That’s right…
August 18, 2011.
The day I turn the big 3-0.
I know that this day…the milestone of reaching your 30’s…is a hard day for many to face. I have been thinking a lot this week about what turning thirty means for me in my own life. I could be sad about exiting my 20’s. A lot of great things have happened in my 20’s…I got married, graduated from college, got my first job, moved into my first house, birthed two sweet babies (almost three), and so much more. I could be depressed about the thought of getting older. But lets be real. It is inevitable, right? I could be disappointed about where I am today in life as a thirty year old. Maybe it is not where I expected or hoped to be. I definitely never dreamed that this would be “my story”. But today, instead of sulking around about my growing age, I want to choose gratitude. I want to be thankful for thirty.
Gratitude unleashes the freedom to live content in the moment, rather than being anxious about the future or regretting the past.
-Ellen Vaughn
This summer I participated in a Bible study on gratitude. I never really thought of myself as an ungrateful person, but the Lord really uncovered some ugly places in my heart as I studied what His Word says about gratitude. And man…sometimes I can be a whiner.
God’s goodness and faithfulness are written all over the past thirty years of my life. Each day has been a gift. Some of those days have been filled with joy. Some of those days have been filled with extreme pain…days that I would have given back in a heartbeat if I would have been given the choice. But I know that regardless of what I was feeling, the Lord was using the events of that particular day to orchestrate something beautiful in my life. I may not see the beauty now. I may never understand. But I know that He is working in my life for my good and for His glory.
So, what am I thankful for at thirty?
I am thankful for the family God placed me in.
I am thankful for godly parents who loved me unconditionally and pointed me to the Lord.
I am thankful for great brothers and a dear sister who are now some of my best friends.
I am thankful for a fifth grade teacher who opened my eyes to my desperate need for a Savior.
I am thankful for God’s grace.
I am thankful for the friends God has placed in my life.
I am thankful for an incredible man and godly husband who chose me to walk through life with.
I am thankful for new family, in-laws, who support and encourage me.
I am thankful for my precious Cora who first made me a mama and changed my life forever.
I am thankful for sweet Levi who the Lord used to restore my joy and make me laugh again.
I am thankful for the little boy still growing inside of me who reminds me of the life that God continues to bring to my family even in the face of death.
And I am thankful for so much more.
That doesn’t make thirty sound so bad, does it?
As I look to the futureย I am confident in God’s continued faithfulness in my life. I can’t help but be grateful that turning thirty brings me closer to eternity with my Savior. I can’t wait to be in the presence of Jesus and I can’t wait to see my Cora again. It will be truly awesome. And even without all of those blessings I listed above, the hope that I have for the future because of my relationship with Jesus is enough. He is enough.
I am uncertain of what the next chapters in my life will hold. But what I am certain of is how my story will end. I am certain that I am a child of the King. And that gives me my identity…not turning thirty. I know that each day the Lord gives me past today, He is giving me for a reason. I don’t know exactly what big things I want to accomplish in my thirties (right now I am just focusing on having this baby!!), but I know that I don’t want to go through the rest of my life haphazardly. I want to make the most of each day. I want to live life with purpose. And I want to daily choose gratitude out of the overflow of a truly grateful heart.
So today I am choosing to be thankful.
Thankful for thirty.
Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed,
for his compassions never fail.
They are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.
Lamentations 3:22-23
Huddyma - Great inspiration pics, Jess! I repinned that book spool because, well, it’s amazing!!!
Can’t wait to see the finished product!
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Pilgrim Days - i love the book carousel! very cool!
lockers would be very fun!
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Cottage Mommy - Love it all…I wish i had every piece you are using in MY garage just waiting for a makeover! Love the inspiration pictures as well! Isn’t Pintrest marvelous? Can’t wait to see the results!
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Jody - Love the inspiration photos. Especially loving all the red & white. I know you’ll get everything done. But if not, they don’t really need a room for the first month or so, right?
(PS – I’d love to follow you on Pinterest – I’ve seen Levi’s chalkboard picture floating around several times!)
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Tara - love those lockers! they will be SO cute!
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Cassie, Alex & Dresden - It’s so funny you decided to join Pinterest, because I was browsing pins the other day of different people, and there you were! Someone had pinned your pregnancy months picture collage; I go, “Gosh that girl looks familiar, oh wait, it’s Jess from The McClenahans!” Small world, huh? So, you just might see yourself floating around on some boards already, lol! Love the nursery inspiration, can’t wait to see it all done!
