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I wish I could send a book to each one of you.

I really do.

Last night I spent the evening reading through all of your comments while I was waiting for my hubby to get home from work. I was honestly overwhelmed. Wow. I wanted to write to each of you individually. I wanted to be able to give each one of you a hug. I wanted to do something to help. Obviously, none of that is possible, so instead I just prayed as I read through your struggles. I prayed that God’s truth would penetrate your heart and mine as we learn to trust Him. I prayed that you would experience the Lord’s indescribable love and comfort as you cling to Him.

Some of you are facing the day-to-day struggles of trusting God with the little things (which don’t always seem so little, do they?). Some of you are trusting God with some really tough circumstances. I read about how you are trusting God with kids, starting a family, marriages, finances, pregnancies, cancer, safety, broken hearts, betrayal, adoption, death, control, broken friendships, jobs, moving, infertility, and so much more.

When I read through that list and think about getting through those things in my own strength, my heart feels heavy. But isn’t it incredible that we don’t have to face any of that alone? The Lord knows each one of our hearts. And he knows every detail of whatever circumstance you are struggling to trust Him with. So, while I know there is nothing I can do to walk through these hard things with you, I know Someone who can. Keep clinging to the Lord and His Truth as we learn to trust Him more each day.

Okay, do you want to know who won?

Here are the winners of Sheila Walsh’s book:
Kim Z-October 1, 8:15AM
Ran Shae-October 30, 8:16AM
Mario and Debra -October 30, 5:01PM
CLS-October 29, 6:48PM
Nancy in the Chicago ‘burbs-October 29, 5:25PM
Kelly- October 29, 4:59PM
Brooke-September 29, 5:27PM
Kelsey-September 29, 9:20PM
Megan-September 29, 7:54PM
Pauline Ke-September 29, 11:27PM

Please e-mail me your mailing address (contactthemacs@yahoo.com) and I will get your book in the mail this week.

I hope you all had a good weekend.

My little guy turned nine months on Saturday…crazy! I’ll tell you more about what he has been up to tomorrow.

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  • Mum2twopreciousgifts - Hi Jess

    In the nicest possible way, I don’t agree with you. You say “while I know there is nothing I can do to walk through these hard things with you”?

    Well, you do help each and every one of us who is lucky enough to read your blog. You inspire, you encourage, you remind, you share.

    My daughter has multiple physical and intellectual disabilities. Life is never dull in our home. And usually I can be cheery about my lot in life.

    BUT, when she is screaming or throwing or doing whatever that I wish she wouldn’t, I pray. I pray for strength to be grateful for my daughter despite the challenges of our lives. I have learned that she is perfect in the way God intended her to be.

    I know you and Joel would give anything to be able to experience Cora having a tantrum. So I read your journey, that I feel so grateful to share, and in those tough moments, I be thankful to God that my daughter is here on Earth with us and we can hug her.

    Please keep helping each and every one of us. You do a great job. God Bless you and your family.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - even though i didn’t win, i am still so thankful for you and your blog. it touched me to know that you read through each comment/entry and prayed for all of us. you are such an amazing person…thank you for being you.
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  • Trina S. - what a great post. I think about my struggles and how I “talk” to god. Asking for guidance. That I make the right choice for my family (moving). I know we are hurting people in our decision, but I also know god knows it will be ok, just get through. Ive done big things before with help! Its still scary, nerve racking and makes me crazy everyday… but then I just continually ask for signs and they are always there. Kinda quick too like instant karma! Thank you for this post!

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  • monkeetrouble7 - I gave you an award on my blog!

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  • Momma H - It is amazing to me how God used such adversity in you and Joel’s lives to open this ministry you have through your blog, Jess. You are reaching a whole bunch of people who may never have been aware in quite this way of God’s love, if not for your blog. God is good – ALL the time. Thanks for the wonderful uplifting words He gives you!ReplyCancel

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  • Patti - Hi Jess~ When I entered in your giveaway, I said that I was trusting God to be able to stay home with my daughter. Today I got the news that my husband has been promoted and that will afford me the luxury to be a SAHM in the near future. I just wanted you to know.

    Your story is such a blessing and I think your incredible. My grandma passed away today from cancer and as I grieved, I couldn’t help but think of sweet Cora. Thank you for allowing her story to bless others.ReplyCancel

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It cracks me up that I am even attempting to answer gardening questions. But, for what it is worth, here are a few answers to your questions:

What am I going to do with all my butternut squash?
Good question. I planted butternut squash seeds so that I could make baby food for Levi. The recipe I use is from Wholesome Baby Food. That website is where I get all my information on making homemade baby food. It is a great site!
My in-laws cut their squash in half and bake it (just like in the baby food recipe). They eat it with butter and brown sugar. At least that is what Joel tells me…I hope that is right Joel!
If you go back to the comments on the squash farmer post you can find recipes for butternut squash cake and butternut squash lasagna. Thanks Jen! Someone also suggested butternut squash soup…I need that recipe Ashley. So, I am going to try a few new recipes and then I will give the rest of the squash away.
What varieties of pumpkins did you grow?
Here they are:
Sweet Lightning
Baby Boo
Jack Be Little
Longface Hybrid
Rouge Vif D’Etampes
Jamboree Hybrid
My father-in-law bought all the seeds for me from Jung Seed Co.
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Did you notice I have something new on my blog? Check out the pray section on the left sidebar. There are links to two sweet little girls, Kate and Sydney. I would love it if you would join me in praying for them. Kate is still fighting her battle with cancer over a year later and Sydney just got diagnosed last week. Please pray for both of these girls and their families.
There is also a link to vote for Arms Wide Open Childhood Cancer Foundation to win the Pepsi Refresh Everything Contest. Today is the last day to vote, so go vote NOW!
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If you are wanting to enter the Sheila Walsh book giveaway please leave a comment on this post. Comments close Friday, October 1st at 10pm (CST). I have ten books to giveaway, so make sure you enter!!
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  • Carla - We have severe squash envy in this house from looking at your blog lol. our climate is too wet and our poor pumpkins just rotted in the ground this year, boo hoo. Thankfully there is lots of butternut squash in the supermarkets. Squash soup is very easy, just roast the squash with some onions, garlic and thyme if you have it for about 45 mins, warm up some stock, chicken or vegetable, add in the roasted veg and blend, et voila, some delicious soup…it freezes well too.
    I made this lasagne last weekend for my son’s Naming Day party and got tonnes of compliments on it, i made about 4 times this recipe and added a tub (200ml) of ricotta cheese into the mashed squash: http://www.bbcgoodfood.com/recipes/4104/butternut-squash-lasagne

    Oh and don’t discard the seeds, wash them, coat them in a little olive oil, shake on some salt and black pepper and roast them (can’t remember how long, keep an eye on them so they don’t burn, think they take about 20 mins) and you have a perfect snack for watching Football, much healthier than chips 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • HisTreasuredPossession - they look amazing! And I love that babyfood making site too! used it for all my kids, though I am buying some now to keep my sanity with homeschooling my older 2.

    I wanted to post on ‘change’ too but I’ll just put it here. I am also travelling the change path. And it stinks. After moving from KS to CA this summer, there are times when the reality of life moving on in CA hits me so hard, I lose my breath. Life is moving on. Friends must keep living their lives. But it kills me to think I’m not a part of their day-to-day lives.

    I don’t compare this with your loss. But I understand. I was also raised in a military family so I *was* used to moving. However, KS was the longest address I had in all my 31 years and I miss it. still. 18 weeks later. {see how ridiculous I am ~ still counting weeks? sheesh!}

    But, I am enjoying seeing what God has instore for us here. It’s differnet and I’m sure more adjusting is coming this next while. But He is so faithful and I’m sure, based on His Word, he is working for my family and my good.

    blessings as you grow in Him,
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  • MommaMoulton - I love your posts! I acutally read Kate McRae’s story through The Tiny Sparrow foundation. I am not sure if you are on facebook or not, but I am actually friends with the founder, and she does wonderful things with photography for families yourself and Kate’s family.

    Today actually marks one year for the foundation. I believe Lidia (the founder) is located in the Dallas/Fort Worth, TX area.

    Blessings!
    Tanya

    p.s. I would love for you to find me on facebook…I am Tanya Hamlett Moulton 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Sara - I would LOVE for you to add another sweet baby girl to your blog.
    Bella was born with a rare skin disease. She blisters to the touch, and was born with skin missing all over her body. She spent her first year wrapped from head to toe.
    Currently, she is in MN, undergoing a bone marrow transplant (big sister was the donoer)
    She is unrecognizable physically due to what this has done to her little body…
    Despite ALL of this, the family is so FAITHful. They were planning on coming home around day 100…but they will be in MN for an unknown amount of time.
    COmments to their blog are like lifelines for her mom and dad….they’ve been reading them aloud to Bella each day. As they read, her blood pressure has been perfect…
    http://www.careforanabella.blogspot.comReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - If you skin and then roast your pumpkin, mix with some chicken stock. Bring to the boil with a tin of tomatoes. Blitz with the food processor, you have the best pumpkin soup. Serve with a splash of cream and nutmeg. Stacey Western AustraliaReplyCancel

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  • lil misses' mama - your harvest looks amazing!! levi is going to turn orange from all that delicious squash! but a good orange! 🙂 i would like to tell you about a little girl and her family who would covet your prayers. four-year old ava is the sister of one of my daughter’s friends and she was diagnosed about 8 weeks ago with stage 4 cancer. they suspected at first that it was neuroblastoma like dear cora, but after they did a full body scan and found tumors in her kidney, liver, spleen, brain, and heart in addition to her adrenal glands, doctors all over the country have not been able to classify her form of cancer. her battle is rare and extremely dangerous as tumors surround the atrium and the inner walls and chambers of her little heart. please remember her before the throne of Our Father as only a mother whose own sweet baby has fought this war and walked this road can petition. http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/avasentell
    i think of you and joel and levi every day and pray for you and for the Lord’s blessings on each of you now and forever!ReplyCancel

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  • Laura - My 2nd baby is due in a little more than a week. Thanks for posting about Wholesome Homemade Baby Food site. Didn’t make baby food with my first, but will definitely be bookmarking that site so I can try this time. Thanks!ReplyCancel

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  • Beki - TheRustedChain - I am so jealous of your pumpkins.

    I planted mine wayyyy too late and they still are teeny tiny. I’ll be buying them this year, I guess! (We were still moving when it was time to plant, so I missed the boat on everything.)

    I love love love the new links on your left sidebar. Great job!ReplyCancel

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  • Stef - I noticed the side bar “pray” and loved it!! I’ve been reading up on Kate all day long 🙂 What a sweet, sweet family. I will add her to my prayer list, “suffering through pain and sickness Saturday.”

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  • Nancy - A lady @ my office brought butternut squash soup yesterday & it was the best soup I’ve ever eaten. I don’t know the recipe, but it was garlic-y & yellow & delish! 🙂 This is a neat post!ReplyCancel

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  • kmjba8 - Butternut Squash Soup
    From the Martha Steward Everyday Food Magazine – Fall 2004
    Serves 4
    • 2 tablespoons butter
    • 1 small onion, chopped
    • 1 piece (2 inches) fresh ginger, peeled and chopped
    • 2 garlic cloves, chopped
    • 2 3/4 pounds small butternut squash, prepared and cut into 3/4-inch cubes
    • 1/4 cup fresh orange juice
    • Coarse salt and ground pepper
    • Sour cream, (optional)
    • Spicy Pumpkin Seeds
    Directions
    1. Melt butter in a large saucepan over medium heat. Cook onion until fragrant, about 2 minutes. Add ginger, garlic, and squash; cook, stirring occasionally, until fragrant, 6 to 8 minutes. Stir in 4 cups water. Bring to a boil; reduce heat. Simmer until squash is tender, 20 minutes.
    2. Purée soup in two batches. When blending hot foods, allow the heat to escape to prevent splattering. Remove the cap from the hole of the blender’s lid, and cover with a dish towel. Stir in juice and 1 1/2 teaspoons salt. Serve hot, with sour cream, pepper, and pumpkin seeds, if desired.

    Spicy Pumpkin Seed Topping – Use Pepitas which are found in the Mexican food aisle of most stores

    • 1 cup raw green pumpkin seeds (pepitas)
    • 1 teaspoon chili powder
    • 1/8 to 1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper
    • 1/2 teaspoon coarse salt
    • 2 teaspoons fresh lime juice
    Directions
    1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees. In a medium bowl, combine pumpkin seeds, chili powder, cayenne pepper, salt, and lime juice; toss to coat.
    2. Spread on a rimmed baking sheet; bake until puffed and browned, about 10 minutes.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Thank you, Jess, for sharing the Pepsi contest on your blog. THEY WON, and I am beyond ELATED, I can’t stop crying. I have been blessed with 3 healthy, beautiful boys, and know that there is no greater Gift from God. To be able to make a difference in the lives of children with cancer was just a huge blessing, and together, we ALL made a difference.
    I see that you also shared some sites of children with cancer. There are so many, but in particular please pray for Jack Demers, going in for surgery for his 2nd relapse with NB today; Evan Lindberg who is going home on hospice today; Nick Franca who is still fighting. All of these children and more have Caringbridge pages….

    http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/jackdemers
    http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/francafamily
    http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/evanlindberg
    http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/babybilly
    http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/jensenbyrd
    http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/piercephillips

    and so many more, it’s heartbreaking!

