on her birthday. The Lord uses my little guy on these hard days to encourage my heart in so many ways.
We watched the balloons until we couldn’t see them anymore. Levi sent them up to heaven to Cora. And then he decided he wanted them back. 🙂
Levi showed the flowers to Griffin and found the perfect spot to leave them for Cora.
We made it to Cora’s Playground just as the sun was going down. We spent time just running around and playing together. Griffin was sleeping in the car and missed out on the fun.
We had to drag Levi away when it got too dark. We ate a late dinner out…Mexican food…because it is our favorite and would probably be Cora’s favorite too, right?! And then we went back home, sang happy birthday and ate a few cupcakes before bed.
And that was March 5, 2012.
Happy birthday to our sweet Cora Paige!
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  • Andrea {kerubo mama} - That was heartbreakingly sweet. May God continue to give you His peace and His joy, even during the impossible times. You guys are incredible. Happy Birthday to a beautiful girl! xoxoReplyCancel

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  • Wanting What I Have - I am weeping as I read…praying for God to
    Comfort you. I love that you keep on celebrating precious Cora Paige! We recently lost our baby at 17 weeks pregnant-NOTHING like what you have gone through, but I know a day doesn’t pass when I don’t, at some point, think about what would have been. The pain is deep and it hurts and I feel my flat belly and I watch as my friends go on in their pregnancies and my heart aches. All that to say, I know it’s no where near the same thing, but my mama heart aches deeply for you and I love that you celebrate your sweet daughter. Praying God’s peace and comfort for you.ReplyCancel

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  • Jessica - Thank you for sharing your faith through the pain. What a heartfelt tribute to your beautiful Cora. She has touched so many lives! Happy 4th Birthday, sweet Cora!ReplyCancel

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  • Selena - As the tears fall so heavily down my cheeks, I am aware that I have no words to comfort you. Nothing that I can say will take even an ounce of pain away from you, Joel, nor your family.

    What I do want to say, however, is thank you. Thank you for sharing your family. Thank you for sharing your heart. Thank you for sharing your faith in our God. Thank you for sharing scripture from His word. Thank you for loving Him and praising Him in a time when it seems unbearably hard. Thank you for reminding me that the small things in life are truly small. This world is not our home and our treasure is in Heaven. Cora is in Heaven, and some day, she will greet you with open arms as you love her up, once again.

    And then sweet Levi and baby Griffin… I’m sorry your nights are leaving you weary, but God has rest for that, too. May you continue to find HOPE in HIM and may He continue to show Himself to you each and every day.

    I will be praying for you and Joel, praying that God will meet all of your needs at this point in time. I pray you can get warm and comfy in His loving palm as He continues to carry you through this journey of life until you meet your baby girl in the beautiful Heavens above. How beautiful Heaven must be… sweet home of the happy and free. Happy Birthday, sweet Cora… I can only imagine a pink birthday party with Jesus. 🙂

    Love, Blessings, Hugs,and much Sincerity.
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  • Hannah - I have tears in my eyes. I konw how it is to miss someone you really love. I lost my sisters in a bad car accident about 3 years ago. I miss them soo much. On their birthday (they were twins) i alway bake muffins and bring them after school to my best friend, we celebrate together and we eat muffins. You said, that Coras birthday is more painful than her heaven-birthday.
    When i look back and see these two girl in the hospital in the age of 2, i start crying, everytime.
    Ok, the story…
    My dad, Lotte and Paula and i, we were on the to my grandma. It was dark and it was night and my dad was tired. I fall asleep and the twins were asleep since a long time, then he drove very hard against a tree. I can’t remember anything of this evening in the car. My memorys start in the ambulance again. I couldn’t move my legs and my whole body hurts. I didn’t know what happend to my dad or my sisters. these 10 minutes to the next hospital were one of the longerst minutes. When we were in hospital paula and i came in the OR. they did a 9 hour surgery on my back and a 14 hour surgery on Paulas brain. I woke up, she didn’t. When my parents told me that Paula didn’t woke up from surgery and that she is dead now, everything crashed i my life, everything i was hoping for died. My sister was dead, my little sister! We had the accident on 25/3/2009 and Paula died at 26/3/2009.
    We all hoped that Lotte would wake up again. 3 painful days in hospital, after 2 days i start moving my legs again. i was sittin next to Lottie the whole time holding her hand and stroke her hair made me feel good, i thought she would feel that i’m here and that i always would be here for her. on 29/3/2009 the docs said, that there is no brain reaction. and my parent decited to turn the machines of. In the afternoon i had to say good bye to my other little sister. Knowing that this is the last hug, the last kiss, the last touch was so, i can’t discripe the feeling, it was like someone’s killing me.