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Amber - I love how easy Pinterest makes it to organize ideas. I first started using Pinterest when I was collecting ideas for our nursery too. ๐ All of your inspiration photos are super cute! I can’t wait to see how your nursery comes together.
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Rachel Berry - Wow I love it all!!!! Those Lockers ROCK!
I’m with Jody, I would love to follow you on Pinterest.
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katherine - Love the plan. Can’t wait to see the finished room. I hope you don’t make us wait until the baby is 16 months. old. ๐ I’ve got your pregnancy photos from Levi pinned (and lots of people have repinned!) and am doing the same monthly photos this time around.
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Meggie - I can’t wait to see the finished nursery! Based on your inspiration pics it’s going to be adorable!!
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Anonymous - All so darling! Great taste Jess!! ~ Carrie
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Teri Williams - Will you please send me a invite to Pintrest? teriywilliams@att.net
I love the red white & blue.
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Jennifer - Can’t read what’s written below that last picture!?!
Also CAN’T wait to see how it turns out!! ๐
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vonFRINKenhagen - Where, oh, where did you find the lockers?? I have been looking for these for a while!
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The Dimon Family - I have been following your blog since before Cora passed away. Thank you for daily inspiration on this life.
Anyway, I read this post earlier today. I was just checking into my Pinterest account, and lo and behold is a tutorial for making a slipcover. Maybe this will help: http://www.thenester.com/2010/03/how-to-make-slipcovers.html
Good luck! @Rachael Kotar Dimon
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Emily - LOVE the lockers!!!! SO “boy” ๐ i resisted the pinterest temptation for a loooong time too but eventually caved. Isn’t it a wonderful source for ideas??? We are going to be surprised about the sex of our 2nd baby (due in dec) so we aren’t decorating the nursery until after but I love gathering ideas and inspiration!
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The Buchanan Family - love all of it, would love to follow you on pinterest.
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Amy - Oh, I love EVERYTHING! I’ve actually had those nautical pillows from LofN, and they are PRECIOUS! I also have a set of 6 blue lockers by our front door. I spelled out our names on each one using scrabble tiles, and everybody knows where to put their backpacks, shoes, etc., when they come in. So fun. ๐
Anyway, whatever you do, I know it’s going to be SO cute. Can’t wait to see it, and most importantly, to meet the precious baby boy who will get to enjoy it! ๐
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Brown Apples - looks like it’s going to be adorable!!! I have a section in a store now- it’s in Wichita, you would love it! Come visit me sometimes!! Would love to see you!
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Megan H. - I actually found you on pinterest – someone had posted your belly pictures and it linked back to your blog. Your family’s story is so moving, I’m so sorry about the loss of your little girl and rejoice for you as you welcome a new baby soon. Best of luck and happy blogging/pinning.
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AshleyAnn - I have two of those spools sitting in my backyard…now I know what I want to make. You found some amazing inspiration!
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Bethany - I can’t wait to see it!
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This Farm Family's Life - Can’t wait to see it. Can I hire you to decorate my entire house?;0)
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The Hatz Family - You always have the cutest ideas! I love the lockers and can’t wait to see what you do with them.
If you wouldn’t mind, could you send me an invite to Pinterest? I have requested one from them but it is taking forever ๐
Can’t wait to see the finished product!
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The Hatz Family - I guess it would help if I gave you my email for the request above ๐
laura71506@yahoo.com
Thanks!
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The Gauthier Family - I love reading your posts! You touch my heart daily! I love you even more now…are yall also a Coast Guard family? We are stationed in Florida!!!
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A - SO cute! I actually worked with someone at work today who was telling me about how they used lockers in their son’s room for clothes and such instead of dressers! I was so inspired! So excited to see how you use them!
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Heather - I love that you’re repurposing items, and the lockers…that’s so unique. Can’t wait to see the final product!
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Nicole - Hi! You have such great ideas! I wanted to tell you that I just redid my 7 yr old’s room and we painted old lockers too although yours are better! Ours is just a single column of lockers (6 smaller ones). I used Rustoleum spray paint after my husband pressure washed them. It worked great and they look like new. I painted the insides as well. Can’t wait to see your big room reveal! Thanks again for your great blog and congrats.
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Lauren - Adorable inspiration. Its going to turn out amazing (based on everything else you have shared with us). Just have to ask, where did you find the lockers! What a find!!! Those and wood school chairs are on my ‘love to have’ list.
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Kelly V - love the inspiration for his room! i bought a similar set of lockers and am wondering how to refinish them. any chance of getting a step by step through the process? thanks!
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