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…but not this week.

Sorry! We are still working on them, but just didn’t get quite done. The last two weeks have been busy. Thanks for being patient with us.

We PROMISE to list them next week.

And more burpies too!

Right now the dresses are lined up just waiting to be finished.

And we are surrounded by piles of fabric. Now it’s back to work!

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  • Michele - Thought of this when I read your post….if you feel led, go to http://www.virtuealert.com (Vicki Courtney’s blog) and scroll down to the posting under April 1st (after the part about B. Spears and Kohl’s) to the section entitled: It feels like chaos, but somehow there’s peace. May it give you comfort…
    still praying in Charlottesville!ReplyCancel

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  • Staci - Where do you get all of your adorable, springy fabrics??? Adorable!ReplyCancel

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  • Becky - Those are the cutest! Praying for you all…..Much love, BeckyReplyCancel

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  • Ethansmom08 - I have made it my mission to snatch up one of those dresses and a Tripp tee!

    Your work is beautiful!

    Love,
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  • Robin in Benton - What happy pictures with all the colors! I have to try to get one of these for my granddaughter!!!

    Love and prayers to you,

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  • Micah - Oh your fabrics are SO cute!! The first one is some I have to make my little girl’s birthday dress out of :). I love it! Don’t rush yourself – just do it when it’s fun and convenient!ReplyCancel

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  • Kristi REDISKE - Ok-this is exciting-take your time though. I sure hope I can get one this time. I check about 100 times a day-ha! I will check next week. I hope and pray for comfort for you all. I pray that you can build that playground soon. Can’t wait to see it. God Bless you all.ReplyCancel

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  • purejoy - the colors are so precious. you’ve been such a busy bee!!ReplyCancel

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  • Jessica - Too sweet… my son is going to wear his Tripp Tee on Easter Sunday. Think and pray for you often!ReplyCancel

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  • Kristi REDISKE - I just posted but I just thought that you would maybe sometimes you would like to see other stories of people trusting our Great God in hard times. My friend has cancer and has not been given good news-she will be leaving about 5 grandkids-its sad but she is giving glory to our God. If you would like to read their story it is at Vickidees.blogspot.com.ReplyCancel

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  • Judy - I’ve been too slow each time you’ve posted them, so I hope that next week I might be able to snag one! They’re so cute! I’d love for my little girl to have a “Cora’s dress.”ReplyCancel

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  • Polka Dot Moon - Look at all that lovely fabric! The dresses are adorable ๐Ÿ™‚ReplyCancel

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  • Midwest Mommy - Wow! That’s a lot of dresses!ReplyCancel

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  • ShellyStout - Can’t wait for all the dresses!ReplyCancel

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  • The Buchanan Family - What pretty dresses, I want a tripp t but my lil boy wears a size 24month! hope to see bigger sizes soon!ReplyCancel

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  • Amy - Such adorable stuff! I definitely want some… but you don’t worry about getting them listed. Take your time and take care of yourself. We’ll still be here.ReplyCancel

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  • Whimsical Creations - ooohhhhhhh can’t wait!! =DReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - They are ADORABLE! Hopefully you are finding some comfort in all of your and Grammy’s sewing. What a great tribute to your sweet Cora!

    Thoughts and prayers stay with you!

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  • The Jones' - I still pray for you often and am happy to know more dresses are on there way! Hugs and Prayers~
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  • PamperingBeki - So cute!! I love all the bright colors in the fabrics.ReplyCancel

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  • Robin in Benton - Hi Jess

    I left you a message earlier but wanted to encourage you to go to http://www.virtuealert.com and go to the chaos section that Michele suggested. There is a line in there about leading to something bigger than me. I believe very strongly that God has worked something very big through you, Joel and Cora that have touched many lives and will go on touching them. I know you have touched me and through your faith strengthened mine. I hope the encouragement that we all give you comforts you as you continue to go through the grieving process. Don’t be upset with yourself for still being in a state of recovery – I would guess that will go on for a long time. Praying for blessings and comfort for you
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  • i love plum - ooooooh, i’ll keep my eye out…i NEED a dress or two ๐Ÿ™‚ xoReplyCancel

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  • Liz Bracken - Jess–I found your blog about a month ago through my daughter who was searching for some polka dot things for her daughter’s first birthday. She was curious because she saw a link to Cora’s Playground and her daughter’s (my only granddaughter) name is Cora, too. Little did I know where this would lead us. My Cora’s Playground necklace came this week. It is beautiful. I have linked your blog to mine and I know people who wouldn’t have found yours are now reading it. It’s taken me awhile to post something here but this is what I’d like to tell you: you are strong and you will become stronger. There are many of us who have lived through times of unbelievable grief and we who have come through the sad days are here to support you, whether you know us or not. We lift you up in prayer and watch as your faith carries you through each day. And someday–as sad as it may be–you may well have the opportunity to reach out to a young mother (or father) and hold out your hand, saying, “walk with us.” Cora will be with you always.
    I’m so glad that she is touching my life now.
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  • Anonymous - I think you should send your incredible story to Oprah!ReplyCancel

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  • jkck - Thinking of you! Also wondering where you found those beautiful fabrics. Hang in there!ReplyCancel

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  • Debbie - My name is Debbie McClerren, your blog was mentioned to me by a friend of mine who reads your blog and she wanted to connect us. We are members of a very sad group, the group of grieving parents. We lost our sweet son, Jon Michael, May 31 of 2002. He was 17. So we have been in this process for almost 7 years. There is no good time to lose a child but I want to encourage you to hold on, hold on to hope, hold on to each other, hold on to your friends and family and mostly hold on to your heavenly Father. Who knows the pain of a childs death more that our Father. Time does change things .. the journey is a long, many times lonely path but you CAN make it. It is an exercise in if you REALLY believe what you say you believe. Our children are in our Fathers house now, who could possibly take better care of them. Please know there are alot of us out here and if you think I can encourage you or hear you in a way someone else cannot, please contact me. My prayers are with you and your family. Hugs from another child of God. debbiemcclerren989@msn.comReplyCancel

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  • Lauren Kelly - The fabric and dresses are so adorable!!!! :o)ReplyCancel

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  • mommaof4wife2r - sweet things…so precious.

    still praying…ReplyCancel

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  • Mandy - Look at you go! While you have been busy creating, I felt inspired to make something for the two of you. I live in Utah, so it’s not like I can just drop it by your house, but e-mail me and let me know where I can send it to. mandywilding@hotmail.com.

    You still inspire me! I can’t wait to get my hands on one of those cute Cora dresses for my little one!

    Sending warm hugs from snowy Utah,
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  • Kimberly - more boy stuff!!!!! please….ReplyCancel

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  • Julie - I found your blog through a friend. I am so sorry to hear about your daugher. I have a custom photo jewelry business. I donate a free item to anyone who has lost a child to cancer. I would be happy to make you something. My website is
    http://www.jwoodsjewelry.com
    Contact me if you are interested.
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  • Anonymous - Thinking of you, Joel and your sweet Cora today….

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  • Heather's Home (aka Chez Hez) - Such adorable fabrics for your Cora dresses and Tripp tees!! Can’t wait to see them. We’re still praying for you here in Iowa! <3ReplyCancel

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  • Mum2twopreciousgifts - Dear Joel and Jess

    Our little family of four is about to fly off on an Easter break. No doubt I’ll miss your next round of listings but I wanted to let you know that I’ll be saying some prayers for you all while we are away.

    Thank you for inspiring, thank you for sharing, thank you for being you and sharing your Love of Our Lord with the world.

    With a big hug from Australia

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  • Brooke - Can’t wait to try and grab a dress. I have been checking Etsy everyday. Sending lots of thoughts and prayers your way. I have passed your blog to many friends and family members and asked special prayer for your entire family. My husband is not the emotional type, but when I spoke of your battle he held our baby extra tight that night before we put her to bed. I still do not understand God’s plan as to why he took your angel, but I know there is a reason. Your journey has touched my life so much. I pray for your comfort, peace and that you and your family will grow even stronger and closer to one another as well as the Lord. May you all be blessed.ReplyCancel

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  • Rebecca - Praying for you!ReplyCancel

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  • Lynnette Kraft - I’ve said hello before, but I thought I’d say hello again. ๐Ÿ™‚

    My name is Lynnette. I live down the road from you near Sedgwick. I’ve met your husband’s family at Newton Bible Church (such wonderful people), although I don’t actually remember meeting you or your husband.

    I have also lost children: my 2 baby boys and my 6 year old daughter Anna. I know how hard it is to lose (temporarily) your sweet child. I’ve prayed for you so often and just want you to know that you are still on my heart.

    If you’d ever like to get together to visit, I’m just down the road a ways.

    Lynnette
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  • PamperingBeki - Thinking of you today.ReplyCancel

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  • The Carroll's - Praying and thinking about you today- Hope you’re getting more sun than we are in the ATL!ReplyCancel

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  • Rebecca - Sending you hugs and praying for you today.ReplyCancel

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  • Misty Rice-Baniewicz - Thinking of you all today.ReplyCancel

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  • PamperingBeki - Praying for you.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Always in my thoughts and prayers. Trying not to bother you everyday BUT you are always in my thoughts and prayers..of course I check your blog multiple times a day. ๐Ÿ™‚
    Had my little ones picture made Sat. in several of his pics he is holding one of his Cora blocks, wouldn’t let go of it..

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  • Anonymous - JOEL YOU’RE AWESOME JUST LIKE ME! I HOPE JESS KNOWS HOW AWESOME YOU REALLY ARE! THE END.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Joel and Jess,

    We LOVE you guys!

    The Zipf Family-
    Nathan, Kim, Ivy, Owen and Paisan SplashReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Ok, Jess you are awesome to. Take care of my Joey!ReplyCancel

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  • ~Kelli - can’t wait for the dresses, i have to have one : ) thinking and praying for your family!ReplyCancel

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  • Pamela - What a lovely collection of dresses looking nice colors and fabric!! Thanks for sharing!!ReplyCancel

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I’m still here. We are getting through the days, but this grieving stuff is HARD.

