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Tomorrow is Cora’s birthday.

Oh how we wish she was here so that we could celebrate her big FIRST birthday together. Tomorrow is going to be a hard day.  We never dreamed that we would be “celebrating” Cora’s first birthday without her here with us.
When I taught kindergarten there was a song that we always sang on birthdays.  I loved it.  I always wanted to sing it to Cora on her birthday.
On the day when Cora was born,
On the day when Cora was born,
On the day when Cora was born,
The angels sang, they blew on their horns,
And they danced, they danced.
They smiled and raised up their hands,
On the day, on the day,
When Cora was born.   
We know that Cora is going to have the best party EVER in heaven tomorrow.  We just wish we could see her and eat cake together.  We miss her so much!
Cora was born at 10:03 in the morning on March 5th.  We are planning on visiting her grave around this time tomorrow morning with our families.  We are going to release pink balloons to celebrate the precious life of our sweet angel.  

Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.
Hebrews 4:16
Please pray that God would give us strength to get through tomorrow.
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  • Kelli - I will be on my knees tomorrow morning praying for you. May God hold you tomorrow like he never has before. I pray that you feel HIS loving arms in a way that is so far beyond anything you have ever felt before.ReplyCancel

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  • Devon - when i first found your blog i was taken aback that our children share the same birthday…and i was so saddened to learn that your sweet cora has joined my boys in heaven…

    they were born at 2:08 and 2:11pm on march 5, 2008….and died just two and three days later.

    i will be thinking of your girl tomorrow as i celebrate my sons birthday. i know they will be having a great big birthday in heaven! but oh how i wish they were here….

    ((hugs)) to you….ReplyCancel

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  • Dancing Queen - we will MOST DEFINITELY be thinking of you, praying for you, and sending our love for peace to be with you!
    what a special way to be together tomorrow…

    many blessings tomorrow & always-
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  • Heather - It breaks my heart to think about what a tought day tomorrow will be for you. God will carry you tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • Samantha - Oh, how I wish I could carry some of your pain. To ease your grief, at least a little… I am heartbroken for you. My heart HURTS for you, I can’t even begin to imagine how you must feel…

    Your precious baby girl is in my thoughts and prayers every day. I haven’t been able to take my cora’s playground necklace off since I got it.

    I will also release pink balloons and sing her birthday song to her in heaven.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristi REDISKE - Its done-I will be praying for you all.ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah Furlough - I will be praying for your family, especially tomorrow! God bless you!ReplyCancel

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  • Sara - The angels ARE singing…ReplyCancel

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  • Sheryl - i just sit here shaking my head. i want to scream “not fair!”

    then you point us right back to the Savior. as strong as your faith is i know your hearts are in agony. praying for you tomorrow. it is unimaginable to me.ReplyCancel

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  • Hailey - praying in ncReplyCancel

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  • kati - xoxo
    that’s really all i can say…ReplyCancel

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  • starnes family - Prayers from Colorado coming your way.ReplyCancel

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  • lauren - i wish i could take some of your grief and hold it for you.

    it is so much to bear.

    i will be on my knees praying for you tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • Amber - You are never far from my thoughts and prayers. I will pray extra special prayers tomorrow. Happy Birthday, Sweet Girl.ReplyCancel

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  • Grayson and Finley - This is my favorite verse in hard times. I hope it will bring you courage and peace tomorrow.

    Psalm 143:8 Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you.
    Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul.ReplyCancel

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  • Lindsey - Will be lifting you in prayer!ReplyCancel

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  • Pearls To Hide My Neck - Will be thinking of both of you tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • This Little Hen - I never realised Cora and my daughter were born a day apart. Lesley will be 1 on the 6th. Lesley and I will say a special prayer tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • Chris - Again I am reading your post with tears. I am a stranger to you but I thought about Cora’s birthday several times today . I will be thinking of you 2 and Cora tomorrow for her birthday.
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  • mommaof4wife2r - our prayers are certainly with you…

    sending you {hugs}…and many, many prayersReplyCancel

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  • KristiJ - I’ll be praying for you throughout the day as you celebrate your beautiful Cora’s birthday. Tomorrow will be such an especially difficult day, so I pray the Lord’s overwhelming peace and love will consume you.ReplyCancel

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  • Elizabeth - You will constantly be in my thoughts and prayers tomorrow. That song is still true…the angels were dancing when Cora was born…and they will be dancing with her on her birthday. Sing that song to her and you know that the Angels & God will be sure to let her know how much her parents love her.

    Your strength and dependence on God are so touching…again, you will be in my prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • oneordinaryday - Keeping you in my prayers.
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  • jsuggs - I’ve been reading your blog since Cora got sick. My heart is so touched with grief for your family – I couldn’t help but cry when I read your post. I don’t know what to say except I’m sorry and you all will be in my heart and in my prayers tomorrow (as you have been already). May God bless you with many happy memories of Cora on her birthday and every day.ReplyCancel

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  • The Muddy Moose Bath Boutique - Please know that you will be on the minds of many, many people. We all will be praying for you all tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • Heather - Oh my heart aches for you so terribly 🙁 I will most certainly be praying for you extra hard tomorrow and will also release pink balloons tomorrow in honor of your sweet Cora. My heart breaks and I miss her although I’ve never met her. My prayers are with you always.
    Hugs and prayers,
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  • Anonymous - Thinking of you and praying for you!!!

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  • CassJustCurious - We will sing Cora’s birthday song tomorrow morning when Lexi wakes up. You are in our prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • Lundstrom Family - We will be praying harder than ever tomorrow. Tomorrow is going to be very difficult but I know your amazing faith in God will get you through. Remember you are not alone! Lots of love!ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah - I will be praying for you tonight and tomorrow as you endure what will be most undoubtedly a tough day.ReplyCancel

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  • This is the day! - Ever since I read your story and have been praying for you I keep thinking of this day. My mom and I also have our birthday tomorrow. I have been thinking of your sweet family all week and am praying for a good day for your family tomorrow filled with warm memories of your sweet baby girl. What a sweet song you sang at school, too precious.ReplyCancel

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  • Melody - Happy Birthday sweet Cora. You are such a beautiful, precious girl and Heaven is so blessed to have you!

    I’ll be praying for you, I know it will not be an easy day for you. ((hugs))ReplyCancel

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  • Summer - I found your blog through a friend of a friend…you are continually in my thoughts and prayers. I cry out to God on behalf of your family. Thank you for sharing your life. We are all learning through you.ReplyCancel

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  • Scarlet O'Kara - There will be a wonderful celebration in heaven tomorrow and one day the two of you will be able to celebrate with Sweet Angel Cora.

    Many hugs to you both as well as prayers for strength…ReplyCancel

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  • Elaine - Lifting you in prayer.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - There aren’t any words to take away your pain. I am so very very
    sorry for the loss of your sweet baby Cora..My thoughts, tears and prayers will be with tomorrow as they have been since Cora was first admitted to the hospital. Oh how I wish I understood the purpose of taking such a wanted, happy, chubby, loved baby girl. I know we will know one day. You sing to your baby girl her birthday song..I also will be releasing pink balloons in your families honor.

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  • Jen E - Happy birthday, Cora! I’ll be lifting you all up tomorrow. My daughter turned 1 on Sunday, so your story touches me deeply. Blessings, peace and grace to you and your family.ReplyCancel

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  • Marla Taviano - Crying for you. Rejoicing for Cora. Praying that God holds you so tightly tomorrow. My heart breaks for you both–and for everyone who knew and loved your beautiful girl.

    I’m just so, so, so sorry.ReplyCancel

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  • Karen - May the love and strength of perfect strangers who love your baby so very much carry you through tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • PamperingBeki - Jess, I have had that song running through my head for weeks, with Cora’s name in it.

    I will be praying for you tomorrow and singing that song.

    I know lots of people have left links for you to check out, but I found this blog earlier tonight and thought of you. It’s a lady who lost their daughter suddenly and there are some beautiful photos and words there. http://sheyerosemeyerphotography.com/blog/

    I pray that God holds you and Joel so tight tomorrow, that you are blessed with a peace that passes all understanding, that you have faith, and that you wear hot pink. 🙂

    Cora and the angels will be dancing and blowing on their horns tomorrow!ReplyCancel

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  • Leah - I have come across your blog like so many others…through friends of friends. I starting reading your blog shortly after Cora went to the hospital. I think of you often and pray for you all. I will continue to pray for you and Joel and your families. Even though I live a few hours from you, I will be looking up to the sky for the pink balloons tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • Aimee Bakke - I will be thinking about you and Joel all day tomorrow. Prayers for strength and hope.ReplyCancel

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  • Cindy in WA - Sending big hugs to you guys all the way from WA state…also sending you strength to get thru tomorrow. Happy Heavenly Birthday Sweet Cora!!!ReplyCancel

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  • mrosev14 - Happy Birthday Sweet Cora. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • jandkland - This is just so wrong, but I pray with you that you are able to approach the throne of grace with confidence in this time of terrible, unimaginable need. I will be thinking of you as you release those balloons in honor and memory of your beautiful little girl. It’s so unfair, but it IS. May God shower you with a deep peace and help you feel close to your baby.

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  • Sara - You have been on my mind all day and I want you to know how I could take away some of your pain. Thank-you for sharing your beautiful little girl with us and know we will be praying for you both tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • Karin Katherine - I too will be praying for you and your family tomorrow. We celebrated our precious daughter’s first birthday today and tomorrow our family will celebrate Cora’s with you through prayer.ReplyCancel

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  • Lindsey - Praying for you tonight and tomorrow. I wish I could carry it for you…if only for a moment. Crying for you now. Blessings.ReplyCancel

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  • megan - Cora will be having the best 1st Birthday with her Sweet Sweet heavenly father…I will be in prayer for you tommorow morning as you release the ballons up to Cora in heaven. Blessings to youReplyCancel

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  • singing mama - Praying for you as you celebrate the life of your precious daughter.

    Praying for God’s hands to comfort you and wrap you in His love.

    I cant imagine what you are going thru and the hard road you are now walking.

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  • A Dusty Frame - Praying for you.ReplyCancel

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  • Polka Dot Moon - Happy Birthday Sweet Little Angel Cora.

    My thoughts and prayers are with you, Joel and your family tomorrow.

    Sending you (((hugs))) and many prayers!
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  • Kelly - I will be thinking about and praying for you tonight and tomorrow, as I do every other night and day. I can’t imagine how difficult tomorrow will be for you and your family. I know that Cora is having a huge celebration in Heaven. Happy Birthday, sweet baby.ReplyCancel

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  • Midwest Mommy - I will be thinking of you and Cora tomorrow at 10:03…sweet baby Cora, you are missed by all who have been touched by your story.ReplyCancel

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  • kat - I will be praying for you and your sweet family tomorrow. I think and pray about you every day. May the Lord shower you with warmth and love. Your faith is an inspiration to us all.ReplyCancel

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  • The Carroll's - I know there are no words but I keep searching for them anyway… I promise to pray as I breathe for you and your family. Come Emmanuel, be with this special family who loves you.ReplyCancel

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  • purejoy - i will be celebrating cora’s sweet life tomorrow. a celebration of her being and her living forever in the arms of Jesus. one day there will be a joyous reunion!
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  • Courtney Kay - Praying for you as you remember sweet CoraReplyCancel

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  • ~kris~ - I’ve been praying for you to have strength tomorrow. I never knew Cora yet she’s touched me so deeply. I ordered a necklace from Etsy (as well as a few other things!) and will wear it in honor of Cora and my own, healthy daughter Kate who is almost 19 months old. Stay strong. Many hugs! ~kris~ReplyCancel

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  • Jennifer W. - Your strength and unwavering faith are so inspiring to me. You are in my heart and I will be thinking of you tomorrow celebrating Cora’s beautiful life.ReplyCancel

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  • Megan @ Hold it Up to the Light - Oh how I’ll be praying for you tomorrow….

    May God give you a Peace that passes all understanding….ReplyCancel

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  • Heather, Stan and the kids - I, too will hit my knees for you tomorrow. My heart is heavy at the thought of the weight of your burden. I have been a believer for 24 years. And I have known sorrow and heart wrenching grief. I have experienced the loss of children I have never held on this side of heaven. I have known the peace that passes our understanding and the rest that comes for trading my heavy burdens for those that are promised to “be light.” But I have looked at my own sweet children’s faces in light of your loss and cannot fathom what you have been asked to journey through now. I say all that to say~ all I know to do is to intercede on your behalf. So the Gibson family will stop our homeschooling tomorrow morning at 10 and pray through the time of Cora’s birth. May God’s peace and father’s love cover you heavily.ReplyCancel

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  • Andrea - I was on my knees all day today, weeping & praying for you and your husband. I don’t even know you, I just know a friend who knows your friend, but you are being lifted in prayer by our entire small group. God is so amazing and He has to be so pleased that you are choosing to let Him work through these awful circumstances. He is so faithful. ~A sister in ChristReplyCancel

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  • hoosier68 - “During your times of trial and suffering, there is only one set of footprints in the sand as it is then that Jesus carries you.” There will be only one set of footprints tomorrow and the sky will glow pink! Praying for you from Indiana.ReplyCancel

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  • Shanidy - Your strength and your faith are inspirational. My heart breaks each time I think of you. I will be praying for your family.ReplyCancel

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  • Kasey - Praying that you will find comfort in Christ tomorrow and always.ReplyCancel

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  • Falling Around - Jess,

    It breaks my heart anew every time I think about you and Joel celebrating Cora’s 1st birthday tomorrow without her. I will be in prayer for you throughout the day, and I will be on my knees at 10am praying God’s peace over you.

    We released 2 dozen balloons on my son’s 1st birthday, and I think it is so sweet that you will be doing the same. In fact, to honor Cora’s birthday, her life & sacrifice, your enduring strength, and all that your family has come to mean to me, I would like to join you and release pink balloons for Cora tomorrow here in California. I hope that will be okay with you.

    Praying God’s Grace Fills You,
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  • Julie - I am praying now and will be tomorrow remembering your precious Cora. Happy birthday sweet girl.

    Hugs and prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • The Eyre Family - My little boys pray for you nightly! And we will spend our morning tomorrow praying for strength. My heart is so heavy for you but I know that God will provide you with love. Thank you for sharing your story and your beautiful baby girl! My life will be forever changed.ReplyCancel

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  • Lindsay - i’ll be thinking of you and your families tomorrow- i know it’s not how you’d have planned to celebate cora’s first birthday but you’re plans sound beautiful. you’re in my thoughts and prayers!ReplyCancel

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  • aimee - Oh, Jess….this is not what you planned for Cora’s birthday, and it will be hard. But I will pray that the Lord wraps his arms around you and your family and comforts you as you grieve and celebrate your sweet angel. Your birthday song reminds me of a children’s book by Nancy Tillman called “On the Night That You Were Born”. It is a such special book and it’s always makes me get teary. I know I will think of Cora each time I read it now.

    Take care tomorrow….I’ll be thinking of you and your family.

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  • amy - I’m crying and praying for you now as I think of what a difficult day tomorrow will be. Like others have said, I so wish I could carry a bit of your pain. I pray that Jesus will hold you close tomorrow and whisper His love to you.ReplyCancel

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  • Deloris - I remember how hard it was to celebrate my daughter’s first birthday without her…..I will be praying for a peaceful day full of wonderful memories of your daughter’s smiles. We have a tradition of lighting a candle on a cupcake and singing Happy Birthday on our daughter’s birthday. It’s bittersweet but a tradition that we love.ReplyCancel

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  • mommyof2sons - I will be praying for your family tomorrow. And we will release a balloon from Ohio for Cora too!!

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  • gatheringpeeps - We are thankful for the opportunity to hold you up to the Father – tomorrow – and for every time He brings you to our minds…

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  • Sarah Joy - I will be praying amd most definately will stop at her birth time to stop and sing as loud as I can to her! My heart is so broken for you guys but yet so inspired by your resiliant faith. Many blessings on you both as you walk through the next 24 hours.ReplyCancel

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  • Kelly @ The Beauty of Sufficient Grace - Praying for His strength, His grace, His comfort, and His peace as He holds you and carries you…

    I like what one commenter said: “The angels ARE singing…”

    Oh, yes…they are…ReplyCancel

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  • Ray, Megan and Ruby Denise - i will be praying for you and your family…god will be near to youReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Wow. When I think it can’t get worse, it does! I wish I were your neighbor and that I could hug you and hold your hand through all of this. My heart is breaking for you, and I hope that somehow through all of this, God is giving you little pieces of some joy. I’ll be praying for you tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • The Jones' - Sending you much needed hugs and prayers. You are most definitely right, sweet Cora will have an amazing celebration tomorrow! Thank you Jesus for your unfailing love! Love,
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  • Anonymous - Praying for you guys!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Cathy - Happy birthday, baby…ReplyCancel

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  • Misty Rice-Baniewicz - We will celebrate with you…. and we will release pink balloons also in Cora’s name. We all celebrate like family!!!

    My heart aches for both of you (all of your family)…. please know that I will pray tonight that God continue to give you strength and peace throughout this storm and chapter in your life.

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  • The Van Ordens - My heart just aches for you! We will be saying lots of prayers for strength! Happy Heavenly Birthday sweet Cora!ReplyCancel

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  • Stacy - I have prayed every single day for you and Joel and will pray even harder tomorrow as you celebrate Cora’s birthday. My heart is heavy for you and I know there isn’t anything any of us can really do, but pray for you.

    May you feel God’s love and peace tomorrow and all the days to come.

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  • Christine - Jess and Joel – I will be praying so hard for you tomorrow. On this tough and emotional day, I hope you are met with gentle, sweet memories of precious Cora and unexpected peace. May you feel the mighty hand of God upon you in a profound and undoubtable way.
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  • teasinglydiverse - Praying for you…ReplyCancel

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  • thehighbargers - Praying for you……especially tomorrow! Happy Birthday Sweet Baby!ReplyCancel

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  • Becky - We will be praying for all of you tomorrow. May you feel God’s loving arms around you. God Bless Cora!ReplyCancel

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  • Laura - Praying for you.

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  • Anonymous - Praying for you. What a beautiful way to celebrate Cora’s birthday.

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  • Trisha - Tomorrow is my son Nathan’s first birthday as well. His name means “gift from God” and he died of a heart defect on March 30th. We only had him for 25 days. I hope that all our kids are able to rejoice together tomorrow. I’m so sad and I wish that they were all here with us. My heart is broken too! I’ll pray for us all!

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  • Anonymous - I will be praying tomorrow, I was crying wile I was reading, I wish if I could take some of your pain an relief you a little. Sometimes I just do not understand why things happens I pry to God to give me some understanding but it is really hard to do when you lost your love ones, few years ago we lost my cousin for the same reason, Cancer and leaving her two years old little Girl without her Mommy and even though we have give her so much love I know is hard for her to understand why her mother. I’m pretty sure is the same for you but I will pray a lot and I’m learning o lot from you guys I love all the bible verses that you post is helping me a little bid. and just Cora is helping me trough you with your faith.ReplyCancel

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  • Rebecca - Hugs and prayers for you from Georgia all day long tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • Trasie Bressler - Happy Birthday Sweet Sweet Cora Paige! May God surround you with his love and peace tomorrow and always. She will be dancing and singing with the angels who danced and sang the day she was born. My prayers will be with you! God Bless you today and always!ReplyCancel

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  • Robin Cotton - I will be praying for you and your family tommorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • Kelli - Will pray for you at the specific time of Cora’s birth. My heart aches for you. God will hold you in His care because He is the ultimate promise keeper.ReplyCancel

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  • Hayes Family - Please know that the Hayes Family from Kansas City will be praying for you (even more than usual) tomorrow!ReplyCancel

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  • Mike, Chelsea and Co. - Happy Birthday beautiful sweet Cora. We will be thinking of you and your family and keeping your dear sweet parent in our prayers.

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  • elda68@hotmail.com - I will be praying for you today and tomorrow, I also will be releasing pink balloons for Cora tomorrow together with my daughter here in Florida. The Sky will be pink for little Cora.

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  • Southern Fried Girl - Your story touches me so much.

    Your beautiful plump cheeked little girl is turning one two years to the day that my father left this earth and one year to the day that I discovered I was pregnant with my beautiful boy.

    There are few things in this world that my daddy loved more than plump cheeked little girls so I hope they find each other up there and celebrate her wonderful day together eating cake and singing songs.

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  • Amy - I will be praying for you and your family tomorrow. You’re right, she will be having the best birthday ever. I am so in awe of your strength through faith since the beginning of all this.ReplyCancel

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  • Julie - Oh, Jess! This just makes me well up with tears (again!). My heart just hurts for you and know I will be thinking of you all day. I wish you could eat cake with Cora too. You are such a gifted party planner and I know Cora’s birthday would have been SO cute, but heaven’s is even more perfect.

    So good to see you today. Thank you for sharing your heart with us, being real, and challenging us all in our faith.

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  • Amy - I will be in constant prayer for you and your family tomorrow. We will also send sweet Cora birthday wishes. My heart breaks for you.ReplyCancel

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  • Sara - My little boy was born on the same day as Cora. I will include her in our thoughts of birthday wishes tomorrow. I’m so sorry.ReplyCancel

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  • The Sweigart Family - I watched Cora’s service on Sunday. I almost turned it off several times. It was so hard to watch. My heart continues to break for you. While at the same time, I am amazed by you and how God is using you to further His kingdom. It is sooo hard to understand, but it is not for nothing. He is using this and you are hearing His call. You are doing His work. And He will bless you. I just keep thinking of the verse, “Oh ye good and faithful servant” and every time I think of you two.

    I’ve been thinking about you guys a lot this week. I know what a hard day awaits you tomorrow. But we are all praying for you. Praying that God will wrap his arms around you and comfort you like none of us can. Peace.ReplyCancel

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  • Stacy Lord - Hugs and prayers for you and your family. Happy birthday, precious little angel. We know that your love will be surrounding your mommy and daddy. We pray that they will find comfort in their grief and sorrow. Lots of love to you all from strangers and friends all over the world.ReplyCancel

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  • aleanaomi - I will be lifting you in prayer. I can’t imagine the heartache.ReplyCancel

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  • rachel vaughn - i can’t imagine. we’ll be praying.ReplyCancel

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  • Amy - I’m glad none of my first graders has a birthday tomorrow. I don’t think I could make it through that song. We’ll be outside at recess at 10:00. I’ll be thinking of you, praying for you, looking toward the sky and watching for pink balloons. Love you so much.ReplyCancel

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  • angie c - Tomorrow will be so hard but I pray that you will find some peace and some smiles nonetheless. Eat a big piece of cake for Cora and celebrate all the wonderfulness that she brought to your life. God will be giving us gorgeous weather in kansas tomorrow in honor of your angel. oxoxo to you guysReplyCancel

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  • forever folding laundry - Will absolutely be praying for you tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • Amanda Walden RN - *sigh* I have kept you in my prayers since before Cora’s passing. I think of you all every day and especially Cora. A lot of us at Wesley have had her on our minds. Know that though I may not have met you in the best of circumstances, that you all hold a very special place in my heart. The strength you and your daughter showed and faith that was never ending in God was such a beautiful thing to see. I will never forget humming worship songs while taking care of Cora at her bedside and looking at her and noticing she still looked ever so peaceful asleep with a small smile on her face. That beautiful smile and gorgeous eyes are what I will remember tomorrow on her 1st Birthday! Happy Birthday Cora!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Prayers for you and your family from Hopkinsville, KY.

