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Saturday will mark 40 weeks officially…so this picture is a few days early. Man, I am feeling every bit of nine months pregnant. It is definitely time for this little guy to be kicked out! While I love the comfort of feeling those kicks, I am ready to hold Baby Brother in my arms…or at least I think I’m ready. ๐
At 40 weeks…
Baby Brother’s room is not done. I told you that would probably happen. It is clean though…so that is an accomplishment, right? Once we finish spraying the furniture it should come together pretty quickly. I promise I won’t wait until Baby Brother is 15 months old to finish it! Joel told me that next time I should buy furniture that is already painted. ๐
Baby Brother has a name. Woo-hoo! I still waver back and forth (that is totally my personality), but Joel is pretty confident (that is totally his personality). So, I am going to rely on his confidence and go with it…unless I change my mind in the hospital. ๐
We are crossing off the days on our calendar. We have had a few arrows added since the first one. Lots of people think they know when Baby Brother is coming…or they are wishing Baby Brother would come on their birthday?! Either way, he will be here soon!
Levi and I talk about his baby brother all the time. He knows where his brother’s room is, where he will be sleeping, what chair we will rock him in, and of course we have his new blanket all wrapped up and ready to go. We can’t wait to meet him…and we can hardly believe we will be meeting him so soon!
This week things are going to be changing around here.
I have been spending as much time with this little man as I can…and cleaning and getting ready for Baby Brother in my spare minutes. While I can hardly wait to see Levi and his brother TOGETHER, my heart is aching a little at the thought of not being able to give Levi my undivided attention. Baby Brother will be my third child, but I have never been mama to more than one child at a time here on earth. Cora had me to herself and Levi has had me to himself until now. I know it will be such a good thing and we will adjust. I know I will love being mama to two boys. But it is a change.
I never used to struggle with change like I do now. I think I have told you before that I moved around my whole growing up. My life was constantly full of new places, new houses, new schools and new friends. While every move was hard, I grew to embrace change in many ways. And I learned to see how good change was for me because it forced me to rely not on my surroundings, but on the One who never changes…Jesus.
When Cora died I faced a new kind of change. A change that was painful. A change that would change my family forever. A change that would change me forever. And ever since then I have struggled with change. I think the hardest thing is that I know with each new change {good or bad} it means we are moving on again without Cora. My family is about to change in an awesome way…a new precious life…but that means my family is changing again without Cora. And that is hard for me. I long for her to be a part of these changes too.
As my growing family is about to change, I am thankful for the One who never changes. I am thankful for God’s truth that is an anchor in my life even when I am feeling emotional and uncertain about the future. I don’t quite know what to expect with this new sweet baby, but I am confident that I can trust Him to be faithful no matter what the upcoming days look like. Although I hate facing change, I am learning that change is often the window through which God shows his faithfulness in my life.
This week I have been thinking on this:
Yet this I call to mind
and therefore I have hope:
Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed,
for his compassions never fail.
They are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.
I say to myself, “The Lord is my portion;
therefore I will wait for him.”
Lamentations 3:21-24
We taste God’s faithfulness when we begin to trust him with our tomorrows and then watch to see what he does. Every morning presents us with an opportunity to experience a brand new creation, beyond the unique design of the day itself, unlike any other in history. Jeremiah learned to greet each day with an assurance that the Lord was his “portion”–that God is the one solid, unmovable, reliable part of any day. No one else delivers like he does.
– Chip Ingram
So, here we go…it is time for a change.
Happy Friday!
I am having a hard time wrapping my brain around the fact that this might be my last week of having just one little boy around the house. Crazy. No baby yet…hopefully soon. In the meantime, we are busy trying to get lots of little things done around here before Baby Brother arrives.
It was so fun to read all of your comments and stories from my last post. Levi is still doing great without his paci. Nights have been no big deal at all. Amazing. He is still crying himself to sleep at nap time, but it is getting better each day. And he still loves Ally. We are praying that the transition to having a baby brother around goes just as smoothly! ๐
To answer a few of your questions…
You can get your own Ally the Alligator here. There are lots of other cute animals too. And after reading your suggestions I might be ordering myself a second Ally…just in case.
Levi uses GumDrop pacifiers. You can get them here. They are the same ones that they give the babies at my hospital.