We had a big ice/snowstorm here this weekend. Just when I was getting used to Spring. Lovely Kansas weather! Seeing those big, beautiful snowflakes falling and kids playing in the snow made me miss Cora even more. Cora never really experienced snow. She even had a new sled that Joel’s parents had given to her for Christmas. She never got to use it. It was another “first” to go through without Cora.
Sundays are hard too (I think I am still recovering). Joel is a farmer and works a lot. Sunday was our family day–the one day that we always got to be together. Joel loved spending Sundays with Cora. Going to church without her now is hard. It is hard to go to church and see all the families. It is hard to see all the little girls in their pretty dresses. It is hard to see kids coming out of the nursery. At the same time it is so good to be a church. It is good to be around people who love us and who are praying for us. It is good to sing–the worship songs have entirely new meanings to us now. It is good to be in the Word and learn from the sermons.
Each week continues to have ups and downs. I don’t think that is bad. We need time to be sad and cry. We need time to laugh and feel a glimpse of “normal” again. It is just hard and tiring. You never know what your emotions are going to do next.
This emotional unsteadiness keeps reminding me that I have to cling to my ROCK. I am so thankful that no matter what an emotional mess I feel inside that I have a firm foundation in Christ. He fully understands my grief and emotions and is walking this road right beside me. Even when I don’t feel secure, I know that with Jesus I can stand secure. I can keep moving forward. Even through this storm. This is what I continue to put my HOPE in.
The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer;
my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge.
Psalm 18:2a
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  • kristin - your grief is so real.

    that in itself is an inspiration.

    be patient with yourself as every day will bring a “first” of some sort another, i’m sure.

    still thinking of you so often, kristinReplyCancel

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  • mommyof2sons - I think of you so often. Your faith is so amazing as you go through each day. Prayers for you!ReplyCancel

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  • Marla Taviano - Loving you from Ohio!ReplyCancel

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  • Livesays - Oh Jess, your words are so sweet and touching. You write with such an openness and honestly that I respect and admire. We continue to pray for you and Joel and your extended families.ReplyCancel

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  • Vera - Oh, it is so hard to read your updates and know you are hurting, but they help me focus my prayers for y’all.ReplyCancel

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  • Polka Dot Moon - There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think of you, Joel and Cora.

    As a stranger to you, I feel heartache every time I read your posts, so I can’t imagine what the two of you go through daily.

    I’m amazed at your strength and Faith!
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  • Kathryn - I’m keeping you in my prayers. I can’t imagine how hard it is to have empty arms – but your heart isn’t empty!

    I lost one in an early miscarriage, so it is not the same, but i do understand watching the little ones who would be her age.

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  • mandie - i can’t even begin to to communicate to you how much your sweet cora and your faith throughout all of this has had such an enormous impact on my personal walk with Christ.

    even in the midst of grief, you are a blessing to others.ReplyCancel

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  • hoosier68 - I’m not sure how you do it but you have such grace and faith. Keeping you in my prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • Trish - I think of you everyday! I will continue to pray for you and Joel!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Your grief touches my very soul. My heart continues to ache for you. I too thought how it must be for you, most of your blogs that you follow have little ones. How hard it must be to read how life is going on, but for you and Joel to want your sweet Cora back. I admire you and Joel for your strength and FAITH.
    Please know that we(blog readers etc) are here for whatever support we can give you. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for continueing to share with us. As much as it brings me to tears, it also makes my heart ache a little less after you post.

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  • PamperingBeki - These are exactly the things I think of and I can only imagine how much more intsense the feelings are for you.

    I think of you every Sunday. (Everyday really, but especially Sunday.) Being surrounded by people must be such a mixed blessing. I’d think sometimes you just want to be left alone but of course that’s not the right thing to do.

    I also know that Sundays mark another week that’s passed.

    I think of songs differently as well. The words in worship service have taken on a new meaning.

    Please don’t feel like you “owe” us anything. Don’t feel like you have to come and blog, have pretty pictures, have cute new items for sale, have eloquent words, reply to emails and requests, etc.

    We all love you and love seeing your new posts and wish the best for you. But you focus on you and Joel and God. If blogging is helpful then do it, but if it’s an obligation, don’t worry about it. ๐Ÿ™‚

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  • Something In The Glass - Your faith continues to be inspiring and a huge blessing to those who read your blog. If being a Christian is about being “Christ-like,” then you have definitely set the bar.ReplyCancel

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  • Melissa - I think of you guys all the time and pray for your hearts, as they’re still mending.

    Glad to see that you’re still around.ReplyCancel

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  • Drew, Taylor, and Caroline Clayton - I think of your situation and faith a lot you are very inspiring!ReplyCancel

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  • Dawn - Your posts always make my heart ache. I cannot, cannot imagine what you 2 are going through. And the way you talked about the sled really put a large lump in my throat.
    I think about firsts a lot and I can understand how painful that must be. I’m sure you’ll always have those reminders and it most likely will always be hard. Just remember all the firsts you did have with her. First July 4th, First Halloween, First Christmas. You did have some amazing moments and although it was painfully short, I’m sure they were awesome.
    I have shed tears for her as if she were my own.ReplyCancel

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  • Micah - Keep being strong and being an inspiration to everyone around you. Your light is shining so bright right now for Jesus!

    Still praying!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Whimsical Creations - hugs from buffalo!ReplyCancel

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  • angie c - You will have ups and downs for sure… and I’m so glad you are surrounded by so many people (both real and blog-world) to love on you during both the happy and sad times! I think of you guys daily, and often at church as well. I think of you worshipping the One who loves us and is real and true and HOPE everyday. There is much despair in this world…yours included. but the HOPE that you are clinging too is what will get you thru. Thinking of you-Angie C.ReplyCancel

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  • Heather - My heart continues to ache for your loss. I think of you, Joel and Cora everyday and pray for you. I love my Cora’s Playground pendant and it reminds me of a sweet little angel who left this earth too soon but left such a big impact on those around her. I am praying for you Jess and Joel.
    Hugs and prayers,
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  • Christy - you are doing a great job as a mom to Cora. She is looking down on you smiling at the great time she got to spend with you. I can’t imagine what you are going through but your strength is inspiring!ReplyCancel

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  • Heather's Home (aka Chez Hez) - Jess,

    I’m pretty much in agreement with what all of these lovely folks have said before me. We are strangers, but your journey with Cora has made us united in one way…

    We think of and continue to pray for you and Joel and your family often. Take care. <3

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  • Midwest Mommy - I think about you often and pray for you.ReplyCancel

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  • dg darling - Just wanted you to know that I am still praying for you daily. Though we have never met, I think of you often and I think of Cora often. Frequently when my own baby girl gives me a big grin I think of your sweet Cora and send up a prayer on your behalf. May the Lord continue to help you get through your grieving process…

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  • The Di Vito's - You are an amazing woman! You are so lucky to have had the time you did with Cora, and she was lucky to have you guys too. She will always be with you in your heart! God bless you & Joel, you are always in my prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • Suzie - Oh my…you are both so strong!! What an inspiration…you are so real and I really admire that about you. Thank you for posting…even though I am a stranger, you have been on my mind daily. I just received my Cora’s Playground necklace and I wear it proudly and tell your story to whoever asks!! He is doing amazing work!! Don’t ever feel obligated to blog, but if it help you, then by all means do it. Praying for your heart to heal with time. Hugs from Iowa!!ReplyCancel

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  • Melody - I am so glad that you realize how important it is to grieve. As hard as it is and how much I truly wish you guys didn’t go through all of this, you are allowing God to heal you and move in your life.

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  • mushroommeadows - The thing about grief is that the battle is never quite over until we get to heaven.

    Something that I discovered is that in my own grief, I sometimes mistaken rest to signify the end of the battle. On the contrary, the rest is the time we have to prepare for upcoming battles. Keep clinging to Jesus and when those battles resume, you’ll be safe.

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  • 41wray - “Bless your Hearts” (a favorite Aunt ‘Cille quote)
    Sweet Jessica I thot of you guys, the sled etc when I read about the snow. Just know what a Godly inspiration you guys are to ALL of us. I’m always inspired and strengthened by you strong faith. Your Calif. cousins continue to send love and hugs and prayers for you all.
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  • Auntie Mip - One of my favorite Bible passages seems so appropriate to share with you today. I just found Cora’s site yesterday. I am a peds. oncology/Onc PICU nurse….never in 21 years have I seen neuroblastoma move so fast…3 weeks. That is just not enough time to absorp the news let alone come to terms with Cora fying to the heavens. I am so very sorry for the both of you and your families. I hope this passage brings you some peace. You are both prayed for every day!

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  • Stacy - Continue to trust in God and know that prayers are being said for you and Joel each and every day. My heart aches for you knowing how much you miss your sweet baby Cora. I promise to continue to pray for you both.

    Take good care and God Bless.

    With thoughts & prayers,
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  • Anonymous - I just miscarried our twins this weekend and so appreciate your post reminding me that Jesus is the rock that we can cling to when everything seems upside-down.ReplyCancel

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  • Allen and Debby Graber - Jess,
    This song has been going through my head for over a week:

    A refuge for the poor
    A shelter from the storm
    This is our God
    He will wipe away your tears
    And return your wasted years
    This is our God
    Oh this is our God
    Oh this is our God

    This is the One we have waited for
    This is the One we have waited for
    This is the One we have waited for
    Oh this is our God

    A Father to the orphan
    A healer to the broken
    This is our God
    He brings peace to our madness
    And comfort in our sadness
    This is our God
    Oh this is our God
    Oh this is our God

    We listened to Cora’s mix all the way to Arkansas and back. God really speaks through these worship songs. They speak to the soul. I wholeheartedly agree with “Pampering Beki”. We’re there to hold you up!
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  • Beav's Wife - still praying. i think of you guys all the time.ReplyCancel

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  • Susie (So Blessed) - Praying for you as you continue on your grief journey…ReplyCancel

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  • Krista - Jess,
    you don’t know me (I am a friend of a friend of yours & have been following your blog for a few months.) I just wanted you to know that I think of you and Joel and pray for you often. as a mother of 3 girls, i can’t even begin to imagine the heartache you feel. you are an amazing girl and such an inspiration to SO MANY and although God is using this is mighty ways, I am deeply saddened it is so painful for both of you. It would be easy for me to tell you to keep pressing on…I have no words for you except thank you for sharing so honestly and so beautifully.ReplyCancel

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  • lgraves - cheering you guys on …
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  • k and c's mom - We haven’t forgotten to pray for you and your family during this time. You stay near to our hearts.ReplyCancel

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  • Cristy - Jess…

    I think about each day. We are praying for you.

    Hugs and love…

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  • James' Full House - I think of you all daily. You continue to be in my prayers.
    There is a book I read called Silent Grief, it helped. It didn’t make me feel better but it helped me understand.
    God is right there walking beside you. We are here praying.
    It was good to hear from you.

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  • Lipstick - Thank you for sharing how you really feel. I grew up with the thought that you have to hide your real emotions. That is so wrong. I can’t even tell you how much I appreciate you sharing your true emotions.ReplyCancel

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  • The Jones' - Sooo glad to know your still here! Sending you hugs and prayers always!!ReplyCancel

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  • Misty Rice-Baniewicz - Thinking, loving you and praying for you so much. Your in my thoughts all the time. The “FIRST” you miss so much, allow me to and remind me to APPRECIATE all my first and not so happy moments that much more. Tonight, while rocking baby girl she out of no where vomited a huge puddle all over me, herself and the floor and we both just had showers. I took a deep breath, smiled at her and just hoped in the shower with her and washed us both us again, before putting her to sleep. Then a thought of Cora ALWAYS comes to my mind and I pray for you.