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  • Monica - My thoughts, prayers and love will be with you tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • Dawn - only know you from your blog but I think about Cora and you 2 often. Happy Birthday sweet little Cora Paige.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Thinking of you and praying for you in Massachusetts!ReplyCancel

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  • Cathy Meister Melton - Praying for you on your precious daughter’s birthday. God be with you all.ReplyCancel

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  • Heather - I think of your sweet family several times throughout the day. I’m a complete stranger but Cora’s story has touched me beyond words. I have a two year old son and I can’t help but ache for you and your husband. I continue to pray that God grants you peace. Thank you for sharing Cora’s story and for being an inspiration to parents everywhere! My son & I will release pink balloons tomorrow for your sweet Cora, too. Big Hugs from North Georgia!!ReplyCancel

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  • Netta - Prayers for you and your family from Kentucky.ReplyCancel

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  • Katherine - My prayers are always with you. I pray that the Lord will hold you tight and comfort you. Sweet Cora will always be watching over you and waiting for the day that you are together again.ReplyCancel

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  • Stewart Family - I will dirty my knees tomorrow for you and Joel. I know that it will be a hard day, but somehow you can do it. Lean on each other and turn to God. I remembered an old favorite song tonight and wanted to share it. I’m sure you’ve heard it before too. Always remember that after the rain, the sun will come out! You never have to face the storm alone.

    Aaron and Jeoffrey: After the Rain
    I cover my heart
    Turn from the wind
    Button my coat
    Here comes the storm again
    What can I do but to trust in Him

    ‘Cause I know the deeper my faith runs
    The stronger I become
    And the thunder, it may shake me
    But I always know that

    CHORUS:
    After the rain
    You can look to the sky again
    The clouds will give way
    To the light of the sun
    After the rain
    You know that you’ve made it through
    And you’ll finally see the joy from the pain
    After the rain

    Everyone needs
    Everyone hurts
    Everyone feels
    The weight of the world sometimes
    But don’t let the wind sweep your heart away

    ‘Cause even the roughest waters cleanse
    So when they come again
    Let them serve as a reminder
    You can always know that

    CHORUS

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  • Anonymous - I have been “dreading” this extra painful day for you. I will be on my knees!

    I end all my prayers for you with this verse and will lift you up constantly tomorrow.

    “May the God of peace be with you all. Amen.” Romans 15:33

    Happy Birthday sweet Cora.

    Love you,
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  • Brian and Staci - Your precious family will be in my thoughts and prayers all the live long day. Much love to you both.ReplyCancel

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  • Lynn Jones - You have lifted and encouraged so many of us with the precious verses you have shared these past weeks. I pray God will return all of that in kind as you go through the day tomorrow. May each member of your family be blessed in just the way needed tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • The Boccias - That first sentence, the picture, the words to the birthday song…so painfully beautiful. Praying, praying, praying.ReplyCancel

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  • rentz - Oh, Jess. That song always made me cry when you sang it at school for my kiddos’ birthdays . Your constantly in my prayers, but especially tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • beckley - 10:03. I’ll set an alarm.
    I knew this was coming tomorrow and have been praying for you. aching for you. wishing otherwise for you.
    I am so sorry tomorrow is not what it should be.
    I am so sorry.
    Grace and Peace to you as strength tomorrow.
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  • sarahross - My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you, especially tomorrow on Cora’s birthday.ReplyCancel

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  • Amber - Oh how my heart aches for you guys. I know tomorrow will be such a difficult day but just think about Cora having the best birthday party EVER in heaven. Can you hear those angels singing her favorite Christian praise songs? You guys have such amazing faith and I know God will help you get through tomorrow knowing and trusting that Cora is having such an amazing day in heaven. I will join with you guys tomorrow and release a pink Happy Birthday balloon in Cora’s honor for her birthday. Lean on God and trust that His words are never failing and that He will hold you up and get you through each tomorrow until you rejoin your precious angel in heaven. I will keep praying for you and Joel.

    Precious angel Cora-your mommy and daddy miss you and love you so much. I even miss you so much and was never given the privilege to meet you here on Earth. I wish you a very Happy 1st Birthday and may you receive the best birthday party ever in Heaven with lots of chocolate cake.

    In Christ,
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  • Julie - I’ve been praying for you and will continue to do so. I pray you will have extra strength and peace to make it through Cora’s birthday without her by your side. I’m guessing she’ll be thinking of you tomorrow and cheering you on with the “great cloud of witnesses” in heaven.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Jess, I’ll be praying for you, Joel and your families tomorrow. I am so sorry that you are suffering so. Words fail me. Cora Paige…such a beauty. I’ll never see another pink balloon without thinking of her.

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  • Elizabeth - Many thoughts and prayers to your family and sweet Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Suzie(Iowa) - Happy Birthday sweet baby!! We are complete strangers to you…but we will be praying for strength for you and your family!! What a heavenly party will be taking place tomorrow!! Big hugs from Iowa!!ReplyCancel

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  • Megan - You continue to be in my prayers. May you feel the grace of the Lord tomorrow as you remember Cora’s special day.

    That is a beautiful birthday song.

    I am so sorry that Cora is not in your arms as you celebrate her birth just one short year ago.ReplyCancel

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  • Cara McLeod - My heart goes out to you both. My thoughts and prayers will be with you tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • GottaBeKD - i wish you peace and strength tomorrow, and i too will be thinking of you and your families the whole day through.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I am sitting here in tears for you right now as I read this. I am sure if you sing the song for Cora she will still be able to hear you in heaven. I would give anything to have you guys be able to spend her birthday with her. At least for now you can rest in the comfort that one day you will be spending all of eternity with your sweet little girl. Lots of prayers coming your way! Happy Birthday Sweet Cora!

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  • Don, Aimee, Kaitlyn and Kysen - Heaven wil have quite a party tomorow and I know that Cora will enjoy all of the ballons she will get tomorrow! I pray that God will squeeze you extra tight tomorrow! I cannot express to you enough how much impact your daughter has had on my life, especially the way I look at my kids! God bless your family as you get through a difficult day tomorrow! You will be in my prayers!ReplyCancel

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  • tami - I praise God for your family and the testimony your sweet little girl has shared with my family and the world! We will be lifting you before our heavenly Father tomorrow as we do everyday!!ReplyCancel

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  • Misty - I will say a extra prayer for you guys tonight for strength to make it through tomorrow. I know you will miss her but remember she is having a GREAT party in heaven.

    You cannot imagine how much your daughter has touched my life.

    I admire your strength in God and the strength you have to continue on a daily basis. Keep it up and hang in there…I am proud of you guys.ReplyCancel

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  • cheryl - Precious girl…our Lord has been through what he is walking you though and he WILL give you the strength you need. I’m pretty sure you’ll come away rejoicing in her life.
    You’ll have good days and bad days, but time does heal and before long, you’ll be having more good days than bad. It’s such a blessing to have your “sewers” keeping you buys and keeping little Cora’s memories alive! She was your gift from God, on loan until it was time for her to return home…You will miss her, but you’ll be together with her again in glory and she’ll say to you, “What took you so long Mommy and Daddy?”
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  • Anonymous - I have cried a lot since I have read your blog. Little Cora has made an impact on me and I’m sure on others. I could never imagine what you have gone thru. You are so strong to be getting thru this. You and your husband both. I am so sorry you couldn’t physically be with your daughter on her first birthday.ReplyCancel

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  • texasinafrica - Happy birthday, sweet baby girl. Jesus, please give her mom and daddy peace that passes all understanding.ReplyCancel

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  • Elizabeth-Plain and Simple - Praying for your family.

    Blessings,
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  • Amber - You are in my prayers! I know that tomorrow will be a sad day for your family, but I will be praying that God’s peace and presence will be with you in very tangible ways, comforting your hearts.ReplyCancel

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  • Candice - Maybe this is the wrong thing to say, but it’s not fair!! I’m so, so sorry your can’t hold your little girl on her first birthday. God will hold her tightly today.

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  • Wehoagies - Definitely praying for you guys. Strength for today…ReplyCancel

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  • Avily Jerome - Praying for you on this painful day!
    God bless!ReplyCancel

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  • ran shae - i’ll be praying for you both tomorrow, trusting that as you lean on Him, He will hold you up.

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  • Anonymous - Tonight, I am crying with you. My heart breaks for you. Tonight, I join in the throngs of people praying for you.
    Even though I only “know” you through your blog, since beginning to read it, a day has not gone by where you or your precious daughter are not in my thoughts.
    Psalm 91:1 is a verse I often turn to in times of need (I think of it as my 911 verse:)) “He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.” May you feel all the love and prayers that are being sent your way!

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  • Kathy - Oh, my dear, you will be the focus of many prayers tomorrow. You will certainly be in mine.
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  • Kimberly - I will be praying as I have been since first coming across your blog. I can’t imagine what you are going through, but I know Who does and I pray He holds you close.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - i have prayed for you today. that you would find joy in your memories of yoru sweet baby girl. i have followed your story since cora’s passing. my husband and i sobbed that day. i cry now as i write this. happy birthday sweet cora. happy happy birthday sweet girl…sarah gillard. knox, indianaReplyCancel

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  • Hey Rachie Kae - I dont know you, but I love your family. My the Lord bless you tomorrow. I know he will be smiling on you as he holds your baby in his arms. xo and blessings.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I have been praying for you & your little Cora since I first read about her. Tears roll down my face everytime I think about her. She has changed my life more than you will ever know. The strength you both have is amazing. I pray you will feel God’s loving arms wrapped around you today.ReplyCancel

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  • Sophia - may the Lord grant you peace and strength tomorrow as you celebrate precious Cora….ReplyCancel

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  • meg duerksen - love you.
    i am going to watch for pink balloons. 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Bailey - Praying for you – for comfort and peace in knowing that your sweet precious baby is safe in heaven.ReplyCancel

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  • Christina - I was awake with a sick one, and I check your blog frequently, and pray for you often each day. What a painful post, honest, and so beautiful. Even though you cannot all be together, it is certainly still the day she entered your life and it changed forever. This will always be a special day for you; I am so grateful that you will be able to spend it with family. I pray that you will be able to get through your tough day. May the Lord bless you, and keep you, tomorrow and each day after.ReplyCancel

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  • Kirstin - Cora will be in our thoughts, and in our hearts tomorrow. I cannot think of a more amazing first birthday for such a bright ray of sunshine as Cora- oh to be held in HIS arms and be celebrated like that with Our Lord!

    We too will release a single pink balloon in memory of Cora’s life, along with a single blue for our dear friend C who lost her Bug one month ago at 36 weeks gestation.

    Im SQUUUUEEEEEEEZZZZING you from CA.
    Love
    Kirstin and Aislinn StenbergReplyCancel

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  • Jennjilla - I will be saying an extra special prayer for you guys tomorrow. I can’t imagine how hard it will be. I wish I had something other than “I’m so sorry” to say about this whole thing. I hope you can smile through your tears tomorrow and know that you have a lot of people thinking about you!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Well, our time zone is ahead of yours here in Australia. “Happy birthday, sweet Cora Paige.” My ten year old is crying as we have read your latest entry. I will be thinking of you and praying hard for you through the middle of the night here in OZ – knowing of your visit to Cora’s grave and how difficult the day will be for you, this being, one of the “firsts” in terms of anniversaries and occasions. Look after each other and keep that faith strong. You will get through this.
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  • Jenn VH - Praying for you on this day. (((hugs))) to you. So sorry you have to celebrate without your sweet Cora. God bless you and give you His peace.
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  • Lauren Kelly - Will be praying for you! Happy Birthday, Cora!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - It is the evening of Thursday 5 March here in Australia. I’ve just sung Happy Birthday to Cora.

    May God grant you strength, hope and peace to get through the day.

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  • nutmeg - Praying for you today…that
    “…the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
    Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things. What you have learned and received and heard and seen in me—practice these things, and the God of peace will be with you.” Philippians 4:7-9ReplyCancel

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  • Princess Martha - My thoughts & prayers are with you both.
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  • Sarah - Happy Birthday sweet Cora! I know you will have the BEST birthday party. you are in my thoughts and prayers!ReplyCancel

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  • Kristen - Happy Birthday Cora! I will be praying for you and your family today. May God give you strength.ReplyCancel

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  • Micah - Happy Birthday, sweet Cora! It gives us such hope to know that you are in a place with no sickness and sorrow, no tears and no pain.

    Our thoughts and prayers and tears are with you especially today. May God hold you in the palm of His hand.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I have 2 in heaven also. My heart hurts when I think about what today will be like for you. I will be praying for peace for you and your husband. I’m so sorry for your loss.ReplyCancel

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  • Whimsical Creations - My thoughts are with you tooday. HUGS!ReplyCancel

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  • American in Norway - My thoughts & prayers are with you & your family.. I am so sorry for you loss.ReplyCancel

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  • Claire - Jess and Joel –

    I’m praying for you today.ReplyCancel

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  • rob - Thank you so much for sharing this with all of us. May God give you comforting grace and peace that passes all understanding. It is sooo incredible to see faith in you and to read and be encouraged everyday. I truly appreciate your blog and I am praying for you. Your loss is so deep may God comfort you. Be encouraged that God is working in you and that he will carry you. May God bless your marriage today and your hearts.

    Love and prayers from Stillwater, MN.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Happy First Birthday Cora! May you have a beautiful day in heaven.

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  • Heather - My heart is breaking for you! Prayers will be said for you and your family and for sweet Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Christina (aka - Tina) - Praying for you today –

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  • Regina - I’ve been following your story and praying for you since a friend of mine linked your blog on hers… You are remarkable and strong family who is truly an inspiration to other mothers and fathers out there.

    I have a daughter, Olivia, who also shares Cora’s birthday, March 5th. I will say a prayer for you today – may God’s peace and grace fill you both.ReplyCancel

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  • Debbie - You sweet thing, we’ll all be with you!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - My thoughts and prayers are with you today, as they are everyday. I am so sad that you are not able to spend Cora’s first birthday with her. My son Ethan will be turning 1 in less than a month…as a mother, I can only imagine your grief is indescribable, take comfort in Christ and know so many are lifting your family up in prayer. She was a most precious gift and has brought so much to others through her remarkable story…she touches the life of me and my family everyday!

    Happy 1st Birthday Cora!

    Lot of Love,
    Sara and Ethan (VA).ReplyCancel

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  • Alicia - I found your blog through a friend of mine whose son is very sick… I pray everyday for your family. Today is going to be hard, just know the angels are celebrating with your sweet baby Cora. May God keep your family tight during this time. God Bless.. Happy Birthday sweet Cora!ReplyCancel

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  • Missy - I found your blog through another friend of mine who linked to you one day. I’ve been praying for you since, and my heart is especially with yours today. May God hold you extra close and may you sense His nearness today.ReplyCancel

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  • ems - Sending up an extra dose of prayers on Cora’s b-day for you. Not a day goes by when i don’t think of her and of you guys!

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  • Momma_Hug - I have been thinking about you all week knowing that her birthday was approaching. Our soon to be 1 year old will release a balloon for her to add to her party in Heaven.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Happy Birthday to Cora! My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family daily and have been for a long time. Cora will live forever in your hearts. May the Good Lord hold you tomorrow and always. Your faith is a testimony to so many.ReplyCancel

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  • fvcappuccino - I’m aching for you. Thinking of sweet Cora constantly and praying for you both. Thank you so much for sharing her with us.

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  • Toni :O) - My heart broke again when I saw that her birthday was today…just nine days before my own. Happy Birthday to Sweet Angel Girl Cora….so deeply sorry you had to leave too soon. Sending prayers and hugs to your two amazing parents who are on this earth to carry out your beautiful spirit. Lifting you all up in prayer and peace. I will never, ever forget your family!ReplyCancel

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  • Handspun Jewelry Designs - You are in my thoughts and prayers today. I can feel your grief through the post and I wish there was something to say to make it all right, but I don’t feel like there is. God Bless.ReplyCancel

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  • Cristy - Jess…

    Praying for you all today, on Cora’s birthday.

    Hugs and prayers of strength for today. Happy Birthday Angel Cora.

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  • Mom to 4 Sweeties - I am crying for you all right now. So very sad to not be able to be together for this amazing day, but so good to know that one day, you will all be together forever in eternity with Sweet Jesus. May you find peace and comfort tomorrow in memories of your sweet, sweet Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Amanda - Praying for all of you today!ReplyCancel

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  • Christy - I read your blog with tears in my eyes b/c I cannot begin to grasp the emptiness and pain you must feel. I have a daughter who is 7 months old today and the thought of anything happening to her throws my head into a tailspin. Though I do not know the path you walk each day in your heart and in your thoughts please know that my heart grieves for you as I daily pray for God’s Almighty Grace to comfort you, embrace you and fill your empty arms with His sweet presence and give you peace.
    Many prayers & love to you and your family,
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  • Sheryl from Colorado - My kids came in while I was reading your blog….they knew who Cora was because we have been praying for you as a family. They wanted to know what kind of party Cora was going to have in heaven. I said “kids, she is going to be sung Happy Birthday by the angel choir and will sit on Jesus’ lap all day.” My answer got them talking about what heaven is like…you will once again be reunited with your precious daughter….untill then…hold on the best you can!ReplyCancel

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  • Jana in Missouri - Countinuous prayers for you and your family today and always.

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  • Ginger - Happy Birthday, dear sweet Cora. Jess & Joel, you’re in my thoughts and prayers today. May God sustain you with all that He is and all that He has.ReplyCancel

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  • Susy M. - A special prayer will be said for Cora today at the time of her birth. May she be rejoicing in Heaven and may Jesus and all the angels be singing Happy Birthday to her. Godspeed to all of you. You are all in our prayers today and everyday.ReplyCancel

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  • Robin in Benton - I will be praying for you today as I am every day – but even more. I can’t even begin to think how hard this day is going to be. I hope that you can receive peace from God and spend the day with memories of the happy times you had with your sweet Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Megan (mommyesquire) - The angels are singing today for your sweet, precious Cora. May God grant you peace and strength today of all days.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - My heart ACHES for you and Joel today. We will be with you in spirit at 10:03. My family will be releasing pink balloonsa at that time.
    Happy Birthday Sweet Baby Cora…be proud Mommy and Daddy!

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  • Becca - I am definitely praying for you. I cant even imagine.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Thinking of you and praying for you and your family today!!!!

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  • Jennifer - Oh sweet baby! Happy first birthday. I can’t even fathom how you feel going through today with empty arms. I will pray for you today, as I have everyday. Maybe some pink ballons will float this way. I will watch for them.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Joel and Jess, I am praying for you.

    Today I am wearing pink and also wearing the beautiful flower necklace from Etsy in honor of Cora.

    “And I’ll praise you in this storm
    and I will lift my hands
    for You are who You are
    no matter where I am
    and every tear I’ve cried
    You hold in your hand
    You never left my side
    and though my heart is torn
    I will praise You in this storm”

    I also linked you in my blog.

    http://gi-janearng.livejournal.com/212531.html

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  • The Faulk Family - Praying for your family today…ReplyCancel

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  • Angie - Joel/Jess-
    Thinking of you most especially right now, and wishing Cora a wonderful birthday among the other angels. I continually pray for God’s blessings on you both.

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  • Peyton's Pages - Praying for you all today. Happy birthday, sweet Cora!ReplyCancel

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  • laura - As the mom of a 16-month old and the aunt of a very special 13-month old currently battling leukemia, I think of you and your family often, especially on this most special of days. Happy Birthday Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • wenbren explains it all - Happy birthday baby Cora! I just bought a pendant to contribute to your playground and it will always remind me of what a special and brave baby girl you were!!ReplyCancel

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  • Gene and Annie - My heart is with you today and our prayers! Cling to God today as you celebrate the time you did have with your beautiful Cora! What a beautie she was and what a beautiful witness you and your husband have been through this process! Praying in Indiana!ReplyCancel

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  • Kelly - Praying for you and with you.ReplyCancel

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  • Erin - Continuing to pray for you, but sending a few extra your way to give you strength as you try to get through this day…ReplyCancel

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  • Joy - Praying for you today, sweet Jessica and Joel…right now, I am praying. My heart continues to ache for you and you come to my mind often. Words don’t seem sufficient right now, so I will just say that I continue to pray for you.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristi - Praying for your family today. Happy Birthday sweet Cora.
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  • laurieboozer - Praying for you as in moments from now you will release pink balloons. I know you must have spent last night and this morning reflecting on your labor/delivery of a year ago as such a sweet and incredible beginning in your lives. I’m so sorry for your loss of Cora and can’t imagine your pain, but know that God will always be your God of comfort and healing. I was reading in Daniel 3 today where S,M & A tell Neb “We know our God can save us, but even if He doesn’t we’ll still praise Him.” Your walk these last couple of months has reflected that same testimony. May God LAVISH His love on you this day!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I cry every time I read your blog though I never had the pleasure of meeting sweet Cora. I cannot imagine the full extent of what you feel every day. Today, especially, you and Joel will be lifted up to God’s throne in prayer so that he may wrap his arms around you and show you his peace, despite the tears.

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  • Tara - Praying for you today. I can’t imagine the pain of celebrating this day in the way that you are. Our God is good and He is beside you every step of the way. With lots of love and prayers . . .ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah - I will definately be saying a few extra prayers for you and your family today. I can’t imagine how hard today must be for you, but know that the Lord has his arms wrapped tightly around you today and every day here after. Cora was a precious gift to all of us, as she has touched so many lives. Happy 1st Birthday, Sweet Cora!

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  • Ange~ - Happy Birthday, to a most beautiful girl! We’ll be praying for you tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • Beth Ann - Happy Birthday Cora.

    Thinking of your family today (and everyday). I admire your faith and strength.

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  • HOPE - Today is my birthday
    Celebrate my life with you
    And remember the good times
    Not the bad and
    Do not be sad;
    Look up towards the sun
    And catch every ray of light
    Upon your cheek.
    For I am there with you.
    Today is my birthday
    Be happy for me
    I lived short, but full
    I had the pleasure of love
    And the joy of my family.
    Do not be sad
    Look up towards the stars
    And catch each twinkle
    In your heart.
    For I am there with you

    Today is my birthday
    My legacy is not wealth
    Or mighty belongings,
    My legacy is you and your life.
    Spend it wisely and carefully
    Guard it always
    Do not be sad
    Feel the wind on your face
    And in your hair
    And know that I loved you
    For I am there with you in your laughter
    And in your hearts.

    Today is my birthday
    Learn to live again without me,
    Take my strength with you
    For you are not alone.
    Do not be sad
    Feel the rain on your face
    Feel all life’s treasures and
    Know that you are alive!
    At each step of the way
    I will help you
    For I am with you always
    Until we meet again.

    Today is my birthday…
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  • carmen - I woke up this morning and thought of you first thing when I realized the date. My heart continues to ache for you! May today be a day of peace and celebration amidst the sadness.ReplyCancel

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  • Jenae - Lifting you up in prayer today and thinking of precious Cora!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Praying for you today, just like I do everyday.
    Happy Birthday Sweet Baby Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • A Mommy in Alabama - Happy Birthday, sweet, sweet Cora. Jess and Joel, may your day be flooded with memories of love and laughter that will overshadow the tremendous ache in your heart. Praying for you as always.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I sit here with tears running down my face for strangers. I cannot imagine your pain, but I know God will give you strength to get through today, and I know Cora is happy celebrating her birthday in heaven. Happy First Birthday sweet baby Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • angi_b72 - I wish i could ease some of your pain by taking it on my shoulders…i will br praying for you and your family. I can only imagine what a hard hard fay this is for you! God Bless you!!ReplyCancel

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  • Marsha - The angels did sing and dance on the day that Cora was born. I am sure they are doing the same thing with Cora today! I am so sad that you are not spending Cora’s first birthday with her. I am just asking God to be with you and comfort you all………Love and prayers always….

