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Joel and I took the boys to their first movie a few weeks ago. I don’t know if they even knew what a movie theater was…but they sure were excited. Levi could hardly hold still.

We went to see Planes. Cutest movie ever. It really was so good!

A lot of people on Instagram mentioned that we were brave to take Griffin to a movie. This kid loves movies. Probably a little too much. He will sit on the couch for a long time watching a show…Levi was never like this. I wasn’t sure, but I figured he probably would be fine. Popcorn, pop and a movie…it was his best day ever. ๐Ÿ™‚

Also, when you go to the movies on a Monday night in a small town you get the whole theater to yourself.

Seriously, we were the only ones there. It was great. So we didn’t have to worry so much if the boys were talking or getting out of their seats. It was perfect for their first time.

They made it through the whole movie. I’m sure we won’t be frequenting the theater with these two crazies…but it was definitely a fun “first”.

And Planes is their new favorite movie for sure!

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  • Mary Ann - It is fun to see little ones go to the movie the first time. My grandson is 3 so he’s much better than he used to be sitting through a movie. I think the credits and previews are way to long, especially when it is a Disney movie. But popcorn and treats help. I always always love the pictures of Levi hugging his little brother. Those are the cutest of all pictures. Glad they love “Planes.” My grandson thought that movie was great!!ReplyCancel

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  • Michelle from Australia - A whole movie theatre to yourselves? Really? Wow. What an amazing Blessing for taking kids to the movies for the first time. Sounds like a gift straight from God! So glad the boys enjoyed it. M xReplyCancel

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  • CassM - Planes was the first movie theatre movie for our 2 oldest boys this summer too! (ages 3 and 4) It was a great introduction for them and they are big, big fans of the characters and story too.ReplyCancel

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  • Jody - And sometimes on a Friday night there may only be two other people in there.ReplyCancel

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  • Lara - So sweet! They remind me soooo much of my son at his first movie (that he made it through, anyway!), which was Toy Story. He was 4, now 21 and married, and he stood like your boys did for the ENTIRE movie and was enthralled with it. Way to go, Pixar!!ReplyCancel

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Good thing I didn’t make any promises about starting to blog again…because obviously that didn’t happen. Ha!

So…JJ Heller was here for a women’s conference and I couldn’t go. It killed me! My family and a few friends went and they were super sweet (haha!) and texted me pictures of themselves and videos of JJ Heller leading worship so I could see what I was missing while I was at a family reunion. My sister told me I had to listen to Who You Are. It’s one of my new favorites now…actually the whole Loved album is so good.

I love this song because God has been teaching me the importance of knowing who God is and trusting His Word over my emotions in big ways over the past five years. When Cora died I remember so often crying out through my tears…God, what are you doing? I never came up with answers that made sense to me or made the pain go away, but I came to a point where I could rest in knowing who God is and that I could trust His Father’s heart even when I couldn’t make sense of what was happening in my life. It was the peace amidst the storm.

This past week there has been a reason for my absence from this little blog. The day of Griffin’s birthday party I got the worst strep throat I have ever had. It seriously knocked me out for a week and my throat still hurts a little. Joel got strep throat last week too…right in the middle of corn harvest. We were quite the pathetic parenting pair. Thankfully neither of the boys got it! I was just thinking we were finally going to be able to go back to normal this week when last night Joel told me half his face was numb and drooping. That gives you something to worry about for sure! Long story short, he has Bell’s palsy. Don’t get me wrong, I can’t even begin to tell you how grateful we are that it is nothing worse. So, so grateful. But as I start this week having to watch my husband deal with Bell’s palsy and burdened by the many other struggles I see others facing around me I find myself again asking God…why? God, what are you doing?

I needed to hear this song again today.

It is so easy to fall into the temptation of doubting God’s goodness and wisdom. When we are overwhelmed and confused, when we are hurting, when we can’t make sense of the things that are happening in our lives, we can always fall back on what we know to be true about our God and what we’ve experienced of God in the past. He gives us a firm place to stand…safe in His loving arms.

I don’t know what you’re doing.

But I know who you are.