    Thanks for spreading the word and helping all of these families!

    With love,
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  • Anonymous - I have a yummy butternut squash recipe to share: http://allrecipes.com//Recipe/garlicky-baked-butternut-squash/Detail.aspx
    I look forward to the season just so I can fix this dish!ReplyCancel

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  • Erin - I’m looking forward to checking out the wholesome baby food website. I am hoping to make homemade baby food when my little one arrives.

    I would also LOVE one of the books, so please enter me 🙂 I love, love, books, and it sounds like a great read.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - This is totally off the gardening subject. I have been watching your blog since Coras passing. My kids will off and on pass by and see pictures and ask about your family or Levi. My 9 year old daughter, Keagan, started growing her hair out for Locks of Love last May (she was 8 at the time). Since then she has become attached to her hair and cringes when I mention cutting it. Each day this week she has asked to see your hair cutting post and last night she told me to make the appointment!! On the 27th of this month she will get the big chop!I am so excited that she has a heart for other people and on a much more shallow note thrilled I will not find her hair everywhere!
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  • the breedens - I have been praying for Kate since the beginning of her diagnosis and I think that is a great idea to add that sidebar on your blog. going to copy you and do the same type of thing!ReplyCancel

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  • Mugdha - Your pumpkins look amazing! I’d recommend definitely turning some of those into pie!ReplyCancel

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  • Carrie Metz - Love the links of those two sweet kids, although I may be bias towards one. 🙂 Tonight I was reading a cooking blog and saw 8 ways to cook butternut squash and thought of you! So here ya go, I have no idea if any of them are good, but it seems like you have enough squash to try a few recipes! Here is the link: http://www.thekitchn.com/thekitchn/recipe-roundup/eight-things-to-do-with-a-butternut-squash-recipe-roundup-128579
    Happy Cooking! Thanks for loving on Kate, Jess.ReplyCancel

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I don’t know about you, but trusting God can be a daily struggle for me. When life is happy and comfortable, going just like you planned, it is easy to trust God. But when there is pain and disappointment in life, trusting God all of a sudden becomes very hard. We have to decide if we can trust God even when our heart aches. We have to decide if we can trust God even when we don’t see evidence of His power or His presence. And we can. Because we know who God is, because he is dependable and trustworthy, we can accept what he gives and takes away–even when we don’t understand.
I am pretty sure I am not alone in my struggle to trust God. I love hearing the testimonies of people who have chosen to believe God’s truth and trust Him despite overwhelming circumstances. I love to learn from others. So, I was excited to read and review Beautiful Things Happen When a Woman Trusts God by Sheila Walsh. 
Sheila shares with great vulnerability her journey from recording artist, to talk show host, to psychiatric patient. Through her brokenness she shares how hard it is to trust, how we learn to trust, how we live with trust, and how our lives are transformed by trust.
Not only does Sheila share her story, but her story is interwoven between the stories of ten men and women of the Bible who’s lives were also transformed as they learned to trust God. Each chapter focuses on a different character–David, Paul, Abraham, and others–and lessons from their lives.
I was reminded of a few things about trust as I read through this book:
  • God is more interested in what He is doing in me than through me
  • It is never too late to start trusting God
  • When I feel lost or confused, I can navigate the worst places by resting on, trusting in, God’s revealed Word
  • Nothing is for nothing–no pain in our life is wasted
  • You can trust God with everything you have and are, because he never has and never will fail you
  • Trust is not easy, but certainly life-changing

This book took me awhile to read (although I am not a very fast reader to begin with). There is so much information included in the chapters–lots of scripture to read and so many characters from the Bible to get to know. This book also includes a free in-depth Bible study for individuals and small groups as well as discussion questions for book clubs if you want to grab some friends to read along with you.
Would you like to read more about Sheila’s journey and what God has taught her about trusting Him? Thomas Nelson Publishers has sent me ten books to giveaway to my readers. Yeah! Ten books means lots of winners!
Giveaway Details:

Beautiful Things Happen When a Woman Trusts God by Sheila Walsh

TEN winners chosen at random

One entry per person

Giveaway ends Friday, October 1st at 10pm (CST)

To enter leave a comment in today’s post
(bonus: tell me one way you are trusting God or need to trust God today)
Sheila Walsh is now a Woman of Faith speaker appearing in front of more than 400,000 women a year. For the latest updates on Sheila join her on Facebook, follow her on Twitter, or visit her website. 
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  • Sarah - I would love to win this book. I am going through a tough transition in my life and need to trust God that it will work out.ReplyCancel

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  • robyn - This book sounds great. I need to trust God with the health of my 2-month old. He has been sick and it is too early for that.ReplyCancel

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  • danielle - i am trusting god wholeheartedly. trying not to trust him in little things alone, but in it all.ReplyCancel

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  • Rachel Marie - Would love this book! Trusting God to provide a job for my DH so I can be home with my DD.ReplyCancel

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  • Jen - Oh, I’m so excited to read this!

    I have twins girls Grace & Faith who were born at 23 weeks gestation and spent 5 months in the NICU at Childrens Hospital.
    Grace is losing her vision…and Faith is deaf {from her prematurity}.
    While these are daily struggles we face, we know HIS plan and will for our lives are so much greater than we could ever know. But I do have to remind myself daily to let it go…and give it to GOD!ReplyCancel

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  • The Pressley Family - I would love to read that book! My husband (who is a minister) and I are in a season right now where all we can do is trust God to direct us where He wants us to be. We’re are learning to let go and let God.ReplyCancel

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  • JESSICA - I would love to win a copy of this book. I am an avid reader and enjoy any recommended literature.
    I need to learn to trust God with my husband’s current career situation…and probably tons more that I can’t think of at the moment.

    Thanks for the chance!ReplyCancel

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  • Summer - I trust God with all my heart. He knows what is best for me and my family. Even though he doesn’t answer my prayers with the way I want him too, I know it’s the way he wants things to be and I am truly grateful.

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  • Ethansmom08 - I just finished Angie Smith’s book “I will Carry You” today and I feel like this book would be a great read for me now as well. My husband and I are expecting our second child in about 5 weeks or so and I need to trust that the Lord will guide us and provide for our family. I also need to trust that He will allow me to trust Him with the health of both our children as this is something I constantly worry about.

    Sara
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  • Elena - I need to trust God when it comes to my future and what it holds! Thanks so much!ReplyCancel

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  • Jennifer - My dear friend just went through a hard delivery which involved delivering @ 29 weeks, losing over 3x her amount of blood (which is 5x the amount for someone who isn’t pregnant), and a complete hysterctomy. I am having to remind myself to trust that He will make these things all work out for their good. Yet right now, as her husband tries to care for their 2 yr old, be at her side, and attend to their newborn daughter in NICU, it’s hard to remember to trust! How beautiful it will be to look back down the road and see how God was working this all out for their good and for those around them! Now…to TRUST!ReplyCancel

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  • Tara - What a great giveaway. I’m trusting God with my future. I’m waiting patiently for Him to tell me the next steps to take.ReplyCancel

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  • The Coleman Family - Wow! I don’t feel like I have ever been through anything that compares to what you have been through in your life and to see you trust God the way you do inspires me greatly! Thank you for sharing this book with us! I can’t wait to read it! I want to learn to trust God more in our finances, specifically to trust Him that I can be happy outside of having a great career and monetary gains. I know He can and will, I just need to take that huge leap of FAITH!ReplyCancel

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  • Jennifer - sounds like a wonderful book!ReplyCancel

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  • Rob and Corrie - We just moved to Texas…far from any family and friends. Trusting HIM to meet the needs of our hearts. And you know what?! He IS meeting them, even (or maybe, especially!) in the moments that don’t FEEL like He is! Maybe that’s ’cause my feelings aren’t generally based on NEEDS. 🙂
    It also has drawn my hubby and me even closer to each other…and our God.ReplyCancel

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  • Rachel - I would really love this book. Even if I don’t win, I think I may purchase a copy. It is hard for me to live away from home and I’ve now been here 3+ years. It’s hard to trust God that this is where He wants me. It’s a daily struggle.ReplyCancel

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  • sharalyns - I’m trusting God with our 6th pregnancy (hopefully 2nd baby) right now. It’s not easy.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - This book is very appealing to me. I have been a christian a long time but this year has proved to be the hardest of my life. Many ups and downs and learning to trust His promises even when my heart doesn’t feel it. Thank you for your honesty and encouraging words in your posts.ReplyCancel

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  • AM - After years of struggling to trust my body, my mind, men in my life and failing miserably maybe I need to take a stab at trusting MY GOD.ReplyCancel

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  • bella - Many times I have had to put my total trust in God. My husband and I were told we could not have children, yet we were able to adopt a daughter and later give birth to 2 more daughters. God is good! I am trusting in God to take care of my cousin who is battling cancer and I am constantly praying for her. I would love to read the book!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I need to trust God and his plan no matter if I pass this test or not.
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  • Amy Pinney - I would absolutely love to read this book. So much of my life is in “limbo” right now, and I’m struggling to remember that no matter what happens, he is in control and it’s about his will, not mine.ReplyCancel

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  • office - Hi Jess. First time to comment, but I have been a faithful reader since Cora went into the hospital. I am sorry I have not written to you before, but you have been an enormous encourager to me. Although I have not had to face the same challenges as you, I see that taking the leap of faith of complete trust in God can be difficult not matter where we are on our journey. My husband is a pastor and things are difficult for us right now. The church is not growing and we feel like such failures. Thank you for the opportunity to win a copy of this book! Blessings to you. Lisa KReplyCancel

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  • Sarah J. - I’d love to read this book.

    I have to remind myself daily that God has our future already planned out, and He knows our next steps. I trust Him in providing for my husband and I to raise our daughter the right way.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I would love to win this book! I need to trust God in the small things.
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  • Kristen Jennings - I am currently trusting God to walk me through the grief of losing my son. I was 19 weeks pregnant with my 7th child when we unexpectedly found out that he had died because his umbilical cord was wrapped around his neck twice. God is still good but these days are hard. I would love to read this book – thank you for offering it as a giveaway.

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  • the breedens - I struggle to trust God in so many situations, from tiny to big things. And you are so right that it’s easy to trust him when things are going well. And it’s also easier to trust him in situations that are not directly affecting you. That is one area I’d like to grow – trust him wholeheartedly regardless of who the situation is happening to.ReplyCancel

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  • Rose - I have struggled to trust God in a “why did you take this away from me” situation for a long time. A book on this topic would be refreshing, I’m sure.ReplyCancel

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  • thedeinesfamily - I find it difficult to trust God when I struggle with parenting my 2-year-old.

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  • Yolanda - I love your bullet point of ‘no pain in our life is wasted’, lately I have been thinking of all the pain in my life and how in the end God had a plan for all that pain…a great reward for my patience and trust in him. I always tell myself that every time another situation arises when I need to trust HIM that he has a plan for me in the end, I just can’t see it at that moment.ReplyCancel

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  • Amanda - I would love to win this book. We are moving and are going through so many new transitions (with a new baby!).ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Would love to read this. I want to trust God with our finances.
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  • Leatha - Ah, this looks like a wonderful book! I am trusting God with my 12 yr. old DS who has been diagnosed with ADHD today! I know his plan is perfect and I know my son has been fearfully and wonderfully made!:)ReplyCancel

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  • bayleesmommy07 - I normally dont do this but there are some serious and huge life changes coming up in my life I havent been trusting in God since I had a miscarriage 5 years ago now I think there has to be a time for opening myself again, making myself a better person not only for my daughter but for myself, working on myself in the midst of a separation from my husband.ReplyCancel

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  • Just the Two of US - As a single mom for six years, trusting that God has a plan for me sounds easy, yet I know he does, I sometimes fall short of why my life really is this way. I could think of a million reason why i need and want to read this book!
    Thanks for the chance, I love reading your blog=)ReplyCancel

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  • BURNS FAMILY - I would love to win this book and learn from reading it! I am trying to trust God and to let go of trying to control every situation I go through. He is in control and I want to follow Him not my actions!ReplyCancel

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  • Todd and Courtney - I would LOVE to read this. Ive been having to trust God with our move to Texas. We’ve had only 1 house showing in 5 months here in Tennessee. I’m having to trust and lean on God to decide if we should even make this move, knowing it would be better for our family.ReplyCancel

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  • Todd and Courtney - I would LOVE to read this. Ive been having to trust God with our move to Texas. We’ve had only 1 house showing in 5 months here in Tennessee. I’m having to trust and lean on God to decide if we should even make this move, knowing it would be better for our family.ReplyCancel

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  • lmashe81 - I would love to win this book also. I need to learn to trust God in lots of areas in my life. I have a lot of issues. One of mine is that he will never leave me no forsake me.ReplyCancel

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  • Rissa - I would love a copy of this book as I am part of a Ladies Bible study group that meets every week. I’m always needing to learn how to trust God better and I would love to learn so I can be a model for my children.ReplyCancel

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  • Andrea - I saw Shelia at Women of Faith in Dallas, and she is a very inspiring person. I am trusting that God will heal by daughter’s 4 year old friend Dixie who was kicked in the head by a horse almost 2 weeks ago. She walked for the first time today but still isn’t talking.ReplyCancel

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  • McKenzie - This must have been a sign today for me. I am struggling right now with a little bit of depression which is affecting my marriage. I know that I need to fix myself and my relationship with God before I can fix my marriage because my problem lies within myself and my walk with him.
    I have read your blog since the day Cora got sick and it has helped me in so many ways to remember to count my blessings on a daily basis! Thank you for this inspiring post and I hope to be able to share with you in this learning experience.ReplyCancel

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  • Rock - I would love to read this book. I am a mom of 3 little ones. I have to stop and remember to trust God many times during my day. Thanks for sharing.