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  • Anonymous - Happy Birthday sweet Cora! Praying earnestly for you, Jess and Joel, today!
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  • Falling Around - Joel & Jess,

    So many are shedding tears for you today, myself included. I cannot even begin to imagine how painful this day will be for you, but I know hundreds of strangers are lifting your sweet family up in prayer… such is the power of Christ.

    I know I’ve said it before but… Thank you for sharing your sorrows with us that we might grow. Great is your reward in Heaven.

    I will be on my knees in prayer for you at 10 this morning, 8am my time. Your precious family will be in my thought & prayers constantly today. And I will whisper happy birthday wishes to Sweet Cora in my prayers.

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  • Michele - What a sweet way to honor Cora on her birthday. We are praying for you as we always do…wishing Cora a HAPPY, HAPPY 1st Birthday!!
    Your Sister in Christ,
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  • Kim - We will continue to keep you in our prayers. I can’t imagine how hard tomorrow will be for you, but know that you have so many strangers like me praying for you. I hope tomorrow you will feel some peace and know that Cora is looking down on you free of any pain. We’ll say a special prayer tonight and tomorrow!ReplyCancel

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  • The Mumaw's - I am thinking of you and praying for God to give you strength
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  • shepherdsgrace - will be praying…

    I love the balloon release idea…

    I am sorry for your loss and thankful for your trust, thank you for sharing your faith in a faithful Lord with us…

    May He encourage you in a special way today..
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  • Debbie and April - Happy Birthday sweet Cora:) Praying for you all!

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  • Karina - Sending you love from Canada on sweet Cora’s birthday. Your family has entered my heart, many tears are being shed for your loss. I have never prayed, but you make me want to! I wish there was more I could do…ReplyCancel

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  • Mama10EE - Praying for you right now for peace in your hearts. Cora is such a beautiful angel and certainly is having a wonderful party in Heaven today. My heart aches for you.ReplyCancel

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  • Tabitha and Family - My heart and prayers are with you.ReplyCancel

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  • Jennifer - God Bless on you this bitterswet day! Happy 1st Birthday to sweet Cora in heaven.

    Blessings,
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  • Amy - Prayers coming from Washington.

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  • Polka Dot Moon - I’ve thought about you lots as we celebrated our little ones 1st birthday this past weekend.
    I just took down the decorations on Tuesday.

    This morning I woke and said a prayer for you, Joel and Cora and thought of your post.

    I went into Jillian’s room to open her drapes and outside the window was a single pink balloon. As tears streamed down my face, I smiled a thought maybe your Sweet Angel Cora heard me this morning.

    May Peace and Love surround you both today.
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  • Kendra - Happy birthday Cora! Thoughts and prayers to you, Joel, and family.

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  • Sarah Montanye - Tears in my eyes and praying for your family……

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  • Anonymous - Happy birthday Cora! What a precious little angel! May God wrap his loving arms around you & give you the strength to get through the day. I am so sorry for your loss.ReplyCancel

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  • Jennifer W. - Happy Birthday sweet, sweet Cora. Your beautiful soul has touched so many lives!ReplyCancel

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  • The Snyders - Thinking of you and praying for you right now!
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  • Liana - I think there is a reason I found this post today at a few minutes past 10 today. Through my tears I said a prayer for you and your family as you are visiting Cora. It is a beautiful day here in the midwest. Happy Birthday sweet Cora. Thank you again for sharing your story and witnessing to so many of us. I wish Cora’s passing wasn’t the reason, but your story makes me hug my boys tighter and appreciate the small things that much more. And finally, your amazing faith though this is inspirational. Thank you.ReplyCancel

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  • Maureen - My thoughts and prayers are with you today. My prayer is that you will have a very special day with your families remembering your very special girl, Cora.

    Praying in Washington,
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  • Misty Rice-Baniewicz - We celebrated this morning Cora’s birthday…. we released 11 pink balloons for the months she spent here with you. And 1 silver balloon for the 1 month she has had her wings.

    I took pictures of the celebration if you would like to view it.

    We sang your song……..

    You all were lifted up in prayers by sister and brothers in christ all around the world.

    Please enjoy the photos in memory of your little girl.

    I wanted to email it to you direct…. but didn’t see an email address.
    God Bless.

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  • Amy - Happy birthday angel CoraReplyCancel

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  • Oakenfoldgrl - May God hold you tight today as you celebrate the birthday of your sweet little one. I’m so sorry for your loss.ReplyCancel

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  • Brian and Staci - I am on my knees for you…right now, it’s 10:15 and I hope your heart feels all the love being offered up for you today. God give you strenth to endure through this day…and all the rest of the days to come.ReplyCancel

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  • Britt- Sparkled Vintage Charm - I know today must be beyond difficult for you. I can not even imagine how hard,but I wanted to let you know that we are thinking about you and praying for you. huge hugs!
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  • Michelle - Praying for you and your family today. I imagine Cora will be looking for her balloons to float up to her and smile.ReplyCancel

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  • Holly - I found your blog a few weeks back and have been reading ever since. I’m so sorry for your loss. I am thinking of your family and Cora today (and everyday). God bless you! I hope you don’t mind that I placed the Cora’s Playground donation button on my blog along with a little note about your story.ReplyCancel

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  • Marcie @ Grace Required Here - Praying for devine appointments as God carries you both through the day!ReplyCancel

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  • Elizabeth - By now you’ve released those pink balloons, and I hope and pray that it was a sweet time of remembering your precious girl. My prayers are with you and your family today.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristi REDISKE - I am praying for you right at this moment-I am sure the balloons are being released-so neat but also so sad. I am sure Cora is having a great birthday with Jesus but I know you are missing her so much. My heart sure aches for you and am praying God will give you the grace you need for today. We all are growing to love your family and will keep praying for you and can’t wait to see that playground.ReplyCancel

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  • Jenna - Ya’ll have been in my thoughts so strongly today! Praying and praying.ReplyCancel

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  • ~Cherie - I have been thinking of you even more than usual for the past few days leading up to today. I told my husband today that it was Cora’s birthday and I wished her a happy birthday as well. I pray for you and your family right now in the is very moment. God be with you.ReplyCancel

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  • Becky - Happy Birthday Sweet Cora! I am praying for you today. I can only imagine the chorus singing to her today. I pray that our God will comfort you in the way that only HE can.

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  • The Gardners - Happy 1st birthday Cora!!

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  • James' Full House - Praying for you and your family today. I pray God’s love and grace wash over you and cover you today. That you find strength through him. That you are surrounded by family and friends. That you never forget any of the precious memories of your beautiful girl.
    You and your family have been on my mind daily for a month now. I have shared your story with everyone I know. You have a mighty prayer team in Alabama.
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  • Emily - Happy Birthday to Cora! What a beautiful day we have today here in KS. It makes me think Cora is running around playing and wanted us all to enjoy her big day. May God be with today and always.
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  • The Harper Family - Happy Birhtday sweet baby Cora. I know the angels are singing to you today!

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  • McKenzie - My heart aches yet I celebrate the life of Cora and her story today on her birthday! I’ll watch to see if the pink balloons make it on to heaven for her party! What a great addition to her perfect party it will be!ReplyCancel

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  • Mandy - Happy Birthday Baby Girl! Know that there are people all over the world celebrating the life of your child today! Realize that when the sun sets, and pink shines, it’s pink balloons reflecting off the rays of sunshine that have been set free in a western state!

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  • The Carroll's - The angels are singing and dancing and blowing their horns… Happy Birthday to you sweet Cora! What a party you are having in heaven.

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  • Stephanie - Each time I check your blog I am truly inspired and in awe of your Faith and strength. I will be praying for you and your family today!

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  • Stephanie - Everytime I visit your blog I am amazed and inspired by your Faith and strength. I will be praying for you and your family today! Happy Birthday, Cora!

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  • Lexie Loo & Dylan Too - You are in my prayers today.

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  • Molly - Praying for you. Happy Birthday to your precious Angel Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Stephanie - Tears! My heart is broken for you. It’s moments like these that I think life just isn’t fair. You are in my prayers!!!!ReplyCancel

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  • ~Violet~ - Happy Birthday sweet, beautiful Cora!

    I know the angels are playing with her and celebrating.

    My prayers are with you today and always, but extra hugs are being sent your way on this sad, but oh so special day!ReplyCancel

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  • Mommy2QTPies - i can not imagine…still praying for you on this hard day…happy birthday to your sweet cora!

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  • Julie - Happy Birthday, sweet Cora!!! And thinking of you both as you remember your sweet little girl. Wish I could make it all better.

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  • onlymehere - I’ve been following your blog for some time now and I pray that God gives you the strength and peace in your heart to make it through Cora’s birthday. I believe that he will allow her spirit to be there with you on this day. May God bless you always. CindyReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - It’s not fair that it is us, who are left behind that miss those who have gone before us. They are fortunate to live the wonder of our Lord and feel no loneliness, no sadness and no sorrow. They get to celebrate each and every day, like an eternal birthday. I’m sure she’s watching you and God is sending his angels to wrap their wings around you on this day. I trust in Him, that he will not send you more than you can handle and will help see you through this day. My prayers are with you.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - an anonymous reader thinking of you in toronto, ontario and hoping that today is as good as it can be.ReplyCancel

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  • Carly Winborne - I was driving along at 10:00 this morning and my thoughts turned to you. i could hardly keep my eyes on the road. i am so torn for you. know that once this day is over, you’ll never have to live it again.

    you are in my prayers today and everyday.ReplyCancel

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  • Hair Bows & Guitar Picks - I am praying for you today and always…ReplyCancel

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  • Steph - Happy Birthday sweet baby girl! The sun is shining ever so brightly this March day in Nebraska, I pray it is in Kansas too. Thinking of you all and lifting up prayers for strength and peace.ReplyCancel

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  • amanda - praying for you. as i sit and celebrate my daughter’s fourth birthday today…i take the time even more so to praise god i have her here. god is good my friend and praying he gives you the peace only he can.ReplyCancel

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  • Standing in the Rain - Praying for you guys tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • Lori - Thinking about you and praying for you today! Happy Birthday, sweet Cora! We’ll be wearing pink shirts today in honor of Cora. Much love and hugs, LoriReplyCancel

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  • rachel vaughn - Thinking of you today. Thanking God for putting Cora on this earth for the time she was here. Praying for God’s comfort to you today and always. Cora has been used by God to touch so many lives. Celebrating that she was born a year ago, even though she is now dearly missed. I can only imagine the amazing celebration in Heaven that sweet Cora gets to enjoy.ReplyCancel

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  • The Acker Family - My prayers and thoughts are with you today, Happy Birthday sweet baby Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I am just one of the thousands of people that has followed your story since the day Cora was diagnosed but hasn’t posted yet. I always want to leave a comment but your blogs leaves me speechless. However, I lift Cora, you and Joel, and your family up in my prayers several times each day. Cora’s story and you and Joel’s unwavering faith in God has inspired me more than any other particular event in my 27 years of life.
    Happy Birthday to Cora today! I’m sure the birthday party she is having with Jesus is a million times greater than we can ever imagine!
    My prayers are with you always-
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  • Anonymous - I don’t personally know you, but I am Sharon Hick’s sister. I am so sorry to hear about your loss. Your love and trust for God just pours out of you, even in this hard situation. That is an encouragement to so many people. I will be praying for you and your family as you laugh and cry and celebrate your sweet baby girl’s life.

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  • Jill - I have been thinking and praying for you today. That song is so beautiful and I know that Cora is sitting in Gods lap and he is singing that song to her for you. I can’t imagine what you a going though today and everyday but I pray that God will hold you and Joel so tight in his arms.ReplyCancel

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  • Marsha - Oh how I know the angels celebrated on the day that your Cora was born and oh how they must be celebrating today! My heart is so sad that you will not be celebrating with her here. I trust that God will hold you in his arms and you will know only the comfort and peace he can provide. My prayers and love are with you today and always……..

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  • Marlene W. - Joel and Jess,

    You and your family have been heavy on my heart today. I think of you so often, especially this day, even while standing at the check-out counter at the grocery store and noticing it was 12:03 – 10:03 your time. My heart just breaks for your loss and at the same time rejoices that some amazing day you will join sweet Cora again forever. I KNOW that God is holding you today in his loving arms.

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  • Anonymous - God Bless little Cora and Happy Birthday to her in heaven! She will be your guardian Angel and watch over you both to give you strength!!ReplyCancel

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  • Tricia boutellefamilyzoo@yahoo.com - Jess and Joel,
    I have prayed for your strength and peace twice already today, and believe me, there will be more times. With tears streaming I pray for you to be whole. I pray for God to send people into your life who can help you most through this time.

    God is good. He will hold you through this, just as he is holding your sweet Cora now.

    By the way, I am quite sure those pink balloons were a beautiful sight to see.

    Praying for your peace,
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  • Erin - Happy Birthday, Cora! Thank you for the joy you brought this world…obviously you did your job so well, you were called back to heaven to wear your wings…ReplyCancel

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  • Schneider Family - Happy birthday sweet baby Cora. We know you are having a glorious celebration in Heaven today. We sent up a pink balloon at 10:03 this morning.

    Jess and Joel we are praying for you and won’t stop! We are in awe of your faith and have learned so much from your family.

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  • amyflew - Thoughts and Prayers on this very special, but difficult day. May the Lord continue to bless you and provide you with peace and understanding during this difficult time. I love the balloon release idea. My husband and I volunteer every year at a pediatric oncology camp in Kansas and we always do a balloon release as part of the Memorial service we have for those we have lost in our camp family over the years!ReplyCancel

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  • Mindy - Happy Birthday to your sweet baby! I will be thinking of you today even more than usual. I got a little gift from Cora today too. I ordered something from JoysHope on Etsy and it came today tucked inside was a sweet little photo of Cora in that bassinet in front the tree with the sunlight shining behind her. The photo had “thank you” printed in the corner.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristin - You are in my prayers. I pray that God will comfort you tomorrow and give you an unexplainable peace that helps you through the day. God bless you,

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  • Julie - Dear Joel and Jess,
    I am so sad to know the pain you are feeling today. Only the Lord can help you survive what should have been such a beautiful and happy day. I am praying and crying for you both.ReplyCancel

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  • Tasha Roe - You guys are in our prayers! We will be praying for strength and understanding, comfort and love to be pour out on everyone!!

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  • Anonymous - As the pink balloons sailed up in the air so did my prayers to keep your family strong during this difficult time! Hang in there! I’ve been praying to the Blessed Virgin Mary who knows all too well the pain you are feeling that she may intercede and help to mend your broken heart. God Bless!ReplyCancel

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  • All Doll(ed) Up - Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday sweet Cora, Happy Birthday to you!
    We love you Guys!
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  • Lori - I will be praying for you throughout the day. May God bless you as you grieve, and may He comfort all parents who have lost their children.ReplyCancel

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  • Miss Em - Happy Birthday sweet Cora. We will all be rejoicing your birth today because of the miracle that you are. Please Lord embrace Cora’s loved ones and let them feel your love even more today. I pray for peace in our hearts as we try to accept Cora’s passing knowing you have a greater good in mind.

    I will smile today when I think of Cora, as I more often then not cry when I think of her but today I will rejoice her birth and be happy to have been so deeply affected by her. What a perfect miracle Cora has been to all of us.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I had a good cry today. I wanted to wish Cora a very Happy Birthday.ReplyCancel

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  • Shimmermeblue - I am so sorry for your loss. Happy Birthday Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Heather's Home (aka Chez Hez) - For so many days, actually weeks now, we have been praying for you and today is no different. Cora will continue to be in our thoughts, hearts, and prayers today..as will you and Joel.

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  • Annie Whitehurst - Know that you are being covered in prayer today by so many— I am sure your friends, your family, and strangers like me. I hope you feel God’s love and peace extra today as a result of those prayers. My husband and I have walked a similar valley that you are walking and my heart has a tender spot for you and your family. God is good–that’s all I know. He is the ultimate Redeemer!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Blessings to you both! I’m praying for you in Sleepy Eye, MN!ReplyCancel

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  • Bethany - praying for you… may God hold you in His perfect peace, the peace that passes all understanding. I can’t begin to imagine the pain you feel. Praying, praying, praying.ReplyCancel

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  • Tanyetta - Praying that GOD gives you the comfort you need during this time of grief.ReplyCancel

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  • Mary Beth in PA - I’ve been thinking, praying, and crying today for you. Cora is having her own special birthday celebration, just as you and Joel are, too, with those who Cora had to leave behind too soon. So many of us are lifting you up today, hoping you feel love and peace on this bittersweet day.

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  • Splendid Things - You have been in my prayers. Happy birthday to sweet, little Cora! An Etsy friend, JeanetteReplyCancel

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  • Susannah - Be strong, the Lord is with you! May God shower you with his abundant love tomorrow. Blessings!ReplyCancel

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  • ran shae - thinking of you and praying for you today. happy birthday sweet Cora girl!ReplyCancel

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  • dg darling - March 5th

    Praying for you today…Wishing Miss Cora a happy, heavenly birthday…

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  • Arah - Happy Birthday Cora!
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  • Deborah - I know God will give you the strength to get through this day, and all the days to come. I know it with all my heart. I send all my love and prayers to you. You and your precious baby girl are in my heart.ReplyCancel

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  • Mrs. MK - strength for today, tommorow and all the days to come! I will be remembering you!ReplyCancel

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  • The Evans Family - Happy Birthday Cora! My children and I will release a pink balloon for her tomorrow! You will be in our prayers for the strength to get through a very trying day!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Happy Birthday, Sweet Baby Cora! Having read your blog about your sweet baby girl, I have been so moved by your unwavering faith in our Heavenly Father.

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  • Starsnrose - The sheer number of comments tells me so much about how your precious Cora has touched lives. I know this has been an incredibly difficult day for you, but God has His arms supporting you. Being a “surviving” Mom is every parents worst nightmare, but God sustains and loves each of us who are in that category for now. The key is keeping our eyes on Him and the time we will spend in heaven with our little ones. I’m praying for you during this difficult time.ReplyCancel

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  • The Nebrigs - I will pray that the Lord will give you so much peace and love, and that you will just feel Jesus and Cora’s presents.ReplyCancel

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  • sarahross - Happy Birthday Cora. My husband and I lost his sister, my BFF, and our niece over the past eight years together…we still celebrate their birthdays, which serve as loving reminders of what God has given and taken away in His precious time. Prayers continue…ReplyCancel

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  • Stacy - Happy Birthday to you,
    Happy Birthday to you,
    Happy Birthday Sweet Baby Cora,
    Happy Birthday to you!!

    Thinking of you Jess and Joel and praying for you today.

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  • Patrice - I am praying for you and my heart aches for the pain you must be going through.

    I know in heaven there is big celebration going on today in honor of her first birthday!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Kelly - Approaching the throne for you today!ReplyCancel

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  • Julie - Praying for you in Tennessee…ReplyCancel

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  • Elena - You are such an inspiration. I have been praying for you and your family throughout the day, and will continue to do so.ReplyCancel

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  • JANE - My heart is with you today and God’s strength is with you always. May He lift you both up and hold you near.ReplyCancel

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  • Samantha - Happy Birthday Sweet Cora. My two daughters and I had a little celebration for you. I hope you heard it! We sang for you and sent you some pink balloons.

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  • threemoonbabies - Happy Birthday Cora. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • Alison - Oh sweet Mac’s…You are in my prayers and constantly on my heart. I am so sorry for your loss. Ever time I visit your blog I cannot help but cry. I am a believer and I know that Cora is safe and happy with Jesus, but still, your loss has touched me so deeply. Lifting you up in prayer this week.

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  • amy - much, much love and prayers for you and your family. i hope today you find comfort in knowing that cora is with her King and that someday you will meet again. sending you hugs across the miles!
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  • Anonymous - Joel and Jess
    My family and I released a dozen pink balloons and my little one released his on special Happy Birthday balloon, to honor your Beautiful Cora on her birthday. As with the past weeks, my thoughts and prayers are with you. I too tried to smile instead of cry when wishing your sweet girl Happy Birthday.

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  • Jennifer - I’ve been thinking about you all day, and just had to stop in and post today. My son also shares Cora’s birthday, though a year earlier. You are in my thoughts and prayers oftenReplyCancel

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  • Kelsey - I live in Houston, Texas and am a photographer. I am doing a session for a family or child and donating it to Cora’s playground. People are so excited to help in any way that they can. Your blog will continue to be theraputic and
    a blessing to those that find it. Happy Birthday, sweet Cora!
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  • Anonymous - Happy Birthday sweet Cora! I know your cake today is sweet! May you rest close to your Mommy and Daddy tonight, for they miss you so much! Give them peace today, peace that passes all understanding!ReplyCancel

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  • Katie - Oh I am praying for you today. I have found myself in tears more than once thinking of the celebration that you should be having for your Cora. How neat that she gets to celebrate her very first birthday with Jesus! I will continue to pray for you during this very difficult time.ReplyCancel

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  • Michael, Dlaina & Ethan Lindsay - Our prayers are with you, you are a very strong women I’m so sorry for you loss!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - oh goodness. Happy birthday to your sweet angel. i dont’ really know how to say what I want to you…first, i am so sad and sorry for your loss. And second, thank you for the way you show your faith to all of us who read. I can not imagine how I would survive a loss of my baby (or anyone close to me), and I am sure that is exactly why God brought me to your site. I am so inspired by your faith and your strength in the Lord, and I know that is what I lack. So, I am working on my faith, thinking and praying for you daily, and hoping I can read your blog someday without choking back tears. peace to you today.ReplyCancel

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  • Emily - Your story breaks my heart. However, I am glad that you know the God who loves you more dearly than you can imagine. Your baby is beautiful and I will be remembering her precious life. Praying for peace for you both as well.ReplyCancel

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  • The Momma Bird - My heart aches just thinking about what you’re going through…I can’t imagine the grief that you’re experiencing.

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  • THE SPIVEY"S - My family will be praying for you today. I know that God will give you the strength to get through this day. He is with you with open arms. Happy Birthday Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Miss G - I pray that He will strengthen you out of His glorious riches. I pray that this evening is brighter than the morning. I pray that each second He is surrounding you with His love. God bless you Joel and Jessica. KellyReplyCancel

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  • The Pifer's - I will be praying for you, God bless you and your family!ReplyCancel

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  • Tanya Moulton - You Don’t know me, but I have to express my sympathy to you and your husband, as a mother I cannot even begin to think of what you are going through. Your faith is so inspirational to me, and I admire you for that. You are exactly right when you say that Cora is having the best birthday ever in heaven.
    You are in my thoughts and prayers! God Bless.