How abundant are the good things that you have stored up for those who fear you, that you bestow in the sight of all, on those who take refuge in you. Psalm 31:19

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  • Melissa Joy - Oh Jess, you were in my prayers over the weekend… I didn’t exactly know why. But there you were. And He knew.
    I’m so thankful that we know who our Father is, even when we don’t know what He’s doing.
    Thanks for blessing me this Monday morning. Peace be with you all.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristin - Jess, I had bell’s palsy years ago & had a complete recovery thanks to a speedy diagnosis. I did take predisone for 2 weeks but I understand now not all doctors give that but it does help with the swelling of the nerve. Then I brought a small hand held massager and spent 10 minutes 3 times day massaging my face. I did exercises in front of a mirror so I could see myself and any progress…making myself try to smile, wink, purse my lips, fish faces(sucking your cheeks in), ect…I will be praying for Joel’s quick recovery & restoration.ReplyCancel

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  • Erin - I’m so glad you came back to blog and today with the message you shared. You spoke directly to my heart and I’m sitting here with tears streaming down my face. Thank you for speaking your heart and allowing God to speak through you. I am deeply struggling with understanding the whys. Thank you for the reminder that I can rest in God’s loving arms.

    Holding you family in prayer!ReplyCancel

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  • Kim - Did miss your posts ๐Ÿ™‚ So sorry this is why. Praying for complete, quick healing for Joel! and you!ReplyCancel

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  • Susy - Prayers for you all but go back and have the strep rechecked on you both. Lots of complications from strep. Be well and God bless!ReplyCancel

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  • Amanda - This was beautiful and a powerful truth I am thankful to be reminded of. I’m so thankful He never changes! JJ Heller’s song “your hands” was such a blessing to me last year when I lost one of my closest friends to cancer. I’m glad to know she has a new album. I’ll definitely be checking it out! Glad to hear you and Joel are feeling better and PRAISE JESUS your little ones didn’t get it! That would have been awful! Blessings, friend!ReplyCancel

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  • Amanda - I needed to hear this tonight..thank you for sharing!ReplyCancel

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  • Melissa Lewis - I’m new to your blog. I found you through the Hope Spoken site. I read threw a bit of your space here and just landed on this post. I love JJ Heller and hadn’t heard her new song. Oh my word, I love it. I love the video too. I love the idea of having a bunch of broken people over to eat with and talk with and just get into the mess of it all. I love that you share your brokenness here and I’m so thankful for that. Your an inspiration. Praying for you and your family.ReplyCancel

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  • Michelle from Australia - Prayers for good health are coming your way. M xReplyCancel

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  • Katy Collinsworth - Thanks for your inspirational post and for sharing that beautiful song …the first part is what I am dealing with now….not 41 years old yet, but trusting that God has a plan for me to have a child. Starting round 3 of IVF this week…prayers are appreciated! xoxox KatyReplyCancel

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  • Tori - I’m what you would call a blog-stalker, and I don’t think I’ve ever commented here before. I found your site before you lost sweet Cora, I don’t remember how exactly, but you’ve been on my “Favorite Reading” list ever since.

    Your words are truth I needed to be reminded of today. My husband and I have been struggling with infertility for over two years now, and my heart has been so heavy with doubt, disappointment, and anger, especially these past few days. He received news that a girl he works with aborted her unborn child because the doctors told her the umbilical cord had wrapped around his arm, most likely causing permanent damage. Other than being slightly smaller than he should be, he was a healthy baby. We long for a child, pray for a blessing, but God remains silent. All I seem to say is why?

    Thank you for sharing, and for being a blessing.ReplyCancel

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  • creole wisdom - Praying for healing from the great physician.

    You know, even thought I don’t “know,” you- I think you’re one of the nicest people I do “know.” The way you express your faith is lovely and inspirational.