    The days after my sisters dead were so hard, i had to stay in hospital for 3 other days. But i didn’t recigniced much, i know there were docs and my parents, but i was in my own very painful world. when we came home, i didn’t ate anything, i slept the whole time and i collapse 3 times.
    Knowing that they will never be on my wedding, they will never see my kids or be their godmothers. i would give anything, anything to have them. If somebody would give me the chance to have them i would kill. Why is the wourld just soo scruwed up?
    Remembering these weeks after my sister dead are harder then everything, and that’s why it hurts sooooo much.

    Stay Strong and be happy for you other kids, i’ll try to be happy too.
    Happy birthday little Cora, maybe you’ll meet Lotte and Paula one day, give them some hugs from me.

    (Jess, sorry about my bad english, I’m german…)ReplyCancel

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  • Clutter-Free Classroom - I’ve been following your blog since Cora was hospitalized and am always amazed by your honesty, courage, and positive attitude. As someone who watched that playground be created in Cora’s honor from afar, it made me smile to see your family enjoying it with your sons.ReplyCancel

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  • Mum2twopreciousgifts - I cried. God Bless you Jess and Joel and thank you for sharing your journey with all of ‘us’. I will pray for peace for you.

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  • tami - i will always remember the day your sweet girl was born… it was a mom to mom morning.

    happy birthday, cora. enjoy the balloons from your little brothers! they are precious little boys!ReplyCancel

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  • Katie - Thank you for the encouragement and hope you give even in the midst of your pain. You are an amazing example of choosing joy and I thank you for showing that to me. God bless you and your sweet family!ReplyCancel

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  • Brittany - I sit here with tears in my eyes because I too know what its like to let go of the child you know and love. I completely agree that their birthday is so much harder than their heavenly birthday. Their birthday is the day you should be celebrating and rejoicing but instead you are grieving for your child and what might have been. You are instead thinking about what they would have been like instead of what they are like. I too have 2 little boys here on earth with me that love their older brother and help ease the pain but that pain will never totally go away. It’s like an amputation that you will always have but you learn to live with. I am praying for you today and remembering her with you.ReplyCancel

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  • Lindsay - I am moved by your words,your strength and your faith. Happy birthday dear Cora. MayGod bring peace and comfort to you.ReplyCancel

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  • Jackie - You are truly an amazing person and Mama! May you and your family find much peace and happiness. Enjoy those precious little boys and God bless and take care. xoReplyCancel

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  • DianeTaylor - Jess i am so sad for you all on this day. can i ask your readers for prayers for my family? Last Thursday march 1st, my life forever changed. My only child, my miracle boy, 24 year old Jonathan Paul Daily, was called to Jesus whe his apartment caught fire. Sadly he did not survive. I am so shattered and broken and lost right now. Planning a funeral for my amazing son is just surreal. If you have any scripture that helped you get thru your loss of Cora I could sure use it today. My email is dmpfromri@yahoo.com. My faith is still strong but being tested with every minute that passes.

    Thank you so much and God Bless your sweet Cora. I hope she is showing Jonathan around heaven today.ReplyCancel

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  • Rachel - Praying for you all each day.
    May God’s peace continue to comfort you.ReplyCancel

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  • Cari - I know on Caden’s birthday nothing goes as planned…mans it seems that life gets in the way. Choosing joy is hard, but it is a great reminder… On the hard days, and in the everyday. I am so encouraged that God shined through your hard day…praise and glory to Him!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Thank you for sharing this post. It is so sweet yet so painful to read but so many lessons to be learned from it. May God’s peace comfort you and your family every day.