A couple people have asked me about the layout on my InstaFriday posts. There are no big secrets. All I do is load my photos directly into blogger and then change them to the small size so that two will fit side by side. That’s it!
Here are a few pictures from our week:
1. No trip to Target is complete without sitting on a big red ball. He asks EVERY time. Have a great weekend! I’m linking up withย Life Rearranged.
Levi’s pediatrician told us that we should take Levi’s pacifiers away by the end of the summer…especially before Baby Brother arrives. Levi’s pacis stay in his crib for the most part. He only uses them to sleep. But he loves them. And it is hard to take away something that your baby loves…maybe I am just too much of a pushover. We have been talking about it for weeks now, but putting it off. Mostly because we really like to sleep and a baby crying for his pacis at night didn’t sound too appealing. Finally this weekend we decided that if we were going to take them away we had better do it now. We weren’t sure if that was a good decision with the baby coming so soon, but we decided to give it a shot.
ย We went around the house and collected all the pacis we could find. He usually has three in his bed. One in his mouth and one in each hand. We put them all in a box. Levi had fun packing them all up and then dumping them out again.ย
ย A few sweet moments with his beloved pacis. The orange one is his favorite.
ย We packed them all up one last time.ย
ย We told Levi that we were going to mail his pacis away because he was a big boy now. When daddy came home from feeding the cows I snuck out to the mailbox and put a box for Levi in it.
ย Joel and Levi walked out to the mailbox with the box of pacis.
ย He loves getting the mail, so we were just crossing our fingers that this would work.
ย Really we had no idea what we were doing. What would we do if he wouldn’t leave the pacis in the mailbox? What if he couldn’t sleep without them? Parenting is such hard work.ย
ย Levi got out the box that was in the mailbox and put his box of pacis in.
ย Goodbye pacis. So far so good…no tears.
ย Daddy helped Levi open his “paci replacement”. Again, we had no idea if this would work.
ย Thankfully, when he opened the box he loved his little alligator. He thought it was great. We went to Wichita and the alligator came too. That night when we got home he went to bed with the alligator and his blanket. He didn’t even ask about his pacis. No tears. Nothing. It was a miracle! I was ready to give myself parent of the year award…just kidding…I know it had nothing to do with my parenting skills.
ย In the morning when I went in his room he was holding his alligator and all smiles. It is his new bedtime buddy.
ย Levi has been doing awesome at night. I really can hardly believe it. Now, naps have been a different story. I have had to let him cry himself to sleep most days. Sad. But he is already getting better. Yay! We are just praying that this doesn’t all backfire on us when Baby Brother arrives.
Goodbye pacis…hello Ally the Alligator.
I’m guessing that most Kansans go to the State Fair to ride rides or see the animals or go to a show or maybe browse through the many display buildings. Not us. We go to eat. Seriously…that is our main purpose of going. We love fair food.
I wasn’t sure if I could make it to the fair this year. It has been so hot and I didn’t know if my pregnant feet could handle all the waddling. But this weekend the weather was beautiful and we were craving some fair food, so we decided to give it a try.
We ate…
…and ate…
…and ate some more. Even Levi seemed to enjoy the fair food. His daddy was proud. My favorite fair foods…a big turkey leg, gater taters {with cheese}, and a big glass of Dr. Pepper. I know, really healthy for a pregnant lady, right??
Once our bellies were full we were off to check out the lawn mowers and tractors. Levi was in heaven.
He went from one lawn mower to the next yelling, “bon-mow wide, bon-mow wide”.
And of course we had to check out the tractors too.
Levi even scored an awesome John Deere hat which he didn’t take off for the rest of the night.
I’m not sure who enjoyed the tractors more, Levi or the “big” boys.
Me and my fair food eatin’, tractor lovin’ hubby. Gotta love him. And I do!
This was Levi’s only real ride of the night. The big yellow slide. He loved it and was ready to go again.
We checked out some animals on our way out. It was so fun taking Levi to the fair this year. I love that he is at an age where he is starting to get excited about going places. He talked about the bon-mows and tractors and cows and pigs all weekend. He thought it was great. He is easy to entertain. ๐
Can’t wait to go again next year…with TWO boys.