    Hang in there. I’m sorry to hear about Joel and that you had to experience such a difficult strep.ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah - Hmmm. . . I love when God prompts us to pray for one another. xoxoReplyCancel

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  • Keshet - So sorry to hear this! Hope things start looking up for you guys soon:)ReplyCancel

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  • Patti - Jess,
    I love your blog..
    Your words are so inspirational and uplifting to me and I love the way you write. I love that you are real. Even though you dont know me I feel like I know you and you keep yourself real and personable through your blog. Thank you for that.
    I am a 42 yr old mom of 4 and 6 years ago I got Bells Palsy after being worn down and getting strep also. My doctor immediately put me on something but I dont remember the name of it. I also started taking mega doses of vitamin B12 to help with new cell growth so my face would recover. I also went to physical therapy 3x a week for just my face and indeed I did start seeing progress at the 6 week mark. I was finally all better at 3 months. Its hard. I felt wierd and it was scarey for my kids. Have Joel do those face excercises in the mirror as they will “remind and retrain” the face of those muscles and keep things moving. Massaging the face is good too. I think I had like 20-30 excersises to do a day and had to do them day and night. I really believe they help. I cried but I think it was ok to feel sad and be afraid if it would come back.
    I will pray for you and Joel.
    Glad you are feeling better. Your little Levi shares a Birthday with my little Emma ๐Ÿ™‚
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We love the state fair.

We mostly go to eat delicious fair food…but that has slowly been changing over the past few years now that our boys have an opinion on what we should do while we are there.

This is what Joel and I look forward to every year…gator tators. So good.

“Boys, let’s take a picture with our favorite fair food. Smile!”

Apparently there was something more important going on than taking a picture with our fried potatoes and cheese. Haha. This was the first year that the boys have really cared about or noticed the rides. Last year we still managed to just eat food and look at the tractors and animals. This year was a game changer.

“Just one smile for mama…pleeeease.”

Levi tried so hard to act excited about the gator tators. ๐Ÿ™‚

Joel and I inhaled our food and then it was on to more important things like mowers and tractors.

They test drove every one I think.

We took a quick break…because the fair is hard work…and it was like 100 degrees outside.

Then it was finally back to the ride that Levi had been talking about since we left the gator tator stand.

They were so bummed when the trucks stopped. They wanted to ride over and over but we convinced them to move on.

We took turns going down the big slide (no pictures of that) and even convinced the boys to take a few food breaks. They were too busy looking for more rides to eat though.

Levi was trying to pose for me and Griffin was trying to copy his brothers pose. It wasn’t quite working for him. Silly boy.

Our last ride of the night was the flying elephants. The boys thought it was so great.

We walked through the animal buildings on our way out and that was that.

See you next year, Kansas state fair!

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  • Krista - That looks so fun! I love their posing together picture – it looks like they are getting ready to take off and run!

    I’ve never had gator tators but they look right up my alley! My favorite fair food is an elephant ear ๐Ÿ™‚ReplyCancel

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  • Cassie - You have two of the cutest kids! I love seeing pictures of Levi; he has such a strong personality! Little Griffin is right behind him trying to be like big brother. I’m sure that makes your heart smile.ReplyCancel

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  • Lindsay - I have many memories of the Kansas State Fair! This post just made me smile ear to ear! I remember doing rabbit showmanship in the 100+ heat!ReplyCancel

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  • Mary Ann - What a fun time that must have been and such great memories. Your boys are so darling…getting big!! How did that happen?? LOL!! Kansas got the warm weather and Utah got rain, rain, rain the last few weeks. It has been very cool and fall-like but it is nice after a record hottest summer, hottest July, hottest everything this summer. So, it’s on to pumpkins, Halloween, apples, fall leaves, cool nights, and perfect temperature 72-degree days. In Utah, those temperatures lasts about 2 weeks!! Have a wonderful day.ReplyCancel

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  • Amanda - We also LOVE our state fair… in Texas. Love your pictures!
    Our fair comes in October!!
    Those potato things are YUMMMMMReplyCancel

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  • Sarah - Loved the pics! Your state fair post is very similar to ours! ๐Ÿ™‚ Glad you guys had a good time.ReplyCancel

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  • Gin - Fairs are fun. Especially the food. I love the last picture. It’s just perfect.ReplyCancel

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  • Jennifer - I follow your blog and have to say how cute your boys are! I have 3 kids and my youngest 2 are boys and about the same age as your boys! These pics especially are just great! I love the last one, something to treasure always! But I know it is so hard to get good pictures of them especially together!ReplyCancel

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Well, hello.