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  • Mandy - Cora gets to celebrate all of her birthdays with Jesus. Praying that the Lord continues to give you the strength to face each day. Cora’s short lives has touched so many. Your faith and hope in the Lord has been an encouragement to so many. May you rest in the arms of Jesus when the days are hard. Those same arms are holding Cora close.ReplyCancel

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  • Alicia - I found your blog today and even though I don’t know you, I find it hard not to continue to sob and feel some of your pain as I read through your last month and a half.
    I celebrate Cora’s life with you today, she and both of you will forever be in my heart and prayers.
    Your story and her very special spirit will continue to touch people and remind everyone of what is truly important in our lives.
    I pray that you both may find strength, comfort and possibly some joy on your beautiful babies birthday.
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  • Anonymous - hello,
    i found your site through nicole bronson’s. i lost a good friend of mine this morning at 2:30am to a very short battle with cancer. he was 25 and an amazingly funny, strong, and determined guy who is now in Heaven and celebrating your daughter’s first birthday…i wish the two of you comfort during this time and know that i am praying for you.
    In His Name,
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  • Margaret - While my heart aches for your loss, I celebrate Cora’s extraordinary life and legacy. Praying for strength and peace for your family. Happy Birthday, Cora!ReplyCancel

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  • Andrea - You will most definitely be blanked in prayer tomorrow. ((Hugs))ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I was praying for you all day long. I hope you felt the comfort of your loving Father today. Know that you loved by many.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Prayers and Tears for you both all day today..We sent pink balloons up to celebrate your Cora’s day..ReplyCancel

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  • Michele - Bless you sweet people in your grief. Praises for the gifts she leaves behind and for the joy in the days to come. God is good.ReplyCancel

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  • lisa - Joel and Jess,

    You don’t know me, but I have been so touched by your strength and faith, I just can’t imagine how you do it. I must say, you have truly renewed my faith in God by seeing you go through such a difficult ordeal. If your story has touched me so deeply, as I see it has touched so many others, there is something wonderful and good to be celebrated. I have been selling many items on etsy for your sweet little Cora and have been honored to be a small part of her legacy at your church. God Bless You both!

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  • Lee Goodwyn - I have prayed for you today. May the comfort of our Healer be with you today and in the days to come! Your strength and faith has touched so many lives!

    ” Be still and know that I am God”
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  • blairspage - It breaks my heart that you had to celebrate Cora’s birthday without her. But, you are so right that she is celebrating with Jesus in Heaven and she is also not hurting there.

    Big Hugs – Tiffany
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  • amy - Happy Birthday, sweet darling in heaven. So many people love you and miss you, though many of us never had the chance to meet you. You have touched our hearts, Cora, and we will be forever changed.ReplyCancel

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  • The Crazy Bus - we are again praying for you here in NJ.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Happy Birthday Sweet Cora- You have made this world a better place! May God bless you and your beautiful family who love you so!ReplyCancel

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  • Midwest Mommy - I commented yesterday but I just wanted to tell you, you have been in my thoughts all day today.ReplyCancel

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  • Courtney and the Boys - Just wanted to let you know that you have been in my thoughts and prayers today. God bless you!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - we sang your sweet song for her too.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Praying for lots of strength for you guys. May the peace that can only come from Jesus surround you today!
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  • kellyb - My son will be 12 yrs on the 5th and he started his sweet life out in the NICU. Every birthday from now on, I will be stop, pray and remember your sweet Cora. If and when you have a moment to sit and reflect I ask that you go to http://www.gomitchgo.com and read their incrediable journey through their sons cancer and death. The faith they had everyday and continue to have made me fall to my knees and grow closer to God. I pray that you will visit their site and be strengthened by their wisdom and love for our Savior as you begin this long journey to some sort of normal. Praying from the plains of NW OK. <><ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Happy Birthday Cora, sweet angel. I am praying that you found her all around you today and she gave you joy and hope. I am so sorry you have to go through this. God Bless you!ReplyCancel

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  • hbmommy - God bless you and be with you tomorrow and always. Much love to you both. Thank you for sharing your lives with us.ReplyCancel

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  • Hoover Family - Happy Birthday Cora…I am sure this day has been like no other…difficult. Cora is with her creator and you will meet again. Stay stong. We are praying lots for your family.
    Praying in SC…just know that she has touched people lives that never met her or you. (thats me)
    I stumbed upon your blog through a friends and I could not stop reading…and crying. Cora has touched my life…and made me look at my little girl in a different light. I am forever greatful to Cora for that. GOD BLESS…ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Happy Birthday sweet girl!! Hope your party with Jesus is heavenly!! Keeping your mom and dad in my prayers!!ReplyCancel

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  • jkck - My sweet Kelsi who passed when she was 10 months old will be there to celebrate with your sweet angel. Happy Birthday Cora! Holidays without all of our angels are the hardest – especially birthdays. The balloon release sounds very nice. Wishing you constant peace and healing.ReplyCancel

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  • The Vigil Family - Prayed for your many times today! We were cleaning out our garage and I truly can not tell you how many times I thought of you guys! Please take care! It is hard but you will be blessed threw your life that will make the hurt lessen! God Bless and stay strong!!
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  • Ohtobebeautiful - I will be celebrating my daughter’s first birthday this Sat and you will never be far from my thoughts. I am praying so hard for you and your family.ReplyCancel

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  • Lindsay - Your faith through your unimaginable grief moves me to tears. I pray for your family daily. Happy Birthday Sweet Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Tammie Maddy - Happy Birthday baby Cora!! We will continue to pray.ReplyCancel

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  • Dawn - I thanked Cora this evening….after I collected myself from a scare. Allow me to explain…After work I pulled into our neighborhood and as Im rounding the 4 way stop to our home that is 3 houses away, I see a woman standing on the corner of the sidewalk holding a little girls hand. I couldn’t see her face but I thought the curly hair looked familiar. I got a better look and yes it was my 2 year old standing there with a stranger!! I pulled my car over and got out and said she was mine and of course my worried face probably said it all. Very disturbing to see your child out in the neighborhood like that. I looked toward the house and I knew my husband was out in the garage. Apparently what had happened was he didn’t have the front door all the way shut and she just helped herself outside and down the street. The lady said she was standing in the street and this is 5pm when a lot of traffic is coming home from work. So here is my little girl, panda bear clutched in her arms, no shoes or coat outside alone, and nothing phasing her. That is an image I will never forget.
    I was so grateful to the lady for stopping and helping and a neighbor guy (who I didn’t know) for helping too. It could have been so much worse. So later as I kept recalling the image I realized that someone was looking out for my baby and how strange that it was on Cora’s birthday. See, your little angel is already doing a great job!ReplyCancel

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  • Holly in Albuquerque - Happy birthday sweet Cora. You have truly impacted so many lives, it’s amazing. A big hug to mom and dad…you guys are amazing. Continuing to pray for you and your family…ReplyCancel

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  • Courtney - Today is also my youngest daughter Lilliah’s birthday. She turned 5 today. From now on we will always remember Cora and you on her birthday. We also release balloons on our son Dylan’s birthday to honor his memory. It is absoultly beautiful to see all of the balloons floating to Heaven. We also attach notes do we can tell Dylan how much we love and miss him and to wish him a happy birthday. Today Heaven is celebrating BIG TIME. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORA!
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  • Krystal - Praying for peace and comfort!ReplyCancel

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  • Chesnye - I know that Cora will have a wonderful Heavenly birthday, I only hope that you are able to find peace and strength on this special day. I will be praying for you and your family.ReplyCancel

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  • elm - I had a baby boy. He went to be with Jesus, too. I can tell you that the pain that I felt – only 20 months ago is not the same pain that I feel today. The sharp and intense pain of losing a child is indescribable. I prayed constantly for God’s peace in my heart. I was granted the peace and grace of God. There will be many rough days ahead. Know that I am praying for God’s peace to fill you and your husband. I am praying for more good days than bad. I am praying that love surrounds you. I pray that you find joy in the time that you spent with Cora. May God bless you both greatly today, tomorrow and always.ReplyCancel

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  • Megan - Praying for you to have peace on this day. God bless you both~ReplyCancel

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  • Vera - Happy Birthday, Cora – my thoughts today are in Heaven right with you, sweet baby!! Praying, praying, praying for your family!ReplyCancel

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  • Heidi - We’ve never met – but I pray for you all the time.

    I know that today must be unbelievably difficult. I will continue to pray for you.ReplyCancel

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  • Sara - I don’t know you personally, but I have followed your story and I thought of you all day today. I said several prayers that God would help you make it through the day as you remembered your sweet baby girl on her birthday.

    I’ll be continuing to pray for you!ReplyCancel

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  • Mandy and Jack - Joel and Jessica,

    I have been and will continue to pray for you and your beautiful family. I don’t know if you’re interested or not, but I would love to redesign your blog for you if you’d like a blog design (no charge of course) – e-mail me at mandy@blogsbymandy.com if you’d like me to design something and I’ll be happy to get it started for you.

    Much love in Christ,

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  • The Stuckys - We’ve been praying for you guys lots today – you are never far from our thoughts! Happy Birthday to your sweet little Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Leah - It’s the end of the day now, and I hope you have felt the peace of God and the arms of Jesus through the difficulty today.
    I’ve been thinking about you guys a lot, and thinking about the strange way that God weaves beauty and pain together…I know the hole in your heart is gaping, and yet even still God shows Himself Good through your beautiful faith and commitment to Him. I don’t know why He chose for it to be this way, but wow, His grace is sufficient, and His power is evident in your lives.
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  • seabafive - Happy Birthday sweet Cora! I have never met any of you, but what an amazing family you were born into! I am sure you are having a fantastic birthday party with Jesus!

    I prayed for you guys today as i’m sure it was a very hard day!ReplyCancel

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  • Kappa Prep - I am continue to say prayers for you all! I hope today was a beautiful celebration of sweet Cora’s life! She is having the best party imaginable, she is celebrating with Jesus!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Falling Around - Joel & Jess,

    You have been in my thoughts and whispered prayers throughout this day.

    I’m sure you’ve imagined this day very differently in the past… I am so, truly sorry. I’ve been praying that you would be able to make some sweet memories with family on this difficult day.

    My kids and I released hot pink balloons for Cora today, as I said we would. We each wrote a little note to Cora & attached them to our balloons. Before letting them go, we prayed together that the Lord would guide each balloon to someone who needs Him.

    I posted pictures of our notes to Cora, and the releasing of the balloons, on my blog. If you should ever feel led to visit my blog, you can click on Cora’s name in my tag cloud to bring up the posts I’ve written about her. I pray it will encourage and bless your heart. No pressure. If you never visit, that’s absolutely okay, too!

    Love & Prayers,
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  • Shelly - I’m so sorry for all that you have gone through, and will continue to pray for you both. Happy Birthday, sweet Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • PamperingBeki - It’s 1:15 am and I’m awake thinking about you and praying for you.

    Christy Klein’s blog (a few posts above this) made me burst into tears, but they were the happy kind.

    People care. They really care. God will see you through this.ReplyCancel

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  • Suzanne - I don’t know you but my heart just aches for you. I just found your blog tonight and started reading through it. I pray you feel peace, strength and love! Lots of love!ReplyCancel

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  • Rachel - I just wanted to wish your little girl a happy birthday. I hope today as hard as I can only imagine was for you also was filled with warmth as you remembered your beautiful daughter. You are in my thoughts always.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristin Stegent - Happy “late” birthday precious Cora!!

    I cannot imagine not having her here for her 1st birthday! I am sorry! I cannot even stand the thought of what you must or could be feeling!

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  • Kristin Stegent - Oh, and I loved that you release pink balloons…that’s really sweet!ReplyCancel

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  • Bethany - My heart is lifted in prayer for you all. Although I am reading this a day ‘late’, know that you have been prayed for many times over.ReplyCancel

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  • Elise - Happy Birthday to Cora!! I am praying for God to just wrap HIS loving arms around y’all and to give you peace, comfort, and strength.
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  • Anonymous - Thoughts and prayers for your family today!ReplyCancel

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  • Mom to 4 Sweeties - Praying today for you all, and knowing Cora is having an amazing birthday celebration in the arms of Jesus. May the peace that surpasses all understanding surround and comfort you today.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Although I don’t know you vand the depth of your pain. You have touched my heart….as you have done to many around the world. God is faithful and He is good. I believe that He will hold you in His hands as you travel this often dark journey through grief. Your daughter was beautiful, and so full of love. I am so sorry you must walk this path… but amazed that you are still able to see the beauty in God’s world and His people.
    God bless you.
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  • Koningskind - Happy birthday Cora.
    You and your parents are wrapped in the Father’s loving arms.
    My little boy is with you there in heaven to celebrate your birthday.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Happy 1st Birthday Cora!ReplyCancel

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  • Elizabeth - Joel and Jess – Prayed for you very much yesterday. Was glad to see the sunshine and praised God for it. A little gift to you from our God. Praying for His blessing for you today…heaps of blessing…ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Thinking of you.

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  • Stacy - i will be praying for u guys tom…..may u have God’s Peace~ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - we will be praying in Ohio…ReplyCancel

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  • Tara - Happy Birthday sweet Cora…I hope you found the strength to get through the day…I feel little tears welling in my eyes and a lump in my throat and I didn’t know your sweet baby, but as a momma the pain is felt no matter if we know your sweet child or not. She is celebrating to her hearts content in heaven…~ReplyCancel

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  • annalee - we are praying for you guys especially much this week! praising God for creating such a delightful, beautiful baby girl and making her perfect and whole now. at the same time overwhelmed with grief for you who are here and missing her so immensely. sending lots of love and prayers from texas.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Happy Birthday sweet Cora. You will live in my heart forever. You have truly changed my life. I will continue to pray for your mommy and daddy everyday.ReplyCancel

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  • Katherine - Praying for you today!ReplyCancel

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  • becky - somehow i happened on your blog and wanted to send my love to you and your family. my daughter was born march 10th and passed away august 17th. she would have celebrated her 5th birthday next week.

    i can imagine the pain you are going through. you have a strong commitment of faith and love and i’m grateful for you.

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  • The little things - happy birthday beautiful baby girl… we’re celebrating your life and your legacy!ReplyCancel

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  • The Gayden's - Happy Birthday sweet Cora…
    Jess and Joel, you and your family and friends are in my prayers everyday, especially today.
    I want you to know that your faith has helped me personally. My daughter Gabriella was born at Wesley two days after Cora’s passing six weeks early. It was your faith that got me through those horrible days in NICU and helped me with my fears after we came home. I was a Christian before but never had I seen so much faith and your blog and scriptures the strength to get through those days. Thank you. I am heartbroken for you for the pain you are going through. During those days at the hospital, I could feel your pain as I was there not very long after. You two have been through so much and I am not sure how you are doing it but your faith is amazing. I know that nothing anyone can say or do can ease your pain but I have faith that God is helping you through this and using all three of you to reach thousands of people all over the united states and beyond.
    Happy Birthday sweet Cora, we all miss you!

    In Christ’s love
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  • Anonymous - Jess and Joel, my heart aches for you both. I know you will find the strength thru prayer. I wish there was something I could do to ease your pain.. I hope that sending my love and prayers helps in some small way… Paula-*ReplyCancel

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  • ReminisceHeirlooms - God bless your family and I pray for your peace on her birthday.ReplyCancel

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  • Susie (So Blessed) - Praying for you as you miss your precious daughter. May God hold you close and comfort your hearts and give you strength to get through each day of this grief journey.ReplyCancel

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  • Hana - Happy Birthday Sweet Cora! Sing Angel Sing! You’ll never know how many lives you’ve touched!ReplyCancel

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  • BenLand - I hope you are able to find peace….Cora was such a beautiful little girl…..her spirit will live on forever in the hearts of all those who were touched by her life…..including me…
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  • Mandi - I’m praying God will be ever present to you in your time of need. Wrap yourself in His arms.ReplyCancel

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  • Lovely Little Flowers - I will be on my knees tomorrow morning. May God hold you as you mourn the loss of Cora and I pray that you will see Jesus and praise Him for He is Good!
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  • Brooke - You are in our prayers. Remember to celebrate Cora tomorrow. I am sure she is celebrating with you. Another family lost their little girl a few days ago and she would have turned 1 on thee 20th of this month. I SO bet that her and Cora will be great friends! Her name is Gracie and her blog is:
    http://www.thegledhillfamily.blogspot.com

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  • PamperingBeki - Praying for you today.

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  • The Schilling's from PICU - Hello to all! I couldn’t type to you yesterday as I was toooo teary all day! My class stopped at 10:03 and said a “happy” prayer and then we sang happy birthday to Cora… I was crying the whole time…… I miss you and am always praying for you! I hope you made it through the day ok, and had peace in knowing she was having an awesome birthday in heaven! I can’t iamagine your pain, so I won’t pretend to, I just know that we love you and are here praying ALWAYS!

    love you all!

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  • Poefam - I am amazed by your strength and am praying for you now. May the peace that only our Savior can bring continue to be felt more and more!ReplyCancel

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  • amy - I forgot to leave a comment on Cora’s birthday but, please know that I continue to lift you up in prayer everyday. I just know that Jesus was holding your precious litte Cora and telling her about how you took such good care of her while she was with you & how much you all love her while you were releasing those pink balloons. What a beautiful sight it must have been…can you even imagine how much she must have giggled?

    many hugs,
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  • Davene - Thank you for sharing your thoughts today. Please know that many, many, many people will be lifting you up in prayer tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • Jenn - My eldest was also born on March 5th.

    I could barely stand to read your words….you are in my thoughts, and will be from here on out.ReplyCancel

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  • Lynn Jones - Jess, I guess I can be considered an “older woman’ now, and I had these thoughts for you. Please don’t feel any obligation to blog if you don’t feel up to it. We are here to be the givers, and for now you are the receiver. Please give yourself time, and grace, and whatever you need. We will remain here, praying for you and sending our hearts to you. I can’t help but think there will be times when you just need to be private, and we will understand. God be with you on a second-by-second basis, you dear, sweet, amazing woman.ReplyCancel

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  • Susan - Bless your hearts today and every day. It’s just not right that you, or anyone has to go through this. But, I can’t imagine those that endure this pain without knowing our Lord and Savior. Happy Birthday Cora…I know you’re having a huge party!

    Going to your etsy store right now…glad it’s stocked up!

    May tomorrow bring a new day and a new hope for you as you walk this path.

    Love and prayers to you,
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  • Anonymous - Prayers, Huggs & Love to your family. God Will Be With You And Keep You.
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  • Anonymous - Joel and Jessica
    still sending you encouragement, prayers today and everyday.

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  • Kristi - I am praying for you both. I cannot imagine what you are going through.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Hope you and Joel are doing okay. I think about you multiple times a day and just wanted you to know that you are thought of often. I hope the building of Cora’s playground in some calm in the storm of emotion you must experience every minute. You are both amazing and so touching to read about. Much love-ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Happy Birthday Cora!

    A Birthday in Heaven

    I heard you crying yesterday

    And felt your heart-sent love

    So I’m sending you this message

    Now, from Heaven up above

    You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate

    My Birthday (way up here)

    I know you’re missing me today

    I feel your essence near.

    God planned a special day for me

    He told me with a wink

    He’d ordered me a special cake

    (It’s Angel food, I think)

    I’m getting lots of hugs from God

    He’s really good at that

    And every time that I walk by

    He gives my head a pat

    Balloons will fill the streets for me

    They float up through the clouds

    And we have lots of clowns up here

    That make us laugh out loud

    There is a birthday carousel

    Jeweled horses ride the wind

    With music playing oh so sweet…

    The magic never ends

    I’ve made so many friends, you see

    We laugh and play and sing

    We ride our bikes and play jump rope

    And sleep in Angel’s wings

    We’ll have our cake and ice cream

    And open gifts, surprise!

    But we don’t blow out our candles here

    Instead, they light the skies.

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  • Anonymous - You are both in my prayers daily, along with others parents who have lost a child. God bless you.ReplyCancel

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  • PamperingBeki - Praying for you tonight as you face another Sunday tomorrow. I’d imagine Sundays are tough.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Hi..Just thinking of you guys. I know tomorrow will be a hard day, every day is hard I imagine. Know that you thought of multiple times day and night. My heart continues to ache for you. My prayers are with you..

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  • Zaundra - God bless you all, for your strength, courage, and faith.

    The Lord has you all in his arms right now. My heart just pours out for you all. I was in tears after reading your blog. I know this is the hardest thing. I lost a baby in 2003! Very hard to deal with but I will tell you to continue to be strong. Hold on to the Lord because he guides us where he wants us to be and that is living a peaceful life. Being able to remember his promises for us and why things happens. Your daughter looked just like a little angel. Just beautiful. I would hope that her and my baby girl meet up in heaven to play with one another. Her name was Heavyn! God Bless you all and my prayers are with you all forever. All those happy memories will always bring her back to life. Just beautiful!

    ” The Lord is near you, even when you don’t see him” His Arms are around you even when you don’t see them”

    God Bless You all!

    Butterfly kisses to you!!

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  • The Carroll's - Praying for peace today.

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  • Anonymous - This song has been playing in my head since little sweet Cora went to Heaven. I’m sure she brightened up the place!

    Blessed are the tears that fall
    Clean the windows of the soul
    And usher in a change of heart
    And bring a joy that angels know

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  • Anonymous - Thinking of you Jess, Joel and your families. Will continue to pray.ReplyCancel

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  • Lacey - I haven’t been able to get back here to let you know we’ve been praying and thinking of you all – especially during Evalynn’s celebration – we saved cake for sweet Cora. Hope you made it through the day and got to at least smile a little through your tears. Crying for you now….
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  • Anonymous - Praying for you both, and the extended families. I can’t imagine how difficult it was for you on Cora’s birthday…I hope your faith continues to sustain you in these difficult days. Kind Regards, Leslie in CTReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Still feeling such pain for you and Joel on today, March 8th.
    Hoping that you are finding some peace. Maybe a smile when you think of that sweet baby girl you miss so very much.

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  • Amanda - I hope you will find peace in knowing that Cora is with Jesus on her birthday. What a peaceful thought that is.

    Your strenght makes me want to be better.

    Thank you.

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  • Lisa - I clicked on your blog from Jen Davidson’s blog. She and I used to live in the same neighborhood and both had sons die of cancer. My son was also diagnosed (at 6 yrs old) with stage IV Neuroblastoma in Aug of 2004 and passed away in April of 2005 at 7 yrs old. My heart goes out to you. I am so sorry you are on this journey. Jen was the one that taught me that hope is the greatest gift for a grieving parent. I wish you hope, comfort and peace.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Thinking of you today. Hoping that you are finding some comfort.ReplyCancel

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  • PamperingBeki - Thinking of you today (as always).

    Drew and I had a giggle about you this morning. 😉

    I was in an ornery mood when I woke him up so I said, “Kindergartners, if you can hear me clap once.” He still had his eyes closed but he clapped. haha! Then, “Kindergertners, if you can hear me clap twice.” He got a smile and clapped twice.

    Then we did three times and by that point he was awake and giggling. He said, “Mom, you sound just like Mrs. McClenahan!! I miss her.”

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  • Julie B - I don’t know how you’ve been able to keep going…and I don’t know how you’ve stayed so strong. I know I couldn’t have.
    Prayers to you & your husband from another mommy of a sweet little girl!
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  • The Carroll's - Not a day goes by that I don’t think of your family. Praying for peace and strength today… and maybe a belly laugh or two 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Maddie's Mommy - Every time I look at your blog and your BEAUTIFUL little girl I cry as if I know you. She is amazing and I couldn’t imagine what you had to go through from the time she was in the hospital to this day. I pray that you will be okay while you go through this healing process you and your husband both. Your story is nothing short of eye opening and amazing. Good Luck and I am so sorry you and your family have to go through this. And good luck with Cora’s Playground. I hope you can post pictures of it whenever you get it built. I have already bought a dress and a few hairbows for my daughter on etsy!ReplyCancel

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  • Michelle - I wanted to drop a note to let you know you are still thought of, loved, and prayed for.ReplyCancel

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  • Roark Family - Hello,
    My name is Jaimee and my friend sent me your blog spot because I lost my son to cancer in September…he was 5 months old. The first time I read it was when you had to find your new “normal” and oh, how I remember people saying that to us. I just wanted to scream “WHAT?” but I think I have a better understanding these days of what that is suppose to feel like.

    My son, Gavin Patrick, is also celebrating is 1st birthday this month – the 21st – same day as Dad’s. We plan on going to “Gavin’s Park” with our family, having a picnic, and releasing balloons.