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  • Kristina - Your family has changed ours. Fly high sweet Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Katie - What a neat post, Jessica. It’s so encouraging and inspiring to see how you find the joy and hope in life. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. You have such a sweet fam.ReplyCancel

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  • Kathy Apple - Happy Birthday sweet sweet Cora. As a Mom it just brings tears to my eyes thinking about what you have been thru and what you are still going thru with each anniversary that comes and goes. You and your family are just amazing and strong. You are an inspiration and I love reading your blog. Thank you for sharing this emotional day with us.ReplyCancel

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  • Rob and Andrea - Wow Jess, lots of sweet comments from loving family, friends, and blog followers. Some people sure have a way with words. I just read your blog post through tear-filled eyes. I look forward to your almost-daily updates about your sweet boys, but when I noticed your absence in posting, I felt an overwhelming urge to pray for your family. Pray that all was well, that everyone was OK. Now I see that you were taking time to reflect, spend time with your family, and celebrate Cora’s life. I cannot fathom the pain you must feel each day, but am so thankful that you have two sweet boys to keep you going each day! I hope you can feel the prayers coming your way. Hugs!ReplyCancel

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  • Anna - My heart aches for you reading this…I can’t imagine how hard it must be celebrating without her. Lifting you up to the only One who can hold you in the palm of His hands…ReplyCancel

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  • Miss Harriet. - What a sweet and special way to remember her Birthday. It is so wonderful that she is such a big part of her two little brothers lives. They will grow up with these precious memories. Keep trusting in God. I am praying for peace and comfort for you all. What a special family you are. The Lord is using you and your story in great ways! What a blessing you are to so many.
    Sending lots of love. xReplyCancel

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  • Julie - Happy Sweet Birthday Cora!

    Hugs to you and yours!ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah Johnson - Praying for you! Birthdays are terribly hard. I know she was smiling down on you from heaven. Hoping you have a better day today.ReplyCancel

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  • Allisha - I think of you every March 5 because my little girl has the same birthday. Emme turned 14 yesterday. You make me so thankful for her everyday. May God bless you and your family.ReplyCancel

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  • ~Rachel - My heart aches for you all. I have no idea how you all get through these things. But, I can tell you that I am so appreciative that you blog for us to read about it. Each time you describe your trust in God when I am certain the task of trust is tough, I am brought deeper into my relationship with God. I am inspired by your faith and your honesty.
    I pray that you feel peace today and always.ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah - happy birthday sweet Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Caroline Hester - Thanks for sharing this with us. Praying for you and your sweet family to see the sunshine through the tears. Happy Birthday, Cora!ReplyCancel

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  • The Sieberts - happy birthday Cora-i’ll bet she’s having the best bday ever with her savior! hugs to you both :o)ReplyCancel

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  • Kristen - I cannot even imagine how hard that day must be for you. It is so awesome that little brothers will have that playground to play on!ReplyCancel

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  • Tara - my heart breaks for you and your sweet family!ReplyCancel

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  • The Mershawn's - So sorry for the heartbreak this day brings, yet so glad you are able to truly focus on the only One who can bring hope in sorrow. Praying for you guys today…bet she loved those pink balloons from her brother. Sweet & sad…ReplyCancel

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  • Amanda and Alex - I have been following your blog for some time now but rarely find the words to comment. I’m a Peds ICU nurse but also a mom and I sometimes struggle so much with what I do. The sweet patients we see pass away. My heart hurts so much for the parents and I think about them throughout the years, and wonder where they are on their grief journeys. I of course did not have the honor to care for your family but your blog gives me so much comfort and inspires me more than you could imagine. I am in awe of your faith. I cannot even imagine the amount of strength you must find on days like these, but God has given you an amazing heart. You are a wonderful mother and just know there are so many lives you are touching, even nurses like me who are weary from all of the sickness in the world. You give us reason to keep moving forward. Thank you!ReplyCancel