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  • The Sieberts - i need to trust that God knows the plan for my life EVERY step of the way. :o) thanks for a great post Jess!ReplyCancel

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  • mama2maya - Sounds like a great book. I am trusting God for patience with my two-year-old!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Rockin Baby Ryan - I recently read the book “The Power of the Praying Wife”. And saw first hand the changes it brought not only to my husband but also to our relationship. I also highly recommend this book. But while I pray for him, I do feel lax in what I do for myself and let my own faith wonder. I would love to add this book to my evening routine!ReplyCancel

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  • Magda - I would love to win this book! I have trouble trusting God when I suffer from anxiety. It is a daily struggle that I’m hoping to overcome and hoping to get better at giving it to God.ReplyCancel

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  • enatp - I’m trusting God with the desires of my heart to be a wife and mother.ReplyCancel

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  • Bethany - Learning to lean on the Lord everyday of my second pregnancy (I’m 31 weeks pregnant). We lost our first baby Leyton when I was 39 weeks pregnant. We are still clinging to Jesus and believe He is good, all of the time.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I would be so happy to win this book. I am a missionary wife and am constantly needing to trust God with the life He has given me.

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  • Whitney - I will have to add this to my reading list, win or not. Thanks for sharing!ReplyCancel

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  • Kelly - Would Love to read that book!

    My husband and I are currently working on trusting God financially.ReplyCancel

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  • Robin - I would love to have a chance to win the book! I am currently trusting God to keep me focused on my AA recovery. I just passed the 1 year mark, and need to keep focused. I know God is the one to help me. 🙂 Thanks so much!ReplyCancel

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  • Mindy M. Harris - This book really looks like something I could benefit from. So neat you get to give some away.
    I am still learning to trust in some marriage areas.
    Blessings, Jess!ReplyCancel

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  • Kristi REDISKE - Sounds like a wonderful book to be able to read and then pass it on to others-sure hope I can be a winner. I know several people that could use this book also. Thanks for sharing.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I am trusting God with the future of our family. Hubby is in the Military and we may be moving.
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  • Amy - This has been such a struggle for me since having Grace. I find there is so much to fear. I daily need to re-put my trust in the Lord.ReplyCancel

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  • Jenna Johnson - Loved this post. I would love this book. I have had to lean on God and trust him so much since I’ve started college. It makes me sad that people are not here for the same reasons I am, and I have to look to Jesus for my guide more than ever.ReplyCancel

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  • Mary - This book sounds great! I need to trust God more as my husband heads back to school to study to be in the ministry field. The time committment and finances needed are overwhelming, but I want to completley trust God that this is His plan!ReplyCancel

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  • Courtney - This book sounds like a dose of just what I need… what we all need! I just have a lot going on in my life right now. We have 15 month old who has been having seizures that we are trying to get under control, a 3 year old who is having a hard time adjusting as we just moved to a new city and a all that goes with starting over for all of us. My trust issues are no greater than anyone else but I read your blog each day and thought this would be such an uplifting thing to win. Thank you for your vulnerability and amazing stories of healing and hope.ReplyCancel

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  • millermoments - I would love to win a book. I lost my husband to leukemia, and am trying to keep my trust with my faith.
    I love reading your blog and seeing your faith in action.

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  • Jodi - Trusting God for direction in my life!ReplyCancel

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  • Marissa - I would love to win this book. I am learning to trust God with the loss of my first baby girl at 36 weeks.ReplyCancel

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  • Nancy in the Chicago 'burbs. - This book sounds great. I have to trust God everyday. My oldest daughter has cerebral palsy and seizures, I have to trust that He is protecting her. Not easy to do every day.ReplyCancel

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  • Livesays - Jess,
    You write so beautifully! I need to trust God with our family’s finances, my work at school, Caden, worries about our parents’ health, and the desires of my heart that are not fulfilled.
    thanks for sharing!
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  • Brooke - That is awesome. I just was telling a friend how I feel like we often want to take credit when we have great times in our lives, but blame God when it is a rough time. I feel like I have been able to overcome this in a small SEASON of my life….walking through this pregnancy and trusting that God is enough. Would love to read this book. 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Carrie M. - ~ I need to trust His daily plan for my life. While Jeremiah 29:11 is beautiful to say, it can be hard to understand and remember that He is in control.ReplyCancel

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  • Amanda Bartell - Sounds like an awesome book! I am (trying to) trust God with healing my son’s finger right now. A minor problem, but we serve a God who’s into details!ReplyCancel

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  • Mandy - I think this is a book that I need to read even if I don’t win it! 🙂 I need to trust God DAILY with my singleness and with where HE has me RIGHT now.ReplyCancel

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  • Kate - Would love to win this. I am currently struggling with trusting God in our finances. As I’m sure you know full well, being in agriculture and waiting for the harvest (aka payday of unknown amount) can be so difficult.ReplyCancel

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  • The Richardson's - Sounds like a fantastic book. I am definitely needing to rely and trust God with some physical postpartum issues.ReplyCancel

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  • Taking Heart - You are such a light… it is so refreshing to read your posts, and see your vivid photographs. You have a way with words that can only be God breathed… it is very evident that your story reaches so many… that your pain is certainly not wasted. Joy is something we choose every day… and I am thrilled that you choose it… and share your life so others who share your pain do not feel alone.

    I am trusting God today that everything… Everything… EVERYTHING is going to be all right… because of He who loves us.ReplyCancel

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  • RA - this book is on my amazon wish list… i would love to win it! I graduate university in the spring and I need to trust God with my future and what it is He wants me to do!ReplyCancel

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  • Travis,Stephanie, Olivia & Alex - thanks for your words, you are so encouraging !!
    a part of me still holds on to a few little things, i need to let go, trust and have faith 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Melissa B. - Wow, I needed to hear that today. I found out today that my husband and I are not longer eligible to live in married housing because I wasn’t able to get enough money to pay for my semester and dropped my last class that I needed to graduate. We are no longer students and they told us we need to be out in a month. We are newlyweds and I am a Canadian citizen going through the immigration process. I am not allowed to work and we are really struggling. the brake lines on our car broke two days ago and we arent sure if our car is going to last us…
    I had a mini breakdown today and felt.. honestly very scared.
    I am still feeling that way and unsure of what we should do right now. But, as you reminded me.. I need to trust God in all circumstanes..I wonder what He has in store for us.

    Thanks for posting this.
    I also would love to win the book!ReplyCancel

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  • traci527 - Well its good to know that I am not alone in needing to trust God. We just moved, and I need to trust God for a job. Thanks for the opportunity!ReplyCancel

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  • Andrea - I would love to win. I definitely could use some insight on trusting God, especially when you’re seeking guidance and He is silent.ReplyCancel

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  • The Ice Princess - I am struggling to trust Him with my new job and with my husband’s new job.ReplyCancel

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  • Devon - i would love this book….

    i have 2 little boys in a heaven and trusting daily that god had purpose for their and for ours is very hard…..its a day by day thing.ReplyCancel

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  • Rach - Oh I need to read this! We are facing infertility and I’m struggling with trust right now.ReplyCancel

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  • Patti - I would love to win this book. I am trusting God to be able to stay home with my daughter eventually. I work part time and my heart longs to be with her full time. 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Claire - Love encouraging books! I am learning to entrust God with my college-age child. Her physical safety is hard for this mom to lose control (did I ever have control☺) of day-to-day. God is always walking with her!ReplyCancel

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  • Leah - I’m trusting that this road through the preschool years will be worth it one day, and that the struggles and constant discipline we are dealing with today will pay off in a man of God in the end! 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • CLS - Sounds like a great book. I lost a friend last week and it has really opened my eyes to be more appreciative. Another friend saw a bumper sticker that said, “Earth holds no sorrow that Heaven cannot heal.”ReplyCancel

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  • MommaMoulton - I have always been a firm believer that everything happens for a reason, and really truly believe that God is in control, however it is much easier to remind myself of this when life seems to be good. I am always reading your blog, and always find something uplifting from each one. This one really spoke to me, b/c lately things have seemed to fall apart, and trusting God is something I also struggle with on a daily basis. I would love the opportunity to get this book. Thanks for your blog! 🙂

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  • William, Megan and Avery - I just watched a Sheila Walsh talk on DVD in my women’s Bible study last week! I really liked her 🙂

    I’m currently having control issues with God. Don’t we all at some point or another? Or at many points? Finances are probably the biggest part of that.

    I can’t wait to see who wins!ReplyCancel

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  • Gail - Looks like a great book–I’d love to read it! GREAT seeing you the other week!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Personally I have been trusting god as I was fired two months ago from my first career job (teaching) it broke my heart and spirit even when I did nothing wrong and it was proven. My repuration, my chance in teaching may be gone forever, but im putting it in the hands of god to lead me. I have intreviewed, talked to and applied from gosh and creation around, had one day sub job and the woman cheated me out of my pay after I paid 65 dollars for my OWN fingerprints that she said id work enough to get back havent heard of another day to work since, begged the pastor to even meet wtih me to discuss it (church based daycare) he wont even TALK to me.. Some minister of god he is UGH.. But a door may be opening im seeing a small crack, it wont be in preschool but in an infant and toddler room an area that I didnt want to work in because it hurts that my children are older now and the fourth baby we wanted we couldnt have (had tubes tied and regretted it for many many years) but he is going to lead me through this, he has gotten me this far..
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  • lil misses' mama - I would love to read this book! I am learning to trust God in that I often think that my plans for myself and for my family are best and that my agenda and schedule is perfect the way I lay it out…but I need to give all my days, hours, minutes over to the Lord to chart. He alone is the orchestrator of our time on earth so why shouldn’t I turn every moment over to Him?ReplyCancel

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  • Starla - I have been wanting a good book to read and have been searching for something; I think this is it! Even though it is difficult for me, I have been putting my worries on God’s shoulders and trusting in Him for many things. Mainly for balance between home and work. I have a husband and 4 children at home ranging from 18 yrs to 8 months and have just been given a difficult assignment at work.

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  • Erin - Would love to read this book. I’m struggling with the “What if’s” in life. Love your heart for the Lord. I was thinking about you and your family last night and felt the need to pray for you. Hope you have a good night!ReplyCancel

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  • Cassie - I would love to read this book. Trusting God is definitely a struggle for me. I want to control everything around me and I don’t get to. Right now I am trusting that God is writing my story and no matter how similar and different it is from what I want to to be, it best glorifies God when I follow Him.ReplyCancel

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  • Angie - I need to trust God with everything…I am definitely a control freak. I would love to win this book!ReplyCancel

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  • Megan - I am dealing with an incredibly difficult situation at work this year (I am a teacher, traveling between two schools) and feel unsupported. I need to trust God that all things work for the good…ReplyCancel

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  • Mikayla Lynne - Sounds like a great book I could use right now 🙂 Thanks for the chance added to my book list if I don’t win!ReplyCancel

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  • Stacey - Based on another blog that I follow, I chose to select a “word for the year”. My word for this year was “TRUST”. I am trying so hard to learn to trust God in the daily ins and outs of my life and sometimes that is so difficult. I would love to read this book and see what wisdom she has to share!ReplyCancel

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  • Jen - I am trusting God in our season of we’re both healthy, but not getting pregnant while volunteering at a Crisis Pregnancy Center.
    It’s a blessing and a curse most days.ReplyCancel

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  • Our Life :) - I would love to have this book! I am struggling with trusting that God will lead my husband in the right career path that would be best for our family…ReplyCancel

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  • k and c's mom - I am trusting God that there IS a future and a hope for me since my husband died a year ago. I know this on many levels: the mercy and grace God has shown me is so precious…I just seem “stuck” right now.
    This book sounds wonderful.ReplyCancel

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  • Melissa - I have not seen this book before, but it made me smile when I read the title & your post. When I was a senior in college, someone interviewed each of us and put together a senior book with all the interviews~ anyway at the end of my story I said, “You don’t always know what God is going to do, but when you trust Him, it’s always a beautiful thing.” 🙂

    Right now I am trusting God in His perfect timing of bringing about change in my husband’s job that will allow us to return to building our marriage and family the way we know God wants us to and not let the “corporate world” dictate that for us.

    Love your blog~ thanks for the chance at receiving this book!ReplyCancel

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  • mim and company - I wouldlove to read this book. I am always struggling with insercuties and friendship issues
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  • Emily @ Little Home - I’d like a chance to read and learn from this book! Can always use reminders and encouragement in this area.ReplyCancel

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  • Benny boy... - I’m learning to trust God’s timing instead of my own. He sees every day of my ENTIRE life; I can’t even see what the next moment holds…so why is it so hard to trust that His plans are higher, better, and more complete than my own?