    My heart aches for your family, but know that you are not alone and it seems as though you have a great support system, which is so important.

    Baby Paige is watching over you and wants you to be happy. I wish you nothing but easier days and happiness in the days to come.

    Love,
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  • Anonymous - Hi

    Just letting you know that we continue to think and pray for you..Hope you are finding the strength together to get through the days. Wish there was more that I could do for you other than offer comfort in my prayers.

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  • writing4612 - You’ll make it. God will give you the grace, in the way that only he can do.

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  • Lori - With all of my heart I pray that you felt peace and joy at times during the day as you celebrated your precious daughter. God bless you.ReplyCancel

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Our Etsy shop is stocked again.  This time there is something for the boys. 

We didn’t want the boys to feel left out.  We will try to post a few more things tomorrow.

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We named our boys t-shirt “the tripp tee” after my sweet little nephew Tripp. This is Cora’s youngest cousin and the only grandson on my side of the family. What a cutie-pie.
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  • Vanessa Cavaco - YOUR STORY HAS INSPIRED ME, YOUR WORK IS FABOULOS…I WILL BE DONATING 100% OF ALL MY SALES OF EVERY SINGLE ITEM IN ALL OF MY 3 ETSY SHOPS TO HELP AND GET CORA’S PLAYGROUND BUILT 🙂
    GOD BLESS
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  • The Jones' - YAY!!! I have a 10mo old son and am pumped about the new stuff! Sending hugs and prayers!
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  • Michelle - I love the boy stuff! Thanks for thinking of us in the testosterone filled houses.ReplyCancel

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  • Christine - Super-cute stuff!! You gals have been busy!! I hope these things put you one step closer to that wonderful playground being built for sweet Cora. We’re in TX and my 5 year-old daughter keeps asking if we can go to “Cora’s Park!” I cannot wait to see what God will do 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Shelley - Aww I am sad! The dresses were gone before I could get to one 🙁ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Everything you’ve made looks amazing. Can’t wait to get something for my daughter.

    Continually praying for you.

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  • eLiZaBeTh - Thank you for sharing, even in your grief…To read how you praised The Lord, even while in such pain & heartache really touched me. Oh, what a friend we have in Jesus! I will be praying for you & I will be donating…ReplyCancel

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  • Heather - Love the boys’ stuff!ReplyCancel

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  • Susan - Your items are absolutely adorable and I love the new boys stuff.ReplyCancel

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  • michelle - I love the new shirts!! They are too cute…but I missed out again! I think I am going to have to stop sleeping on the nights you list items! lol If you get to the point of taking special orders..I will have one for you! 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Christina (aka - Tina) - Jess & Joel,

    Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers constantly. Your faith in our Lord is inspiring and beautiful. I hope you find comfort and strength through this work and building Cora’s playground. I made my donation today. I wanted to make sure that I made it before Cora’s birthday.

    Thinking of you –

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  • Stephanie - I missed out on the girly stuff again 🙁 I checked last night before I went to bed and it wasn’t stocked yet and then this morning it was all gone. guess I’ll have to wait until next time 🙂

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  • Jenny - I found out about you through the Kirtley’s blog. Your story is so inspiring. My family prays for yours everyday. You are such a good example of how we should live our lives. Thank you for sharing your story with all of us.(I keep missing out on the dresses! They are too cute!!)ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - You know Jess your husband is amazing as well. I haven’t been able to watch Cora’s celebration but I did get to listen to it. How very hard it must have been for Joel to speak. I can’t imagine what life must be like now, at home, for the 2 of you. You, Joel and Cora continue to touch my very soul! I am so glad that you are holding on to each other at this time. I am thinking, talking about and praying for you guys multiple times a day.
    Glad to see the little boy stuff! My little one is 8 months so maybe if you guys could make something in the 12 month size.:) I think you and Grammy will be busy busy for a long time to come.

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  • Lauren Kelly - What a beauty that little boy is and what cute stuff!!! :o)ReplyCancel

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  • Jamie, Quinter, KS - People are buying up your cute little dresses and t-shirts, etc. like crazy! I’m just not fast enough! Please keep the Cora t-shirt dresses coming. I’m going to get my hands on one, one of these days! I’m sure you’re about out of apple fabric by now but that one is my favorite! I can see why you loved Cora wearing it.ReplyCancel

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  • PamperingBeki - Those are really sweet. 🙂

    If you get to feeling saucy and want to do 2T or 3T, I’d buy one. But please don’t feel obligated.

    I was thinking over the weekend about how God works… I had a LOT of pressure to homeschool my kids or put them in private school. We caught a lot of flack for not doing that. We’re not opposed to that if the time comes but for starting out we really felt like God wanted us in the public school.

    As soon as I met you I understood why. And now, several years later, seeing how things are playing out, it’s become even more apparent to me.

    You’ve changed my life. You’ve changed my kids’ lives.

    It all goes back to – God knows what He’s doing!! Even when I don’t understand it, He knows.ReplyCancel

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  • Mrs.Naz@BecomingMe - These are so cute!ReplyCancel

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  • Momma_Hug - Yay for boy stuff!! They look great! And Tripp is just too cute!ReplyCancel

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  • Monica - Such beautiful pieces! Once again I missed out on the sizes I was looking for 😛

    I’ll keep trying. Thank you for sharing your journey with us.ReplyCancel

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  • ml - Just thinking of your family and praying for you this week.ReplyCancel

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  • blessedmomto7 - ADORABLE STUFF JESS! By the time I get there, you are all sold out 🙂 My boys are T sizes Love the Caterpillar shirt HUGS!ReplyCancel

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  • Nicoolmama - I am wanting the apple print girls dress! It sells out soooo fast! Will you pretty please make lots more?
    You and your “Etsy Crew” are pretty talented.ReplyCancel

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  • dg darling - I am so glad that you are hanging in there! I have kept up with your blog for awhile now and am so sorry for your loss but so inspired by your faith. I hope you won’t think I am insensitive but I was wondering if one day, when you feel able, you could tell us what happened the night Cora died. By that I mean she pulled through the surgery and then the next post said she had passed away. I hope this question doesn’t in any way make things harder. I still pray for you and your husband daily and will continue to do so…

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  • Maureen - Too Cute! You guys are amazing! What a cute idea and a very special name too.

    Thinking and praying for you everyday!

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  • wife.mom.nurse - The shirts, adorable.

    The baby, darling.

    You…in my prayers.

    With love,
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  • Becky - what cute cute stuff! I can’t wait to visit your etsy store 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • The Mershawn's - Hey guys, just wanted to say I still think about you 3 everyday. Praying for God to make it better. Hang in there. The more pushing, the farther you’ll get. He’s there. Sending love and hugs your way.
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  • Karina - I was too slow again…But wanted to congratulate you on your continued etsy shop success. I will keep lurking in your store front until I can grab a dress or a t-shirt that will fit my kids…And keep lurking on your blog to see how you are holding up.

    Cora still brings me to tears every time I think of her (which is surprisingly often since I don’t even know your family!). I am sure it is very, very hard for you right now.

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  • Jill - I love the boys stuff!! Really adorable!

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  • Susy m. - I can’t find where to buy any stuff. Did you sell out again?ReplyCancel

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  • Stacy Lord - JESS!
    I cannot get on the etsy site fast enough. Everytime I click on there, everything is sold out. Well, I have a 3 year old (on Sunday) boy and am expecting another (not sure if boy or girl) in Sept. So, we will certainly keep coming back to your site. I am so glad that your new project is booming with great sucess. We continue to hold you and your family in our hearts and prayers. Keep up the good work. Maybe one of the these days, I’ll get on there before everything is gone!
    Take care and God Bless,
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  • Anonymous - my goodness-sold out again!!! Do you think the LORD has anything to do with this? 😀ReplyCancel

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  • Mandy - Seeing all of those cute lil boy clothes makes me want to have one! So cute!

    You are in my heart and thoughts right now. Especially with Cora’s birthday tomorrow! Make sure you have a good cry. I’m sure I’ll shed a few myself, as I have done everyday since I found you! Thanks for everything!ReplyCancel

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  • Whimsical Creations - Those are too cute!! Your nephew is adorable.ReplyCancel

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  • Judy - Not again 🙁 Sold out before I ever got to buy anything!! Oh well, I’m just thankful people are excited about supporting you guys and loving you through your grief! The Lord brought you to my mind again this morning and I found myself praying for Joel and Jess (as if I knew you guys)! Praying that God will pour out his blessings on your lives!ReplyCancel

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  • The Hills - I only know your family through your blog, but I saw that tomorrow will be Cora’s birthday. I just want you to know that my thoughts and prayers are with you all. I can not imagine your loss. You all are so strong and are living how God wants you to.
    Take Care and your Etsy items are adorable!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - i will never get a chance to buy anything!! by the time i get home from work all of your stuff is already gone!! 🙁 it’s all too cute!ReplyCancel

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  • Mark and Mandi - So happy for your Etsy success! One of these days I will get a Cora dress before they all sell out:) My prayers continue to be with you all!ReplyCancel

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  • Kylie, Jesse and Asher - Thank you for your transparency in this challenging season! I love the boy stuff and will be finding something to purchase for sure for out little guy! I’m praying for you and for Joel!ReplyCancel

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  • Courtney - Too Too Cute but I keep missing the girly stuff. I’ll keep trying.

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  • Christina - I keep checking for your stuff, but it’s always gone already. I purchased some things from another seller, but really wanted to support you directly. I’m happy I was able to do what I did, though. I pray for you each day, many times, as I go throughout my own day. Will you be selling anymore things? I will be lifting you all up continually.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristi - Oh, goodness! I missed it again! I hope there will be more soon :).ReplyCancel

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  • Falling Around - I love the little boy’s tree t-shirt… too cute!!

    I visited your etsy shop again today and see that you are all sold out again!! You gals are gonna have to open a factory to keep up with demand.. LOL!

    Love & Prayers,
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  • Anonymous - I missed it again! That’s okay though, I am just SO happy that so many people out there supporting Cora’s playground and your family. I will have to be quicker next time 🙂 I know that even though a few weeks have gone by, you both need prayers as much as ever. I will continue to pray for you daily. I realize also that tomorrow might be a tough day for you. Of course Cora will have a glorious celebration in heaven, but for her parents here on Earth her birthday has to bring some sadness. I just want you to know that I will be really lifting you up to the Lord tomorrow and pray that he may continue to be your strength and your comfort. My daughter and I are going to get a balloon tomorrow and write “Happy Birthday Cora” on it and then send it up to her in heaven. God bless you both.

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  • Kristi REDISKE - Well-I missed out on the dresses-I checked first thing this morning and they were gone-unless I don’t know what I am doing-HA! I am so thankful that you are doing so well-I know you all must be exhausted. I still am hoping to get a dress for my granddaughter but I do understand that you can only do so much. Thankyou for sharing with all of us people that you don’t know-but we feel like WE do feel like we are getting to know you. You are awesome and I know your little girl Cora would be so proud of her parents and grandparent. Praise the Lord for you.ReplyCancel

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  • Carey - Darn it! Sold out again. I’ll keep checking. I’d love to see the toddler girl dresses!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I think I am computer illiterate. How do I find the site. Did I miss a link somewhere??ReplyCancel

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  • Brian and Staci - WHOA! I just went over to Cora’s shop and look for boy stuff…and you are wiped out 🙂 WOW! Amazing!ReplyCancel

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  • Brian and Staci - I am on my knees for you right this very second….it is 10:15 and hope your heart can feel all the prayers being offered up for you today.ReplyCancel

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  • THE SPIVEY"S - I am so excited that you are going to be having some boy clothes. I know that my little Christian will wear them well and with pride.ReplyCancel

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  • Amanda - Did you all sell out again? I am dying to buy some things…I am so happy for your success and so sad for your loss…wishing you peace and love in the coming days. And PLEASE…more stuff in the shop!!ReplyCancel

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So many people are asking how we are doing.  Honestly, we often want to answer “horrible”. The ache we feel as we grieve the loss of our little girl and how much we miss her is something I can’t even describe.  Really, we are doing OK (which is what we usually tell people).  We are taking things day by day.  We couldn’t make it through this in our own strength.  It is the HOPE that we have in Jesus that is getting us through each day.  For that we are so thankful.

We are officially home now.  We had been staying with my parents since we got back from Colorado.  It was too hard to go home.  Our house is SO quiet without Cora.  This weekend we felt like it was time to go home though.  It has been good to be in our own house.  We haven’t slept in our own bed for over a month!  But it has been hard too.  We miss Cora and it doesn’t feel “right” to be here without her.  The evenings are the worst for me.  Thankfully this is when Joel is home.  Can I just say that my husband is wonderful?!  I can’t imagine going through this without him.  He has been a rock when I need him to be, but also so willing to talk and cry with me.  Joel is amazing, but he desperately misses his little girl too.  Pray for strength for him as he continues to work and figure out how to lead our family through this hard path we are on.
“When all that is good falls apart,
what can good people do?”
The LORD is in his holy temple;
the LORD sits on his throne in heaven.
Psalm 11:3-4
I read this verse this morning and found myself having this same question that David did. What do I do when I feel like my world is falling apart?  What do I do without Cora?  I know that God is good.  I know that He is in his holy temple.  I know that He is sitting on His throne in heaven. And I know that my sweet Cora is in His loving arms.  But my heart still aches.  Joel and I have decided that all we can do is cling to His truth.  Even though we don’t understand and it doesn’t make sense.  God is unaltered by our storms.  He can use our tragedies to bring glory to His name.  We have been so blessed to already see evidence of how God is using Cora’s story to draw people to Himself.   How awesome!
So, that is a glimpse into our lives right now.  We are so thankful that people are continuing to pray for us.  We are so thankful for our friends and family and how our community is surrounding us with such love.  We are thankful for the encouragement from all our new blog friends.
Now I am off to my mom’s house to continue crafting.  There are many dresses that are about ready to be listed in our shop.  We are hoping to fill up our shop tonight or tomorrow.  Keep checking back!  
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  • Maureen - You are continually on my mind and in my prayers.

    A blog friend in WA,
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  • Trasie Bressler - I have been following your blog since I received an email about your beautiful daughter and I just sit and cry as I can’t imagine your pain. You are an amazing family and God must be so proud of all of you and what an awesome witness you are for Him and His glory. May God be with you from now until forever as you grieve and as you move forward. God is good!

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  • Anonymous - Hang in there–grieving is hard work.
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  • Claire from NY - God Bless you both. Cling to each other for strength.ReplyCancel

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  • oh, the places you'll go... - hey Jess! Thanks for posting! I’m praying for you and Joel so much here! Wish I could walk down to your house for a visit. Love you!ReplyCancel

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  • hoosier68 - I continue to follow daily and understand how difficult it is for you. I believe that God will give you the strength you need and that Cora will always be your shining light.ReplyCancel

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  • PamperingBeki - When you’ve done all you can do to stand, just stand.

    I can’t even imagine the pain and roller coaster of emotions from hope, to sadness, to despair, to relief, to guilt for being smiling and laughing occasionally. Just hold tight to each other and to God.

    I don’t know how, but you will make it. You will.

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  • Anonymous - You and your family have not left my thoughts or prayers in weeks!! I will continue to keep lifting you to Him!! I think it is an awesome thing you and Cora’s grammy’s are doing to honor you little girl!! You truely are Godly people who have been through more emotions in one year than most go through in a lifetime!! Praying, praying, praying!!! I’m loving the dresses as well!!
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  • Heather's Home (aka Chez Hez) - Jess,

    You and Joel are continually in my family’s thoughts and prayers. I prayed for you this morning on my way to work along with some family friends who are going through a bad patch. My job every day is to type about sick babies and little people and so you and Joel and little Cora are never very far from my mind…please, know that there are so many blessings and hope being sent your direction from every little nook of our world. Take care and give that man of yours a hug. He’s a great partner to be walking through this world with. *HUGS*

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  • beckley - still praying for you.
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  • michelle - I continue to pray for you and Joel. Your faith is amazing…you are going through this tragedy and are encouraging me with your words/faith. I wish I could do more for you and your family. I am so thankful that I came across your blog and have been able to lift you up in prayer.ReplyCancel

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  • Sara - I check your blog every day to see how you guys are doing, and i’ve never even met you! My heart went out to your sweet, adorable little angel, and it goes out to you and your hubby as well. You are continually in my thoughts and prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • Molly - Still praying for you. I miss Cora for you and I’ve never even met her!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Someone was selling a necklace in their etsy shop for Cora Paige that said “be inspired”. That is what you and Joesl are doing for me”inspiring me” to be a better person, to look deeper into my faith oh for so many reasons. THANK YOU FOR POSTING. I continue to think of you and beautiful Cora day and night. A day doesnt’t go by that I am not in tears. I don’t know how you do it even with your amazing faith..Just know that you are AMAZING to me..Oh how I wish I could take your pain away. I know how empty these words must seem but they come from the heart..

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  • Amber - Oh how my heart aches for you and Joel. It has to be such a hard road to face but your faith in God is so unwaivering through this difficult time. You guys are an encouargement to many. It is awesome to see you and Cora’s grammies making dresses and opening up an Etsy shop to honor your little girl. She is the shining light of this project and your inspiration to continue to make a name for your precious angel. She has truly made an impact on thousands and for that her name will he shouted from the Heavens forever. Thank you for continuing to post so we can know exactly how to pray for you and Joel. I will continue to pray for your strength and peace that only God can deliver to help you through this difficult ordeal. Your family is always in my thoughts and prayers and I will continue to lift you up for days, weeks, months, and years to come as you continue down the road to peace and comfort.

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  • mommaof4wife2r - jess…you precious thing you! i am so praying for you and joel every day…many times. your feelings are so sincere…and i am so glad that our Lord never changes and that in the midst of all that you are facing, that you stand firm on the faithful one, knowing that He never changes. oh that makes me happy…and i know you will find strength in that too.

    today on my blog for tuesday’s tribute, i am donating $1 a comment in honor of tuesday whitt and your sweet cora to neuroblastoma research. i know it doesn’t make life easier or your pain less, but please know that cora is still making a difference!ReplyCancel

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  • Sharon - I have been following your blog since the day before Cora’s death but I have left only one prior comment. You don’t know me but I feel very close to you and Joel and most especially little Cora. I have not spoken because I cry every time I stop by and I have feared that my comments would do nothing to lift you. But I must tell you that you are an inspiration to so many who read and never comment. You will never know. It is easy to speak the Christian word when all is well but in the deepest of valleys the truth is revealed. What is revealed in you by your constant reliance on God is unfaltering love for and confidence in the goodnes of our God the Father. You’re response to the most horrible loss a parent could endure is glorifying God. Nothing can remove the hurt of Cora’s death. Even I still grieve and I’m only an observer. Give yourself permission to grieve and continue to show the world that God is good. Thank you so much for sharing your faith with us all. God bless – SharonReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Joel and Jess-
    We are continuing to pray for you as you grieve and adjust to life without your little girl.I cannot imagine the pain you feel, but always remember that we have a great God who uses even devastating circumstances for His Glory. If you continue to trust in Him, he will faithfully lead you through this deep valley. Your family has been an amazing witness and inspiration to many of us. Hang on to God’s promises and to each other, and the peace, that only He can give, will come. Cherish all the wonderful memories you have of little Cora. God must have needed that special little angel, and he chose you, Joel, and Cora to bring Glory to His Name. We will continue to hold your family before God’s throne. Love from a blog reader in NE KansasReplyCancel

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  • Monica - I think of you and your family often and keep you in my prayers. It pains me to think of your loss and I cannot imagine how you must feel.

    I hope I’m fast enough to snag something from your shop this time! I was much too slow last time!ReplyCancel

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  • Misty Rice-Baniewicz - Im crying again with you today. I think of you the most at evenings….. as I did when it all happened so suddenly. We have so many questions…but you never have to share that sad time with us. I was so in shock to hear about this little girls lost fight to cancer.

    I cried MANY, MANY nights and at random times I still do when I think of you and Cora. Mostly about you as a mothers broken heart. You are so wounded. I have experienced this over the years through my aunt who lost my cousin in a car accident. Her only daughter.

    I am so proud of Joel for being so Godly and such a loving husband and father. Cora was so blessed, as blessed as you both were to have her.

    I know this month will be the hardest, because you will not have a birthday party to plan for…. but in truth, I think you do have a party to plan for…THE BIG PARTY…. and the more people you two continue to lead to Jesus, those are invites to THE BIG PARTY and one day we will all celebrate with one another, even little Cora. Can you see it??? Oh what a day it will be. I know it can’t get here fast enough for you, sister,….but just think… we want that party to be the biggest it can be and until then YOU (we) all have some work to do.

    Thank you for constantly showing me how I want my faith to be with God.

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  • Kristi - What a legacy your little Cora has left and what an inspiration you all have been. I am so amazed in the strength that you have found. I pray for your family every day and will continue to do so.

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  • Andrea - I cannot imagine your pain, but am so thankful you find peace in the Lord. It breaks my heart to even think of losing a child, and here you are in the midst of your grief, still bringing glory to God.
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  • Anonymous - We will t contunie to lift you up in prayers as go through the grief process. Blessings
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  • Falling Around - Jess,

    Thank you for being REAL with us and for continuing to share the steps & stones of this journey with us, your faithful readers.

    I cannot imagine how difficult it must be to be back at home without sweet Cora. But I know many are on their knees for you and Joel. God will continue to provide strength for your weakness.

    The rushing river of grief that fills your heart will eventually abate. I’ve seen it happen. My mom lost my little sister at birth when I was 16. It seemed like everything reminded us of our loss and pain. All goodness was shadowed by it. It will not always be so. But it does take a lot of time.