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  • Emily - I love that you included the boys so wonderfully in cora’s birthday. That is so special that they will grow up knowing her and loving her and missing her right along with youReplyCancel

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  • molly - Your strength and faith in God always astounds me and sometimes even knocks me back. Even after hearing of Cora’s death, which seems like so long ago, every time I come here and read a post I feel uplifted, knowing my God is bigger and stronger than anything in this earthly world.ReplyCancel

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  • Beth Ann - Happy Birthday, precious Cora! I’ve been reading your blog for years…you are such a sweet family and your faith is inspiring to me. Choosing joy…a great reminder that it doesn’t always come naturally but that we sometimes have to make the conscious decision to choose it. It is there for us if we keep our hearts open to it. Great lesson for us all…really speaks to my heart. Thank you.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristin - what a beautiful post. thank you for reminding me that i need to make better “choices” for joy in my daily life.ReplyCancel

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  • Darlene R. - I am reading a book right now called “Choosing Gratitude” by Nancy Leigth DeMoss. Your post was such an encouragement. You chose to be thankful, even when one of your toughest days wasn’t going as planned. I am working on that! 🙂
    I don’t know you, but I pray for you and your sweet family.ReplyCancel

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  • rsiewert - Oh my heart breaks for all the missed birthdays…. Praying for you all. Happy Birthday sweet Cora!ReplyCancel

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  • Townsend Crew - Tears are streaming down my face like the day I read that you lost your Cora. I have been praying with you and your family (from Chicago) since Cora went into the hospital.
    You are so beautiful, Jess. YOU are such an inspiration to me. YOU are witness to God’s immense love that I don’t always have a clear image of. Thank you for being an instrument of God’s faithful love to you. I dedicate my day today to you, keeping Cora constantly in my mind and in my heart. Love to you all!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Thanks for your honesty in the painful moments. Choosing to trust and choosing joy isn’t always easy but it is always worth it! Thank you for letting us journey with you. Grief is that surprising companion sometimes. Praying you will continue to experience our Father’s grace in amazing ways as you trust and choose joy.
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  • workingmama - I pray that God will wrap His arms around you during this time. I thought about you last night at Bible study. Our group is going through the book of James and James 2-18 really spoke to me. But as I was listening I thought of you and how I know that God has, and will continue, to use Cora’s life to bring Him glory. Sending prayers and hugs your way.ReplyCancel

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  • Alli Unruh - Happy 4th Birthday to your sweet Cora. I love the way your family celebrates Cora, and how you are teaching your boys to know her. So special. Thanks for sharing.ReplyCancel

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  • Melinda - I am in tears reading your post. You have such a beautiful family, and the way that you remembered Cora’s birthday was so special.ReplyCancel

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  • The Stanfields - Blessings on you and your family. Thank you for sharing these sweet birthday moments.ReplyCancel

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  • Trinity - Happy Birthday to Cora. My heart weeps for you. I imagine as much as the pain feels here on earth to lose the ones we love, God will make greater the joy in heaven when we are reunited. I am sure there is nothing God loves more than seeing loved ones reunited eternally. Until that day, you are doing all you can and I continue to read your blog looking forward to the uplifting that comes from each of your posts.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Crying with you today and in honor of another little one who shares Cora’s birthday now. My friend Alison found out at her 20-week ultrasound in October that her son’s kidneys weren’t functioning properly, meaning that he had no amniotic fluid and little chance for lung development. The high-risk OB chose to induce her at 37 weeks, which was yesterday, March 5th. Baby William was born at 7:17pm, crying and breathing at first, but his lungs weren’t able to work together properly, and he died around 2am. Praying for your family and for his today and remembering that God is faithful. Thank you for your reminders of that and for the resources you have shared to help a grieving friend. I will be drawing on those in upcoming days!ReplyCancel