    I LOVE your blog…thank you for always being so encouraging!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I desire to trust Him fully with our finances. I long to know that his provisions for our needs is enough.
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  • Breanna and Nick - This book sounds wonderful! I need to trust God more through my pregnancy. I am pregnant for the 2nd time ( lost the first baby at 8 weeks) and am now 15 weeks pregnant. I still have the fear inside of me that something will go wrong like the first time. I have gotten better at trusting God with me and this sweet baby, but I keep telling myself that I need to put it ALL into Gods hands. Thank you for this opportunity and for sharing your life with so many of us!ReplyCancel

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  • Lindsay - I need to trust God more in general and bring my worries to him BEFORE they spin out of control. I’m working on it. Slowly.
    PS: Love your blog, don’t think I’ve commented before, but I read it daily.ReplyCancel

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  • mary - Could definitely benefit from this book — I’ve been in the midst of a LONG spiritually dry spell, where my trust has been more in myself than in the Lord. Complacency has sadly become my habit, and I am looking for a way to get out of this rut!! Thanks for sharing with us all!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Megan - I’m in a transition stage of life and really, really need to put more trust in God. I love the title of this book!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I would love to read this. I have 2 kids with rare chromosome disorders and know God is in control but have a hard time letting go.
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  • Ashley - I came back from our family vacation (the first vacation we had taken since we had kids!) to find out I had lost my job. I lost sleep for weeks wondering how we were going to survive on one income. I prayed about it and realized that God would provide for our family in some way. It has taken me a lot to trust, but 3 months later, we are still afloat. It’s not easy, and things are tight, but I am trusting in Him to work out all the details!ReplyCancel

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  • Brad, Kara, & Braden Janzen - This book looks perfect! I am helping with youth group small groups this year and the theme is trust! Also, as you know, I’m working hard at trusting God with the precious little life growing inside of me. I love the advice you’ve given me along the way and am learning to trust WHO God is! Can’t wait to catch up with you again soon!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - the book sounds awesome. trust and obey for there is no other way!!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - oops, trust and obey was…

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  • Kristin - As a wife and mother, I am definitely working on trusting more. I struggle with letting go of my worries and doubts, and remembering I’m not really in charge – He is.

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  • Kendall Smith - I would love to read it too!!! Especially if it comes so highly recommended. 🙂 For me, parenting is a daily trust issue. I have to trust that, although I am completely inadequate to parent my kids WELL, that God can use my successes and mistakes to grow little people who love Him.ReplyCancel

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  • Amy - I would love to read this!!ReplyCancel

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  • Mrs. Keath - I am trusting God with my family and my desire for more children. My husband and I have been trying for another child but we are leaving it in Gods hands. He knows better than us. It will happen with His timing. He has the perfect timing. And He knows if we are meant to have any more children at all. That is a hard concept for me, but I trust God. And I know that if that is His will then I am no less blessed. I have already been blessed with a wonderful little girl and maybe me wanting more is just selfish.ReplyCancel

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  • Mrs. E - This book sounds great. My husband and I are trusting God with the future of my husband’s career.ReplyCancel

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  • Rebecca - Sounds like a wonderful book!
    I am trusting God to carry us through our current financial stress.ReplyCancel

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  • Jamie - Sounds like a great book!ReplyCancel

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  • Paige - I would love to win this book. My husband and I are expecting after a battle with infertility. I am trusting God’s plan everyday with this new addition.ReplyCancel

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  • Erin - We are trusting god that our doctors know best in making the decision to get tubes in my 10 month old’s ears as well as again in my 3 year old (and her adenoids removed). So much faith put in our doctor’s hands!ReplyCancel

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  • Angie K - I lost my grandfather on Monday and am trusting God to heal my heart.ReplyCancel

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  • Millicent - I would love to read this. I’m learning to trust God in a lot of areas–mainly in finances right now.ReplyCancel

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  • JenReece - I have been trusting the last two years for many reasons…loss of jobs, birth of two babies, son’s surgery, and more. He’s gotten our family through it all and I know He will continue.ReplyCancel

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  • Kara - I need to trust God on the “big” things but also the “little” things, like getting through the day with a 3 year old with an attitude! 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Holly - I need to trust God as I am raising my daughters. It’s easy to feel worried and overwhelmed when I think about their futures (and their only 4 and 2), but I need to remember that God is Good and He is in control.ReplyCancel

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  • Jennifer - I’m trusting God right now as we are planning on expanding our family. We lost a baby just over 2years ago, so I have a lot of fears as we venture down this road again.ReplyCancel

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  • Stephanie - This book looks interesting. I was just talking with a good friend tonight about my struggle with trust these days. Trusting God with our future and that his promises for being good are for me too.ReplyCancel

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  • Lisa - This looks like a fabulous book. I need to be willing to go where God calls our family to be in ministry.ReplyCancel

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  • Nancy - I am having a rough time because of legl matters with my almost 20 year old’s father and really need to trust God to work this out!! Need lots of prayer!ReplyCancel

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  • Alisha - I would love to have the chance to read this book. I need to learn to trust God – and to better teach my children how to love & trust him as well. Thanks :]ReplyCancel

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  • Melissa - I’ve trusted God when my husband and I dealt with infertility and then when our daughter was in the NICU for a month.ReplyCancel

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  • Rachel - This sounds like a great book! Learning how to [fully, completely] trust God has been a huge desire of my heart in the past months. I’ve been so tired of saying I trust Him when I know I”m not giving it all to Him.
    Right now I’m trusting He will provide. In the midst of school, getting married and all else life is bringing.ReplyCancel

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  • The Durham Family - I would love to read this book!ReplyCancel

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  • Amy - I would love to read this book, and need to trust God in a lot of ways!ReplyCancel

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  • sl - I would love to read this book.ReplyCancel

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  • marie - Another great post. Seems like you always write something so pertinent to what I need to think about. Just like this last post-where I need to trust that God will provide a way for me financially. Your a blessing Jess!ReplyCancel

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  • Abby - Trusting that God will show us how he wants us to school our daughters (public, private, home)ReplyCancel

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  • Gene and Annie - It sounds like an amazing book!! I’m really needing to trust God with my hubby’s job and our future!!ReplyCancel

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  • Lynn - I would love to read this book! I’m trying to trust God with waiting on Him for a Godly husband.ReplyCancel

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  • Kendra - I’ve seen Sheila Walsh at a “Women of Faith” event. She’s so inspiring! I need this book! I’m constantly having a hard time trusting in God especially when parenting.ReplyCancel

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  • tracy - Wow… The line “God is more interested in what He is doing in me than through me” made me stop where I was reading. That statement is SO true (even though) I tend to think “use me for Your will today.” This book sounds eye opening.ReplyCancel

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  • kelsey - Sounds like a great book. And you are right – you are not the only woman who struggles to fully trust God! Lately I’ve been battling fear and anxiety, which is obviously proof of my struggle to fully surrender and place my trust in Him. Every day I have to remind myself that His plan is perfect, even when I don’t know what that plan is or what my circumstances will be tomorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • Shannon - Always on the lookout for a good book for our Women’s Bible Study…sounds like a great one! Trusting that God made me EXACTLY who he wants me to be and that he will continue to show me who that is and where that will lead me.ReplyCancel

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  • Peyton's Pages - Oh, I hope I win! I would love to read this book.ReplyCancel

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  • Stephanie - Looks like a fabulous read. I need to trust God for my future and his plan for my life.ReplyCancel

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  • January - This book sounds amazing! Aren’t we all always looking for better ways to trust and STAY with it. Trusting God is a daily struggle, with so much to loose ( my 4 sweet boys ages 5 and under, and husband, family etc) I love reading about your family and your precious journey…ReplyCancel

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  • Martha - A dear friend was killed in a motorcycle accident at the beginning of this month. He leaves behind a wonderful wife and two young children. I WANT to trust the Lord in this…it’s a struggle. I would like to share this book with his wife and read it myself!ReplyCancel

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  • Amy - Would love to be entered into this giveawayReplyCancel

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  • rossann - I would love to win a book!
    I am a middle school teacher and I put my faith and truth in God everyday when I begin my day. I trust that He will give me patience and understanding to deal with all of middle school bliss!
    Thank you for your blog!ReplyCancel

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  • Cedar - Where do I need to trust God more? Well, in everything! However, most specifically in our adoption journey.ReplyCancel

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  • Austin - I’m trying my very best to trust that God won’t give me more than I can handle…..I’m moving away from family with my 6 month old twins that have some health problems…and I’m just trying to trust that by the time I’m on my own during the day….I’ll be able to meet all their needs.

    Reading your story and everyone’s posts is really encouraging. Its like….sometimes it seems like its more…but I guess you always get through it and realize in the end that it wasn’t. I’m trusting in that right now. Trying anyway.ReplyCancel

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  • Karie - Great giveaway!

    I am trusting God to provide all that I need as I become a stay-at-home mom to my two kids.ReplyCancel

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  • Susan - Sounds like a great book. My dad has cancer, esophagus/to the liver, and now in the stomach lining. He is a walking miracle. Most people with this cancer die wihtin the first year. My dad is passing the 3.5 year mark. I need to trust God that he will make it to 4!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - This book sounds like something I would love to read. I have always struggled with trusting God and most recently I am learning how to trust in Him in dealing with my daughter’s birth trauma and trying to understand that experience but trust in Him to know that He has a plan—how wonderful!
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  • Lane - I would love to win this book! It sounds fantastic.ReplyCancel

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  • Ben and Christen - I would love to win this book! I’ve been needing a good new devotional book to read. Lately, I have felt like I’m in a rut, and my relationship with the Lord isn’t as strong as it use to be due to my lack of setting devotional time as a priority each day. I’ve recently moved to a new house, just started a new job, just celebrated my first anniversary.. so I’ve had a lot of changes happening lately. I just need to trust God and know that he is there in the midst of all this change. I need to refocus myself and time on what is most important,my relationship with God, instead of worrying about everything else.

    P.S. I love reading your blog! You are such an inspiration, and little Levi is precious!ReplyCancel

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  • Jordan - I love your blog! I’ve been reading for a while, but I think I’ve only commented a few times. You guys are an inspiration with all you’ve been through and how you’ve come through it all. I’d love to win the book. I need to trust God with a lot right now- namely my job situation and our housing (rent/buy) situation. Thanks for the great giveaway!ReplyCancel

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  • Rachel E. - What a great book! I am trusting God today with my health–I get chronic migraines and it’s hard to see God’s hand in excruciating pain, but day by day I am learning to let go of how I think my life should be in my eyes…ReplyCancel

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  • Kristin Stegent - That’s awesome! Enter me in! 🙂

    I am learning more and more (very slowly) that I have got to trust God with my kids…ages 3, 2, and almost 1. It is so hard to trust Him knowing that something bad could happen anyway. I don’t want to live in fear though, so I resolve that I must trust Him!ReplyCancel

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  • Jess - silly as it may seem, i am trusting God to help me potty train child #3 while homeschooling children #1 & 2 (3rd grade & K)and breastfeeding almost 3 month old #4. somedays just doing laundry or making dinner on top of the children just seems like a lot. holding on to my sanity and being a good wife…trusting God for those things as well.

    just as a p.s. i am in love with your little levi. he is simply adorable. those cheeks! kissing cheeks for sure. i get such a kick out of seeing his sweet face. he has a wonderful smile. you and joel make the most sweet looking kids! cora was proof enough but levi just seals the deal. 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Rebekah - …that He knows my heart and what my heart needs better than I do.ReplyCancel

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  • Dawn Eshnaur - I think we always need to be reminded to trust our Heavenly Father. I would love to read (and win!) this book. I am looking for a good book to read!ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah C - This book would be great to have!!

    I have days where I almost feel disconnected from God and I’m not sure why or what I’m doing wrong. I whole heartedly believe in Him and all He’s done for me, but I just have moments where I don’t feel “good enough” or like I’m not doing enough for Him. I don’t know…I guess I just need to trust that no matter what I’ve done or what’s in my future, that God has a plan and His love for me is unconditional.ReplyCancel

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  • Lanna - This book seems great to help me navigate this season with three teenagers at home. It is so hard to give up being mom and trusting him to take care of it all!ReplyCancel

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  • Vicki Watt - I found your blog last week & I read the whole thing in 2 days. This past April along with our family we laid our 2 month old nephew to rest in the arms of Jesus. I think that was by far one of the most difficult things anyone will ever have to do. Through that experience trusting God has taken on brand new meaning. I have really had to learn (& am still in the process of learning) that God is God no matter what the circumstance. Thanks for sharing your story so openly, it has given me strength for the journey. By the way, your babies are beautiful!
    Vicki 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Pauline Ke - I have a pregnancy test waiting to get “wet”. I’m just too afraid….trusting that this baby will be one that we will hold this side of heaven.ReplyCancel

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  • Meghan - This book sounds really great! Trusting is hard when bad things happen to the people that you love.ReplyCancel

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  • Karly - I NEED THIS BOOK RIGHT NOW! I am struggling and would love support…ReplyCancel

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  • Amanda - Trusting him and his plan for our sweet niece. Knowing that he loves her and cares for us more than all of the love her family here on earth has for her. Trusting that his plan is always good.