    You are in my thoughts and prayers daily,
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  • Ashley - I started reading not too long ago and every time I open your page I just dissolve into tears. Your strength is amazing. My daughter, Stella is 10 months old. I just can’t imagine and I know you hear that all the time but you are in my prayers. I’m not one to pray that often, but for you and your sweet baby girl, I will. Everyday.ReplyCancel

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  • Samantha - Throughout the day I find myself stopping in my tracks, It literally makes me breathless knowing that there are mothers out there with the ultimate broken heart… It is something I think about often but cannot fathome… I just want you to know that you are so so loved, your husband is so so loved and your little Cora is so so loved and thought about every second of the day by thousands of people. I just wish that I could carry atleast a little of the pain and grief for you so that you can be at peace…

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  • Anonymous - My tears and prayers pour out for you. I can’t imagine the hurt that you both are feeling. I know it is soooo hard to remember that the lord makes no mistakes I know that you might not question it but I can’t help but to. She is such a beautiful baby girl. I continue to pray for you as does my husband last night as we were eating dinner i shared your story with him and then we prayed we prayed hard that you and your husband can find peace and the hurt will begin to ease a little.
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  • The McBrayer family - You are precious…one of the most precious souls I have ever read about. Your words are beautiful and your faith…amazing. What an inspiration you are to others and what an inspiration your story is and will continue to be. My heart literally aches for you and I am praying for you daily.
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  • Enos Family - jess,
    I think about you every single morning, especially when I see my daughter. I haven’t prayed since college, but I have prayed for you and your family every day since reading your story a month ago. I check your blog daily. We almost lost our son at two weeks old. He had open heart surgery ten hours after our two week well-visit where I thought everything was fine. He was flown in a helicopter to Stanford without me, & I thought THAT was hard. We were so fortunate that he made it, but not a day goes by that I don’t think about it. I don’t know what I would have done or how I would have coped. You are such an inspiration to me. You have such faith and I do think that is the only way to survive a loss like this. I admire that so much. I will continue to think about you and pray for you and Joel.
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  • The Jones' - Your faith in God is truly uplifting. I continue to pray for you and check in with you (your blog) daily. It was good to get a review..was getting worried 🙂 Can not wait to see the new dresses! Sending you much love and prayer,
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  • Sarah Joy - Jess, I pray that you can continue to hold fast to God’s word. It is the only thing that can adn will carry you and your precious husband throught this time of deep grief that no one else can understand. When I suffered a tragic loss seven years ago the WORD was the ONLY thing that kept going and still keeps me at times. His promises adn words kept rushing back to me sometimes loud and clear and soemtimes still and soft but always true and with comfort for where I was in my grief. Seven years later my husband and I both know that still only God understands where we are each day in our grief (ours was not the loss of a child but of his mother although it was an accident involving our son). Seven years later we are still very much in that grievign process adn it is okay, we have finally given ourselves permission to be there and the freedom to allow ourselves to fully grieve. I pray for you, that the Lord will help you to have the freedom to be exactly where you are in this hard process today…to not be worried about where the world may make you feel you should be or what the world may you feel like. Sometimes it seems that your world has stopped but the rest of the world is still moving… you are right, your world did stop when sweeet Cora died. It is okay for you to stay there and allow the Lord to work in you there for a while before movign on. Trust him to lead you through the grieving processes. I am praying for you often and you are right, you have a precious husband who certainly loves you and his Lord!ReplyCancel

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  • A Fun Family - You both are still in our prayers too- constantly. We have 4 children, so they remind us so much of Cora, especaily our youngest daughter. Cora’s story has made an impact on our lives…encouraging us to treasure our precious children even more than we already did- and to always be thankful for each day of life God graciously grants. Her story encourages us to steadfastly seek His will and rest in Him even more too–God’s ways are perfect, even when we don’t understand. We must live continually to glorify Him- as that is our purpose in life. He will give the strength that is needed day by day. We rejoice that this is the case in your family. That brings glory to Him!
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  • Megan Barber - Your family continues to be in my daily thoughts and prayers… I plan on buying one of your pretty dresses for my baby girl. Your faith and prayers to God have truly inspired me to always keep Him close to my heart. My family is sending love and comfort your way…

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  • mommyof2sons - You and Joel are in my prayers. Your faith is amazing. I think of you so often!ReplyCancel

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  • Julie - You continue to be in my daily prayers. My heart goes out to you and Joel and all you are feeling. I remember after I lost my babies that evening was the absolute hardest. Something about the darkness and quiet of it all. Know I am praying for you in those times.

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  • Megan (mommyesquire) - What a wonderful verse. Thank you for bringing it to me today. I continue to pray for you daily.ReplyCancel

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  • Carole - You are such an amazing example of what your love for God can do to bring so much good out of such tragedy. The scripture you quoted in your post so beautifully describes the faith that we should have in our Lord, most especially when life throw us things that threaten to tear us down. May your faith continue to guide you, and the others whose hearts you’ve touched, to a closer relationship with God. I know you’ve done that for me, and I hope to pass that on to others in my life.

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  • My name is Megan... - you guys are so strong! I’m praying for you 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Kristi J - I think of your sweet family every single day, and include you in every prayer. Even though I have only known of Cora through your blog, she and you both have touched my heart and soul in ways I cannot even express. You are suffering such an unimaginable pain and loss, and I agree that without the Lord to get us through our difficult times I don’t know how it could be done.

    My prayers are with you always,
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  • Wibeche og Rune - I feel so sorry for you.
    We are still praying for you.

    Blessings from Norway

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  • Michele - I continue to be inspired by your strength and your commitment through your grief. I suspect that this sentiment is shared by believers like myself and non-believers alike. Thank you for being an example of faithfulness. Continuing to pray for you and your families. God bless you and make His face shine upon you.ReplyCancel

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  • Tricia boutellefamilyzoo@yahoo.com - I have no words that really matter, but please know that you continue to be in my prayers. I linked to your blog a couple of days ago so that some of my family and friends could join in lifting your family up to the Lord. The strength of your family lifts me up everyday. Thank you. God Bless you.
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  • Connie W - My heart goes out to you.
    My sister lost a little boy to congenital heart problems when he was two and I remember the desperation she felt and the struggle. His death affected everyone in the family and it was such a sad period but they/we all got through it one day at a time.
    You have my deepest sympathy. May God continue to bless and keep you and hold you close.ReplyCancel

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  • Judy - Praying for you even as I read your blog! Thank you for continuing to share your journey with us as you cling to Jesus!

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  • Party of Five - I am a fellow blogger and I know you don’t know me, but I think about you and your family everyday. My children and I pray for you every night and we thank God for your little Cora. I wish you continued strength and hope wish you luck on your journey to find some peace in your heart.

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  • Christine - Jess, I am teary-eyed reading your post. I just ache for you. Yesterday, I received a brooch from Joy’s Hope that I had bought for Cora’s Playground. I’ve been crafting & selling on etsy to raise money, and have been trying to do something, anything to help. As I opened my package, I pulled out the brooch and the papers inside. Julie had included a picture of Cora along with the receipt. I nearly had to pull over as I was overcome with such grief and the reality of why we are working so hard to raise money for this benefit. At that exact moment, “Mighty to Save” came on the radio – how fitting, one of the praise songs from Cora’s memorial service. I have shed many tears for you – both for the magnitude of the pain you must be experiencing and for the beauty of our Savior’s love – His mighty hand is upon you. I am so comforted to see how the Holy Spirit has stirred in so many people to surround you and Joel during this time. I am steadfast in praying for you and think of you so often throughout the day.
    *Sorry for the lengthy post!*
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  • La Familia Garcia - May God fill you with his strength and hope as you look to him when you are empty. May you find complete joy in Him alone.

    “May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.”
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  • jennifer rogers - I would never venture to say that I know what you are feeling, nor would I ever want to, but I thought that I would share my story (quickly) with you. In 2006 my father passed away in april, in August I was almost 8 months pregnant when we lost our first little girl and then a month later my mother died in my arms and at that moment I can remember asking God why I was being tested to this level. I now know that it was to make me a stronger person in my Faith and to truly learn about his love and his plan for me. I too know a little about loss and grief and the days to follow after everyone leaves and the phone quits ringing, I too know the sounds of an empty house. I again will never know exactly what you are going through but I do want you to know that no matter how sad you are now that things do get better, I can remember people telling me that I would see my little girl again one day and when I would hear that I would get so mad! I wanted her here with me now! Not later. But as the years have passed I can honestly say that it does get easier, I miss my parents and my little Paige more than words can express but with the love of my Heavenly Father I know that one day I will see them again. I also know without a doubt that your daughter had a purpose here on earth and she served it and continues to do so! I’m truly sorry for your loss, and I do keep you in my prayers and I’ve never even met you! May God Bless you and Keep you in his Arms. Jennifer RogersReplyCancel

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  • Jessatsea - you are both in our prayers every night… prayers for peace and healing.

    Our sermon this weekend was about how when we go through difficult times… it is now that God is working.

    I thought of you then as I do every single day. And you don’t know me… but my heart still breaks for you.ReplyCancel

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  • Rachel - Your testimony is unlike anyone I have ever met. Cora’s life was and is impactful and meaningful. Praise GOD for her!! ~RachelReplyCancel

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  • Peyton's Pages - Though you don’t know me, and I don’t know you other than what you’ve posted, I think about you and your husband everyday, and pray for you often. My heart is so broken for you, and I can’t even imagine how your heart feels. I get so frustrated thinking about your situation, and I know His ways are not our ways, and He would never do something unjust. I am completely blessed by your strength and faith. I love knowing that Cora has impacted the world in such an awesome way. Your family is such an inspiration, and I am glad God is able to use you, and your precious little girl in such a mighty way.ReplyCancel

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  • Toni :O) - May you find peace in this process called grieving. I think of you all each and every day. Each time you two or your beautiful baby girl enter my mind, I say a prayer for you…I always say a prayer and ask God to give you the strength you need to continue on. Continue to hold each other close and I’m thankful you at least have each other. Thank you for sharing this journey with us too as I like to keep checking in to see how all is going. Lifting you up in prayer from Michigan….and thanking you also for such inspiration…I feel so much closer to God because of you.ReplyCancel

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  • Team Martins - You are amazing… Jesus in you is amazing!

    May He be near to you, especially as evening approaches. May He rejoice over you in singing when the quiet is too much.

    Keeping you in our prayers!

    With tears running down my face,
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  • HOPE - HI JESS I WOULD LIKE TO SEND YOU A LITTLE SOMETHING WHERE CAN I MAIL THINGS TO YOU AT. THANKS HOPEReplyCancel

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  • BoufMom9 - What beautiful and honest look into your heart.
    It has amazed me how easily the short lives of some very blessed little children can change the lives of some very lost adults.
    It will forever be Cora’s legacy.
    Praying for your continued strength and faith.
    Blessings.
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  • shepherdsgrace - well…my heart broke all over again for you…will be praying for you…I am so sorry…

    May our Papa’s consolation be a strong presence for you right now, May His Holy Spirit lift you and help you hurdle the pain…

    again, I am so sorry…

    blessings,
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  • Anonymous - So many others have said it so much more eloquently than I can. I have been struggling with what to say since I came across your story several days ago. I, like so many others, have been deeply affected by your story and I just wanted you to know there is “one more” person out there praying often for your sweet family. Thanks for sharing your story and I hope that knowing what a postive example you have set for so many gives you some comfort.

    With continued prayer…
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  • Robin in Benton - Praying without ceasing for you and Joel. I know Cora is watching over you both too.

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  • amyflew - Joel & Jess-

    Everytime I read your blog my heart aches, but yet I find myself returning to check on how you are doing every day. I am amazed at the strength and steadfastness you have both shown in this difficult and trying time. I find myself wondering if something happened to my little girl would I be able to handle it even half as well you two have. I know you are taking it one day at a time which is exactly how you should be handling it.

    Every day Morgan (my daughter) & I pray for you both and little Cora. I pray for peace…God’s grace…His strength…blessings.. and guidance. I hug my Morgan a little tighter every time I think of your little Cora and my heart aches for all the things that will never be for her but am satisfied in knowing that she is now “Home”. Please know you are a inspiration to many and your battle with Cora is leading many down the path to Jesus, now that is what I would consider someone living for God!

    Proverbs 3:5,6
    Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths.

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  • Anonymous - You guys amaze and inspire me and I pray for peace for you both.
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  • Marsha - You are such an awesome family! Your faith will sustain you and help you carry on. Cora will always be loved and remembered. I lift you all up in prayer daily. I pray that one day (maybe not until eternity) you can see how complete God’s plan is. I can’t wait to get one of your beautiful dresses for my baby girl. Your willingness to share your lives has made me realize how truly precious each and every moment is. Love and prayers.

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  • Mommy2QTPies - I was so glad to see a post about how you were doing…I know we don’t know each other and will never meet, but I do think of you and hope you are doing well. I can not imagine going through what you are going through. I hug my 2 kids extra hard every night b/c I know not every parent has that luxury. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers always.
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  • Hollymark - You all are still in my thoughts & prayers. I can’t even begin to imagine how you feel inside, but I know it must be the hardest thing for a person to feel. I’m glad to see that you continue to put trust & faith in God, and that you find strength in doing so. God bless you and your family, and you’re in my thoughts.

    I’m also glad to see the support your Etsy shop has gotten. I will be checking back to see if I can help out 🙂

    Love and prayers,
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  • Brooke - I am one of the people that have been drawn closer to God through Cora. Your little girl is on my mind almost constantly and I have never met you. I have never talked to God so much. I am amazed by the strength you have through Him. I strive everyday to be closer to Him.

    I know this doesn’t ease your horrible pain at all. I just wanted you to know that Cora has changed my life. I am a better Christian because of your tiny girl!ReplyCancel

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  • Melody - I am praying for you guys. I can’t pretend that I know what you’re going through, but you are in my heart and my thoughts, and I am interceding for you. ((hugs)) I am so so sorry.

    Love Melody
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  • mbarker - I love that you are so firm in your faith. Your family has an amazing story and has even encouraged my faith as I have read. In my faith, also Christian, we believe 100% that families are forever. You will see Cora again. Hold her. Love her. I lost my father and knowing that the Lord would never take permanently, something to dear to me has always been a comfort. One day you will still get to raise Cora through the power and love the Lord has for both of you – he will not take something so dear and precious and righteous from you. Maybe just delay it for a time.ReplyCancel

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  • Momma_Hug - I can’t even imagine what you are going through. I would love to say be strong. Instead cry, cry for your precious Cora. But know that when you are “weak” God is holding you too and Cora is right there with him. You are both in my heart. So many people are lifting you up in prayer.ReplyCancel

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  • Angie - I have been praying for you all day today.
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  • forever folding laundry - Still praying for you as well….

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  • Suzie from Iowa - Your story has touched so many lives…Cora lives on! She is absolutely an angel and I thank you for sharing her with us. I know you don’t “know” us, but we are praying for you here in Iowa. My heart breaks for you and we are praying that you continue to use Him to guide you through the toughest hours. You and Joel are amazing parents!! Your little guardian angel is pain-free now. Our thoughts and prayers are with you!!ReplyCancel

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  • Kelli - Still praying for you. Also, the things in your etsy shop are beautiful and I hope they continue to sell.ReplyCancel

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  • The Carroll's - A group of friends are running in a race on March 14 to benefit children with neuroblastoma… I’m running for Cora and for a cure! Thank you for sharing your heart with us- praying big for you and Joel.
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  • Tami in NY - I don’t know if you have heard of this website yet but http://www.glowinthewoods.com is a site where parents are holding each other up also. I hope that perhaps you may find some comfort there.

    My prayers are with you and your entire family as you go day by day through a journey that I cannot begin to fathom. Your grace is an inspiration.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - You might want to read the blog adailyscoop.blogspot.com. She lost a child as well and is an amazing writer.ReplyCancel

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  • Heather - I think of Cora daily and I continue to pray for you guys. Cora’s life has touched so many people, even those that never met her. Her life has left it’s mark in this world, my only prayer is that I can do the same in my life what your sweet Cora did in hers. You are so lucky to be blessed with such an amazing little girl and she is so blessed to have such wonderful parents as you.
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  • Emily - Thank you for sharing baby Cora your story with us all. It has been so inspiring to listen as you tell about how God has been helping you through this all. I can’t even imagine how hard each day must be for you.(I leave your blog each day sobbing wishing there was something that could bring her back to her loving family.) Since the day I came across your blog I have thought and prayed for you and your family. Cora is a precious little angel who has touched so many of our lives. Thank you again for sharing her and continuing to inspire with your words, scripture, and crafts.
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  • Anonymous - Knowing that you will have a family in heaven with Cora once more is comforting — but I pray that your arms are filled and your heart overflows once more here in this world.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Thank you for letting us know how you’re doing! Your story and faith is humbling.

    We’ll continue to pray for comfort, peace, strength, clarity and the JOY of the Lord to fill your hearts through this terrible time. You’re in our thoughts.

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  • Mandy - I am just another person to add to your already long list of comments. I stumbled across your blog in a way that I can’t remember. I believe I was led by the Spirit to you and Cora’s story. After reading about your last month or so, I have been brought to my knees more times than I can ever remember. Giving prayers of faith, hope, comfort and graditude for the blessing of your story in my life. You two are inspiring to me, and upon personal reflection, I realized that, had I been put in your position, I don’t know that I would have had the faith required to continue to stand. You have helped me see that I need to work on my own relationship with my Savior, so that I can stand faithful as you have. Thanks for all that you have shared. God’s hands are working through you! And Cora is one of those angels He sent here to draw His children unto Him! How proud you must be of your little girl.

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  • Mrs. MK - It’s ok to feel like everything is terrible, as long as that verse stays in your mind as well. There have been so many times that I just said “OK” when I should have been honest with those around me and let them lift me up in prayer!!

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  • Allison - I pray for you daily. Thank you for sharing your experience with us. I know that God is doing an amazing thing with the horrible situation you are in. May God continue to bless you and Joel!ReplyCancel

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  • THE SPIVEY"S - I just wanted to tell you that my son and I pray for you daily. Each night before I put him to bed we say a prayer for you and Joel and baby Cora. We can’t wait to meet her when we get to heaven ourselves. I have always been a believer in God and I know that he does amazing things. However, I have struggled with your loss for weeks. I know that he does things for a reason and I am continuing daily to see what that was. My father is in a nursing home at the age of 59. He has what is called Catasil Syndrome and he is ready to meet him maker. I have talked to him about baby Cora and how it has affected me since I just had my little boy 3 months ago. I know that if he was asked he would give up his life for another. He will protect and look after baby Cora when he gets to heaven himself. He has alway had a soft spot for children…he should of had 10 children instead of 2. Continue on that path that God is given you and Joel and I honestly believe that he is providing you a wonderful path for the future.
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  • Polka Dot Moon - Your strength and faith are an inspiration. Hold on to one another.
    Prayers and hugs are being sent to you both.
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  • Micah - Thanks for the update. We’ve been wondering how you are surviving. We’re still praying for you every single day. What a wonderful verse to meditate on.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristi REDISKE - Just praying continually for your family-I cannot imagine what you are going through. My heart aches so much for you and I know you are trusting the Lord, but know it is still so hard. I have a granddaughter about the same age as Cora and I cannot imagine living here on earth without her-so I also pray for the grandparents. I feel a small connection to you all because I am from Newton but now living in Arkansas and I do know some peope who know you all. My mom still lives in Newton too. I cannot wait to see the playground your Church will have because of Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Aimee Bakke - You are in my thoughts and prayers every day. Praying for peace and hope.

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  • Vera - Oh, you are so much in my prayers!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Beck - Jess, it is 6:30pm in Dallas and I am praying for you. Been reading since Cora was in the hospital and am commenting for the first time. My little girl is 7 mos and I often find myself struggling through the early evening – those tough hours with a little one. Tonight I am lifting you up to Jesus, knowing you are missing the nighttime hours you’ve had with Cora. Jess, what you and Joel are going through has had an incredible impact on me. The Spirit so often lays you both, complete strangers and yet Family, on my heart. I felt myself grieving heavily when Cora died. I sensed God showing me that I had yet to entrust my daughter to Him. Can I just tell you that I’m praying for you guys all the time? The Father sure cares for you both, for Him to lay you on the hearts of so many of us who have never once glimpsed you.ReplyCancel

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  • Ronda - May God be your strength to face each day. We adopted a little boy from Haiti in October and he saw me crying after Cora went to be with Jesus. He said “I’ll ask my momma to hold her baby.” Luke just asked Jesus in his heart on Jan. 8th and so I think he knows your pain as he pictures his momma in heaven. We just moved to the Elbing area at Christmas time and are praying for you daily in our homeschool prayer time.
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  • Linkis Family Love - Lots and lots of prayers for you guys from Illinois. You are never far from our minds and hearts. If we never get to meet here, I pray we get to meet in Heaven, some day! Our little girls can all play together!
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  • Chere - Cling to God and to each other. We are not here to question what is right or wrong. God does have a plan for Cora. She is with God who loves her more than anyone could. My prayers and thoughts are with you and Joel.ReplyCancel

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  • Courtney - Jess thanks for keeping us in touch with you and your family. I will continue to pray for all of you. Continue to know that God is with every step of the way and He understands your pain. Looking forward to seeing more stuff in your shop I missed everything last time cause I was to slow that day.
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  • Michelle - I think about if it was my child and I well up with tears and its so hard to think about I have to think something else and I’m not going through it. I think I want to ask if you are OK, and then I think how can it be OK after this? What an insensitive thing to ask. I pray for you daily, sometimes multiple times daily. Some how it doesn’t seem like much. If I lived there I’d bring you dinner or a hug. If I drove there you’d think I was crazy. I see everything going on Etsy and that is so heart warming. I guess what I’d like to know is if there you need… or is it just to know you aren’t alone, because you’re not. You have a whole great big world here for you.ReplyCancel

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  • Allison - I just happened to stumble upon your blog tonight and read through the last couple of months for you. I can barely see to type through the tears…my heart is breaking for you. I pray the peace that passes all understanding stay with you.You are in my prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Jessica: I continue to pray for you both each day. It is good that you are at home again even though that empty feeling is there – it probably follows you everywhere. Staying busy like you are has to help. The dresses are so cute that you and Cora’s grandmas are making. Hope to be able to get some for my granddaughters. Stay strong and take care of Joel – he needs you too. Love, Peggy vReplyCancel

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  • 52freckles - God Bless you + Joel.Your lovely
    Cora was so beautiful.It inspires me to hear the strength you have and reminds me that every day is precious.
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  • Jill - I have been following your blog for awhile now, and commented back a couple weeks ago. I said that your family and Cora have made me realize how important my son is and I was never going to take him for granted. Well, I wanted you to know that I have kept my word. My cleaning, errands, everything, has been put on hold. I spend my time enjoying him instead. He is what truly matters. Family is what matters. I feel so much pain for you and your husband, but I just want to say thank you for changing the way I view my life..God does work in mysterious ways. I will continue to pray for you everyday..ReplyCancel

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  • The Finnans - Oh how my heart aches for you both! I just cry everytime I see your beautiful little girl. Something about her just touches my soul. I admire your strength and love for God. I don’t see how people make it through without him, especially when there is a loss of a loved one. Just remember you will see your precious little girl again one day, and thats a wonderful thought. You guys will continue to be in my prayers during this rough time. God Bless you both.ReplyCancel

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  • John Deere Mom - You are truly inspiring. I hope you find a new normal and life gets “easier” (for lack of a better word) for you and your husband.ReplyCancel

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  • ~Kelli - Many, many prayers for you and your family….I can’t imagine how you make it day by day- empty house and all. Hugs!

    All the etsy stuff is so cute!ReplyCancel

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  • Stephanie - I truly can’t imagine what you’re going through. Keeping you in my prayers!ReplyCancel

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  • Lynn Jones - God bless you two. I pray the Spirit of God takes all the prayers and love being sent to you and uses them to help you through your pain and grief. I just hope you know how much your honesty means–thank you.ReplyCancel

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  • Christina - Many tears have been shed, and I keep thinking of that hope that you speak of, when there will be no more tears, no more hurting or pain or sickness. I’m grateful for your honesty, and I’m sure there are things that you don’t put on your blog (there are things I don’t put on our blog! No one needs to know about all the hysteria…but the good stuff we like to share), but I hope you are able to just “be” when you are together, and remembering. I can’t imagine what it’s like, even though I can feel an ache for you. I think of you often at night, and pray for you both. I will continue to do so. I pray that God will help you to adjust to your home, in its new state. I pray that there can be peace, even moments at first. I pray that you will be able to keep trusting, clinging to the promises, knowing that the hope we have is true, and so valuable. It is a treasure. I know your memories are too. I pray that the Lord God Almighty, the great Comforter, the Healer and the One who lifts up those who are laid low, that He will hold you, each day, each minute of each day, and that you will be able always to go to Him with all of your struggles, doubts, confusion, sadness, love, joy, hope, and faith.
    I wish I had your hold on Scripture-that is a pillar for you to stand on for sure. While I do think you guys are amazing, I know that it is God in you, and I also hope you allow yourselves to be who you need to be while you get through each day-that you do not feel pressure, or like you’re living in a fish bowl. So many people are checking on you, and wanting to do something for you, and wanting you to be okay (even though there is nothing really that will make it that way…). I think it would be hard to be so “open”. That is part of the beauty of your story, you have made yourselves so vulnerable. At any rate, this is a novel. I will keep praying for you, and I praise God that you have one another, and your family around you. You have amazing friends too, it seems. Let them love you, however you need to be loved and taken care of!ReplyCancel

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  • Rebecca - Thinking of you and praying for you daily in Michigan.ReplyCancel

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  • ran shae - i loved that psalm you shared, and i pray that it brings some comfort to your aching hearts during this time. your faith, steadfastness and hope is such a testimony. thank you for that.