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  • Alyssa - As our Gracie’s angel-anniversary gets closer & closer, as well as her 2nd Birthday, I continue to find strength & hope in reading your blog. Thank you so much for sharing the raw emotion with all of us. May God bless you & your family.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Praying for you and your sweet little family. As always, your posts remind me to be thankful for all that I have. I really needed that reminder today, so thank you!
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  • julie - I have read your blog for years now and have never left a comment. We lost our first child at birth in 2006. While I am not thankful that any other mother has faced the loss of a child, I am thankful that others understand what it is like to celebrate the birthday of a child in heaven. Praying God will coninue to lavish his grace and blessings upon your family.ReplyCancel

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  • Amanda - Jessica, this post brought tears to my eyes. I am thinking of you and your sweet, adorable family at this tough time. And through the tears I am smiling because I know your precious Cora is looking down on you and the boys everyday. She is happy. She is without pain. She is your sweet guardian angel, always.

    Happy 4th Birthday, Cora Paige! God bless you, sweetheart xoxoReplyCancel

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  • Wallace, family of 5 - I cried the entire time I read this, I think about you guys often. I can’t even begin to imagine how difficult Cora’s birthday is for you and Joel, but how sweet it is that she will always have sweet little brothers to send her pink balloons up to heaven 🙂 Happy birthday Cora!ReplyCancel

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  • Andy and Jenni - Your words are always encouraging, and your honesty helps me. Our daughter would be five tomorrow, and although she was too sick to celebrate when she was here, we’re anticipating a hard birthday without her now. Thank you for modeling faith and positivity through hardship and heartache.ReplyCancel

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  • Rebecca CA - March 5 was my dads birthday and also the day he went home to live with his Saviour. On the day he passed away my devotional verse was Jeremiah 29 10-11 The first part of the verse says after 70 years and then I have plans for you to prosper… . He died on his 70th birthday and it just spoke to me. I am sorry you lost your little girl but I know that she had a great person to share her birthday withReplyCancel

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  • Mandy - thanks for allowing your story to impact so many. happy birthday sweet Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Brigid - My heart hurts for you. We had a very similar day Oct 5th, when my Maeve would have also been 4. We too visited the cemetary and sent balloons up to heaven and celebrated with cupcakes. Its so bittersweet. I too love to hear my daughter talk about the big sister she never got to meet. Keeping all of you in our prayers and thinking of Cora on her birthday. I am sure she is having quite the celebration in heaven!ReplyCancel

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  • Melissa - …lovely post. I can only imagine as the time goes y how hard it must be. There aren’t any words to really escribe what you must be going thru. Celebrating and remembering the time that Cora had with you guys, here on earth is important. 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Katie - Your unshakable faith is so inspiring and beautiful.

    By the way, how did you choose Cora’s name?ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah - Happy Birthday Cora!

    There aren’t words to describe how amazing I think you both are or how much my heart continues to break for you missing your sweet Cora.

    Continuously praying for comfort and peace.ReplyCancel

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  • jandkland - I will never forget Cora. We donate to Cure Childhood Cancer partly in her memory. You are right that being joyful is a choice. Happiness, maybe not so much. External stimuli can make us happy. But joy requires a deliberate choice to focus on the good of God and of life. And I can’t imagine how difficult that must be when such a brilliant piece of God and life–your sweet little girl–is missing. But I pray that you will continue to find the strength to make this choice…every day if you have to.

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  • brandonlk - Happy Birthday sweet baby Cora!!ReplyCancel

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  • Michelle - I’ve been following your blog for awhile but haven’t commented before. I just want to thank you for your encouragement and let you know that your story spurs me on to choose joy and thankfulness when I’m having a hard day with my little ones. Blessings to your family.ReplyCancel

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  • Tiffany - I am praying for you, Joel and the boys as you continue your journey here on Earth without sweet Cora. Praying for God to grant you all peace and comfort until you meet again. Happy Birthday pretty girl!!! You continue to bless so many people as you celebrate in Heaven with our Father.ReplyCancel