    I also need to trust that he will make me into the person that I know he wants me to be but that I feel SOOOO far from.ReplyCancel

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  • jeri - would love to read this!
    i am trusting God for his peace & continued provision in the midst of much uncertainty.ReplyCancel

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  • amanda - I am trusting God to help me be a good wife and mother to my 3 kids!ReplyCancel

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  • Erica - we are trusting God for a home… we just recently moved to a different state after praying & following God’s calling, but still need a place to live (we are living w/ my parents right now).ReplyCancel

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  • Amber - Sounds like a great book! Because we are missionaries and raise our monthly support, I am trusting God to provide for us financially.ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah - I am a college student about to graduate into a field with no jobs. I want to be a Child Life Specialist as an advocate for children who are experiencing the trials of hospital life. I am still learning to trust God with the desires of my heart.ReplyCancel

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  • Sue - As you must know by now, I was widowed at the age of 27 when my husband died in a freak scuba diving accident. Jacques (26) and I had just had our first baby, a little boy, Jake. Jake was only 6 weeks old when his daddy died.

    6 years on and I have recently met a wonderful Christian man. He’s fantastic with my son, adores animals and loves me unconditionally. After just 2 1/2 months, I trust that this is the man we will share the rest of our lives with. I can’t wait for the next chapter to begin! My saddness has been replaced with so much happiness!

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  • Debbie - We trust God for our daily bread and all other needs/expenses. He is faithful. He does provide. I am still learning to trust–and He is gently challenging me to do so without fear.ReplyCancel

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  • Jessica - Trusting God to bless our efforts to train up our children in the way they should go.ReplyCancel

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  • Heather - WOW!!! Just yesterday I was reminded once again that He is worthy of my trust! I am just trying to trust him in the midst of desiring to get married and waiting on His perfect timing for this! I will get this book even if I don’t win!! 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • DianeTaylor - Hi Jess – I’m a long time follower of your blog. Thanks so much for this wonderful give-away 🙂 I recently found out some hard news (made a big and costly mistake on my 2008 taxes) and I have been beating myself up over it. And asking God for forgiveness. And wondering how we are going to pay for it when my spouse has been out of work for so long. My faith is so broken right now – I hope that this book can help me put the pieces back together and learn to trust God (and myself) again.

    Blessings to all of you – Levi is such a cutie pie, I just want to hug him!!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Kim - This book sounds amazing. Right now I am struggling trusting God with everything in my life. There are some areas which are so comfortable and easy, and there are others that I don’t know how to lay before him…especially when it comes to being the parent I want to be.ReplyCancel

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  • missy - Would love this book – too many things to list about what I need to trust God with. Missy A.ReplyCancel

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  • Jermaine D. - This book sounds wonderful. I just finished So Long Insecurity by Beth Moore and trusting God through good and bad was one of her key points…it seems so simple yet can be so hard sometimes!ReplyCancel

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  • Melissa.M.Loss - I would Love to win this book!! I trust God everyday to protect my daughter I am carrying and myself because we are in his hands with many health risks. I also trust him to hold and protect my daugther who I lost and is waiting for me with him in heaven. I need to strength my trust in him that he will help me find health care professionals that will listen and understand and treat the underlying problems instead of just the symptoms. I have struggled with this for years.ReplyCancel

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  • Suzanne - Sounds like a great read! Who doesn’t need to trust God more in their lives? I know this is something I’ve been personally struggling with for a long time. Jess, thanks for your blog–I enjoy reading about your faith and relationship with God more than you know.ReplyCancel

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  • Ashley - Trusting God for the right job.ReplyCancel

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  • Katie Noel - I have to trust in God that he will make me a mother in his time, not mine. I have my good days and my really bad days, but I know I can and must. I would love this book!ReplyCancel

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  • flower power momma - My trusting today is b/c I’m flying, which I don’t mind, but it’s the being gone for 12 days, I do mind. All grand adventures and I am thankful for that.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - sounds like a great book…thanks for your giveaway, so kind of you. i need to trust that God will provide for our financial future. going thru a really rough patch and needing Him more than ever.
    🙂 linda
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  • Christy - I would love to win this book. I am trying to learn to trust God with all aspects of my life.ReplyCancel

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  • Marla Taviano - Trusting God for our finances today. Ohhhh, it’s hard.ReplyCancel

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  • Sallie - Looks like an awesome read! I would love to really delve into a good bible study!ReplyCancel

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  • Crystal - There are so many things in everyday life that I need to trust God for: finances, employment, my kids and husband’s health and safety. Also, a dear friend of mine just had a devastating loss in her family, and it’s hard right now to see that this pain is not for nothing…continuing to pray and trust!ReplyCancel

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  • Sheila - I would love the book too. My daughter loves her Bible books for girls. I pray daily that I am teaching my kids to trust God as well.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Would love to have this book! Our four year old daughter is losing her hearing. So difficult to deal with. Would so much rather it me me then her!ReplyCancel

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  • TAITx3 - I am trusting God that he can get me through any hard challenges that I face day to day raising my three children.
    I would love this book.ReplyCancel

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  • Jenny - I am working on my relationship with God. I am a child of God but have lost my way. I have had a falling out with my sister and I am working with God to find a way to repair it.ReplyCancel

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  • MFuglseth - I would love to win the book. I want to teach my children, 14 and 10 that it is important to have GOD in their lives and the need for prayer. Hoping that when they are grown and have their own children they will be able to teach their kids like I am teaching them to love themselves and others.
    I love reading your blog!
    Molly 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • ran shae - i would love to win this book! i feel like every single day being a mom i battle with trusting God – that He knows who they are, who I am, that he gave them to me (and knew what He was doing : ), that I am not failing miserably, that they are completely in His hands and not my own… it could go on and on, but basically i am a control freak and need to learn to trust God more : )ReplyCancel

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  • Bridgette - This sounds like a wonderful book! I’m having to trust God with so many new transitions. I’m newly married and we’re preparing to move, buy a house, find a church, job, etc. But trust is the key… but your right- it’s just SO hard!ReplyCancel

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  • Julie A. Cox - The book sounds like a great read. Right now I’m trusting God that our car makes it to the end of the year when we plan on buying another one!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Katy S. - I would love to read this book!

    Right now my husband and I are trusting God to provide for our finances… God is so good! I know He will provide, it is the trusting on our part that is difficult sometimes…

    ~Katy S.ReplyCancel

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  • Janie - I am aging and entering a time of change in job, finances and need to trust God with my future.ReplyCancel

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  • Brandi - Wow, did I need this reminder today. I went through a painful divorce several years ago and have not dated much since. I met a man a few months ago and we’ve been dating ever since. But, last night we ended it and today my heart is hurting. Thank you so much for blogging and reminding us that we have to trust in God for everything, every day.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - What a great giveaway!!!! It sounds like a book I must read!!! I am trusting God with his plan for my dad who is suffering from a rare form of dementia.

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  • Lauren - Would absolutely love love love this book!!

    I need to trust God that he will find my future husband.

    I need ot trust him with my finances!!ReplyCancel

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  • The Greens - I have enjoyed reading the Women of Faith books. This book could always help since I always seem to worry about EVERYTHING!

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  • KK - I would love to read this. I struggle daily to trust that God has a purpose & plan for my autistic son.ReplyCancel

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  • Julie - Please enter me in the drawing. I have gone through a very challenging time (death of my sister when I was in high school) and it took me several years to understand how to truly trust God.

    Thank you! Love your blog 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • The Stockton Crew - My husband lost his “day” job and is now farming full-time. He loves it and I’m happy knowing he’s happy! But, we are strapped financially. It is a tough season to go through, but we are trying to trust God through it all.ReplyCancel

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  • Heather - Great post! I am trusting God daily with my 4 little ones! Sounds like a great book! I am reminded to trust daily in the little things and in the BIG things!!ReplyCancel

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  • Michelle - Thank you for such an awesome giveaway. I’m learning to trust God as he leads me on this journey of first-time mommyhood. It’s not always easy, but what an amazing blessing He has given us!ReplyCancel

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  • Abbie Lynn - I feel like I need to read this book at this moment in my life…my husband and I are trying to concieve our first baby (I have one son from a previous marriage) and each month we are disappointed. I know in my heart that I need to trust God and the perfect plan he has for my life. It’s not about my timing, it is about HIS timing:) Thank you for the chance to win!ReplyCancel

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  • The Schilling's from Cimarron - Jess,

    Hi sweetheart…. Once again you have made my day with your words of wisdom. I too find myself having a hard time learning to trust the fact that everything does happen for a reason. Since meeting you and your family, I have a new perspective of what LIFE and LOVE for Christ is about. I believe in so many more things now. I talk to God daily and not just on my worst days. I give thanks for each and every moment I have with my children and family. Sharing your experiences with us about Cora and LIFE has left a permanent mark on my heart and my families. I now trust that God will take care of us through it ALL!

    Thanks for EVERYTHING! And I am so blessed that we met you at the Hospital and have stayed close!

    love to you and your family ALWAYS!

    And of course I would love this BOOK! 🙂

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  • heather - I trust God every time my kids are out of my sight. I’ve come a long way! I look forward to seeing my kids learn to trust God, as well.ReplyCancel

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  • Tiffany - This book looks like it would be a good fit for me, something I need to read.
    I am trusting God with my pregnancy. I am only 5 weeks and praying every day for a healthy baby. After our daughter was diagnosed with cancer in 2008 we are praying this baby is healthy all the days of its life.ReplyCancel

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  • Karen - I would love to read this book. I am learning to trust God with a lot of things…but most of all now in parenting and in our family finances. It can be tough sometimes to just let go and give it all to God, but I want to be able to take that leap of faith and have complete trust in His plan for me.ReplyCancel

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  • Jana - I love Sheila Walsh! I have gone to Women of Faith for many years and she always has a wonderful message to share. Plus she has a beautiful voice! I am sure it is a wonderful book. JanaReplyCancel

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  • Trixie - I would LOVE to win this book. I am trying to trust God with all that I have – knowing that he has a bigger plan for my life. I know that I would get a lot out of reading this book.ReplyCancel

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  • Lindsay - Jess I love your heart! Thanks for sharing this book. I saw Shelia Walsh at Women of Faith this year. She’s great. Anyway, I need to trust that His plan is better than mine, even if I don’t know what it is.ReplyCancel

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  • Kathryn - I’m “trusting” God that he knows that withholding a child from our lives is good for us, somehow. We’ve lost 3 pregnancies & are old enough that children are never going to come to us.ReplyCancel

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  • Stephanie - What a wonderful book to help so many learn to trust in God. At age 32, last year, I had to have an emergency hysterectomy. While my ovaries were left, my uterus was taken. I’m very blessed to have 2 healthy girls, but it was a hard time for me. The emotional confusion and pain was much greater than the physical. It was a time when it was most difficult to trust in God.ReplyCancel

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  • Christy - You are so right! It is so easy to trust God when things are going along how you want them to. It is a struggle and a test of faith to trust God when you find yourself in situations you weren’t prepared for. I struggle with this a lot!!! I am currently struggling with trusting God in finding a solution to my needing to be home full time with my girls, but also needing the extra security my income provides for our family. The books sounds great!ReplyCancel

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  • Katie&Greg - Trusting God is not an easy task for me. I so want it to be just part of my daily routine, but like you said, when things get tough, I stop trusting. I think reading this book would be a great opportunity to see someone “in real life” struggle and relate herself to those in the Bible. Even if I am not a winner, I will be reading this book! Thanks for sharing!!ReplyCancel

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  • Brigid - This is something that I struggle with daily and I would be interested in reading a book that shows others who struggle with this as well. My daughter’s birthday is next week and she would be three and I miss her so much!ReplyCancel

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  • Andrea E - The last two years have been harder than I ever thought possible. I am learning to trust in God and his plan for my life. Not my plan. In all the mess, my marriage has grown stronger and I have been blessed with two healthy children. I am working everyday to trust God and follow him first.ReplyCancel

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  • The Mershawn's - I LOVED reading that God is more concerned about what He is doing IN me rather than THROUGH me. That lifts a burden…

    Right now, I’m trusting God that I am the mom He has designed me to be. That He is teaching me & changing me so that my kids will see Him & know His love.