    I know that doesn’t make it any easier for you….but I just really want you to see how you and Cora have BLESSED so many like me. THANK YOU.

    Sending big hugs.

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  • Angie - Thinking of you everyday and sending prayers on your behalf to the One who can comfort you.
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  • katie - You don’t know me, but I continue to be so, so impressed with the way you cling to your faith during this unimaginably difficult time.

    I am a Christian woman and you are a great example for me.

    And, I’m sure you know this, but remember — God knows you’re human. HE KNOWS that you are going to grieve, for a long time, and it will be extremely difficult for you. I think you have amazing, amazing faith in the midst of extremely sad circumstances.

    And, even though I don’t know you, from reading your blog, I can tell that Jesus will say to you someday – “Well done, good and faithful servant.”ReplyCancel

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  • Ray, Megan and Ruby Denise - praying for you in your sorrow. i remember you and your sweet Cora at 1:00 every day. my heart is sad for you tonight after reading your post, i wish there was some way to take away your pain.
    my mom died on a Sunday (Easter Sunday of 2006)…without realizing it, I get ansy/anxious/irritable/discontent/angry/sad on Sundays…Easter is hard because it is Easter…it changes days…so there is the date of her death and the date of Easter…

    ‘there will be a day with no more tears, no more pain, no more fears – there will be a day when the burdens of this place, will be no more – We’ll see Jesus FACE to FACE – but until that day…I’ll hold onto you always’

    He is holding on to you! He will never let go! He sees each tear that falls!ReplyCancel

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  • Stephanie - I feel like you’re stronger than I could ever be…I’m just speechless at your strength! I pray for you every night….sending hugs your way!ReplyCancel

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  • The little things - I pray for you daily and know from some sort of same type of experience that grief is real and grief is hard- ride the waves girl…ReplyCancel

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  • Christina - Even though I don’t know you guys, after reading your story about 10 days into your ordeal, and then reading about Cora’s (almost) final rest (until that glorious day when we will all know true rest forever), for days I couldn’t think of anything else. I had a hard time functioning in my own home, it was strange and so gripping. Slowly as the days went by, and my own life “took over” again, thoughts of your sad, inspiring, beautiful, heartbreaking story were not so strongly in the forefront of my mind. We had a move to focus on, packing and stuff, my parents were coming, and other things were going on. But each day I thought of and prayed for you guys. I didn’t spend hours crying, though. (I hope that’s not too strange coming from one who has never met you-I was just so affected by the suddenness of it all and then the faithfulness of you both.) The other day I saw a picture of your family again on someone’s blog, a friend of yours, and it all hit me again, just the sadness of the whole thing. Your sweet family, so happy, and now…so much change. I thought to myself how funny it is that there are stages to sadness. I’ve never experienced something like what you are going through. There have been hard things, but not a loss like that. And you are so right about clinging to the Rock, there is only one. I think of you every Sunday, especially. I thought this Sunday that they might be more difficult. I thought of the Sunday that is coming up, where we will celebrate the risen Lord, the reason for our hope, the answer to our questions, the final victory over the enemy, and conqueror of death. I thought it would be hard and also a wonderful blessing to worship on this upcoming Easter. I pray that it is a blessing to you, that you will be blessed because you are loving and blessing the Lord. We sang “Blessed Be Your Name” on Sunday and I thought of you all-that is one of my favorite songs. It’s so powerful. Remembering the faithful believers in Scripture who were able to call on the Lord in their trials, and still lift up his name above all other names, giving him all glory and honor, helps so much when things are hard. I pray that you can continue to do the same thing, together as you take one day at a time, or even one minute at a time. Well, I have written a novel here, sorry. Many prayers cover you-ChristinaReplyCancel

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  • Amy - I thought of you the other day… I had an appt. near Wesley. As I turned the corner, tears just started. It took me a few seconds to realize why I was crying. I can’t even begin to imagine the number of things that bring tears to your eyes.

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  • ran shae - you keep clinging to that rock, and we’ll be here praying for you. hold on!ReplyCancel

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  • Misty - You inspire me so much.ReplyCancel

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  • michele - hang on tight to the Lord and each other. may God richly bless you as you walk through these days. your deep faith is inspiring.ReplyCancel

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  • Lori - I’m sure I can speak on behalf of all us “anonymous” bloggers that don’t know you personally—–your friend, “PamperingBeki,” stated it best!!!

    We love you and think of you everyday. We continue to pray for you every day.

    Thank you for sharing your testimony with us all as you are on this journey. But listen to your friend, Beki!

    God Bless you and your sweet family!ReplyCancel

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  • Lexie Loo & Dylan Too - Continuing to pray for your family.ReplyCancel

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  • carollai - grieving is so hard. i’m glad you have God to draw strength from. i myself am figuring out how to surrender all and finding that it’s easily said, hard to actively follow.ReplyCancel

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  • wicker0407 - I check your blog often and Cora is never far from my mind or my heart. I do not know you but I thank you so much for sharing sweet Cora with me. My daughter is 15 months old and I could never imagine losing her, especially so fast I would never be able to be as graceful as you are. You and Joel are such an inspiration to me and my family. You show such raw emotion in your post. You have truly restored my faith in the Lord as well as humanity.Seeing how selfless all the people who don’t even know your family have been touched by your sweet Cora and donated for the Playground. I still don’t understand why God took her from you but her mission is surley clear and she will be remembered forever. God Bless and you will continue to be in my prayers.

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  • Alison - I check back here often and think of you guys and Cora frequently. Praying for you always.ReplyCancel

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  • Steve & Nancy - Oh bless your heart for even writing this post! I think of you and pray for you. Let yourself be sad, be angry and cry…it’s ok. God knows your pains. I am so proud of you for sharing your true feelings with us. I don’t know you personally, but wish I did. You are an inspiration. I will keep praying for you and your family God bless!ReplyCancel

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  • Toni :O) - Sweet Jess….you have such a way of writing where I am able to feel your pain as well. I continue to pray for you and Joel and wish so hard that your days and nights get easier. That your grief eases a bit and you continue to gain more strength towards peace. I hope you and Joel find comfort in all of us praying for you the same way you give us comfort in keeping us updated on how you are doing. I too cherish God and I’m so thankful that He is there standing beside you both and helping to hold you up. Sending you much love and hugs of strength from Michigan as not a day goes by where I don’t think about you and your struggles to come to grips with such a devastating loss. We ALL miss Cora and I hope the playground fundraiser was a complete success!ReplyCancel

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  • Christina (aka - Tina) - Thinking of you and praying for you still.

    Your blog friend from Missouri,

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  • Miranda @ Traveling Treasures - Love and hugs to you.ReplyCancel

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  • Megan (mommyesquire) - By far one of my favorite verses. Continuing to pray for you.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristin Stegent - Thank you for sharing what you are going through and what you are feeling!

    In the worst time of my life (which was nothing compared to yours!), Jesus became my very best friend and the love of my life. My life will never be the same because of Him then…and the sweetness He and I still have.

    May He wrap you up and carry you…and may He become your very life, breath, song, and love…even more than ever before.

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  • Anonymous - Since finding your blog around the time that Cora was diagnosed, not a day goes by when I don’t think about your family and pray for you. My heart is so very sad for you. I continue to pray that the Lord will provide you with strength and encouragement during these hard days. (((HUGS)))ReplyCancel

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  • Robin in Benton - I thought of Cora and her sled Saturday while I was watching it snow and knew that you and Joel had to be thinking about it too. While I worry about how you are doing (even though I’ve never met you) when you don’t blog, please take care of yourself. Grieving is a hard process and you are more brave than I would ever be able to be with the way that you are sharing it with all of us. Please know that we support you and pray for you constantly and that we are there for you – don’t feel obligated to blog all the time to be there for us. Love, hugs and prayers to you

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  • Michelle - It has been awhile since your last post and I have been wondering about you. It’s good to hear from you again. Funny thing is I want to help you, but I end up here and you help me. I always hope to write something so profound but they are lost to me. I love reading your scriptures and versus. They inspire me to be try and do better. Still praying for you and your family.ReplyCancel

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  • Don, Aimee, Kaitlyn and Kysen - Every time I sit and read your blog, I have the image of the one set of footprints walking on the sandy waters and the words of my favorite poem come to mind “Footprints”. For some reason, I have always found this poem so insiprational and such a testimony of God’s love for us in times of deep sadness. I can just imagine God holding you and Joel and walking you through this path of healing. We are not expected to be able to do these times by ourselves and that is why we are so lucky to have God as our Father. I ache every day for you as I hold my two year old….I ache for you when I think of you seeing little girls play, or wearing dresses. I ache for you and Joel even though you are in Kansas and I in Colorado. I will continue to pray for you and your family. I know that life will NEVER be the same for you, but the promise of Easter is among us and I pray that its meaning will empower you to continue to let God carry you through this storm.
    Here are the words to my favorite poem that I have read so many times. I even have them posted on my blog so I remeber to read it every day. GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY!

    One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
    In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there was one only.
    This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints, so I said to the Lord,
    โ€œYou promised me Lord,that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there has only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?โ€
    The Lord replied, โ€œThe years when you have seen only one set of footprints, my child, is when I carried you.โ€

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  • Marsha - You are an inspiration to so many. I know that God is holding you tight through all this. Continuing to pray for you and your family every day! Love and prayers…

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  • Judy - I’m still here too…just checking in and praying for you!ReplyCancel

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  • Hair Bows & Guitar Picks - I think of you and your family all the time…ReplyCancel

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  • Heidi - Jess, What you are going through is the worst type of grief. It is great that you talk about it and know to let it out. Remember all the little things about cora that made you laugh. Know that she is not in pain. When my Aunt lost her little boy she was grief stricken for quite some time. I told my aunt about you and she told me, Her doctor told her to get pregnant and have a baby. She said she couldn’t even think about that. When they day came that she did have another baby, when she felt ready,(girl this time) her heart got a little lighter. She said that she got to share the love with her little girl and she told her all about her big brother. The sadness of missing him will always be there, she said you learn how to live with it. I hope some day that the love you have for cora you will be able to share with many more babies. She will always be their big sister and a special angel for them. You seem to have great support from you family and friends. May God bless you all. Heidi, Coral Springs- FloridaReplyCancel

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  • Falling Around - Jess,

    Though I’ve been on a bloggy break, you have remained in my thoughts and prayers. I was so sorry to read that Tony’s dad passed away. It just doesn’t seem fair that one family should suffer so much grief and loss in such a short period of time, but I know God has a plan. I will be praying for Olivia and her children… so sad.