It’s been awhile. I decided that I would start blogging again this week…but we will see if that actually happens. No promises but I will do my best. I have lots to share…the summer flew by mostly undocumented here…but there was just not enough time to sit down at my computer and write it out. My boys aren’t big fans of me sitting at the computer. If I do, they usually run circles around me or break out into a full WWF wrestling match. That usually doesn’t end well. And truthfully spending time with them is more important and more fun anyway. But I’ve missed writing here…so let’s start with the weekend happenings.

On Friday morning I drove the boys to Papa and Bammy’s. I asked Levi if he was excited to spend the weekend there and he was grinning from ear to ear as he shouted, “Yes!”. I don’t think he was planning on missing me much.

After dropping the boys off I grabbed my bags and headed to the craft house for the weekend. I got to be one of the helpers for Whatever Craft Weekend which is such a fun job anyway…but I think what I was looking forward to most was meeting Heather who was a helper too. We’ve gotten to know each other through blogs and emails and the Joyful Life Library she helped me set up for Cora’s birthday…so fun for a blog friend to become a real life friend. This was right after we picked up the craft weekend girls from the airport in the fifteen passenger van. We were celebrating that we actually made it!

If you haven’t heard of Whatever Craft Weekend you need to check it out. Megan and Kimberlee are wonderful. They create such a fun atmosphere for women to come relax and spend the weekend being creative! It is super fun. Kimberlee makes the best food and Megan plans the best crafts for you to do. And the craft house is amazing!

This was on Friday night. The first project is making ruffle aprons. Some of the girls had never sewn before and they did such a great job! The aprons always turn out so cute…each one is different.

Saturday we drove out to Marion to the antique store and barn. We even ate lunch at the barn. So fun. The girls found some great treasures!

This was my big find at the antique store. Did you have one of these as a kid? I remember playing with those cute animals all the time. I bought this for Griffin’s birthday…which is this week…how can he be two already? I can’t wait for him to open it!

We went back to the craft house and crafted into the early morning. I stayed up way too late. I only made one craft that night because I was too busy doing things like cooking bacon…but mostly I was too busy talking and laughing and eating cheesecake. Those fabric buttons are going to be a bracelet and necklace. Now I just need to find the time to finish putting it together. Just as a side note…that tile is my favorite.

Sunday morning we ate breakfast together and then there were giveaways. It is so fun to see all these handmade items in real life that I’ve drooled over on Etsy. Everyone goes how with some serious swag. You can’t see this print very well in this blurry picture but it is from Katy’s shop and is one of my favorites.

And then we said goodbye. It was so fun to hang out with Megan and Kimberlee. And I loved meeting Heather and Jaime and Becky and all the other girls who were there. Sweet, sweet girls!

Isn’t it awesome how God takes the hard, broken things in our lives and allows us to use the comfort He has given us to encourage one another…and even bind us together?! I am so thankful for this girl. Heather has the most amazing heart and it was encouraging to hear her share what God has done in her life since losing her precious son, Samuel. A testimony to His great faithfulness for sure! If you haven’t read her blog you should. So encouraging and she has the best home tours too.

This was the empty van when I arrived back at the craft house after dropping the girls off at the airport. The good news was that no one got car sick and I didn’t hit anything with the van. The bad news was that goodbyes stink. I did find out that I can drive a fifteen passenger van though…fifteen kids here I come. Haha.

I got back home Sunday afternoon and everyone was sleeping. I laid down too and about five minutes later I heard Griffin crying in his room. He decided that he didn’t want to nap…so no nap for mama either. We hung out and watched Thomas the Train together instead. It was a great weekend…a much needed break after a busy week of mostly being on my own while Joel was harvesting. I am always so thankful to come home and squeeze my babies though.

Thank you Lord for an encouraged heart, a break from the normal routine, new friends, yummy food, creativity, rest and my sweet family to come home to.

Now it’s time for a new week!