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  • purejoy - thank you for sharing how God is sustaining you. continuting to pray for you. blessings, friend.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - You have profoundly touched my life. Thank you for your faithfulness to God. Love you guys, thinking of you often. Thanks for keeping us posted on how you’re doing!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I have been following your blog and praying for you both for several weeks now but this is the first I have posted a note for you. I have been encouraged by your faith. I can only imagine the grief you are going through and I pray that God wraps His arms around both of you every day and gives you peace. Many people have been blessed by Cora. I have been blessed also by your Faith in God. Hold on to His hand and He will walk you through this each day. As you said, you are taking this day by day. Love the dresses you and Cora’s grammy’s are making. I may have to buy one for my grand- daughter. 🙂

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  • Wendy - The arms that hold your precious Cora will continue to comfort you every day.ReplyCancel

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  • Stacia Howard - Bless you! Still in my prayers. What a strength yall are. (((HUGS)))ReplyCancel

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  • Trisha - I lost my baby boy 11 months ago. His 1st b-day would be on Thursday. It’s been a very rough year. God has taught me many lessons. The most recent being Phil 4. Rejoice in the Lord, Always. I had a hard time understanding how I could rejoice when my heart was broken. That’s hard to do when your son dies but it is possible. I see that you are doing some of that already and I hope that you are able to continue to do so. I’ve read the stories of David and Job over and over again. I’m so grateful that God put them in there–it’s a comfort to me. I felt the need to reach out because it was helpful to me to know that others had been through this and made it out. It takes time but it will get easier. Hugs from one mom to another. TrishaReplyCancel

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  • AbeSaves - My heart goes out to you and your family. We lost our son 10 months ago to SIDS. The situations surrounding the loss of our children may be different, but I understand that relentless ache and longing. Taking it day by day is all we can do. May God Bless you with peace & comfort.ReplyCancel

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  • Laura - Your faith should be an inspiration to us all. Your family continues to be in my thoughts and prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristin Stegent - You two are beautiful! I still ache for you. I love Jesus also…and I can’t understand why this happened to Cora!

    Jesus…I don’t even know what to say, just do something for the Macs. Be what they need. Strengthen them in the deepest parts of themselves that ache so bad and feel they can’t even go on, even though in their heads they know they will go on. Jesus, help.

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  • CindyDDD - I can’t even BEGIN to imagine.

    My prayer for you is that today is easier than yesterday and tomorrow will be easier than today.

    Numbers 6:22-27
    The LORD bless you and keep you;

    The LORD make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you;

    The LORD turn his face toward you
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  • Anonymous - You are an amazing couple with tremendous suffering and yet you will glorify HIM! Amazing……so incredible to read your blog and through it all you inspire others. What an awesome God we serve! Thank you for your faithfulness to Him through it all. May God continue to richly bless you and your husband…..you guys rock~ReplyCancel

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  • Heather - I’m not sure how, but I stumbled across your blog. I have spent the past hour reading your posts and crying for you, your family and your beautiful little girl. As a mom, my heart just aches for you both. Words aren’t enough, but please know that I am praying for you all.

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  • Anonymous - You have been heavy on my heart and in my prayers.

    Surely our griefs He Himself bore,
    And our sorrows He carried.
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  • Our Lives - I somehow bummed into your blog back in February. I remembered reading about little Cora and I couldn’t stop crying. My children was wondering what was happening to me. I think I fell in love with Cora. She looked so much like my baby except that she was a bit lighter in her complextion. My baby is about two weeks younger than Cora. I cried because I could feel the pain you are going through (I still do till today when I read your post). I hold Peter everyday tighter than ever because we really do not know our days. I say “I love you” to my children everyday because I want to be sure to do it while I get the chance. I thank little Cora for the reminder. Peter’s 1st birthday is coming up and I was hoping to get something for him from your shop. I love wooden toys but I don’t see any and I have missed the blocks you offered a while back. I might look into the T-shirts.
    Hang in there and know that a total stranger but sister in the Lord is praying for you.
    In Him,
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  • Half of the Style Sisters - I just found your blog and have been reading about this journey you on. I can’t imagine your pain as I sit here bawling. I pray that you will continue to have peace in your hearts and minds and that Heavenly Father will continue to wrap his arms around you and your husband and give you comfort as well as for all of your extended family members. Thank you for sharing this very personal experience with everyone and showing your strength and faith in God. You have touched my life.

    My prayers will be with you.
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  • Anonymous - i have been reading your blog with tears in my eyes. cora was too perfect for this world and God had a different plan for her. how wonderful it is to know that she is no longer suffering and that she will always be watching over her very strong parents. what an inspiration you are to millions. we continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. when my dad was fighting cancer someone told me to always remember when life’s too hard to stand, kneel.
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  • Hana - Your strength through this unbelievable trial is amazing and awe inspiring. I only hope that I could ever face such a trial w/ as much grace as you have! My face is dripping w/ tears b/c I am so touched by your words! I am praying for you!ReplyCancel

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  • Heather - Joel and Jess,

    I haven’t forgotten to pray for you guys daily. It is just unbelievable the trial that you are having to go through right now. May God continue to be your strength and your ROCK! I am praying that you are able to cling to Him. I think that is right…the only thing you can do right now is cling to Him

    What a sweet thing for you to do on Cora’s birthday! I bet she enjoyed those pink balloons so much!!

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  • Michaela - I don’t know if you remember them, but my brother Marc and sister-in-law Sarah met you at the Ronald McDonald House in Wichita. They had the twin girls born at 26 weeks. Sadly, Natalie didn’t make it–she died on Feb 23 a week shy of 4 weeks old. Marleigh is doing well–still chugging along and for this we’re grateful, though as you know, it’s still hard on them to have lost Natalie. I think they too are just taking it “day by day” and hoping that God gives them the strength they need to face each day. Marc had said that having Marleigh is very bittersweet–they’re thrilled to have their daughter, but will always feel the void of not having Natalie. I’ll keep praying for you all–it has to be the worst pain in the world to lose your baby. May God bless you.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - your blog just made me sob and sob i just found this from an email its been going through and through i just fowarded it to many of my friends, i too had cancer when i was three i am also a parent of a three yr. old daughter and am expecting another one. you will always be in my thoughts.ReplyCancel

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  • Tammie - I sit here – tears streaming down my face – feeling the ache of your hearts – and holding on the ROCK with you; I don’t even know you. My sister in law sent me to your blog to pray for you as your little Cora left this earth.

    I am not married, the closest thing i have to kids are my four legged critters – i do have nieces and nephews; my family lost Oliver, my nephew, last year in January – he was still born…it was hard even then…so close yet just missing him. We draw hope and comfort from Christ.

    Love the verse you shared…..He is on His Throne; He is good, and with us in our broken falling apart worlds….May He be ever closer to you – especially in the evenings. The pain will continue…the “hole” will never go away but He is with you…..ever close, ever loving, ever true.ReplyCancel

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Wow! You guys are awesome. We sold out. I mean COMPLETELY sold out pretty much over night. We are so honored that you like our dresses. It feels good to be doing something for Cora.

So we are back to work. More dresses are on the way. Grammy is busy, busy sewing like a crazy lady.

Cora’s other Grammy came over today to help too. They are much faster at sewing than I am.

New fabrics and supplies are just waiting to be turned into something beautiful for your little one. Keep checking back. We will try to add more things to our shop soon.

There have been so many comments left here and messages on our Etsy sight. I will try to answer a few questions since I know I won’t have time to get back to everyone:
*We are making more dresses (we will make some in the 2T-5T sizes too)
*At this point we are NOT going to do custom orders. We had so many requests that it is too overwhelming for us right now. We will keep making dresses in all different sizes and adding them to our shop. Later on when things slow down if you still want a dress we may think about doing custom orders. Sorry!
*The onesie/t-shirt dresses are a onesie or t-shirt that is cut off and then attached to the dress. I usually put Cora in a white diaper cover or matching leggings when she wore hers.
*We will make more burp cloths, hair clippies, and blankets too. We have a few ideas of some new additions too.
*Hopefully my brother will be able to make more blocks, but for now that is all we have. I will let you know if/when there are more available.
*We will start shipping as soon as we can! We are going to be busy, busy.

Thanks again. Really, you guys are great!

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  • Heather - YOU are great.ReplyCancel

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  • Aaron and Shannon - So glad you guys are having such success. Also, I bought one of the dresses…if you want to just bring it to me, you can.ReplyCancel

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  • Amy - I agree with Heather!

    Your stuff is so adorable, and I cannot wait to get my girls some dresses!

    I purchased your last boy set yesterday to give to a friend of mine who is pregnant. I cannot WAIT to give it to her! It looks just fab!

    Keep up the good work, but don’t run yourself into the ground working too hard. People will wait… I promise 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • S. Riggle - You guys are awesome!! I can’t begin to tell you how honored I am to put that little dress on my daughter. I will display the Cora’s playground blocks on her shelf until she is old enough for me to share the story of Cora. I think about you daily, multiple times a day. One day I hope to express how Cora’s story has impacted my life and the life of our family. It’s really hard to put those emotions into words right now, but one day I hope I can. Praying for you and your family…ReplyCancel

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  • megan - I have my fast fingers on this time! I am going to get me one of the dress’s! Blessings to youReplyCancel

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  • purejoy - imagine my surprise when i clicked on an item and it was sold. and then i noticed they were ALL sold. whatintheworld??
    how awesome is that. i love that you have something constructive to take your mind away from the negatives and to give you positive energy. what a blessing cora is to you and i can imagine she is squealing in delight from heaven as her playground is this much closer to being a reality.
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  • Christina - I wanted to support you guys and was so surprised that everything was already gone! I agree with Amy though, take care of you…I pray that you will continue to be able to find comfort and rest in the Father, and that your family can continue to be a refuge for you as well. I am so happy for you that you have Grammies around to help you, in all ways. This is a beautiful thing, bittersweet, maybe, and I am still thinking of and praying for you.ReplyCancel

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  • aimee - Hi there Jess,

    I’ve been worrying about because I thought it might be overwhelming with all the orders and work, but it sounds like you have lots of help and that it is good for your soul. great. I so wanted a dress for my Anna, but they were sold out by the time I checked! And I check your site a couple of times a day!

    I know the coming days will be especially hard as Cora’s birthday rolls around but I am comforted to know that you are surrounded by friends and family.

    Praying for you daily,
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  • Kate - The clothes look lovely, such girly patterns. It sounds like you’re going to be busy and I think that that’s good for now. Glad to hear larger sizes are coming!ReplyCancel

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  • Don, Aimee, Kaitlyn and Kysen - How absolutely awesome that you sold out…usually a bad thing, but in your case it is an answered prayer. Congrats on your success and if the dresses came in my daughters size or if boys could wear dresses, I would have bought one in a heartbeat! Still praying daily for all of you!ReplyCancel

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  • Tami - Whoever is pickout the fabrics and ribbons has fantastic taste and a great eye!ReplyCancel

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  • Christine - I was thrilled to see such a great response to your etsy shop. Like lots of great big hugs being sent to you guys! I hope to get a dress for my little one as you list more. That black & floral circle fabric you posted the pic of is one of my faves!! I just finished up some shirts to list in my etsy store to sell for Cora using that fabric 🙂 Great minds think alike!

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  • Anonymous - I am SO happy that you had an overwhelming response! I tried to log on from work yesterday and everything was already gone! I am very excited about the 2T dresses coming:) I would be honored for my little girl to wear a Cora dress. I still think about you guys and pray for you and your family multiple times a day. I’m sure Cora is smiling down from heaven watching her mommy and Grammy make beautiful things in her memory.

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  • beckley - still praying for you.
    and wasn’t fast enough to buy something last time.
    i’ll try to be speedier this time.
    can’t wait to buy a 3-4T dress.
    grace and peace to you…
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  • The Carroll's - Take your time! We’re all so excited to support the memory of your precious girl!ReplyCancel

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  • THE SPIVEY"S - Your designs are beautiful. Wish I had a little girl to dress her in them. Do you think that you will ever make anything for little boys?ReplyCancel

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  • Michelle - I checked out your site yesterday and thought you might sell out. That is awesome! I wonder if it is an Etsy record. You are amazing, congratulations on such an accomplishment.ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah - You and your family are amazing! And I agree with some of the previous comments, don’t run yourselves into the ground. People will wait for your additions and for their orders. So make sure to take some time to breathe, cause I know all of it has to be pretty overwhelming right now!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - That is awesome! The dresses are adorable! I would love to have some small ones for baby doll clothes. We are praying for you daily!ReplyCancel

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  • mommaof4wife2r - awesome…awesome…awesome! i’m so glad you are doing this stuff! yeah!!!

    i’m gonna work on ordering quicker this time…i’m gonna do it!ReplyCancel

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  • TeeTee - I am glad you are having so much success.
    I found out about Cora through a friend… and I fell in love with her.ReplyCancel

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  • Tracy - Wow! I’ve been following your blog since around the time you lost your sweet little girl! I went to your shop as soon as I learned it was open to buy a dress and was amazed to find the were already sold out! I can’t wait to purchase one not only because they are adorable but because they are for such a wonderful cause too!ReplyCancel

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  • Sheryl from Colorado - Wow! I follow your blog daily and thought I would order some of those adorable blocks. What talent your family has! Much to my disappointment they were all sold out and boy am I bummed. Next time I will be quicker. I notice you come to Colorado sometimes, where do you go? We live in Colorado….Castle Rock and would love to meet you sometime, in fact, you could come and stay with us. I really would like to spoil you and your husband and shower you with much needed relaxation. So if you are looking for a new friend in Colorado…email me at vanduren6@yahoo.com…I would love to hear from you. May the peace of our Lord give you much needed rest and love. Until next time…bye my friend!ReplyCancel

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  • PamperingBeki - Nothing to add, but a big hug for you ladies. 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • ml - I am so excited for you! I can’t wait to get some dresses for my 6 month old! I hope this is great therapy for you and I am still keeping you in my prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - You are FANTASTIC MOM! Tell Cora’s Grammies that we think they are pretty great as well…don’t stress on getting our stuff shipped out…take your time…my heart continues to ache for you and your wonderful family…

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  • Kristi REDISKE - I am excited that the sewing has begun again-you guys are the awesome ones-It is such a blessing to see Coras family busy honoring her in this way also-I know it cannot be easy. I will feel honored myself to own something that you all have made in honor of Cora. I really hope your brother is able to make more blocks-at least 2 more-HA! I had them in my cart and had to leave and my computer must have shut down so they were gone-i was so dissapointed. I will keep looking to see if they are back. Praise the Lord for your family and for your great trust in Him.ReplyCancel

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  • Enos Family - So awesome. All of it. Gives me goose bumps. You are a very special family.
    I didn’t know if I could follow your blog after Cora passed away, it was so sad. I am so glad to check in on you and see your amazing spirit, and your family’s amazing spirit. It brings me joy. I am sure there are still MANY MANY minutes in the day when you are quite sad and upset, but I see you as such an inspiration to so many of us that live in fear of what has happened…watching you is so inspirational, and makes me know that with faith like yours, you CAN be strong and survive something like that. Amazing.
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  • jackson3 - Hey Jess,
    I am Danielle, a friend of Laura Moffat and Ginger Skillen. Wow everything sold so fast! I am just at home most days here in Wichita if you need another hand making more stuff. Email me danj125@yahoo.com please! I have family in Newton so I am up that way alot anyway =)

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  • Anonymous - What about making something with a little picture of Cora on it? Burp cloth etc..
    Your spirit and faith are amazing….ReplyCancel

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  • emleonard11 - Could you post the link to your etsy store? Thanks!ReplyCancel

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  • Kelly @ The Beauty of Sufficient Grace - Congratulations on the huge success of Cora’s shop. It’s amazing to see the Lord work through others. What a blessing! Your items are lovely. Praying for all of you…ReplyCancel

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  • Soon to be Mrs. P - I think about your family often. Im so glad you all are keeping busy.

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  • jennifer rogers - your stuff is SO cute! I loved it all and didn’t get here fast enough to order something before it was all gone! I was wondering if you guys are going to make anything for little boys? I have a son and would love to buy him something in honor of Cora whom we’ve never met but she touched us just the same.ReplyCancel

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  • meg duerksen - so happy for you all! great job! i love the shot of all teh new fabrics….can’t wait to see it.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - You guys are amazing. You really are.

    I want you to know that I watched the video of Cora’s service today and I cried again. I know her birthday is coming up and I want you to know that I plan on wearing pink that day. If the flower necklace I ordered from Etsy arrives by then, I will wear it then too and tell everyone that comments on it about your sweet little Cora.

    I still can’t quite comprehend why God lets things like this happen but your faith makes my faith stronger. Praying for you still.

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  • Anonymous - Oh! I wanted to ask about doing something in honor of Cora. I just feel that it is written on my heart to participate in her playground project more than just buying something off of Etsy. Could you please email me if you get the chance? I had an idea about a plaque if you were thinking of putting one up after the playground is complete. gi_janearng@hotmail.com

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  • The Sweigart Family - What a wonderful thing to keep you busy! And I’m very excited to hear you will be making them in bigger sizes! Keep up the good work and we’ll keep praying!ReplyCancel

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  • Amber - It just makes my heart smile watching you and your family hard at work making things to honor Cora. I know she is smiling down from heaven so excited to see God’s work in all of this and oh what a site her playground is going to be. I think I will have to make a trip from Texas to check it out when it is complete. The Cora store is great, and wow what amazing things you have created. I wish I had a daughter so I could buy a dress but I think my son might look a little silly in a dress. I do hope your brother makes more blocks I would love to buy a set for my son’s room so he can remember Cora and how her story has changed our family forever. We pray every night for you and Joel and to give you strength over the coming days, months, and years. I admire your faith and grace during this difficult time I know it is not always easy. Cora’s purpose and legacy will shine on forever as she has etched fingerprints into my heart. I will never forget her (even though I never meet her on Earth) and will look forward to the day when I see her in heaven to thank her for making me a better wife and mother to my family. Keep the creativity flowing you are making some awesome pieces that others will have the opportunity to place on their child and remember Cora. How great is that!!!! Also remember to take time for yourself, the Lord will sustain you.

    In Christ.
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  • wife.mom.nurse - Those dresses are just so pretty. What a beautiful way to honor precious Cora!ReplyCancel

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  • shelley - i just heard of your devastating loss. I’m so sorry. The Lord will surely walk with you all the days of your life here while you wait to see Cora again. you will be in my prayers tonight.

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  • Candice - Hey there,

    Your stuff is really gorgeous. How about some boy stuff??!! Maybe onsies with blue elephant patches, or something. Anyway, glad you are keeping busy and I will keep checking your store.ReplyCancel

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  • coraannedesigns - The success of your shop is just great, and is certainly a testament to Cora and your family. I think about her daily and pray for you each time I do. Can’t wait to receive my block, I plan on keeping it in my craft room!ReplyCancel

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  • Momma_Hug - You are all doing awesome getting things together! I had never been to Etsy until now for Cora. The dresses are adorable. I look forward to seeing the blankets. I purchased some blocks for our little guy. Your brother did awesome with those!ReplyCancel

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  • Karina - I will buy at least one dress for my daughter and would LOVE to get a block if your brother decides he can handle making more (he must have made 100 already…what a guy!). It would be for me, to keep on my desk – no way my boys are going to get their hands on it, lol!

    I check back daily to see how you are doing. Glad you’re busy and your shop is a success!

    I feel like I need to see Cora’s face every day…I can’t even imagine what it must be like for you. I continue to send you loving thoughts…and to shed a few tears for you every day. You are much admired!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Becky - I’m so happy your shop has had such success! I was too slow this week but really look forward to buying a 3T from you in the future. Blessings to you.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Hey I agree with Audrey that hopefully the playground will have a plaque/ some type of memorial with a picture of beautiful Cora on it for all to see.Hopefully something BIG and beautiful. I too will wear pink on Cora’s bday! You continue to amaze me with your faith, grace and strength!

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  • barb :0) - I loved the blocks !!!! I just became a Great Aunt to a little girl named …. Cora Katherine !! I so hope to purchase a set for her, and to explain to her later, how very special they are !!!!
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  • Anonymous - Jess,

    How is Joel doing? I am honored to be apart of the Cora Playground Project..ReplyCancel

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  • Kelli - So happy for you. Still praying!!ReplyCancel

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  • allison - Cora is everywhere. While I have been keeping you both in my prayers I have found Cora’s beautiful name mentioned on so many other blogs. Her story is making an AMAZING difference in this world!
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  • Falling Around - Praising the Lord for your shop’s sweet success! That is awesome!!

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  • lfhcreative - Your stuff is so thoughtfully created and beautiful. I may have to snag a dress or 2 for my little princess when you restock.

    I hope crafting gives you a little respite from your grief of missing your beautiful Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Momofgirls - Wow! May God bless you more than you could ever imagine! You have been through so much. Thank you for sharing the video, so precious!

    I am so glad you have been busy…and I hope you sell lots and lots of things!

    We will continue to lift you up in prayer!ReplyCancel

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  • Christine - I’ve already commented on this post once, but just wanted to pop in again. I was thinking about you and wondering how church went today. We have been casual attenders on Sunday mornings, even though we’re active through the week. Sunday just hasn’t been happening for us. We made it today – YAY! I thought about you during the service, and prayed for you. I hope you had a restful, peaceful day.

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  • Allen and Debby Graber - Jess,
    Thought I saw you in the hall today at church, but when I looked again, you were gone. I too was one of those that didn’t click on to the Etsy site in time. It all went sooo fast!! Look forward to getting 3 dresses for my granddaughters! I told your mom I could help too if you need help some time.
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  • Kelly - Your dresses are so adorable! I was so excited to see your shop sell out! I’m happy that there are so many people who are helping!ReplyCancel

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  • Mark and Mandi - Can’t wait until you have more up to sell! I’ve been checking every couple of hours:) I’m so glad they sold out so quickly and hope I get to order some this next time!ReplyCancel

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  • HeartSmiles - I too tried to buy a dress, but was too late. Cora has touched my heart and changed my life. I think about her throughout the day, especially when I tuck my kids in at night and I head to bed with a heavy heart. I considered attending the service but felt akward, having never met your family. I hope you have some sort of ceremony to dedicate the playground. I will most definitely make time to attend. God bless you.

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  • The Schilling's from PICU - HOLY COW! I tried to get on their and order one of your sweet so cute dresses, and your right, SOLD OUT! amazing! We miss you. I head back to work tom. and of course am dreading it….. Jaylee is doing good, just got tubes in her ears on Thursday, and handled it like a champ, better then mommy did! ha Thinking of you always! E-mail me sometime if you have a chance! Tell your family hello, and keep up the great work with the dresses! can’t wait to see Jaylee in one of them soon!
    amieschilling@yahoo.com

    love you!