    It’s hard to trust Him when you feel like you always get in His way! Thanks for the giveaway!!ReplyCancel

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  • Lori - I love Sheila Walsh – she is such a wonderful speaker! Today I need to trust God with my marriage. Thank you.ReplyCancel

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  • tatums on the go - I’m really interested in this book as trusting God has been a struggle when times get tough. I’m a new mom and another reason to work on trusting Him more!ReplyCancel

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  • Rachel - I would love to win this book! My husband is trying to get in to Dental School, and we are trusting that if it is God’s will, then it will all work out in His way.ReplyCancel

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  • angie c - This book sounds like a great way to get me back into spending time with God daily, instead of randomly. I’d love it!ReplyCancel

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  • kmjba8 - I am trusting God to mold me into the person he wants me to be – to live he life for which he created me. Maybe this book will become a part of my shaping… I don’t believe in coincidence – I believe in God’s plan.ReplyCancel

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  • Tanner and Lindsay Cooper - I would love this book. Thanks for the opportunity!ReplyCancel

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  • Randy and Lindsay - I’d love to win. I’m needing to trust God that we will sell our house in HIS timing, not mine!ReplyCancel

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  • . - This book would be right up my alley. Recently my husband & I have decided to trust God with our finances and live on a cash only basis. NO CREDIT whatsoever and I have found that is A LOT harder than I ever imagined and there are so many days I want to throw in the towel. EEK! Esp bc we are looking to get a new car soon and we will only do it if we have the full amount in cash….so like I said, super frustrating but trusting Him that he is using this time to mold and grow our relationship with Him.ReplyCancel

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  • t - i am trying to learn to trust Him in every area of my life, big or small.ReplyCancel

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  • twinngirlsmom - This book sounds wonderful! I am learning to trust God more each day & with every single breath. We started building a house 18 months ago and it’s just now in the final weeks of completion. We hired a contractor who was unable to fulfill his obligations and it’s through our church family and friends that we are finally seeing it through. Without God I would be lost…ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - 2 moves this summer, relationship troubles…Needing God more than ever!! ~Tressa EReplyCancel

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  • Laurie - Trust God! Wow, I really need to do that wholeheartedly. Would love to win a book 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Ashley - I need to trust God with my life and the life of my family. Too often I get caught up in the news and spend countless moments worrying what could happen to us when I need to rely on Him with our lives.ReplyCancel

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  • Lisa - I would love to read this book. Even if I don’t win the giveaway I am pretty sure I will go purchase it. I have a healthy happy two year old boy and we were expecting baby #2 in January but I miscarried at 11 weeks. I’ve been struggling with giving that to God and letting go and trusting that he has a plan for our family.ReplyCancel

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  • Melissa - Would love to win this book! A few friends and myself are having some struggles right now with our relatively new youth pastor and are having a hard time trusting God for why he was brought here. It would be interesting to have us all read this book and discuss it! Thanks for the opportunity!ReplyCancel

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  • chrisandginny - My husband got laid off in June… I’m due in two weeks with our first child, AND my last day at work was last Thursday. I’ll be staying home with baby. This was long planned before he lost his job, and we know it’s the path God wants us on. While we both have a peace that He is in control, I definitely have “freak out” moments every once in a while 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Matt and Cristin - my hubbs & i are trusting god that our family business will take off… 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Shelley C - I’m pretty much ALWAYS out of control…so trusting God with everything these days!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - This is the first time I have commented on your blog. I read it every week. My first grandson was born when you lost Cora. A group of women prayed constantly for you. You are right, it is easy to trust God when things are going right, but hard when they are not. I need to learn to trust him one day at a time, I tend to look towards the next day and not live in the day and see what He has for me today! ~Cathy L.ReplyCancel

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  • Sara - My husband and I are really trusting God with with our finances and a new job for him. This book sounds great! I recently found your blog and have been blessed by your story and enjoy reading!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I need to learn to trust God again. We are coming up on the 11th anniversary of the death of our daughter…we haven’t been to church in a very long time. I am feeling the urge to return. This book sounds wonderful!

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  • Don, Aimee, Kaitlyn and Kysen - I stuggle with this alot also…we moved from a place I lived at for more than 10 years…I left my friends, my family, and my comfort place to support my husband in his job…I have to learn to trust that God is giving me this opportunity to rely on my faith and to treat this as a journey!ReplyCancel

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  • momofgirls - I would really love this book!! And more importantly, I most definitely need it! Trusting God is one of the biggest spiritual obstacles I face on a daily basis. I believe my lack of true trust in God has cause me to be spiritually stagnant these past few years.ReplyCancel

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  • Tanya - I need to trust God in my daugther’s life and in my health. He is so much bigger than all of that!! Thanks for the opportunity to win a great prize!ReplyCancel

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  • Marsha - I am trusting God in my children’s lives. I am trusting that the seeds I am planting will continue to grow and produce fruit.ReplyCancel

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  • AiMnE - This sounds like a great book. I am trying my best to trust God everyday. Sometimes I fail, sometimes He allows smalls victories. 🙂 Trust is something hard for me, but God all things are possible!ReplyCancel

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  • Alaina - I turn 47 next week, which is enough in and of itself something to be trusting God for; however, I just enrolled to go back to school to get my RN. I have 2 boys in college and a 9-year-old, so I decided to go for it!!!!! Trusting God to help me get through this!ReplyCancel

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  • Trisha - I would love this book! I am learning to live by faith and trust God for his provision. My husband lost his job 1 1/2 years ago.ReplyCancel

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  • A Family of Love - I would love to win a book. I have struggled with trusting God with His timing.ReplyCancel

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  • Karla A. - I would love this book, too.

    I need to trust God with my husband’s heart issues. I love him and see him struggling in some areas that are beyond my control.ReplyCancel

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  • Megan - I am not a patient person. And admittedly, I am a bit of a control freak. This makes letting go, and trusting someone – my husband, my co-workers, God – very difficult. Even if I don’t win this book, it’s on my must read list!ReplyCancel

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  • Al's World - Okay I am not commenting to get the book, because: I already have and am in the middle of devouring the book to pieces!!! I went to Women of Faith when it came to Tulsa and she hit such a cord with me to my very core. I bought the book and CD combo and listen to the CD daily, it is such a soothing CD. I also follow her on Twitter, she hiliarious. I am so glad I took a peek at your blog today, anytime I can talk this book up is a special time for me.

    I am reading this with my best friend who lost her son at 34 weeks. I lost my mom to cancer and we are both learning trust God.

    BTW, she is close friends with Kate, the little girl who has cancer. She just saw her today. Thank you for making this book available and for being so honest in your blog!ReplyCancel

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  • Jenny - Thank you for inspiring the rest of us through your blog…you make me want to read this book! I am currently trusting God with the outcome of my first book. I am over half way done, and keep reminding God that I will do my best, and leave the results up to Him. I am writing about my 3 special needs daughters, (one lives in heaven) and the journey God has taken us on–definitely a journey of learning to trust, even, like you said, when life turns upside down. I have really been challenged by the things you have written about your beautiful daughter.ReplyCancel

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  • jill w - sounds like an incredible book ! i love to read, especially when people share their testimonies of what God has done or is doing in their lives..

    i so appreciate your openness and willingness to share your life with people you dont even know.

    calling out to God to help me with a broken friendship..

    thanks so much !!

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  • meg duerksen - me me me.
    i want to read this one!ReplyCancel

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  • Monica - I am in the middle of a “divine intervention”. I thought I was getting married this fall but things are not going well. I am trying to trust God fully to show me the way either in this relationship or how to move on. Would LOVE the book! Love youReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - What a great book to read! I have had trust issues my whole life and it is exhausting when you only trust yourself! I am learning to trust in Him. It is hard and scary for me.
    But I am learning that it is oh, so worth it!
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  • Anonymous - I am learning each day to trust God. I lost my husband, father, and mother all within a 7 month period between August 2008 & March 2009. BUT the worst of all for our family was the passing of my sweet niece’s 5-month old baby girl Makenzie in December 2009 to SMA (Spinal Muscular Atrophy). This is the ultimate test for my niece and her husband. They are trying so hard to hang on, hang in, and keep going. If I win the book, I will give it to Kendra and Ryan. In my own life, I recognize God’s love and hope in my life but these young parents keep wondering how they can go on – move on – and learn to trust in that God that gave us Makenzie’s life and the same God that took her back to heaven. Thanks for your wonderful blog filled with hope, peace, trust, faith, and love. Mary in SLC, UtahReplyCancel

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  • Jason and Kyla - I need to trust that God is in charge of every detail, the big and the little and learn to trust ALL of them to Him.ReplyCancel

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  • Julie - Thanks for sharing this book, Jess. Your bulleted list had lots of truth to think about. I am trusting God financially now that I decided to stay home full-time. And also with the lives of my children. Love you!ReplyCancel

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  • Amy - I am trusting that God will continue to provide for our family. My husband is staying home with our twins and I am trusting that he will comfort him during this transition period and provide financially for our business to prosper.ReplyCancel

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  • Mario and Debra - I would love to win! I need to trust God with control. I need to stop trying to control everything and let God control it all.ReplyCancel

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  • Aimee - I’m having my own struggles of faith right now. This past week our friends’ two year old was diagnosed with stage 4 neuroblastoma. His name is Grayson and whether or not we win this book, your prayers would be coveted. As a side note, a sincere thank you to you for always being so open with your own life and that of Cora’s.ReplyCancel

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  • Kahla - Definitely sounds like a good read! Sometimes it’s just so hard to put our trust in him, but it is true, beautiful things happen when we do.ReplyCancel

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  • Adam and Vel - Trusting God with my children…I am now working full time outside the home and I miss my kids and SAHM job. I am trusting that they will be ok, eventhough, I am not at home with them and feel like I am missing out.ReplyCancel

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  • Lisa - Would love this book! I am in the midst of having to trust the Lord with our fiances. Husband was laid off 20 months ago and now has a job, PRAISE the Lord! But over that long period of time, we used up everything and got into debt. I know God is big enough to provide and help us diligently work at paying off the money we owe.ReplyCancel

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  • Vonda - Close friends of ours lost their 5 year old daughter to leukemia earlier this month. It has been so hard to trust God and understand why these things happen and how to help my friends through this.ReplyCancel

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  • Jane - what a fabulous prize!

    I was talking to my cousin about this just last night – leanring to trust God regarding relationships, that we be patient and trust him to bring the right person along who will encourage and support us in our faith rather than seeking after a relationship as the primary goal. so many of my christian friends have married non-christians and it just makes me sad as I see that their faith slowly but surely takes a back seat…ReplyCancel

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  • Lynn - I would love to receive this book! Trusting God was never an ‘issue’ for me until I lost 2 babies during pregnancy. It was hard to trust God would ever grant me the desire of my heart. Now, 16weeks pregnant, trust is an everyday struggle. It’s hard to believe God is truly going to bless us with this miracle! Thank you for the awesome example you are of trusting and continuing on!

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  • Joe and Jen - I would love this book. We are trying to have a baby right now and things aren’t going well. Trust and Faith are huge for us right now!ReplyCancel

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  • Benny boy... - I’m entering again after another disappointing doctor’s appointment. I’m choosing to trust that His thoughts are higher than mine; that His plans are better than mine…ReplyCancel

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  • Tammy - I am trying very hard to know what trusting God is.

    We are living through the most difficult of circumstances as our finacial well being has been decimated.ReplyCancel

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  • Andrea - Would love this book – I enjoyed hearing Sheila speak at a couple WOF events. Totally there on the needing to trust God thing…in ALL things. I always question whether I’m hearing from God, the enemy or makin’ it up in my head when certain decisions or opportunities come my way.

    Thanks for continuing to share your story…

    Love in Christ,
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  • Beth - I’d love to win this!! Currently 24 weeks pregnant and there’s always that “what if” something happens thought in the back of my head!

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  • Nana - The book would be the perfect gift to give Christmas!! I will probably buy it if I don’t win.ReplyCancel

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  • Loren - This is a wonderful giveaway. I need to trust God with each new day and not worry about what the future holds.ReplyCancel

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  • Amanda @ DAES of Our Lives - Thanks for the opportunity!ReplyCancel

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  • Carly - Great giveaway – sounds like an awesome book that would be good for a ladies Bible study. I just struggle with trusting God with my family, so I know this would be a great book for me.ReplyCancel

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  • Mrs. Dunbar - Sounds like a great read. I could definitely use this one.ReplyCancel

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  • katherine - I’m studying Isaiah right now and the thing that struck me out of last week’s study is that I really need to be trusting God for everything. I’d love to read this book.ReplyCancel

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  • The Morris Family - I am trusting God that He does work all things for His glory and my good in and through the death (1/23/07) of our little Joel, age 3, dx= neuroblastoma.

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  • Hannah - Hi there-
    This is the very lesson the Lord has been teaching me this week. He is reminding me to run to His name which is a strong tower! (Proverbs 18)ReplyCancel

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  • Caroline Hester - I would love to win this book…I struggle to trust God to take care of my little, everyday things. I give him all the big stuff but forget sometimes that he cares about the little details too. I know, I know. Very Type A of me 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Laura - I love the idea of this book. After a recent break-up – it’s a great time to reevaluate my relationship with Jesus. Am I ready to be a Godly wife? A Godly mother? I hope I win!ReplyCancel

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  • Katie B. - I saw Sheila speak at the WOF conference and she was sooo good! It was a great conference.
    I know I need to trust God more! I do trust Him, but still worry too much at times.
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  • Becca - This looks like a great book, thanks for the giveaway! I’ve had to totally trust God recently in life. Our family has been trying to adopt a newborn for about 18 months and have had 2 babies that we thought were our kids taken away after coming home from the hospital with us. We continue to wait for the kiddos the Lord will bring us but we sure hope it comes soon. Good thing we have the Lord to trust for our future!ReplyCancel

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  • Christy - Wow! It would totally fit my life right now to get this book. I have four kids, and some days I feel like I don’t know which way is up, let alone feeling like I have been a good influence on them. My husband and I are also in the middle of deciding to open a new business. Even if I don’t win, I think I will go find it!ReplyCancel

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  • Courtney - I’m daily aiming to trust God and hand over my broken heart for him to heal. love reading your sweet blog and love your heart for the Lord.ReplyCancel

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  • Beth Ann - I am always looking for a new good read! Would love to win a copy 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Wow! I read your blog on the day of a giveaway! Jess, you are truly an inspiration – I LOVE how you are so open and honest, which you don’t always get from people! Praise God for the person He has sculpted in you!

    I have learned to trust God that He will keep my husband safe as he works. Let me tell you that it hasn’t always been easy, but God has reminded me over and over through His Word and through situations in life that He is ALWAYS there and He is TOTALLY in control! Love you guys!
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  • Tricia - I would love to have this book. Thank you so much for the opportunity.