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  • Happiness Is... - What a sweet way to honor and remember and celebrate your little girl. I literally have tears on my cheeks for you, but at the same time I am so happy that He is using Cora in such a wonderful way – you are inspiring, your faith is contagious and I know that her life will continue to touch many forever.ReplyCancel

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  • Melissa - As I sit here with tears in my eyes, thank you for sharing Cora’s fourth birthday with your viral friends 🙂 I’m sure the boys will hear many, many stories about their older sister and love her just as much as you and Joel do. Hope the boys feel better, and are sleeping through the night soon 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Tara - I thought of Cora and your family throughout the day yesterday. Happy birthday to your sweet little girl:)ReplyCancel

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  • Auntie EM - When I think of you and your sweet Cora I think of how much of an impact her life had on you and your family. I hope and pray you will find comfort in knowing so many are thinking of you and remembering your beautiful daughter.ReplyCancel

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  • Jamie - What a beautiful post and an amazing way to celebrate your sweet baby girl. Thank you for sharing your heart and your story, you are touching so many peoples lives!!ReplyCancel

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  • Auntie Mip - Jess your perfect faith takes my breath away. I know you feel anything but perfect. That is your humanness talking. From the outside, reading your story, feeling your pain at Cora’s death, knowing how you suffer that she is four, four years old and not here with you yet you praise God is breathtaking. I stand in awe.

    Happy Birthday precious Cora Paige. How proud are you of your mama and papa?ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Jess and family-
    I cried and cried reading this post, even though i never knew cora or you. I think its the way you talk about her, I can tell she was such a wonderfull little person and you had so much lover for her. At the time I was reading this post, the banner on top of your blog were all pictures of her. She is one of the most beautiful babies I have ever seen, she looked so happy. God bless you and your husband and sweet boys. you are a beautiful family.ReplyCancel

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  • SmallTownYouthMinister - Oh, this makes me cry! I cannot imagine your pain, yet I rejoice in your joy. What a wonderful attitude to take, when you could choose so much.

    Cora is so deeply loved, and I believe that she knows it-100%.ReplyCancel

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  • Maria - You are amazing…what a perfect day! Much love to you and your entire family…your strength will always inspire me.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - A life so young released to Heaven…Left on earth, we wonder “Why?” But some are sent among us briefly…Some have spirits meant to fly. Remembering Cora Paige and wishing her a beautiful “angel” birthday!ReplyCancel

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  • Mikaela - Thanks for sharing! There really isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think of your family and squeeze my kids a bit tighter in memory of your sweet Cora Paige. (My daughter is 10 days younger than Cora) Every time I think of you I pray for you and your boys. Praying you continue to blaze ahead in God’s strength and for His glory. It’s worth it!

    You have done an amazing job being completely honest, yet humble in sharing your journey. God shines brightly through YOU! Hugs!ReplyCancel

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  • The Schilling's from Cimarron - Sweet Macs…..
    Praying always for you! Your faith and lives still to this day impact us in sooooo many wonderful ways! Thought of sweet baby Cora on the 5th! Thank you for the pictures and sharing her day with us too! May you continue to find love and peace in your hearts.
    Take care always!
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  • Angie - And I’m in tears! Thank you for sharing with all of us. May the Lord continue to give you His Peace that surpasses all understanding and strength and may He continue to be glorified in you. You are one amazing mama!ReplyCancel

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  • Lil Mar & Co - A few days late… Happy Birthday Cora! I love reading your blog and admire your strength! God bless you and your family.

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  • Miss G - I can’t help but cry with you. I still remember Cora and think to pray at really random times like in the grocery store near the check out. KellyReplyCancel

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  • Faith - aww happy birthday sweet cora! this was such a moving post. thank you for your heart. you are such a blessing!ReplyCancel

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  • Jess - Jess-that picture at Cora’s gravesite with Levi is breathtaking. I have been reading your blog since Cora first became sick, I participated in the Etsy fundraiser, met wonderful people as a result of that and have prayed for you and your family ever since. Cora’s story has stamped my heart. She will always be in my heart and the hearts of many. You are an amazing mother and an amazing example of Christ’s love. God bless you!ReplyCancel

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