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  • Elise - Wow!! I haven’t visited here in a couple of days, but just noticed you sold out of all your stuff in less than one day. That is awesome!! I am praying for y’all.
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  • Abner & Jennie - Still praying for you guys(you don’t know me, but I’ve cried at my laptop reading your story the past month over and over!) I was hoping to get one of the pretty dresses for my audrey, so hopefully next time I’ll beat everybody else:) I did hint to my hubby for one of the bags someone made and is donating to you guys, will have to see if the hint worked.
    Love to you all.
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  • PamperingBeki - Praying for you on this cold sunny Monday.ReplyCancel

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  • Kirstin - I can’t wait for you to have some “big kids” sizes so that I can purchase one of your beautiful dresses for my preschooler (who insists on wearing a dress 24 hours a day).

    I, too, have experienced the loss of a child (I miscarried in the second trimester) and found crafting and working (and systematically organizing everything in my house) as the best therapy. Better than retail, better than talking to a therapist – there is something about creating with your hands, and your mind, that heals your heart.

    All the best. We think about Cora every day.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Hi! I still think of you guys multiple times a day! I know the days continue to be hard but know that we are thinking and praying for you!

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  • BeeHappy - You are fantastic! Not that you need more people to visit your blog because you are already a rock star but I put your blog as a favorite on another bloggers page! Check my latest entry in your free time. 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Michelle S - Hi I have a two year old son and another son on the way..will you have anything for little boys! I love your dresses but we have no little girls in the family!ReplyCancel

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  • BoufMom9 - OH! I can’t wait to get some of these fo my daughter!
    I am so happy yo will be making size 2T!
    Whatever litle I can do to help make the playground come to be ….
    Constantly thinking of your fmily and praying.
    My dear friend just lost her daughter Tuesday right befoe you lost Cora 🙁ReplyCancel

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  • anne - I just discovered your polka dot market site today, after searching online for birthday supplies since we just decided on that as a theme.

    And I have to tell you…I’m struggling here because I saw the button about Cora Paige, and our daughter’s name is Cora…and she’s about to turn one. And I just read your entire blog and I’m sitting here sobbing at my desk at work.

    I know we’re strangers, but I feel like we’re connected and my heart has broken ten million times today for you.

    Huge, huge hugs. You’ll be in my thoughts.ReplyCancel

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  • Wehoagies - Hi! I too am a total stranger, but am grieving with you about your Cora. I can’t wait to purchase some things from your store, but every time I check the page there is nothing on there. I am new to this “Etsy” thing– does that mean that you are sold out whenever I don’t see anything?

    Thanks!
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  • Whimsical Creations - YAY!!! Congrats on all your sales!! Can not wait to see the new dresses.ReplyCancel

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  • Rebecca - Sending you hugs and prayers from Michigan.ReplyCancel

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  • Team Martins - Using your hands to make something so beautiful for your beautiful girl is inspiring. We will definitely be checking back as we’ve added your story to our bloglist.

    We left a little message for Cora on our blog after receiving our headbands from Joy’s Hope today.

    You remain in our hearts and prayers! May she, and you all, reach many more for Jesus.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Thanks for deciding to make some bigger sizes.

    Even MORE people will never forget Cora because of the things you are making now.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Hey, Jess… I saw your brother in law is in China… we live about an hour from Beijing in TIanjin. If he would want to connect with other foreigners… my e-mail is shicks@ldi-cn.com
    We have 4 kids and moved here to China last August… from Ohio. Just saw he was in Beijing… and i have been following your story… i continue to remember your family and will lift you up to the Father…
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  • Cristy - Hi Jess…

    It was so good to see you and talk with you Sunday. You have such a sweet, gentle spirit about you. My offer still stands…I would love to help out with those trips to the post office. Email if you need anything at all. Praying for you many, many times each day.

    Hugs and love…..

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  • Anonymous - Good Morning..My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you…

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  • Mandie Sledge - so i found you guys on a friend’s facebook page. you guys are incredible. i can’t even begin to think what you’ve been through! your babygirl is beautiful and i’m so jealous of her because of where she is. stay strong, i have a 15 month old son who is pretty much my other half 🙂 i dont know what i would do. but jesus is the best place to turn to. you guys are continually in my prayersReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - My daughter from the Boutelle Family Zoo told me about you and your sweet little Cora. I am so sorry. We ask outselves why? Only the Lord knows. But you’re right, she is in Heaven celebrating with our precious Lord and all the angels today. You will see her one day. She’ll be waiting for you, and you’ll all be together again. What a celebration that will be! I will pray that God will give you peace. SherylReplyCancel

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  • maryboys - just stopping by to say i think of both of you often and i hope the comfort of your family and friends helps in some small measure.ReplyCancel

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  • Paige - Hello, My name is Paige! Just like Cora Paige. I feel upon your blog. My heart is full for you and your family. Cora is such and angel and I bet our Father in Heaven has a special plan for her. My baby brother passed away when I was young. I have always thought that he was just too special and that Heavenly Father just wanted him back. I know that we will see our babies again some day and I bet they are dancing in Heaven smiling down on us.ReplyCancel

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  • maryboys - just checking in again…and sending a hug of solace to you in what continues to be an incredibly painful time, i am sure.

    warmly,
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  • maryboys - sending warm condolences your way…ReplyCancel

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We are OPEN!

(after just a slight delay…)


Come check out our new shop: www.coras.etsy.com


My brother Matt made these awesome blocks. Aren’t they fantastic? They will be listed sometime tomorrow morning in our shop.

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  • t - AMAZING!

    i can’t wait to buy something.

    i have an etsy shop as well; i will be adding charity pieces soon!
    http://wordsforeverything.etsy.com

    although i don’t know your family you have been in my prayers constantly lately.

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  • Falling Around - Jess,

    The Cora Shop is fabulous! You have such wonderfully unique pieces – love it all!

    Unfortunately my daughter is way too big for these adorable little items, but I KNOW all of this will sell-sell-sell! Too cute for words – you and your mom did a great job!

    Constantly in my thoughts & prayers,
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  • The Muddy Moose Bath Boutique - That’s awesome…I’m off to check it out right now…..unfortunately we don’t have any children, so I can’t make any purchases…..we are doing our part to support your cause…your story has really touched our hearts. We have an etsy store as well and have been selling like crazy!

    You are in our prayers.
    Deb
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  • by: Brian and Lacey McKay - Congrats on your new shop! I can’t wait to check out everything! But I can already tell that sequined cherry onesie totally has my name written all over it!ReplyCancel

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  • Jennifer W. - Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful! Can’t wait to check out the whole store and hopefully stock up. I am so happy you have found an outlet, and something to work for, in Cora’s name. What an amazing little lady.ReplyCancel

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  • ryanne - Hello Macs,
    I found your story through Valerie. Please know you have been in my thoughts and prayers from the moment I read your blog. I have been waiting for your store to open and can’t wait to purchase something. I am not sure what else to say except that each day I hope your heart hurts a little less, and that you have touched many lives with your love and faith.ReplyCancel

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  • creativecarryout - Wow. Get ready to be so very busy. There is so much support for your family out there.
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  • Heather - Oh everything is beautiful JUST like Cora!!!! I am SO excited!! You and your mom did an amazing job! I still think of you daily and pray for you and Joel. You are such amazing people!
    Hugs and prayers,
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  • Kate - your shop looks great!! I love the dresses they are so cute:)ReplyCancel

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  • mustardseedbycarollai - hello. i’m so sorry for your loss. i am glad though that the etsy community has drawn together and that you are finding some therapy in the crafting. praying for healing in your hearts.ReplyCancel

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  • Lauren Kelly - Awwwww, how exciting, and how CUTE!!!!! :o)ReplyCancel

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  • Misty Rice-Baniewicz - Oh wow…. these are fantastic. I am totally and truly impressed. I love the little dress and what a great idea for burp clothes and or cloth diapers. I will swing by and check it all out today.

    God Bless and what a wonderful job!!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Momma_Hug - AWESOME!!! I am on my way there now. Everything is beautiful! I will be purchasing something for my son. He is 2 days younger than Cora. No beautiful little dresses for him but the blocks look great. Hehe. Keep up the beautiful crafting.ReplyCancel

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  • The Mumaw's - I love the items!!!! ADORABLE!!!
    I want a set of blocks, does he personalize?
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  • megan - I LOVE the dress! I can’t wait to head over and buy some, it will be like my daughter is wearing a little blessings made with your very blessed hands!ReplyCancel

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  • megan - I just went over to the store in search of a dress and I see your out of my daughter’s size 🙂 Way to go! I will keep checking I need size 18 months. BlessingsReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - BEAUTIFUL items!! If you start making 2T-3T, I’m in serious trouble!!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Can’t wait to head over to the cora shop and buy something…what a beautiful tribute to your beautiful Cora..I know everyday is still so very hard…but it looks like this will keep you busy busy..Always thinking of you,Joel and Cora.

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  • mommaof4wife2r - you all are so cute! what great little things! the blocks are too cute.ReplyCancel

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  • Misty Rice-Baniewicz - Hey mama….

    I know you guys are busy bees…. I checked out the shop and i really LOVE the blue dress. However my chunky monkey is 10 months, but wears 12 to 18 months. She is a big girl and tall like daddy. Will you be adding more sizes in the dresses?

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  • kennedyeatworld - Somehow in the past eight hours you’ve sold nearly everything! I love the dresses… I can’t wait until you put more up! I will keep checking back and will definitely buy one 🙂 I’ve told everyone about your story and spread the word about Cora’s Playground… your family is in my thoughts constantly.ReplyCancel

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  • Midwest Mommy - Wow! I just went over and you have already almost sold out! 29 sales already.ReplyCancel

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  • Sophia - Man, I bookmarked the day before you had any items and I didn’t have a chance to check yesterday and poof! You’ve pretty well sold it all!!
    I hope you guys will be adding more of those truly adorable dresses soon!!!!

    Blessings to you all!

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  • Kelli - Are you gals going to take orders?? I WOULD LOVE to order some dresses!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Kristy Tootle - Oh my word….things sold FAST!!! Good for the playgrond…bad for me….HA~ please tell me Cora’s sweet grandmother will be adding more dresses as they are so adorable and my 15 month old NEEDS one in honor of sweet Cora!!! Well, okay does not need one, but boy we want one real bad!!!ReplyCancel

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  • hoosier68 - Your items are adorable. I, too, would like a dress in the 18 month size range. Your love for Cora shines through your handiwork. I keep you in my daily thoughts and prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • Marla Taviano - Wow–everything is so beautiful! I can barely sew a button on, so I’m waaaay impressed with your talent!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - The onesies are adorable. Unfortunately I can’t get any because I don’t have a newborn.

    But I will keep your store in mind if I know anyone that will be expecting down the road.

    The blocks are awesome too!

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  • Andrea - This stuff is awesome! You and your mom are very talented!

    You’re still in my prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • Robin in Benton - These are darling! I’m waiting for the little dresses to hit – I have a granddaughter who will look darling in one of those! And now I know exactly where to go for new baby gifts.

    This is a wonderful thing to do in memory of your little angel.ReplyCancel

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  • Judy - I just checked out your shop and I guess I wasn’t fast enough! All those cute dresses are gone 🙁 I’m so sad!! I guess I’ll just have to keep checking in for new things. I think you’ve got a hit on your hands! You’re going to be busy!ReplyCancel

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  • PamperingBeki - Jess, it looks beautiful! 🙂

    I am so happy for you. I told you the other day that I’ve been praying and praying for you to have a distraction. Something you can throw yourself into, a focus, something to keep your hands busy. I know it won’t fill the hole, but having a different purpose at this point can be good.

    Get your packaging fingers ready, because you’re going to be making lots of trips to the post office! 🙂

    Our p.o. here in Newton looks at me like I’m crazy every day lately when I walk in with 20 or 30 boxes to ship.

    I pray for peace, comfort and warmth for you today. God bless!ReplyCancel

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  • Amy - Wow! Super cute stuff, and it sold out FAST! Glad you girls are getting to spend some time together to begin healing. Still praying for you all.ReplyCancel

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  • Cristy - Wow! Looks like almost everything sold! That is wonderful. It is all so cute!

    I would love to help mail if you need any help- I’ll be going anyway! Let me know.

    Hugs and prayers today…

    Cristy

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  • Pamela - What cute things!! I have been thinking of your family constantly! I’m still praying for you!ReplyCancel

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  • Elle's Mom - Oh my goodness! I’m too slow. You are practically sold out. I had my eye on one of those dresses. I should have none you would sell out that quick!! Again, thinking of your family and sweet Cora daily. Hugs to you!!ReplyCancel

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  • forever folding laundry - Wow, by the time I woke up you’d been cleaned out! Your items are adorable! I’ll keep checking for more additions to the store.

    STILL praying for you daily,

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  • Polka Dot Moon - Oh my gosh! I’m too slow! I will keep checking back for one of your adorable Cora Dresses!

    Your shop is fabulous!
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  • Holly - As happy as I am to see your stuff sell I am sad I was too slow! I want one of those dresses! Everything and I mean everything is SO cute!ReplyCancel

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  • The Parker's - This is exciting! I have been checking out those hair clips. My hubby won’t let me put headbands on our girl, but I’ll bet I can get away with the clips! LOVE THEM!
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  • Karina - I am one of your many new fans – of you, your strength and inspiration, your adorable angel baby girl, and the little dresses made by her Grammy. I jumped online this morning and was too late to guy anything – congratulations on selling out so fast!

    I will check back often and buy any new dresses you have for sale…my daughter is 10 months old now, and my heart BLEEDS for you. I check into see Cora’s beautiful face on your blog daily – she truly looks like an angel. You and your family have touched so many people!

    I have been buying things like crazy from other crafters who have donated to the Cora playground fund…It is good to be able to do something, however small.

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  • The Perfect Trio - everything went so fast!!!

    i do hope you will list more of those tee dresses….i would love one for my 3-6 month old!!! ;o)ReplyCancel

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  • The Veers - holy cow! everything is gone already! it was all so cute!!!! i missed out on the dresses! if you end up putting more up, i will for sure try to grab one!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I am SOOOO happy your items have sold, but bummed that I missed out!! I’ve been eyeing the dresses since you first posted pictures of them!! HA!

    My heart is broken for you and your family has been in my prayers. I love seeing what God is doing with Cora’s Playground. It’s beyond my comprehension.
    The simple fact that we have never even met but your precious babygirl, Cora, and your family have impacted me in such a way….He is AMAZING- I just cannot wrap my mind around it!

    Love and Comfort to your sweet family!

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  • Anonymous - Oh man I missed the dresses! I really wanted one for my 7 month old, but I am so happy that they sold! I hope to see more soon. God bless you!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Wow, I cannot believe that your sold out already! That is so great. I had my eye on the dresses. Will you be taking orders? My e-mail is audrey_mtz4@yahoo.com. I would love to get a few of them for my daughter. She will be in 9-12 months by the time summer is here. If it isn’t too much trouble please let me know.

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  • James' Full House - You coninue to amaze me with your faith and trust in God. My prayers for you and your family have been constant since reading your blog. Cora has left a big mark on my heart. I ache for you and what you are going through. Just please know you are loved and being prayed for. She is loved. I’m not sure what else to say. I feel that my words are not saying enough of how I feel. I send a million hugs to you. She is leaving a mark on all who have come to know her through your story, her story.
    Your Esty shop is adorable and I will check it out and shop, shop, shop. I’m glad you found an outlet and something to keep you busy.
    Praying right now for you,
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  • Christine - WOW! I can’t believe how quickly all your cute little dresses were gone! I can hardly wait to see how much money we all raise together! Blessed be His Holy Name!

    In constant prayer,
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  • Anonymous - I love your shop! Congrats! You are amazing and I can’t wait to buy lots of things when you are all stocked up again. I have been following your story on your blog for a few weeks now, I have been so touched by your sweet Cora (my husband and I have an 11 month old son). Your story has forever changed our lives, we will never forget your family…thank you so much for sharing. Your faith and precious daughter have touched our hearts!

    Our thoughts and prayers are with you daily…
    Sending our love from Virginia,
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  • Enos Family - jess,
    I’m sure you were an amazing teacher, I can just tell by your love for Cora, your friends, & your family. My point being, as amazing a teacher as you are, you are also awesome at creating beautiful things! I love, love, love everything in the shop!! And your brother’s blocks are so precious! What a talented and loving family you have.
    Take care and keep it coming! I hope each day is less painful.
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  • Anonymous - You are going to be very busy since I really want to buy a dress but they are all sold out. Can’t wait until you have more up to sell. I hope this shop will help you through the tears of missing sweet Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I need 18 to 24 month size. Looking forward to buying your itmes soon. Keep crafting, I’m sure it’s wonderful therapy.ReplyCancel

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  • Brooke - Looks like I was WAY to slow! 🙂 That is great news for you guys! Your stuff is adorable! Let us know when you are restocked up!ReplyCancel

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  • Patti - wow! I guess I didn’t click fast enough…all gone! i’m so glad for the successes for cora’s playground!ReplyCancel

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  • Anna@Boogers,Bibs,BooksAndBubbles - Oh my goodness, all of your stuff sold so well. Will you be making more? I am so happy to see it all gone…and in one day! Praise the Lord!!!ReplyCancel

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  • jackson3 - Hey Jess,
    I am Danielle, a friend of Laura Moffat and Ginger Skillen. Wow everything sold so fast! I am just at home most days here in Wichita if you need another hand making more stuff. Email me danj125@yahoo.com please! I have family in Newton so I am up that way alot anyway =)

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  • GottaBeKD - wow! amazing. simple amazing. you’re going to need to hire some staff at this rate!

    i’ve not left a comment yet for you jess and joel… but i found a need to share with you, as you have shared with us. even though i’m not a religious person, i am spiritual, and i prey for you daily. i listened to cora’s entire service and found such peace and love in your church’s messages. It has reminded me of the strength in community, and the goodness of the world. please know your tragic, awful, tear-enducing loss HAS and still IS making a difference to people everywhere. By sharing your experience, your wonderful, terrible experience with all of us, I believe you now will have the gift of the world’s support underneath you.

    I wish you all the best, and will continue to watch and prey for you, all the way from Ottawa Canada!

    Stock those shelves! Cora’s reach is far and wide!

    xo
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  • michelle - I love it!! I am bummed I missed out on the “cloth” pieces, they went so fast!!! But am thrilled to be receiving a “Cora block.” Do you think you will be listing more? I will have to be on the ball if you do, I know there are lots of people who want to support you and this great mission.ReplyCancel

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  • The Gardners - Jess–
    I’m too late!!!! I can’t wait until you can post some more things. I think this is proof in itself of all the lives little Cora has touched!

    Congratulations for selling everything so fast!!!

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  • rmfox - I love your items in your shop. I started reading your blog after I found a link on kellyskorner. So terribly sorry for your loss of your sweet Cora.

    I noticed everything on the shop is listed as “sold”, how awesome!!

    Would I be able to place an order for one of the dresses in a specific size/fabric. Just let me know and again, Congratulations on the success. What a lovely tribute to your daughter!!

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  • mark and missy - I’ve been reading your blog since Cora was diagnosed with cancer, but I haven’t yet made a comment. I just couldn’t seem to find the right words to write to you, but I wanted to let you know I haven’t stopped thinking about you and your precious little Cora. Your amazing faith in the middle of such a great loss has changed me in so many ways. I’m learning to be thankful for my daily blessings and not get so stressed about the small trials of being a parent. I’m praying for you daily and have shared your story and your faith with so many of my friends. I pray daily that God will bless you with strength and comfort. I love your new ETSY Cora Store. We just purchased two of your Cora wooden blocks for our boys. They’ll enjoy playing with them and they’ll remind us daily of the sweet little baby girl they represent.
    You are in my thoughts and prayers!
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  • Jenny S - Wow!! I looked at the etsy shop this afternoon, the day of your opening and EVERYTHING is sold!! You have two pieces left! Congrats!!!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Melissa - your stuff is so cute! good for you for getting into it with both feet!ReplyCancel

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  • Nadia - I have seen your shop and it looks awesome! I passed the link on to my MOMs Group at church. If you ever make things for bigger girls (my daughter is 5 and wears a 5) we would scoop it right up! Such a cute and modest style. Perfect for little girls! I love it!

    Thinking about and praying for you both!

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  • Kristen - I’m not surprised that everything has sold so quickly – you and your mom make adorable things! What a wonderful tribute to your baby girl.ReplyCancel

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  • Allison and Gordon - Dear Jess,

    Cora’s story has touched our hearts and we are lifting your family up in prayer. What a wonderful and selfless project you have begun in your sweet daughter’s name.ReplyCancel

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  • paige - praying for you tonight
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  • Tonya - I stumbled across your blog by accident somehow, and I just want to say – God Bless you and your family. You are in my thoughts and prayers!ReplyCancel

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  • Kristi REDISKE - Wow-I didn’t get to place my order today and everything is gone-I sure hope you replenish. I did wonder if you made 18month sizes or even 24-also I sure want to order some blocks. I think this is a great thing you are doing-i know The Lord is giving you grace for this project. I am praying for you and your family everyday and Coras story has changed my life-thanks so much for telling the story.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Dear Jess

    I had a look at your shop yesterday and saw all the beautiful things. My daughter is a size 8 so I was sad there wasn’t anything I could buy for her. I went in today to have a look to see if the blocks had been added and much to my amazement, they have AND everything is sold out. How marvellous.

    I hope you are getting some strength from the love and thoughtfulness that is coming to you, Joel and your family from those out in ‘Blogland’. I hope that Cora’s etsy shop is giving you just a moment every now and then where you can smile, be proud of all of your craft (such cute, cute stuff!!!) and marvel at how your little girl is making the world a better place through her smile that will never end.

    With thoughts to your family from our family in Australia. xReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I missed it!! I am so happy that this is a success!! You all have been on my mind since I first heard about Cora. I am praying for you and your sweet family.ReplyCancel

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  • Christina - This is amazing! What on earth? You guys went to town, and everything looks like something you would find in a fancy boutique! It is adorable-I still cry just to look at it all. You’ve done an amazing job.ReplyCancel

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  • Mrs. Jo - I hope you soon have more items in your shop!

    Praying for you guys!ReplyCancel

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  • Bethany - My goodness! I hadn’t seen that you updated your blog and had your shop open until it was too late! EVERYTHING but two items were gone!

    That is simply amazing!! But oh how I wish the circumstances were different for you all…

    Still keeping you in my thoughts and prayers…ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Awesome! Will you be making more? I checked out the Esty site left it for a couple of hours and when I returned everything was pretty much sold out! That’s amazing.

    Everything just looks beautifully made. Looking forward to seeing more.

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  • Heather C - Adorable! We’re continuing to pray for you here in NH… God bless you both!ReplyCancel

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  • Micah - WOW! I’ve been checking constantly since Wednesday, but was busy yesterday afternoon and didn’t get a chance to check. Now everything is GONE. Congrats!! You have so many people behind you! LOVE the dresses, and the blocks are absolutely amazing.ReplyCancel

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  • John Deere Mom - Oh my gosh…everything has sold! That’s amazing! Congrats! Good luck in this venture..it looks like you are going to be busy!!ReplyCancel

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  • KKJD1 - Love the blocks! I will go check out the new store yall have a good weekend! Blessings,karenReplyCancel

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  • Karen - oh my gosh – you’re sold OUT! That’s fantastic!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Still so much apart of my thoughts and prayers..Bought a set of the blocks for my little munchkin..Can’t wait to see what you and Grammy restock with. I know your heart still aches, mine aches for you every day. Hopefully this is giving you a little something to keep you busy.

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  • PamperingBeki - I saw something hot pink today and thought of you and Cora.

    God bless you Jess and Joel.ReplyCancel

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  • Elizabeth - i am amazed! i went to your etsy site and everything is gone! wow, looks like you were bought out. 🙂 i am so glad…though i hope you put up more. 🙂

    praying for you!!!!ReplyCancel

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