    Thank you for continuing to share your journey with all of us. Your posts bring inspiration and perspective to those who read them. And though our hearts are heavy and broken for you, we can never truly know the pain you face day to day. But I hope that you get some small comfort in knowing that your readers are loving you and praying for you daily.

    XOXO’s
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  • Steph - I have checked your blog daily and am greatful for your return. Again I will say that your faith is inspiring. It can’t be said enough. I know from my own heart that this greif thing really sucks. It physically hurts in the pit of your stomach. I am praying for you and just know that with time the hurt will go away a little everyday.
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  • The Carroll's - and provide for those who grieve in Zionโ€”
    to bestow on them a crown of beauty
    instead of ashes,
    the oil of gladness
    instead of mourning,
    and a garment of praise
    instead of a spirit of despair.
    They will be called oaks of righteousness,
    a planting of the LORD
    for the display of his splendor.
    Isaiah 61:3

    You are a display of his splendor! Praying and thinking of you always.

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  • Kelli - Sending a prayer and a hug your way!ReplyCancel

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  • amyflew - My thoughts and prayers are with you both and not a day goes by where I don’t lift up your family in prayer. I agree with PamperingBeki, don’t feel like you have to all this stuff for other people, it’s important you and Joel take time for yourselves and allow the Lord to lead you. Know that we are all praying for you (including lots of us you have never met)! You are both amazing people, thank you for your honesty it’s inspiring.ReplyCancel

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  • Jenny - Continuing to pray for you both….ReplyCancel

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  • Brian and Staci - I think of you all the time. I’m in awe of your strength. Praying for you from Crazy Weather Oklahoma too ๐Ÿ˜‰ReplyCancel

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  • Grace Halsey - A friend let me know about your blog and you have been in my thoughts and prayers for a while, but this is my first comment.

    We lost our son at 19 weeks (2nd trimester) last fall. I read two books that were helpful and I wanted to pass the titles onto you in case you feel like reading what other contemporary Christians have had to say after they walked through loss.

    “A Grace Disguised” by Jerry Sittser and “Holding onto Hope” by Nancy Guthrie.

    You have all you need in Christ, but sometimes it is helpful to be reminded of that over and over again. May God grant you the grace to be closer to HIM now and forever.ReplyCancel

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  • The Mershawn's - I’m so very sad at how painful this has to be. It stinks. But I’m still praying. Praying for better days to come, full of sweet, peaceful memories.

    “He who dwells in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.”
    Psalm 91:1

    Stay there, and let Him hold you. He loves you both so dearly. As real as your love for Cora, He loves you more. And He understands how deeply, sharp and painful it is.
    Praying for you both!
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  • heather - Another beautiful post. I found your blog through Etsy and am so glad I did. It’s such an encouragement to see such strong reliance on God and His plan. Even when it hurts, He knows and is there. Your posts are a solid reminder of that. Thank you.ReplyCancel

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  • maryvigil - Jesus be near… Bless this mama and her hurting heart. Bless her with peaceful sleep, restful moments at your feet, dear friends, good fod, soft tissues and tender memories of her precious one. Be with her husband. Bless him with strength, patience, understanding, love, Godly men, good food and peaceful sleep. We love you and give glory to your Name. AmenReplyCancel

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  • Karina - I’m sure you will have a very rough year (at least – grieving takes time), and it seems unfair that you must suffer so intensely and there’s not a thing any of us can do to fix it. These are surely the darkest days; it has not been long enough since Cora left for you to feel relief, and time must stretch before you long and sad. The only things I can say: I haven’t forgotten your shining daughter; you and Cora have taken a permanent place in my heart because I am a mother too; and even though I am anxious when you don’t post (I imagine the worst, that you cannot even peel yourself out of bed in the morning for grief), I feel guilty when you pop in to say you are still there – after all it is none of my business if you don’t feel up to posting, who am I but a stranger anyway?? Pampering Beki already said it so well. Please take care of yourself and Joel – we can keep.ReplyCancel

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  • Tonya - Praying for you sweet thing. I, too, know the pain of losing a child…nothing in the world compares to it. It’s just so not the way things are supposed to happen. Your faith and strength in your grief are an inspiration to all who stop by your blog.

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  • mom2wendy - The “missing” part is most difficult. Walking through life without Cora will always bring pangs of deep saddness and great joy. Your written message is beautiul. You have given a voice to other grieving Mothers who have no ablity to express. But, by reading your words, they are able to make sense of what they too are feeling. You are giving a wonderful gift to other grieving souls simply by writing your honest thoughts. Bless you.
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  • Lynn Jones - Love to you two from Arizona. I think of you in so many circumstances and know how hard so many things must be to get through without tears. Of course no one expects you to. Your honesty is humbling and I pray that when you share it ministers to you in multiples of how richly you minister to us. God bless you, Jess.ReplyCancel

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  • timmonstimes - You are incredible! You don’t know me but I pray for you daily and think of you daily.

    A friend of mine and I keep up with your blog and we both have babies…we cry for your loss a lot but are amazed each day with your strength!

    I love the stuff in your store and will have to get my daughter, Corinne, a dress! Love from Texas!ReplyCancel

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  • Mandy - I still think, and speak of you often. I ache for you and pray for you as you endure this grieving process. It is not an easy thing to do, but you are definatly doing it right. Our Savior is proud that you have chosen to cling to Him at this time instead of turning your back. What faithful children of God you are!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I can’t really say anything that hasn’t already been said. I don’t know you, but I have been thinking and praying for you every day since I first read your blog when Cora was in the hospital. Even though I don’t know you, I even see little girls at church that are Cora’s age and it makes me sad. I can’t imagine how it must be for you. God bless you and Joel, may God continue to be your rock.

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  • Ashley Broach - I have posted on here before and check in on you …I too lost a sweet baby about three months ago to a brain tumor…he was 18 months old. The grief is unbearable, and about 6 weeks in, I felt the worst. I guess that’s when the shock wore off for me. Like you, I also have found much comfort in Scripture and love Psalm 143: 4-8; it helps me through some of the rough spots. Praying for you sweetie, and your precious Cora. Ashley (Webb’s mommy) ashleybroach.blogspot.comReplyCancel

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  • Sheryl from Colorado - Hi Jess,

    I am so sorry that your grief is so raw. My prayers are with you! I have something special for you that I made and want to send it to you. Please get back to me so I know what address that I can sent it to soon! Praying for peace and a healed heart. mvanduren@msn.comReplyCancel

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  • Lindsey - I continue to lift you in prayer. I pray that the Lord will wrap His loving arms around you and comfort you!ReplyCancel

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  • Townsend Crew - We continue to be inspired and blessed by your journey. We check your blog every day, but think of you a thousand times a day. We pray that your journey is made lighter by the many prayers and inspiration sent to you. Cora continues to teach us incredible lessons through you, her blessed parents. You will always be her parents. Parents of an angel!ReplyCancel

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  • wenbren explains it all - I got the pink Cora’s Playground pendant, and I loved it I put it on the first day it arrived!ReplyCancel

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  • Robin - still praying ๐Ÿ™‚ReplyCancel

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  • PamperingBeki - Praying for you tonight.

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  • JANE - You are an amazing woman. To be called to be such a witness for our God. You inspire the rest of us to be better. And I know I am better and stronger in my faith from reading your blog and knowing Cora’s story. You are always in my prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Always in my thoughts and prayers.

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  • The Faulk Family - Praying for you every time God brings little Cora’s story to mind. You are such a witness, even in your grief…ReplyCancel

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  • Misty Rice-Baniewicz - Stopping by to say hi to a sister….. thinking about you TODAY.ReplyCancel

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  • lucyseay - Thinking of you and praying for you daily.
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  • Anonymous - Hi-while I agree 100% with your friends, you are NOT obligated to blog, post etc on our behalf! I can not imagine the pain you are going through. My heart breaks for you. However for those of us who do not see you around, at church, stores etc it does our hearts good just to know that you are OK. So even though you don’t have to and as painful as it must be, THANK YOU for taking the time to let us know that you are ok. You have touched my life more than you will ever know. You, Joel and Cora are always in my thoughts, heart and I will continue to pray daily for you and your families.

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  • Wendy - My daughter has been living with a chronic, life-threatening disease for nearly 4 years. She looks seeminly normal on the outside, but an unpredictable war rages inside and I spend every day with some anxiety about her overall well-being. It requires an exhausting amount of brainpower and energy to keep her alive.

    Since following your blog, I’ve been challenged to ask myself if I would be as faithful in my deepest moments of sorrow…and I don’t know the answer.

    Both of you are an inspiration to me. Cora’s battle happened so fast. One day, one hour, one minute life was ordinary — and the next it was forever changed.

    “Ordinary” seems impossible to ever achieve again.

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  • Lauren - Still remembering and praying for you all. This Easter will take on a new and very special meaning.ReplyCancel

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  • Heather - I think of you and your family often. You all are in my prayers!ReplyCancel

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  • lauren - you and your husband are an absolute inspiration.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - thank you
    your faith is so strong. That is a reaffirmation to me as to how reliable our Father is. If He has strengthened your faith to that degree in your situation, then my faith can grow, too.
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  • Amy - I weep with your every post. From one mommy to another, I am praying for you.
    Your sister in Christ,
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  • Kristi - I am so sorry. I still pray for you and your husband. I cannot imagine what you must be going through. I am glad you have Jesus to cling to.ReplyCancel

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  • ChinaSue - http://www.audreycaroline.blogspot.com

    Her words are inspiring and honest like yours….ReplyCancel

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  • Ethansmom08 - I think of you, your family, and Cora everyday…your story, grief, and words are so real and eloquently spoken. Cora’s life and story have had such an amazing impact on my life…I continue to pray for you often.

    And I whole heartedly agree with the others that have said you don’t “owe” us anything…just get to things in your own time and when you are ready.