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![]() You are probably very tired of seeing Levi’s room {if you are just ignore the rest of this}, butย I just had to share another room tour with you. I was so excited and honored when Ohdeedoh contacted me about posting a tour of Levi’s room. It went live this afternoon and you can check it out here! I love Ohdeedoh and get so many great ideas there. Thank you Roni for your kind words about the space we created for Mr. Levi!ย
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Beki - TheRustedChain - You have teacher handwriting… you know that, right? ๐
You still look fabulous! Can’t wait for you to meet that new guy.
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This Farm Family's Life - You are ALL baby, Jess!! My goodness. Best of luck!
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Sarah - I’ve been following your blog for a while now but never commented. So, hi!
I’m so happy for you all and the addition of baby brother! My daughters first birthday is this Saturday! I think Baby Brother and my little one should share a birthday! ๐
Good luck with the delivery!
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Sharon - You have done so beautifully with your pregnancy, wish I could have looked like that! I get excited when I see you post hoping that newest Baby Mac is here. Can’t wait to see you guys together and hear what the name is! Praying you have a smooth and easy delivery and everyone is healthy and happy!
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Allen and Debby Graber - Waiting eagerly for the news today!
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Baby Kate's Mom - Praying for a safe, quick, as-close-to-painless-as-possible delivery for you. Your belly is adorable. Prayers for your mama heart too as you welcome your 3rd child into this world.
He already missed my birthday (09/15) but I hope for you that he comes tomorrow!
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Kat - You are beautiful at 40 weeks! Can’t wait to see pics of the newest little Mac.
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Nancy - You are all baby! He is going to be adorable.
Can’t wait to see those first pictures!!! And I bet you can’t wait to bend over again or wear a belt!! But it’s so worth it!!
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The Moffats - EEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKK!!!! Can’t.handle.the.wait.
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Andy and Cari - I cannot tell you how super excited I am … weird,right?!?
praying!
C
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The Woodards - I know you have no time or desire to answer silly questions but I would love to know about your chalkboard wall. I absolutely love it!!!!! How did y’all make it?
Thanks, Garson (gwoodard81@Gmail.com or http://www.teamwoodard.blogspot.com)
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Mindy Harris - eeeeee beebee is almost here!!!
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Krystal - YAY!!!! You look GREAT! 40 weeks! Woo Hoo!! Enjoy these last few days with Levi! Can’t wait to hear what you named him ๐
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Selena - Oh, my goodness… I am so excited for you!!! You look so pretty. Can’t wait to hear back from you; always excited when I see your postings!
Take care; I hope someone can cook you dinner between now and his arrival and then your friend-food-exchange will be available after he gets here… let them love you up!
Can’t wait to hear about his special name either! ๐
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Susy M. - Praying for a healthy and happy baby and a safe delivery. Many blessings to you and your family.
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Melissa - Jess, You are gorgeous! You’re wearing 40 weeks very well.
PS- I think we should be friends. We’re halfway there since we have a couple mutual friends and all. ๐
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Jody - There’s no better time to welcome a child into the world than the first week of Autumn. It’s like the Earth celebrates the arrival of its newest inhabitant as it bursts forth in shades of orange, yellow, red, purple and brown. Praying for Momma & Baby Brother!
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Marylou in Abilene - I am wishing you a safe delivery day/night very, very soon. My granddaughter, Kristin Fulghum, in Kansas City had her baby girl, Amelia Ann, last Saturday morning at 2:38. She was due the 24th. Her Leighton and your Levi were both born in January two years ago. Now comes the second go around. May God shower you with blessings as you welcome your new son.
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Anonymous - You look fabulous! Praying for baby brother’s safe and speedy arrival this week!
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Happiness Is... - So exciting! I love the chalkboard idea, too!
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Anonymous - Wishing you a speedy healthy and happy birth of baby brother! I M anxiously awaiting the good news and seeing pictures of the Mac family, complete with baby brother…sending love! <3 Paula
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onlymehere - This is one of the happiest times in a mom’s life, after the actual birth that is! I’m excited for your family and your new arrival. I can hardly wait to hear what you ended up naming him too.