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  • Kalyn - So can you do a tutorial on how to makes those super cute aprons? I would love to make those for my sisters for a Christmas gift!ReplyCancel

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  • becky - all y’all have found special places in my heart. i hope to see you again. you are a precious real life friend now. i wish we could have spent more time chatting. but the crafting & shopping & eating was good too. prayers for your week headed your way! thank you for serving all of us this weekend. it was a HUGE blessing. xoxo.ReplyCancel

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  • meg duerksen - thanks for being a great help…and a great friend. i love getting to spend time with you!ReplyCancel

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  • Kimberlee Jost - Jess, I love it when you come to help.
    Let’s make it more than once okay?
    Unless you’re serious about the 15 kids…then maybe we’re going to have to go to every other year.
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  • Siobhan - Lucky lucky girl! Looks like you had so much fun, that’s a dream of mine to go, maybe one day:) just a note though… If you have 15 kids in your fifteen passenger van, who will drive;)))ReplyCancel

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  • Elaine - Those aprons are adorable! I just got a sewing machine and I think this would make a good project.ReplyCancel

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  • Mary Ann - Glad you had a fun time with crafting…and glad it was just a busy life and nothing else that kept you from blogging. My sisters and nieces (and a few friends) quilt once a month. It has been such a joy and a challenge (for me since I’m not crafter or don’t sew well). Last month I had to miss but the group decided to take a trip to New York. I can’t wait to go there next month!! My niece also holds a scrapbook over-nighter once or twice a year. Same thing…sisters, nieces, and friends get together to scrap, sew, visit, eat, or do whatever we like. Friends and family have come to mean so much to me since losing my husband and both parents. I love my kids but having women friends and sisters means the world to me. It gives us time to bond, to love each other, to help each other, to rely on each other, to laugh, pray, hope, and dream. It is a reminder for me why God put us in families and in groups so that we would not have to be alone. Glad you had a fun time with your “girls” and enjoyed being back with your cute family too.ReplyCancel

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  • EricaG - Hey! I’m trying to make a blog come-back, too! It is hard with precious little ones close by. I love your craft weekends, and I so wish that I could manage something like it of my own.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristen Perreault - Jess, I love your heart and perspective on life, it is so refreshing and encouraging! I have three boys, two of which are very similar in age to yours (01-27-2010 and 11-17-2011) so I love reading about the happenings in your home! I am so glad you enjoyed your weekend away and hope you have a blessed week!ReplyCancel

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  • Karine - Jess, hi!! I’m so glad to read your first post in real time, haha! I’ll explain: I found your blog because of Levi’s first birthday party as I googled for ideas for my boy’s 3rd one. I’m another life that was touched by yours and Cora’s. About 2 months ago I started reading your blog from the beggining, from the very first post. I finished reading the whole story about last week and was really anxious to see what you’d come up with next. I had to leave a comment now, in real time, and I’m so happy to do it! I emailed you some time ago telling my story, as I was learning from yours on the blog… My relationship with the Lord became special because of the messages I got from here, Jess. Please don’t stop sharing the lessons, happiness, hard times, questions and answers you find on your way! They surely are going to be VERY IMPORTANT for someone who – can I say “by accident”? – stops by this blog. Just like they were and are to me. Thank you for letting your heart show others the love God has for us, no matter where we are and what we are facing in life. May He bless you and your beautiful family always.
    Hope to see these boys grow strong in the Lord, because even though I don’t know any of you personally, from the huge distance that separates us (I’m from Brazil), I love you all. ๐Ÿ™‚
    Please don’t stop sharing!
    I’m very glad to leave this message.ReplyCancel

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As I read through the comments yesterday, I was so thankful that the Lord is nudging some of you to allow HIM to fill you up each day. It’s a battle out there in this world of constant communication and busyness. How easy it is to settle for what is good instead of pursuing what is BEST! So, do you want to be in the Word daily but have a hard time knowing where to start? Me too. I wanted to share a few things today that have been helpful to me.

A Place of Quiet Rest was a great guide when I was struggling to have a consistent quiet time. It tackles a lot of common struggles women have when trying to establish a quiet time. I still refer back to it all the time when I feel myself pushing my quiet time down on my list of priorities. I wish that never happened…but I still struggle! This book was what encouraged me to participate in the 30-Day Challenge a few summers ago. I just listened to Nancy Leigh DeMoss speak on Daily Devotions: Duty or Delight. It was so good. And I loved how she took us to the life of Christ to show us what we need to “fill us up” when life gets busy. You need to listen to it…and it covers some of the same ideas from the book if you are not a reader!