    Prayers,
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  • Marlene W. - Thinking of you and Joel and continuing to pray for you daily. I thought of you when I was listening to a song by Poor Baker’s Dozen:

    Be my bread and water
    Lord you know I need you
    Lord you know I want you
    To fill me with your love

    I love that song. I pray that you will be continually filled with God’s amazing love for you.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Dear Jess and Joel,
    Jess, you are so honest about the
    grieving you are walking through…What courage it takes to be real and honest about your journey. Please keep writing about your journey, whether here on the blog or on paper….Also, you are not
    alone, consider finding a group of parents who are experiencing this same very difficult path. Blessings and take care of yourselves. Thinking and praying for you both. DianeReplyCancel

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  • The Schilling's from PICU - Jess and Joel,

    We continue to pray for you! I wish there was something we could do to make the days less painful! you are such an inspiration to us and have taught us a new way of life with God in it stonger than ever, and for that we are truely blessed! thank you! I think of you both everyday and hope for brighter days! Please know we are here for you! love and miss you!ReplyCancel

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  • Katie - You and your sweet Cora are still in our thoughts and prayers. I can’t imagine the grief you and your husband feel, but God can and feels it right along with you. I’m so glad you’re able to cling to your faith. Your family’s story has touched my heart, and Cora will never, ever be forgotten. Your faith, grace, and reliance on God serve as an inspiration for me, and show me how I want to live. I wish you peace and love.ReplyCancel

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  • Steph - Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers! You are so strong, God has special plans for you & Joel. Thanks for sharing your life with so many and being a Light in this world.
    xo,
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  • ARK - You are such an amazing woman of faith! I don’t know you but have followed your story and am praying for you all. Every time I think of you I say a prayer. I love your dresses, you are so talented.ReplyCancel

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  • Miss Em - I find myself praying for you and Joel everyday. I generally pray that you will find peace today and to make it through another day. Believe it or not, your grieving is normal and you are so right some days are harder then others and all of it is exhausting. I lost my little one two and a half years ago and found myself sobbing in church yesterday. I think the thing that frustrates me the most is the complete lack of control of my emotions. One minute I am fine and the next I am a heap on the floor smothered by grief. I just read what I wrote and not entirely sure that I am being helpful, so I will stop here. I am truely just trying to tell you that I know your pain and that in time it will ease but I would never really want it to go away completely because it reminds me of the love I have for my son and that God holds him and me and loves us so much and we are together that way for now. I am so blessed to know Cora’s story and I know God has so many amazing things for you and Joel. Sending my love to you.ReplyCancel

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I just added twenty-nine new things to our store.

There are six new dresses…
…and more coming next week!
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I’ve had several people ask me about the Cora’s Playground necklaces that we were wearing on Cora’s birthday. ย Here they are. ย Thank you to Mark and Stef at HomeStudio for designing such a beautiful pendant in honor of Cora’s life and the Cora’s Playground Project. ย They are just beautiful! ย 
So, head on over to Etsy. ย Last I checked there were still some left.ย 

Thank you to all the Etsy sellers who are continuing to donate to Cora’s Playground. ย I am amazed how kind and generous you all are. You have blessed us so much! Cora’s Playground is in the works, but nothing has actually been started yet. ย I will keep you updated as things get started.
A few more things…
My mom and I are still sewing. More Cora dresses and other things will be added to Cora’s soon. I will let you know when that happens. We have about 30 dresses cut out. We just have to find time to sew now.
We are not taking any special orders for Cora dresses at this point. Thanks for being patient. We will continue to put more in our shop as often as we can.
So many people have offered to do kind things for us, wanted us to contact them, or just had questions they wanted us to answer. ย I do read all of your comments (both here and through our Etsy shop). You are so encouraging to us. I haven’t gotten back to hardly anyone because it is just too overwhelming right now. Hopefully someday I will have time to get to know some of you through your blogs and answer questions. For right now I am doing good just to get something posted on our blog!
I think that is all for tonight…
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  • Christina - Jessica, you don’t know me but I have been praying for you guys for quite a while now, along with countless others. What you said the other day, about nothing sustaining you except the Word of God, was so amazing to read. It struck right to my heart. Everything else, and everyone else will fail, but He never will. Even when things are falling apart (either really, or in one’s perception) He is the faithful and constant One. Thank you for that reminder. I think you are amazing to continue to do what you do, posting, sewing, and just plain carrying on. I know it’s not you, but God in you, His spirit strengthening you, His word filling you and giving you what you need to keep moving forward. I’m sure it’s the same for Joel. I thought I would let you know that you are blessing many people, and as one of the individuals in that collective group I wanted to say thank you. Thank you for allowing yourself to be used by God, even amidst great sorrow. I don’t really know what else to say. I’ll be praying for you still.ReplyCancel

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  • The Muddy Moose Bath Boutique - Those are really beautiful pendants…I’m heading there now to check them out! I was proud to be part of such a wonderful cause. I know Cora’s playground will be something truly special.

    Deb
    The Muddy Moose Bath Boutique
    http://www.themuddymoose.etsy.com
    http://www.themuddymoose.blogspot.comReplyCancel

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  • Sherryl - Keeping busy is good Jessica! Keep up with your blog posts – it lets everyone out there who care about you know that you’re okay.ReplyCancel

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  • Sherryl - I still have Cora’s Playground on my blog:

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  • Anonymous - WOW!!! That is amazing!!! Cora has touched so many people you can’t even imagine. I live in a small town in Tennessee and I have told many people about her. Just think about how many people live in small towns throughout the world and are telling a few people about her…that is AWESOME!
    Keep doing what you are doing it it AMAZING!
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  • Micah - What a beautiful necklace! Get busy sewing!!! ๐Ÿ˜‰ReplyCancel

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  • PamperingBeki - You are doing amazingly well. I’m sure it feels different on the inside, but on the outside you’ve been such a blessing to so many people.

    You just continue to take things one day at a time, one hour at a time. God is holding you close and I just know that one of these days you’re going to be able to breathe for the first time in a long time.

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  • Heather's Home (aka Chez Hez) - I bought a couple of those gorgeous necklaces before the playground donation and I can honestly say that they are adorable and I love mine. I get a lot of questions about it and am happy to tell anyone/everyone all about your Cora and your dream for her playground. Keep blogging when you have time/energy and that goes for sewing, too. We’re still thinking of and praying for you all!

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  • Miranda @ Traveling Treasures - The necklaces are beautiful! I’m sure they’ll sell out soon if they haven’t already. It’s good that you are able to keep busy. We look forward to hearing how Cora’s Playground progress goes.ReplyCancel

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  • Stephanie - I can’t wait until you list some more on Etsy…maybe this time I’ll catch them before everything sells out ๐Ÿ™‚ReplyCancel

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  • Polka Dot Moon - One day at a time, one step at a time. You are both amazing!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - You continue to be an inspiration to me…
    Thoughts and prayers! Thank you for taking the time to post, it puts us at ease to read a little something from you…

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  • Kristi REDISKE - Thankyou so much for the post on the necklace-I just ordered one and cannot wait to get it. I wanted something to wear to keep Coras memory alive and also when people ask me about it I can’t wait to testify about what happened and how the Lord is working. I think it will be a good thing for me to have to witness to people and tell them about the Lord. Thanks for being strong even when you probably don’t want to be. I am anxiously but also patiently awaiting the posting of the clothes-I want a dress badly for my grandaughter-you all are a blessing to us. I thank the Lord for great testimonies of people like you.ReplyCancel

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  • The Jones' - Jess,
    Good luck with all that sewing!! Your a strong women and I love reading all you have to say! The pendants are very cute! It amazes me how talented some folks are. Sending you hugs and prayers,
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  • The Morris Family - Having walked and still walking in the “death valley” with our little Joel, to that beast of NB,the Word is my life preserver. I look so forward each mornign to reading and hearing form the heights of heaven and to think Joel is there and your Cora. To think as we bend our knee and pray and cry and offer thanks they are in the crowd. I can only say what has really gotten me through this is the scriptures. I have loved reading the Gospels, especially Luke and John, seeing Christ’s humanity of walking and being on the earth yet seeing his divine works and power in lives, I guess because those two aspects are so much more real now, I am here, yet I am there in my heart with Joel. May His infinite compassion reach to the depth of your despair and may you feel and know there is a ROCK at the bottom that you can throw yourself on…..
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  • Misty Rice-Baniewicz - I love it! Beautiful, simple and chic and SPECIAL.ReplyCancel

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  • Cristy - Jess….

    Still praying and thinking of you every single day. Praying that your strength increases daily.

    Hugs and love…

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  • Margaret - That is so pretty.

    I am glad you are able to blog and make things for your shop.

    I still have you in my prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • Ethansmom08 - I just ordered one of the Cora’s playground pendants and I can’t wait to wear it! As I said before, I have had many compliments on my flower and love telling others the story of your amazing family and beautiful Cora! I am still praying for you and Joel everyday and will continue to do so…you courage and faith are an inspiration!

    Looking forward to seeing the Cora dresses and other things in your Etsy shop when you are all stocked up again!

    Love,
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  • Tricia boutellefamilyzoo@yahoo.com - Your strength and courage continues to inspire me every day!

    May God continue to bless you!

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  • meg duerksen - don’t feel ANY guilt for not responding to people.
    that is not your job.
    we are supposed to support you…not overwhlem you.

    wish i could’ve hugged you yesterday.ReplyCancel

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  • Heather - You keep on doing things in your own time, and don’t let anyone make you feel guilty! You guys are amazing!ReplyCancel

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  • shepherdsgrace - Many blessings…many prayers and thoughts…may our Lord touch many hearts through your testimony…

    with sympathies,
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  • Starsnrose - You are doing such a great job being Cora’s mom displaying His grace!

    I was reading something on another blog honoring my friends the Bergmen’s in their loss of their little boy, http://www.cjbermenmusic.com/wordpress which calmed my still aching heart from the loss of my own son. It is so simple, but you know how the Lord uses some words at different times and circumstances in our lives. Perhaps it will help you too. “When there aren’t answers, there is always Jesus.” So true! I am praying for you still.ReplyCancel

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  • The Morris Family - An easy thing, O power Divine,
    To thank Thee for these gifts of Thine!
    For summer’s sunshine, winter’s snow,
    For hearts that kindle, thoughts that glow;
    But when shall I attain to this:
    To thank Thee for the things I miss?

    For all young fancy’s early gleams,
    The dreamed-of joys that still are dreams,
    Hopes unfulfilled, and pleasures known
    Through others’ fortunes, not my own,
    And blessings seen that are not given,
    And never will be–this side of Heaven.

    Had I, too , shared the joys I see,
    Would there have been a Heaven for me?
    Could I have felt Thy presence near
    Had I possessed what I held dear?
    My deepest fortune, highest bliss,
    Have grown, perchance, from things I miss.

    Sometimes there comes an hour of calm;
    Grief turns to blessing, pain to balm;
    A Power that works above my will
    Still leads me onward, upward still;
    And then my heart attains to this:
    To thank Thee for the things I miss.

    (Thomas Wentworth Higginson)

    Cindy (Joel’s mommy)
    found this through another grieving mommy…..ReplyCancel

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  • Karina - I think those pendants are gone now too…Word sure gets out fast! I will continue to stalk your shop…

    Not to be presumptuous and speak for all posters, but please don’t feel obliged to respond to us; we are here to offer you a few words of support and encouragement if we can. Or at least tell you that you continue to inspire us and that Cora will not be forgotten.