Cindy
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The Lynch's - I’ve been following your blog for years! I just love your family! Best of luck to you! Can’t wait to see pictures of your newest addition! Boys are so sweet…I have 4 boys! House is crazy but love every minute of it!!
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Jodi - Jess, you are such a super, super cute pregnant mama!!! Excited for you as you wait for your new little guy to arrive!
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Kahla - So excited for you and can’t wait to “meet” baby brother!!! Sending prayers for you all!
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Amy - Cannot wait to hear news and see pictures of you with your new little guy!!
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Natalie - Congrats! It has been fun to follow you on this journey through pregnancy and I can’t see your new little man soon!
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Anonymous - Hi Jess,
Praying for you and your little family as you transition to a little guy more… Also praying that you have a safe birth and arrival of Baby Brother. I can’t wait to hear his name – I bet you’ve picked a wonderful name!
Sending you love and hugs, Annabel x
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Sue - GOOD LUCK!!! I hope everything goes smoothly and can’t wait for those first photos.
Sue X
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Princess Martha - I’m heading away for a few days, so good luck & I can’t wait to see the photo’s of the new little man ๐
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Brittany..Following my Bliss - You are adorable! Much luck and prayers for you and Joel as you welcome your 3rd child into the world. Levi is going to make a fantastic big brother!
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Karina - So exciting, I am checking your blog several times a day! You are gorgeous and you look READY! I can’t wait to find out what name you picked (or what name you switch to at the last minute). Sending you virtual hugs and good labour vibes!!
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The Mershawn's - I remember when I was about to have our little boy, being almost sad for our daughter who was about to have her little life interrupted. It was the best thing we ever did for her. You will have time for Levi & that baby brother. Because you love them tremendously & you’ll make time for them. Hang in there! All things will be in their new place very soon! Yay!!
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My name is Amee - Oh what cute photos of you & Levi!
LOVE the last one with you holding him!!!!
I can’t wait to see “the post” where baby brother has arrived!! I know you can’t wait to see & hold him & introduce him to big brother!
Good luck & prayers are going your way! ๐
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Sam - Wishing you the best of luck for a great labour and healthy baby boy! x
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Ellen @ The Hairbow Chronicles - Love the chalkboard! Very cool. And really, you are ALL belly =) VERY CUTE!
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Rachel - I read your blog all the time, but I don’t think I’ve ever commented before.
I am praying that all goes well when baby brother arrives and I know that he will fit into your beautiful family wonderfully.
Also, I can’t imagine how it must feel to be going through another change without your precious Cora. I hope and pray that the change won’t be difficult.
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melissamevans - I follow your blog every day…this is my first time commenting. I’ve gone back quite a ways: reading your posts and catching up to this point. I really, really enjoy your blog and all that you write. You are inspiration to me.
All the very best to you and your family in the coming days!…wishing you a speedy delivery.
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Susan - Hey Jess! So excited to meet the newest “Mac”! I have commented a few times in the past, but not a lot. I just have to tell you though, that of all the blogs I read, yours is my favorite. You are so real and so normal. We are both farmers wives, and I just truly enjoy what you write. I wish you were a Hoosier ๐ Anyway, I am really looking forward to watching your family grow. You are such a wonderful witness of God’s faithfulness and goodness in all circumstances. May He continue to bless your beautiful family.
P.S. I want to follow you on pinterest…did you ever get signed up??? ๐
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BEK - Well- I haven’t blogged for almost 6 months and had not read others for obviously over 40 wks!!! Congrats!!! So happy for you!
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Anonymous - I have a feeling ‘baby brother’ is on his way, and the last two posts were pre-posted. Couples, and family want their privacy. If I am right I hope everything went smoothy and they are enjoying life with a new member. But If I am wrong, then I hope that SOON everyting goes smoothly. Good luck Jess and Joel and Levi. ๐
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Jennifer - What does the calendar say at the bottom. Levi is covering up the first word or words? This is such a cute idea!!!
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Brooke - BEAUTIFUL!! Just gorgeous! Well, at least your nursery was clean! I was due September 23rd…with my first baby to bring home…after losing a baby at 33 weeks last year..and I want him to come home any day…but my house seems to be a mess…. ๐
CONGRATS on your new, handsome guy. I know Cora is still a wonderful part of your family as you enjoy your two sweet boys!
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