I love having some sort of devotional book to help get my mind focused when I start my time in the Word. The One Year Book of Hope, Abundant Life Day Book, and Streams in the Desert are a few of my favorites. I know there are so many great devotionals out there but once I find one I love I tend to read it over and over each year. I’m reading Abundant Life Day Book for the first time this year and it has been really challenging.

I’ve learned over the past few years how important it is to not solely rely on devotional books like the ones above but to be digging into the Word for myself, allowing God to speak directly to me. I need to be reading the Bible and hiding His words in my heart. The Bible is God’s very words to me…He speaks to me!

I don’t know about you, but sometimes it’s hard to know where to start when studying the Bible. I love when I find Bible studies that plunge me into studying books of the Bible but give a little direction along the way. I loved doing the first study on Genesis from Nancy Guthrie’s series, Seeing Jesus in the Old Testament. This would be an awesome series to do on your own or with a few friends. And if your Bible study group is looking for a new study make sure you check this one out!

It’s been awhile since I have done a Beth Moore Bible study but I have loved the ones I have done. I think she does a great job guiding you to dig into the Word for yourself as well.

And now this is where I will give a shameless plug for Bible Study Fellowship. ๐Ÿ˜‰ Several people recommended that I give it a try after Cora died and I am so thankful I did. BSF has taught me how to look at God’s Word as a whole, study it, and apply what I am reading…and it’s great accountability! The studies have been amazing, the teaching is awesome, and I could go on and on all day about how wonderful their children’s program is. I would go just for that. Seriously. It is so fun to be studying the Bible alongside Levi and Griffin (they are learning the same thing I am at their age appropriate level) and talk to them about it throughout the week. They even give you a parent handout each week and those have taught me SO much! BSF starts NEXT WEEK!! We are studying Matthew this year and I can’t wait to get started. If you are not involved in a Bible study already, stop reading and go to the website right now and find a BSF class near you. Click on “Our Classes” and scroll down to the bottom where it says “Find a Class”. BSF is different than any other Bible study I have done. It takes a little getting used to but you will be so glad you gave it a try. I promise. (I am not connected to BSF in any way…I just LOVE it!)

Ok…now I’m going to stop talking and give you a turn. What are some ways you stay “filled up” and plugged into God’s Word? I am always looking for good ideas or a new devotional book and would love to hear what works for you!

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  • Danielle - I’ve had the book, One Thousand Gifts on my kindle for a couple of years now, after a friend recommend I read it. I started it back then, but the first chapter was too rough for me to get through. But lately God’s been taking me on a journey of contentment–finding it in Him, that is. And I’ve heard a lot about this book again. So, I started it again, and I couldn’t love it more! I want to get the devotional to go through as I learn to live a life of thanksgiving. Ann Voskamp wrote it and here’s my latest underlining: “Thanksgiving is the evidence of our acceptance of whatever He gives. Thanksgiving is the manifestation of our Yes! to His grace.” YES!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Amy - Thanks Jess. You have really stir my heart to study more. Are checking out some of these books. Have a strugle with things go on in my life.ReplyCancel

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  • Alicia - This is just what I was needing! I have been feeling the need to have a regular devotional/quiet time time with The Lord, but I never know exactly where I should start. Thank you for giving mea lot of ideas!ReplyCancel

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  • Brenda - As a BSF student and former leader, thanks for the plug! Still the best way to study God’s Word and see it come alive for itself!ReplyCancel

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  • cinderellamommy - I signed up for the daily online devotional (totally free) Girlfriends in God. It arrives each day in my inbox and daily gives me pause to be uplifted, thoughtful, and filled with God’s word. It has been a blessing to my spiritual growth. Here’s a link to today’s message if anyone else is interested: http://www.crosswalkmail.com/ViewMessage.do?m=uqfhyfynwn&r=oqwwzwtqjrkj&s=ggwlynctlwlcmthkqpjsjcnmgqqmwrcjyyh&a=view
    Blessings to all on your journey!ReplyCancel

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