    Hugs from Canada…ReplyCancel

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  • Lynn Jones - I hope this isn’t too much of a downer, but this is what is on my heart regarding you. You have experienced some very real trauma, watching your sweet precious daughter go through such a struggle. Your healing should go at the pace that only you know is right. Please just remember this blog isn’t about the readers, but about you and we would never want to add pressure or stress to this time. You are having fellowship with the One who can minister the best, and anything else should take second place. God bless you, Jess, may He give you peace and rest.ReplyCancel

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  • Brian and Staci - Jess…don’t ever worry about commenting…I think people (or at least they should!) understand ๐Ÿ™‚ Now, I’m off to see if I can’t snag one of those beautiful necklaces in honor of your beautiful little girl ๐Ÿ™‚ Praying EVERY DAY for you and your precious family!ReplyCancel

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  • sarahross - I sound like a broken record but…my prayers haven’t ceased. I think about your family many times a day and while my heart breaks for you, I know that God is faithful and will lovingly rebuild what has been torn apart.

    I have always loved this hymn, but when I sang it the other day, I thought of you…do you know it?

    How firm a foundation ye saints of the Lord
    Is laid for your faith in His excellent Word!
    What more can He say than to you He hath said
    Who unto the Savior for refuge have fled?

    When thro’ the deep waters I call thee to go
    The rivers of sorrow shall not overflow
    For I will be with thee thy troubles to bless
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  • Kelly - Hello Jessica,
    I just wanted to say I did head over to Etsy and was able to purchase one of the beautiful Cora pendants. I am so glad to be able to help contribute towards her playground. God made such a special little girl, who touched so many people, near and far. I am one of them.
    Keeping you in my prayers,
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  • My-Garden of Eden - My prayers go out to you! You are such a special couple. Thank you for sharing your story. Please know that God does take away, but only for a short time. You will see Cora again and you can be with her. You have a kind Heavenly Father who loves you so much. Thank you for letting that love shine. May you feel the peace that we are praying you will have and keep with you. Families can and will be together forever through the proper authority. May you find peace in your darkest moments. Thank you for sharing your sweet Cora with us.ReplyCancel

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  • James' Full House - Just know that people truly care about you. That we are praying daily for you. That Cora has touches thousands of people. I will never be the same all because of her sweet smile. The grace you have shown is amazing. Continue to be her voice and tell her story. God is doing something so BIG here! I am honored to be a small tiny part of it.
    Praying daily,
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  • ~Cherie - I ordered my Cora necklace when the were first available. I absolutely love it. I’ve been wearing it a lot recently. One of my best girlfriends thinks it is so special that it has such an important meaning to me. It means more to me than almost any other piece of jewelry I own. Someone else asked me about it today. It’s a beautiful way to open the door to talking about Cora, her life and impact. Blessings from Ohio.ReplyCancel

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  • Laura - Hi… I am a frequent follower of your blog now, and think of Cora daily. I think part of the reason I am so drawn to you and your story is that my daughter is very close in age to Cora. I look at her daily and think of Cora and how very blessed I am. I can’t wait for the Etsy shop to restock so I can buy my Erin some dresses. My sister is pregnant and will find out soon what she is having. If it’s a girl she will be getting a Cora dress as well! Your family continued to inspire me, and you are very much in my prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • The Carroll's - It is amazing how God has used your story to teach me over the past few months. I feel forever changed by lessons I am learning and your words have spoken deeply to me. I check your blog and comment often so that you can always know that while only God can sustain you, there are many, many, people who are lifting your family up in prayer. You are strong and courageous and I hope that God uses the prayers of all of us to continue to love on you as you walk this road.ReplyCancel

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  • mommaof4wife2r - bless your heart…when my paige was little, she wanted more than anything for me to say those words when she needed encouragement. so, bless your baby heart.

    i did want you to know that one of the jr high girls from church…from when i preached on your cora paige and your strength and faith…came to me this last week and told me she was able to share your story to inspire someone in a tough time.

    you all are still making a difference…and your faith is inspiring kiddos, too!ReplyCancel

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  • amy - Praying for you right now.ReplyCancel

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  • Amy - My husband used you as a sermon illustration the other night. He is keeping up with you, also, and he has been so blessed by your unwavering faith.

    Both my husband and I are praying for you, as is our youth ministry. Cora has impacted so many people. YOU and your testament of faith have impacted so many people.

    I just read in this post that you are concerned about not getting back to people who have left comments. You don’t worry about that. You still need to take care of each other. We will pray, read, and support you whether or not we get a personal email from you. That isn’t what is important. Cora’s Playground is important. You: Joel and Jess are important. Your families are important.

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  • Chris - I have one of those necklaces it is beautiful and always touched my heart.
    I hope you are doing ok , my brother and his wife just lost a baby different situation but very painful , sometimes it over comes me too .
    I am thinking of you .ReplyCancel

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  • beckley - still praying for you.
    grace and peace to you,
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  • wenbren explains it all - I’m so glad you posted this I was so sad because I really wanted that pendant! I’m glad you guys are keeping busy, I’m just a stranger but I have been followig your story and cried so much! Cora has touched so many lives she is truly an angel that is watching over you guys! The way you are continuing with life and keeping busy is the work of an angel!:)ReplyCancel

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  • Vanessa - Hi,
    You don’t know me, I live in Costa Rica and somehow I ended up in your blog. I admire your faith and your strength.
    You and your husband are in my prayers ever since the day I got to “know” you, and I regularly come back to “check” on you.
    God Bless you and continue to hold you,
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  • Bethany - I am yet another blogger who doesn’t know you, but am touched and moved by your life and Cora’s. My heart aches for you. As I read I want to do something to help the hurt. I lift you to the Father when He brings you to my mind. Your daughter is beautiful. I’m sure she is even more so now. I hope and pray that the Lord will begin to lift you burden soon. I know He is near to you. I thank Him for that. Praying you will continue to be filled with hope for you future, peace for your days, and comfort for your soul.ReplyCancel

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  • Kenny Crystal Blaike & Makenna - You probably don’t even know me, but I grew up with Ginga Skillen. I just heard a song this morning of K-love by Mandesa. It’s on her new CD coming out today call “Freedom”. I immediatley thought of little Cora. It’s the child’s perspective of going to see Jesus and how beautiful it is. You guys are an inspiration to so many and I can only hope that they all see Jesus through your journey. Take care….ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I continue to be in awe of your faith. I will continue to pray that it sustains you, through this most unimaginable pain. I watched the interview you both did for your local news, your little girl is so blessed to have such lovely parents, and I believe she watches over you, and knows what good work you both do to honor her. I hope you know that by sharing your loss, you have helped me find a better connection with Christ. Cora’s life, although so short, has impacted so many, thanks.
    in prayer for you and your family,
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  • purejoy - jessica, i too check back to your site often and remember cora with a prayer, as well as praying for you and your sweet husband. you are such a sweet testimony of what faith in Jesus looks like. what a light to our Father you are.
    i would like a cora’s playground button for my blog. i missed the boat on that one.
    thanks again for updating your blog. i for one really care about how you are getting along.
    have a blessed and outstanding week!ReplyCancel

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  • purejoy - jessica, i too check back to your site often and remember cora with a prayer, as well as praying for you and your sweet husband. you are such a sweet testimony of what faith in Jesus looks like. what a light to our Father you are.
    i would like a cora’s playground button for my blog. i missed the boat on that one.
    thanks again for updating your blog. i for one really care about how you are getting along.
    have a blessed and outstanding week!ReplyCancel

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  • Michele - Thanks for another update-and praises for the way God is opening doors for you both in sharing Cora’s story and the love of Jesus. Thank you for trusting in Him so others can see the truth in God’s word. Bless you both.
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  • Dawn - Oh thanks for telling where the pendants came from. What is funny is I just purchased from there but unfortunately I didn’t see any. I will have to go back and look.

    I just wanted to tell you two that I feel so drawn to your story. I think because what happened to you 2 I feel can happen to any one of us. There are babies that are born with medical issues but that wasn’t Cora’s case. I’ve always felt blessed that I have Mackenzie in my life. My only child/daughter. But your story really makes me count my blessings that she is a healthy little girl. I almost feel like at times I’m holding my breath and waiting for something to happen and I know I shouldn’t. So I live each day with her and I’m grateful that God has given me such a special gift. I was never sure I’d even have a baby and she was born when I had just turned 39.

    You and Joel continue to inspire me and my thoughts are with Cora daily.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Still inspired by you..Joel and your Cora. Thoughts and prayers continue to come your way.

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  • Ang - This is just so awesome…How many people will precious Cora touch?

    BTW I just changed my blog to private (I think) and since I follow yours I am not sure if you need an invite to read or post on mine. If you do my email is agb443@msn.com thanks!!!ReplyCancel

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  • JenR - You have been in my prayers. I have been studying Isaiah and thought of sweet Cora when I read Isaiah 65:20. God is describing the new earth He is going to create. He describes how joyous it will be. Then He says what will not be there. One of the first things He lists is “never again will there be in it an infant who lives but a few days…” I know God is sovereign, but cleary, He hurts when babies die too soon. It is the result of a fallen world. And when He makes everything right, He will not let it happen again. I pray that He continues to comfort you in your grief.ReplyCancel

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Phew! I am glad that is over. We watched the news tonight and were so thankful for how Megan reported our story. ย We were a little nervous…you never know what to expect. ย They even let me talk about Jesus on TV! You can watch it here.

I felt amazingly calm (for me) during the interview. I am so thankful that God gives us strength to get through things like this. Things that normally would make us so uncomfortable. I am praying that someone was watching the news tonight who needed to hear about Jesus and that HIS name would be glorified through our story.
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  • The Wildings - I just watched the story! It was done so well! Good job guys! You are absolutly amazing! God bless!ReplyCancel

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  • PamperingBeki - I cried again. ๐Ÿ™‚

    You are so beautiful and did such a great job! We’re so proud of you guys.ReplyCancel

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  • capperson - You are amazing, but I’m sure your told that often. ๐Ÿ™‚ReplyCancel

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  • Vera - I am so in awe of the grace with which y’all have shared Cora’s story and your faith with the world – thank you, you are SUCH an inspiration! I will continue to keep you in my prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • Samantha - Wow, what a great way to get your message out. I am so happy that the importance of Cora’s playground was noticed by the media. You did wonderfully.

    There is a grace and dignity that is brought on by loss… I see it in your eyes…ReplyCancel

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  • Amber - It was such an amazing testimony. I am from Texas and watched it from my computer via a blog that placed it there. You and Joel truly exemplify God’s word and love. Cora is touching so many people and what a beautiful spirit she is and will always be. I think about you daily and pray every time that you will find peace and understanding through this experience. God is Good all the time and He will never forsake you.

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  • Macalla - That is so great. What a wonderful way to share the love of God through sweet Cora’s story.