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  • Tricia - A dear family friend of ours was just diagnosed last week with stage 4 inoperable/incurable stomach cancer. He is 25 y.o. I am struggling to maintain my faith and belief that God will heal when faced with statistics and worldly advice. I need to trust that God has a plan, even if that plan does not have the outcome we all want.
    Thank you, Jess.

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  • Susan - I have to daily trust the Lord with the lives of my children. Even now that my 3rd son is born I have to trust that the Lord knows what is best for his life and how long he will be with us. My children are not mine, they are ultimatley the Lord’s. He has just blessed me with them.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I am learing to trust God with my three little kids ages 4, 2, and 7 months. I would love a book like this!
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  • Anonymous - My prayer lately has been for God to help me trust him, so this post was caught me off guard. I am working on trusting God with the direction he wants my life to go and to not assume trusting him is going to equal disaster in my life.

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  • Rachel - I am trusting God in raising our children each and every day!ReplyCancel

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  • Carmen - Would love to read this book! I’m a new mamma and there are sure a ton of new things to learn to trust God about!ReplyCancel

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  • Erin - Oops, wrote on the wrong post. I’d love to win one of your copies of this book, so please enter me 🙂

    One way that I am trusting and am needing to continue trusting God is with my current pregnancy. I got pregnant almost two years ago, about six months after my husband and I got married, and miscarried exactly one week after I found out. It was probably the worst experience of my life…and, not to sound dramatic, but that’s saying a lot. I am really working hard to trust God with my current pregnancy. I’m 10 weeks, 3 days pregnant, and things looked a little sketch to begin with, but at this point, baby looks strong and healthy. Now I just have to work every day to trust God with this pregnancy and our baby. It is really difficult sometimes, when the only other time I got pregnant, I lost the baby almost immediately after I found out.ReplyCancel

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  • Alicia - Hmmm, trusting God ~ definitely an area that He has been helping me with of late. We fight that trust so greatly, but once we learn to trust even a little bit, God so graciously helps us trust Him even more. And what freedom there is in trusting Him. I struggle most with trusting Him to provide for my family. But again ~ He’s helping me there because He’s awesome like that!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Amy - learning to trust God with my marriage, as we struggle through many of the things that married couples do…ReplyCancel

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  • The Newby Clan - I would love to win this book. I am trusting God with my work situation. I am a teacher and there were tons of changes this year that are really hard for me.ReplyCancel

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  • mommyof2sons - I would love to win this book. Looks wonderful. I need to really trust God with some things going on in my life. I know he has a plan for us.ReplyCancel

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  • r- m val - I have been attending Women of Faith for years and I love Sheila’s speaking I can only imagine her writing is just as trasparent and meaningful. I would love to trust God’s timing more in my husband and I beginging our family.ReplyCancel

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  • Adrienne - Wow this book I need! I have been betrayed by a longtime friend…ReplyCancel

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  • mrsgill_06 - What an awesome idea. My husband and I along with our 2 children (2 yrs and 4 months) just recently moved to an apartment building where we are the onsite coordinators for a ministry that helps single women with children under 12yrs old. I have had to trust that God would give me not only the patients but also the knowledge to help this young women and their kids while working full time and also raising our own children.ReplyCancel

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  • Phil and Amber - This sounds like a great book…I’m sure it is because she’s a great speaker! I need to trust got more in every aspect of my life…I have a hard time “letting go”!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Lovely post as always! I too would love to read this book. I am continually reminding myself to trust God, like multiple times a day. I am a HUGE worrier and worry every day that my time on this earth with my babies and my loved ones will be too short. I worry that something will happen to my babies and they will go to heaven before me and I have to remind myself that they were perfectly knit in my womb by Him and he knows every hair on their sweet heads, no matter his plan for us I need to trust God all the time. Not to mention all of the other every day things I have to worry about 😉

    That was long, but I’d love to win the book!

    Still praying for you in Florida!

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  • becky_mcarthur - I need to continue to trust God with my finances. My husband and I are both self-employed so we continually have to trust that God will bring work.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristen - I would love to read this book!! As a young female in college, I’m at a stage in my life where there are a lot of ‘unknowns’ and a lot of ‘what ifs’ and I’m working day by day towards fully trusting Him and His promises 🙂
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  • Christina - I would love to win this book. I have been learning to trust God even more this year by taking major steps of faith in my life and learning along the way. This year has confirmed to me that He never has and never will let me go. 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I would love to win this book too. I’ve recently been taking a closer walk with God through Bible Study as I was raised Catholic and never knew the wonderful relationship God had planned me to have with Him. An awesome gift. Thank you for your beautiful website. God bless you. Lisa A., New JerseyReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - caIf I don’t win this book, I may just need to purchase it for myself! I struggle daily to trust God in the raising of my three children, and difficult issues with my extended familyReplyCancel

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  • Jill - I am watching my best friend struggle in fear as she is in the middle of a custody battle with her baby’s father, and it just breaks my heart to see how he is trying to take her baby from her. Her heart’s cry echoes mine–how could this happen to her? I just don’t know, and I find myself questioning how God could allow some of the things that are happening to her. I stubbornly cling to his promises, but it’s hard sometimes.ReplyCancel

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  • Maureen - I have read many of her books. So excited to see she wrote another. Trusting God as I raise 4 children 😉ReplyCancel

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  • melissa - Sounds like an amazing book! I need to trust God with the plan he has for my daughter.ReplyCancel

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  • Pam - I would love this book! This hits on a big topic that I need to consider more.ReplyCancel

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  • Debra @ A Frugal Friend - What a wonderful book…..this is on my list!!

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It is definitely beginning to look like fall around here.
After this weekend it is finally feeling like fall outside…and around my house. 
We have been picking pumpkins out of our little pumpkin patch, 
putting on sweatshirts for a morning walk, 
watching football with daddy,
enjoying the wild sunflowers along the dirt roads, 
pulling out blankets for an afternoon nap, 
planting mums and putting pumpkins on the porch, 
and scattering pumpkins all around our house. 
{We have a lot of pumpkins.} 
I love fall. 
What a welcome change that is so needed and so refreshing.
And although I need change in my life, 
I am finding that change has become so hard for me. 
It never used to be. 
I grew up in a world that was full of change. 
My family moved every two or three years it seemed. 
And although it was sometimes hard, I was really okay with that.
Change never bothered me much.
And sometimes I even yearned for a little change in my life. 
But, ever since Cora died change has all of a sudden become hard. 
Change means moving forward without someone I love. 
And even though this is not our first fall without Cora, 
it means she is getting further and further away. 
It means that we are experiencing the fun of fall 
without a member of our family. 
Change also can mean closing the door 
on a place or time in life that Cora was a part of. 
It feels like you are having to let go of another piece of her. 
I want to resist change and hold on so tightly 
because it feels like that is all that I have left of my little girl. 
Change means I feel like I need to grieve again.
But, change is inevitable, right? 
Change is part of our everyday.
And if change means I am drawing closer to God
and becoming more like Him,
it can be SO good. 
I can kick and scream and feel sorry for myself, 
or I can embrace change as being 
part of God’s loving plan for my life. 
As I was thinking about fall and changes that are happening around me 
I was reminded of how our God never changes. 
Isn’t that a relief to you? 
It is to me. 
Seasons change, 
people change, 
our circumstances change, 
but there is one person we can rely on to never change…Jesus. 
His character and His deep love for us will never change or fade away. 
That is something that I can rest in today as we leap into the fall season.
Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.
Hebrews 13:8
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How are you getting ready for fall around your house?
Do you resist change or welcome it?
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  • Melissa at Perry Jayne - I do love Fall. Definitely my favorite season. But I resist change too. Trying hard to hold onto my unchanging God and hold the things and places in my life in an open hand no matter how badly I want to close my fist around them and resist the changes.
    Continuing to pray for you and your family for God’s love and grace to be your strength.ReplyCancel

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  • Just the Two of US - I’m loving fall too! We decorated our house this weekend with fall theme! Your little boy is adorable!!!!!!

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  • Jenae {I Can Teach My Child} - Beautiful! You are such an inspiration to me!

    I have such a hard time with change…

    But am so comforted by the fact that God is always the same.ReplyCancel

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  • Our Life :) - I have always feared change, it reminds me that we as humans really have no control over anything in our lives. But what is great is that we do know that God has control over Everything! Thank you for reminding me that God never changes and is always in control! Thinking and praying for you 🙂
    And by the way, Levi is PRECIOUS!ReplyCancel

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  • Heather at Blessed Little Nest - i know just what you mean, about resisting change but agreeing to embrace Jesus to help you through it. today is the 3rd anniversary of my son going to live with Jesus and i’m embracing him just as tightly as i did that first fall. i was going to wait to pull out the fall decor, but after reading your post i think i need to embrace the day and the season the same way. it’s so helpful to be able to read about someone that’s experiencing things that you understand, especially when so few others do. thank you for sharing your journey. it helps me. xoxo-heatherReplyCancel

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  • The Schilling's from Cimarron - Jess,

    I love fall too! I haven’t had a chance to get any of my fall things out, but I love the colors and feel of “fall”… I too often think of little Miss Cora… We have your family picture right next to the fridge…. She always makes me SMILE…. and Jaylee loves pointing to her and Levi’s pictures too! We pray for continued peace and love in your hearts…..

    Change is hard for me in some ways and refreshing in others. But as I look back at times past, it reminds of an awesome God and lessons learned. I too wish that time could stand still at many times. Like when I am holding my babies, or just cuddling on the couch with Jason.

    Thank you for sharing your feelings of honesty and truth. You are ALWAYS an inspiration to me!

    love you always!

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  • purejoy - beautiful photos… and i know what you mean about change.
    fall is good. i’m so glad to be seeing the end to these blisteringly hot days… so exhausting. but the thought of “falling” my house makes me weary. i’m not a big decorator anyway… need more inspiration in my life, i think.
    love, love LOVE what you said about Jesus. The same yesterday, today and tomorrow. how awesome is that!!?
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  • Jody - I love the fall…pumpkins, chili, my birthday, hoodies, falling leaves. But what I love best about fall is I feel closest to my dad then. Ohio State football was a huge part of our entire family and we all spent many Saturdays gathered around our living room tv. It is also a good distraction from the upcoming anniversary of my dad’s sudden passing (a volunteer firefighter, he collapsed while fighting a barn fire on 12/13/99). The only regret I have this year is that my pumpkins in my first garden didn’t grow. I planted Connecticut Field Pumpkins and Jack-Be-Littles…and got nothing, not even a bloom 🙁ReplyCancel

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  • Mrs. Southern - I’m loving all of your pumpkins and you’ve given me some great ideas for Fall too! Thank you for the simple reminder that we all need to learn to accept change even when we don’t want to but to remember that God’s love for us never changes. Praying for you in the season as change happens for you.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - You don’t know how much I needed to hear these words today. Thank you for the reminder that God never changes 🙂
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  • merlin - I love fall because it is when I can dream of spring while planting bulbs. Fall, for me is the season of promise: Promise(s) fulfilled , the harvest from the land and Promise of what is to come laying dormant in the soil ready to burst into life come spring.

    And I admit I hate change, hate it and I marrried someone who helps organizations deal with change, I am surrounded by books on change….God has a sense of humor.

    Not until reading your post did I ever wonder why I hate change and question its source. Your insight and sharing is providing a major breakthrough for me because I am reminded that I too used to love change. Maybe now I won’t have to fear and hate change so much with my new understanding of why I feel the way I do.
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  • Tricia - I just started reading Max Lucado’s “Traveling Light” today, and one of the first things that he touched on is the fact that God is unchanging. The one constant in a world of change, God never does. He is the same now that he was on the day of creation. A comfort indeed, in times of struggle.

    Thank you for continuing to share your heart, and your sweet family, Jess. That Levi has the most wonderful smile!

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  • Stef - Wow. This post pulled at me in places I didn’t know it would.
    Change for me is mostly good. I don’t like when my kids pass up a baby milestone and become bigger kids. I have a really hard time with it. I have some friends that get annoyed with me and say things like “be thankful your kids are healthy and quite being sad that they’re growing up!” – I AM thankful my kids are healthy… very thankful. But I get so sad at how quickly these days are passing by.
    I read this post and remembered how I felt after my Grandpa & Uncle died. They died in the same week… my Grandpa died a month after he had a stroke. He was in his 70’s and even though he was at a time in life where dying was almost expected… it was so hard. Two days after we buried Grandpa, we got a call that my Mom’s brother had killed himself.
    I just remember that year being SO hard. I remember wishing things would just stop changing and especially the difficult changes. I hated them.
    But, its the year God saved me. Its the year He showed me that HE never changes and yet He changes me moment by moment, day by day. He’s working on me and molding me in such a way that I began to hope and pray my change would literally take place each minute of every day.
    And yet, I remember feeling angry at how quickly we all seemed to adjust to our family members passing. Even my Uncle, who’s death came as a total shock.
    I remember feeling sad about how quickly we humans just adapt to change and move on.
    I still miss them. Holidays have certainly never been the same.
    So for you, I imagine its much more than holidays. Its the every day moments. This is why I still try to remember to pray for you often. I am so glad Jesus holds you up during those times, Jess. I’m so glad He shows His love and mercy to you, when you’re feeling complete defeat.
    Levi’s smile is totally captivating. When I see his pictures I often wonder if that smiles helps wipe away the tears that stream down your face. I think its beautiful the way God reveals His goodness to us – even in the deepest of sorrow.ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah - Beautiful post! Beautiful pictures!ReplyCancel

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  • danielle - i have been reading your blog since your sweet cora went to be with jesus,. i know i have commented before, but not recently. i think of you and your family so often. i watched the video of cora’s funeral you posted a while back and every single time blessed be the name of the lord comes on in my car, or we sing it at church i think of you. i pray for you and for god’s comfort and grace to be so real to you every single day. thank you for making your story known…. and even more, for making HIS story known.ReplyCancel

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  • Michelle - Your posts still bring tears to my eyes. I love the way you put your thoughts into words. I can tell things have been a little hard lately – still thinking about you and pray for you and your family.ReplyCancel

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  • Heather - Jess…Do you watch Greys Anatomy? Well…I know there are things about it that aren’t the greatest..BUT last week at the very end they had this little “reading” on change. It was so insightful and deep for this show. I think you could probably get online and read it somewhere. It was the season premiere show.