    God is Good.ReplyCancel

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  • meg duerksen - that was SO great.
    really great. You did good.
    great job joel and jess. your sweet baby is so special.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Nice video & News article. It’s amazing that you were able to give your testimony of your faith on TV. God is so Good. You were both very nice and did a good job. Well done!
    Blessings to you

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  • Candice - You did great. Nice story.ReplyCancel

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  • Denise Kessler - it’s beautiful the way you glorify God together and enrich the life Cora had by sharing. we have lost a child as well and God carried us through. thank you from Pennsylvania.ReplyCancel

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  • Jenn - You both did an amazing job! Praying for you daily.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - What a beautiful story. You and your husband are so brave. I have been following your blog for awhile. Cora’s story has really touched me. Still praying for you all.
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  • Micah - It’s perfect! Great job to both of you!ReplyCancel

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  • Midwest Mommy - Going to watch now.ReplyCancel

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  • BeeHappy - You both did a great job! God Bless your wonderful souls!ReplyCancel

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  • Suzie(a stranger in Iowa that has been so touched) - Just watched the video here in Iowa and you both amaze me every day!! What a wonderful tribute to your precious angel!! You both did so well!! He has amazing things in store for you!! Glory be to God!! Cora is so proud of you both! You are an inspiration and you have touched so many!! Be well!!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - It was perfect.

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  • Faye - YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING.WHAT A BLESSING.HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!ReplyCancel

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  • Stephanie - I’m going to check it out..I’m sure you did an amazing job!!!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Cindy - I know you’d much rather have Cora than be talking about her. But…thank you for sharing her with us. Her story, her legacy and her love. Thanking you for giving our God the glory for such a hard thing.ReplyCancel

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  • purejoy - congrats on getting through that!! i haven’t watched the interview yet, but i will!
    can you send me the link for cora’s playground? i have looked but can’t find the code. many thanks and i hope that someone out there who needed to hear about Jesus had open ears and an open heart. way to go!ReplyCancel

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  • Julie - Wow – what a day you guys had yestserday! Amazing! I just read the newspaper article and watched the news story – just beautiful! Your strength and love for your daughter are just amazing to see. Cora is amazing and has touched so many. I wish you were holding her in your arms today…but I am so proud of you for how you are honoring your sweet daughter.

    I know we have never met…but I am so touched and so proud.

    Hugs and prayers from Indiana!ReplyCancel

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  • Kristi - I know that had to be so difficult for you, but what a tribute to your sweet Cora.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - It was perfect! I am stuggling so very much with my faith these days..Is that what continues to bring me to your blog, your Cora multiple times a day. A stranger who only knows you from Cora’s story? You continue to be an inspiration to me.
    Thank you for using your heartache to spread the word of God..

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  • Anonymous - What a wonderful way to spread Cora’s story. You are amazing people, and thank you for sharing your story. Your precious Cora will continue to touch lives and encourage individuals to know God.

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  • Christina (aka - Tina) - Jess,

    My husband and I read the news article last night. I had tears rolling down my face. The journalist told your story beautifully.

    I, too, was worried about how your news station would present your story, but I think they did a wonderful job. Since we are in Missouri, I knew we wouldn’t be able to see the story until today. It has been a blessing to see the good work that God does…especially in the media outlet.

    I cannot imagine how difficult it has been for you and I am amazed and continue to be inspired by you and your husband. You all are just an exceptional couple. That is what my husband and I think. We can only strive to imitate the kind of faith you all have.

    Please know that you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Also know that God is pleased with what you did yesterday and that He and Cora are smiling down on you today.

    Love,

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  • Pam - What a wonderful interview. You are in my prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • Audrey - Amazing strength that only God can give! You guys did a wonderful job! With God’s Grace, I bet we will be seeing that playground this summer!ReplyCancel

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  • Marielle - It is so special to see and hear you talk about Cora. You are truly special parents! Love the way yu have the orictures of Cora in your home and have the love of Jezus in your harts.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - WOW!! So beautiful! God has been glorified through your amazing Cora. Blessing to you both!ReplyCancel

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  • Hey Rachie Kae - I am so proud of you all. What a witness. Thank you for being willing.ReplyCancel

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  • laura - what a beautiful interview and a touching way to share God’s love.

    thinking of you and your family here in north carolina!ReplyCancel

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  • Kari J - Jess and Scott- I know I have never meet you but your story has touched my heart and it always will. Your strength and faith is amazing! I have a request… I belong to a group in Texas called “Young Texans Against Cancer” we are having a dinner at the end of this month and they are asking for pictures for a slide show of thouse (along with the stories) who have suffered… I would love to link your page and your story to our group if that is alright with you. Please know if this is something you do not want I will not go against your wishes! My prayers are with you always! -KariReplyCancel

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  • Jill - You guys were great!! God is doing great things through you and Joel.ReplyCancel

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  • Robin in Benton - I hadn’t had a chance to check your blog yesterday so when your story was on Fox news I was totally surprised. You two have shown such faith through all of this and both the story in the paper and on the news was done with such faith and grace that I’m more sure than ever that God is smiling on you even through your tears. I know that you have been a living testimony of faith and an inspiration for me.

    I know that you would much prefer to have sweet Cora with you in your arms but I hope you take comfort in knowing what a difference her life has made in the lives of others and in glorifying God. Praying for you always,
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  • Anonymous - Hi Joel & Jess – I just got done watching the video and I think you were amazing! I know the God is holding you in his tender arms and allowing you to tell the story of your beautiful baby, to His glory. God bless and keep you!ReplyCancel

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  • aimee - I’m sure Cora is so proud of her mommy and daddy! You did a beautiful job, and I know it must have been difficult to get through.Praying for you all the time.ReplyCancel

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  • Cary Hairbows - My heart has been so heavy for your family. Not a day goes by when I don’t stop myself to pray for you. May the Lord continue to give you strength and encouragement during this difficult time. You are so loved…by so many “strangers”…the outpouring of love and concern for your sweet Cora makes me weep. You are so special!!!!

    My dear friend, who sculpts all my clay bow toppers, is working with me to create a “Cora” bow. I will email you in the upcoming weeks to ask your permission to list it on my website (all profits to benefit the glorious playground mission). :o)

    xo,

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  • Miranda @ Traveling Treasures - It must have been so hard to do that, you both did wonderful. You helped Cora spread the Word by doing the interviews. I hope you felt closer to her during those times.
    All the money raised up to this point was pretty much by blog use, can’t wait to hear how her playground fund grows now!ReplyCancel

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  • The Carroll's - Thanks for sharing with us out of towner’s! What a beautiful testimony of your faith and HOPE in Christ. God has been teaching me so much through you and your story. Praying that even more people are able to hear about your Cora!ReplyCancel

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  • Livesays - Jess & Joel,
    The news story was beautiful! What a wonderful respite to the awful news that is reported daily! Cora’s life and legacy and your quiet, graceful faith in our Lord continue to touch the lives of all those who know you and countless thousands worldwide who haven’t been as privelged to meet or know you. You did a wonderful job encouraging others to know Christ through your example of unwaivering faith in the greatest loss. Like little Cora, your words were simple, beautiful and pure. Thanks for sharing your story with the world again. We continue to think and pray for you many times a day and hope you just how loved, cared for, and respected you both are.
    Take care of yourselves and each other.
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  • The Veers - AMAZING!!!! You guys did such an amazing job sharing your faith! It was so nice to see such a beautiful family on TV!ReplyCancel

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  • Polka Dot Moon - Crying again as I watch your story. You both are such strong people.

    Continued prayers for you!ReplyCancel

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  • carmen - We watched it here in Manhattan too! Such poise and strength you two have…by God’s grace, I know. I appreciate your availability to be used in stretching ways.ReplyCancel

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  • in a world surrounded by men - You really gave glory to Jesus. Praise him! I am so sorry for your loss. Cora will not be forgotten.ReplyCancel

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  • Laura - Well done! So difficult to do. I never tire of seeing beautiful images of your beautiful daughter. I wish we could return her to your loving arms.ReplyCancel

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  • Courtney - I saw the interview on Fox Ks. last night. You guys did awesome! I know that you reached out to so many people through that interview. Cora is still touching so many peoples lives and teaching them about Jesus.
    God bless and keep telling the world about your baby Cora.
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  • Kristin - Tears are pouring….for you and your family……because I know that what you are being asked to endure for His glory is heartbreaking. That was a wonderful news piece and I know that so many people have found Jesus as a result of your story.

    You have inspired me so much too with your etsy store!! I aspire to have my own etsy business one day, and your store has really motivated me and encouraged me in that respect too. What is also so encouraging is that my faith in mankind has been lifted after seeing the huge outpouring of the work so many have done to raise money for Cora’s playground.

    I pray for God’s blessings over your family.

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  • Anonymous - Oh to be the parents you are! You are an inspiration to Christian parents everywhere.ReplyCancel

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  • The Padilla Family - You did an amazing job! I know it’s so hard to step out there and do something like this, but YOU DID IT! Way to go! Praying for you…ReplyCancel

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  • alicia - just watched your story.. i am praying for you and your family everyday.ReplyCancel

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  • The Mershawn's - Great job. That was really nice. Made me cry again. Such a sweet girl….
    Still praying for you guys.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Such a great interview. I am in awe of our strength and genuine love of Him. May the days ahead get easier and easier as you find wisdom and strength in His word.ReplyCancel

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  • Becky - Just beautiful!ReplyCancel

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  • Amy - You guys did a great job! I am continually amazed at the ways in which God is using Cora (and you two) to share His love. You guys are amazing.ReplyCancel

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  • Toni :O) - Wow…you two are the pillar of strength! Thank you for continuing to inspire so many of us and helping to spread the word on your lovely little Cora. I can’t wait for the bag I ordered from polkadotmarket.com to come in the mail which benefited the memory of your sweet girl’s playground! May God continue to reign his blessings down on you and give you the strength you need to get through each and every day. My prayers are continuing for you both!ReplyCancel

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  • Miss Em - You both were wonderful. Thank you for sharing this with me and you are such an inspiration. The three of you are never far from my mind and always in my heart. I was amazed at how much this has affected me and am still amazed how it continues to affect me. God continues to work in our lives and Cora helped to remind me of that. I pray for your healing and that your work will continue to help people with their journey to God.ReplyCancel

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  • The Schilling's from PICU - of course that brought back soooo much emotion in me again…. you did a wonderful job sharing your story about Cora. How hard that must have been, yet comforting. I miss you and want you to know we are still praying and thinking of you daily. This week was Blake’s
    5th birthday and Jaylee is 1 today.
    I know the days are hard and lonely and we wish you comfort and peace. We are fine, and enjoying spring break. Time is flying by and yet when I read your blog daily it makes time stand still for me in my heart, and remember the days at the hospital and seeing you and your family there. It still amazes me how strong your faith is and what Cora and you have brought to this crazzzyyy world for many of us. Thank you for being you and being a part of our lives!
    We love you and miss you all!

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  • Cristy - You guys really came across with such grace, peace and beauty. We watched last night with tears in our eyes.

    Praying for you daily…

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  • Ethansmom08 - I am SO glad that I got to see it!!! Thank you so much for sharing with all of us who are not local.

    The video was beautiful, just like Cora! It was very well done and you and Joel did an amazing job, I am in awe of your strength.

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  • Anonymous - You and Joel are both so inspiring. My prayers and thoughts are with you daily.ReplyCancel

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  • Mama10EE - What a touching account of Cora and the playground in her honor. She is such a beautiful baby. My husband and I have chosen her name if our child is a girl. God bless you both.ReplyCancel

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  • Karina - What a lovely, tasteful interview. It was nice to hear your voice, for so many of us who feel we’ve come to “know” you a little.

    I’m so happy for you that you have your faith to carry you through this. You should know that your story continues to reach out far and wide…I have never even read the bible, but something about Cora has touched me and awakened my interest. I feel guilty that you had to pay such a huge price to reach people like me. It is humbling indeed.ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah Joy - Wow, God is doing amazing things, beyond our imagination! Just as his word says! The news video was so good to see. You guys had such peace, thank you for sharing it with us.ReplyCancel

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  • Elizabeth - Good job, guys – what a great testimony.ReplyCancel

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  • Clare Z. - Your story always brings tears to my eyes. It makes me realize just how much I love my own children and what blessings they are in my life.

    Your stregnth and courage is overwhelming is the best sense. It’s obvious that God is watching over you with little Cora by His side.ReplyCancel

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  • The Mommy - I cried again.

    You two continue to be an inspiration. I am in awe over your strength and your bravery to go out of your comfort zone to get your important message out.ReplyCancel

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  • Judy - Just watched the video! You both did a great job! It was fun to hear your voices, since I totally feel like I know you! You honored God and I’m sure the word of your testimony will continue to draw people to Jesus. Cora’s story just keeps spreading ๐Ÿ™‚ It’s amazing what that little girl accomplished in her 11 months with us! Praying for you!ReplyCancel

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  • Cathy - Great job…I can’t even imagine how hard that was for you to do. But thank you for sharing Cora’s story with all of us. And I am so excited that way over half the money has already been raised for Cora’s Playground!ReplyCancel

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  • Brent and Noele - What a beautiful testimony. Thank you for sharing Jesus in you with us!ReplyCancel

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  • Kelly - I read the article and watched the interview and am once again in tears. It is amazing the way God continues to use you guys. Thank you for being open to that!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - A job well done, with that story Cora’s name is out there even more and it will be no time before the playground will be up! Blessings to youReplyCancel

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  • dg darling - Oh my goodness! I would have panicked too! You guys did great though. I always cry when I read, see, or hear something about sweet Cora and I don’t even know you all in person. Thank you again for sharing your sweet baby with all of us…

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  • Lindsay Day - Your little girl is so incredibly proud of you! Not to mention your Heavenly Father.ReplyCancel

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  • Alison - I cry nearly every time I visit your blog. I so love your family and Cora’s sweet smile gets me every time. God bless you Jess and Joel.ReplyCancel

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  • amy lynne - I am so happy that Cora’s Playground has been a vehicle for Cora’s memory, your family’s strength and healing, and your ever growing faith. My daughter Tatum is just a month younger than Cora and your story has really touched my heart and made my relationship with her and with Christ much stronger. Thank you for your bravery in sharing your sweet child with us all! I think of her all the time. Lots of love and hugs from Wimberley, Texas… Amy LynneReplyCancel

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  • Paula - Jess and Joel you did an awesome job telling Cora’s story.. I am wondering if after the playground is built, maybe you could set up a non-profit organization and build playgrounds in poverty-stricken areas? Maybe you could sell paper Cora widgets in the stores for 1.00 like they do for other charities? You could help so many other children and honor Cora’s memory at the same time… just a thought… sending love and prayers for you both .. remembering Cora every day…Paula from NY.ReplyCancel

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  • The little things - I’m so glad God is able to use beautiful Cora… I want you to know she is alove and well in my heart daily too. I bought some necklesses off the Etsy to support Cora’s playground and they arrived today- I put one on instantly (it says be inspired)And all day long I’ve been rubbing it and thinking of your beautiful family. I pray for you daily… God BlessReplyCancel

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  • Lauren Kelly - WOW, what a testimony this is, you just wait and see how God is going to move ๐Ÿ™‚ReplyCancel

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  • Amber - Thanks for sharing the video! I am so glad that you had a chance to share your story, even though it wasn’t easy or comfortable for you, and that you had a chance to share with all of the viewers how God is present in your life in the midst of your loss of Cora. You did a wonderful job sharing in the power of the Spirit! I think all the prayers for that time were answered. ๐Ÿ™‚ I pray that God will use that clip in the lives of the viewers.ReplyCancel

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  • Brenda - Jess-
    You were my “sign from God” tonight! I have been praying for many weeks now over whether or not to commute my daughter (who is going to be in kindergarten next year) many, many miles away from our home on a daily basis to go to a Christian day school (as I did growing up) or just send her to the perfectly good public school in our neighborhood, within walking distance of our home.
    After hearing you say (which I already knew) that “nothing is more important than little kids hearing about Jesus”, I knew that was the affirmation I was looking for. I knew that was my answer (sign) from God I had been praying about. I know that the many hours of daily commuting her back and forth to school (and the tuition that I was concerned about) ARE completely worth it. Thanks for doing your story tonight! God IS working through you, he did tonight.
    I also want you to know how inspiring you are to so many by your unconditional love and strength in our Heavenly Father. You DO inspire others by your commitment to him through this incredibly difficult time. Cora must be so proud of you right now! I think about you and Joel daily and pray for a little more peace to be in your hearts with each new day. Stay strong Jess! You are inspiring so many!ReplyCancel

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  • nana - Thank you for sharing so self-lessly to give honor to God. I am your sister in faith and your friend in spirit. Your family’s obedience and grace is an amazing testimony. Many of the comments left to minister to you have lifted me up as well. And your pastor’s words rang pure and true during the beautiful service for your precious gift, Cora. I am so humbled by your generosity.ReplyCancel

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  • heather - I found your blog through Cool Mom Picks and then through Etsy. I am so sorry for your loss and so inspired by your continued faith. Your love for God and trust in Him shines through in all of your posts, even in this hard time. Thank you, I’m encouraged by you and praying for you.ReplyCancel

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  • Emilie - I can see how that would be so hard. You both did really good, and its was a great way to share with others about your story and about God. You’re in my prayer.

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  • Scott, Joanna, Matthew - I just watched your story. You two are truly amazing. I have been touched by your strength and faith. Your faith has brought me closer to God. Thank you! You are in my thoughts and prayers!ReplyCancel

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  • amy - God’s words “Be strong and courageous” came immediately to my mind as I watched your video, because you consistently exhibit strength and courage. You both are so gracious. Thank you for sharing your lives and dear Cora with us.ReplyCancel

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  • James' Full House - You all are never far from my thoughts and always in my prayers. I am in awe of how much trust you have in God’s plan. If I still cry for your sweet baby, I can only imagine how you feel. You did a fabulous job representing Cora and being her voice. She is leaving a giant mark on this world and a huge pocket in my heart.
    Keeping you in my prayers daily and sharing her story to anyone who will listen.

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  • Allen and Debby Graber - Joel and Jess, I know that you were not in your comfort zone, but you sure couldn’t tell it! I know you prayed about it and the Spirit gave you the words. There is nothing more important than for people – and children – to come to know Jesus. I love watching the little children in the nursery listening to stories about Him and singing to Him. And they love going outside to play too. They will just LOVE that new playground! Thank you for that gift! The HomeStudio guy from Etsy, Mark, e-mailed me today to say that he is going to be making more of those pink Scrabble tile pendants that say “Cora’s Playground” and that 100 percent of the profits will go to the playground. Yay! People have been asking me about them!
    This life is filled with pain and with death, but we must not doubt God’s heart. Just today I read “I have tasted the goodness of the Lord, but will it ever be my true daily bread?” Daily we walk with Him and that is how we grow in Him and love Him more and more. Your love for Jesus is evident to all.
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  • Angela - Wow. I read the article and then watched the video. My heart just breaks for your loss and your pain. But I can smile through my tears knowing that God is getting the glory.
    Thank you for sharing your dear Cora with us.ReplyCancel

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  • Twice as Nice - Just through the pictures of the two of you with Cora you can see how much she was loved and wanted. They are amazing. The two of you are also, with the strength you show inspite of the heartache you feel. God bless you both.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Just letting you know that you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers..
    Like the blog reader “Paula” suggestion…I thought that was a great idea. What away to continue your Cora’s legacy. I know that I will continue to buy from your Etsy store etc…

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  • Starsnrose - Your strength and faith are so strong and I have prayed for that for you in recent weeks. God is so faithful to answer our prayers and His grace is truly sufficient.

    We have recently experienced the loss of a little one and the affect has been similar to yours. I am pasting a link here to CJ and Renee Bergmen’s blog. Their strength in their loss is such as yours. http://www.cjbergmenmusic.com/wordpress/ReplyCancel

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  • Ang - I just read your post and watched the video…I cried thru the whole thing of how many lives this precious child has touched. You are so blessed to have had her. I know it has to be peace to know she is in the arms of Jesus and that one day soon you will see her again. I pray for you often. ((hugs)))ReplyCancel

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  • Al's World - You did a wonderful job, loved to see you and hubby on there showing the power and strength of God’s love. Praying for you daily!ReplyCancel

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  • Marla Taviano - You did so great! Praying for you!!ReplyCancel

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  • Kris Reed - Joel and Jess, You both did an amazing job. I KNOW how incredibly difficult that was for you. It was so abundantly clear that God’s strength was sufficient in your time of need. I was praying for you in a mighty way. I just returned home from the YAC trip and read the article and watched the newscast. Even those two things are such a beautiful reminder of the legacy Cora has left with her two wonderful parents to carry the message on. I can’t wait to see you and give you a huge hug. You are definitely on a journey with God as you so faithfully walk with Him. Right now, it is not a journey you would ever have chosen, but
    I Corinthians 2:9 says, “No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him.” I know you have experienced first hand that God promises never to leave you or forsake you. Keep clinging to Him and He will carry you through this horrific time. I do hope this week is a little less “eventful” for you, but thank you for sharing Christ with the world.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Just watched the video and I feel so humbled by your faith. I continue to pray for you and I am so happy that you were allowed to talk about Jesus and your faith in Him. You are both amazing and even though we have never met, I feel such love for you both. God bless you.ReplyCancel

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  • Melody - That just brought tears to my eyes. It just blows me away how much God is using both of you (and sweet Cora!) in so many lives and I am so thankful for that. It is such a blessing to see, vividly, how much God is strengthening both of you right now. I will continue praying for both of you. ((hugs))ReplyCancel

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  • Melissa E - I should learn not to watch these in the office while I’m suppose to be working. LOL What a testamony you have and what a legacy Cora left behind.ReplyCancel

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