    I HATE change and have a real hard time with it…I LOVE fall as well and I love those big orange pumpkins on your blog.ReplyCancel

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  • Heather - Jess…Do you watch Greys Anatomy? Well…I know there are things about it that aren’t the greatest..BUT last week at the very end they had this little “reading” on change. It was so insightful and deep for this show. I think you could probably get online and read it somewhere. It was the season premiere show.

    I HATE change and have a real hard time with it…I LOVE fall as well and I love those big orange pumpkins on your blog.ReplyCancel

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  • The Sieberts - i love this post Jess. Hugs :o)ReplyCancel

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  • Candice - I can see how change would be very difficult. You don’t want to move on with out your precious girl. I don’t really know what to say. The only thing I can think of is that as time passes, you are farther from her here on earth, but closer to seeing her in heaven. Much love to you and yours!ReplyCancel

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  • Jessica - Jess, I love your blog. My name is Jessica too! You are SO good at putting into words how it feels to have lost a child. (even though I know you could never really put that pain into words completely!) I haven’t lost a child, and I can only imagine, but you put it into words so well…..I cried when I read this post….I am still SO very sorry for your loss of sweet little Cora. I have cried and cried, and hugged my own children a little tighter, after reading Cora’s story. Thank you for sharing it. I hope you know that no one who knows you could EVER look at you and not think of you as Cora’s mom, always. 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Jessica - Jess, I love your blog. My name is Jessica too! You are SO good at putting into words how it feels to have lost a child. (even though I know you could never really put that pain into words completely!) I haven’t lost a child, and I can only imagine, but you put it into words so well…..I cried when I read this post….I am still SO very sorry for your loss of sweet little Cora. I have cried and cried, and hugged my own children a little tighter, after reading Cora’s story. Thank you for sharing it. I hope you know that no one who knows you could EVER look at you and not think of you as Cora’s mom, always. 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • Allen and Debby Graber - Sophie came over today and helped me bring out all the fall decorations! And I love that He doesn’t change. Resting in Him. Thanks Jess!ReplyCancel

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  • Sue - I remember feeling like this after my husband passed away – I felt like he was a little satellite drifting off into space, getting further and further away from me. 6+ years down the line and I now look at it differently. Each day that passes brings us closer to being together again. I love life and I’m very happy with all that I’m blessed with, but it’s good to know that we’ll all be together again at the end of this life. Another thought that managed to get me through some difficult days – life is an instant against all eternity together…

    Stay strong,
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  • Jen - Hugs to you! I love that gray pumpkin! Did you grow that???

    Enjoy Levi and bask in the assurance that you will spend eternity loving on sweet Cora!!ReplyCancel

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  • Lauren - This was so beautiful!!!!! And the pictures are beautiful as well… Change is never fun but a necessity!! Thinking of you!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I check your blog regularly and my heart hurts for you and I pray for you often. Your words, “It means she is getting further and further away” made me cry, and I can’t imagine how you must ache and long for your baby girl here on earth. But I did think how with the hope of Jesus, each day that passes here on earth, we get closer and closer to Him and to heaven…and you to your sweet, sweet, Cora.

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  • Lindsey - My heart hurt for you after reading this post. You are such a strong mother, to admit you still hurt and have hard days is amazing. I love reading your blog because your faith inspires me so much. You are such a beautiful person.

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  • the breedens - I don’t know if you have heard this song but I think it may be fitting for you. beautiful and the perfect words for Cora to sing to you from heaven.

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  • Anonymous - We don’t really have fall here in Florida so I love, love, love your pictures and all your pumpkins! They are amazing! We go from blazing hot to having a few weeks of cool weather usually the first of the year!

    I’m not a huge fan of change and I love what you have said about God being unchanging, so true! This is such a beautiful post, your ability to put your feelings into words is really something special. I pray for your family every night and I miss Cora even just “knowing” her from your blog, little things in my day will bring her to mind and will pull at my heart. I so admire your strength and your faith, thank you for sharing with us and for being a source of inspiration to so many.

    I hope that handsome little man of yours brings comfort to your arms. I love the picture of him with the football! Too cute!

    Take care 🙂
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  • Anonymous - what varieties of pumpkins do you plant?
    Great pictures
    Levi is a cute little pumpkin, alsoReplyCancel

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  • Kelly - Very well written!

    As I have gotten a little older, Fall is my favorite season. I love EVERYTHING about it! Its truly divine! I have a hard time too changing…stepping out of my little comfort zone. I think the more you step out, the more chances you are taking to try and experience new things, yet I have such a hard time doing that. Change is scary to me. But, I think thats okay…I think its normal. I also think beung aware of it allows you to be more willing and open to change.ReplyCancel

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  • The Koehns - Well said Jess.

    Fall is my favorite time of year. I love the colors and scents and decorations. The cooler weather is nice, too. Fall is easier to adapt to than other times of the year, at least for me.

    I hope the changes get easier for you. Praying for smooth transitions,

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  • the brokaws - Thank you! What a great reminder. Love your blog and the photos are just beautiful!ReplyCancel

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  • lauren haddox - LOVE all the pics! couldn’t agree more…change is tough…it’s not comfortable but knowing God goes before me is such a relief.

    “the LORD will guide you always…” Isaiah 58:11

    jess, you are so good with words and expressing yourself. i’m praying for you during this time of change…i can only imagine how difficult it is. thank you for sharing!

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  • Christina - Sweet post…I love all of your pictures.
    Change is so hard. I don’t like it at all. But I have just been reminding myself, like you, that God doesn’t change. I said something very similar on my blog the other day. I am rediscovering joy. 🙂 Thanks for your words…you are always inspiring.ReplyCancel

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I know it has been a little quiet around here the past few weeks. In the words of my sister…my blog has been boring. Thanks Anne. Gotta love the honesty of a sister!

I told you that we have been really busy. We have. There is plenty I could blog about, but for whatever reason, I haven’t had much to say.

Maybe it is because all the busyness sometimes creeps up and drowns out the important things…the things that should take priority.

Maybe it is because my heart has been a little heavy lately. Not for any particular reason. Sometimes the things going on around us just seem heavy, don’t they?

Or maybe it is because I have had a few days where the rush of sadness has crept in unexpectedly. I miss my little girl.

I have just felt like I need to be quiet. To say nothing. To listen.

I am thankful that God knows what is going on even when I can’t quite figure it out. He knows my heart. And not just my heart, but your heart too. When you have had a week like me, when your heart is heavy and you don’t know quite what to say, He knows. You don’t have to say anything. I love that. I love that I can come before my Heavenly Father with all of my messes and He already knows exactly what I need.

Don’t worry though. Next week won’t be as quiet around here. I have lots of things to share with you including a giveaway. You won’t want to miss it!

And even though it has been quiet on the blog…
it hasn’t been quiet around my house.

This little guy has been keeping me on my toes. He is into everything and he is NOISY. I love it though. I can’t tell you how thankful I am for his grunts and noises and screams echoing through our house. I wouldn’t want it any other way.

See you Monday!

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  • Blair - I agree! There are often times in my life when the best thing I can do is be quiet. Isn’t that always when God seems to speak to us the loudest? Have a nice weekend!ReplyCancel

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  • JulzVP - As your site was loading, I saw little Cora’s face on the header before I even read your post. And it hit me… WOW! That beautiful baby is with Jesus !

    I pray that God is continuing to bless you… even in the pain.ReplyCancel

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  • Stef - good to hear from you, Jess. I still pray for you. We have a friend here named Kora and every time I say her name or we visit with her… I say a quick prayer for you, because it makes me think of your sweet Cora Paige.

    I’m looking forward to the posts coming up AND the giveaway!!ReplyCancel

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  • Todd and Courtney - Hang in there! The quiet is so peaceful. Our cries are heard and God knows how much Cora is missed. I miss her too and seeing her updates. Levi is precious and I’m so so happy he is there to fill your house with laughter and keep you on your toes 🙂ReplyCancel

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  • The Moffats - jess, so sorry that things have been feeling extra heavy lately and that the sadness has been creeping in. praying for you through all the changes and busyness. i’m missing sweet Cora and can only imagine how much more…much much more…your heart aches for her. love you. miss you.ReplyCancel

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  • Mum2twopreciousgifts - Hi Jess

    I don’t agree. I never find your blog boring. Ever. You could probably type the alphabet, add in a nursery rhyme for good measure and topped off with a photo of Levi, I would still enjoy it. And it would remind me to stop a moment and be grateful for my Blessings.

    Will look forward to your blog updates next week. Cheerio!ReplyCancel

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  • Tricia - I have found that quiet blog weeks are often the weeks that I just need to be in my own head and really “in” the lives of my family members. We are still here. Still praying.

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  • onlymehere - He’s growing so fast! What an absolute doll. Sometimes our quiet moments are the best bz our hearts and minds are more open to His inspiration. 🙂
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  • Nan - I have been in a long quiet period on my blog. But I have learned why I really blog. I blog for me… for those who come after me… I don’t blog for an audience. I’d much rather blog only when I have something worthwhile to share then to just constantly empty my head onto the internet (that’s what FB is for! HA!!) but really… learning to keep it all in perspective is good and that means that sometimes your blog will be a bit quieter. That’s okay. It means you are actually living — the good, the bad, the happy, the sad. Sharing that life is a second priority to just breathing in and breathing out.ReplyCancel

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  • Kris - You are such an inspiration! A friend of mine lost her 19 month old granddaughter this week and I plan on sharing your story with her soon. I know your blog will be of help to her.

    Any plans on the store opening soon… I have twins coming in Feb. that need a Cora dress!ReplyCancel

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  • meg duerksen - i am sure that mentally preparing your heart for the race for hope had to be really hard on you jess.
    but there is no prep for that.
    it’s too hard.

    so….i will keep thinking of you.
    and sweet cora.

    and your blog is not boring. ANN!!!
    🙂
    show me all the stuff i missed out on at the barn?!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Marsha - This post spoke to me today. I was feeling the exact same way-a heavy heart that can’t be put into words. But God knows. He knows where we are and what we need. I find such comfort in knowing that! Thanks for continuing to be an encouraging voice in my life.

    Love and prayers,

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  • Danise - “Be still and know that I am God.”ReplyCancel

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  • carrie metz - Quiet or not quiet . . . the realness of who you are is the refreshing part of reading your updates. Thanks again for sharing your journey with us Jess.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I come here often, and post rarely, but am always amazed at your faith and perseverance. Your little Levi is so precious and has grown so big, he’s just too cute! I have been thinking of you in regards to Cora and the run you’ve done for her. I live in NJ and a family from Marlboro,NJ started a non-profit when their little Billy was diagnosed with NB. It’s called Arms Wide Open Childhood Cancer Foundation, and they are in the running to win $250,000 from the Pepsi Refresh Everything contest that ends September 30. It’s money that would go to doctors at Memorial Sloan Kettering Cancer Center in NYC to fund less toxic therapies for children with NB. I thought maybe you wouldn’t mind voting for them, and spreading the word with all you know to vote. You can vote daily by texting to 73774 (Pepsi) message 102653. Also online daily at http://www.refresheverything.com/armswideopenchildhoodcancerfoundation. Every vote brings them closer to winning this grant and helping try to save countless children. If you have a FB page you can also vote daily at the Pepsi Refresh Voting app. I promise I’m not solicitaing for Pepsi, just trying to spread the word about such an important cause. Thanks for your help and for your heartfelt entries,

    Jaclin
    j2la899@yahoo.comReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - For some reason part of my message was cut off…online voting is at http://www.refresheverything.com/armswideopenchildhoodcancerfoundation.

    Thanks again,
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  • Sarah - Thank you for your post. It was just what I needed to hear? My heart has been heavy for so long and sometimes I feel so distant from God. It’s nice to know that he is NEVER away from me.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - It is a small world. I was born and lived in Wichita until I was 13 when we moved, however I came back and graduated from K-State. Now we live in Michigan and somehow my wife found your blog and reads it. I sat down at the computer tonight to work and see your blog which she left open and skim through it. I see a Christian family who lives in Kansas who are Wildcats. My heart breaks as I read about your daughter. I am writing just so you know a family in Michigan (who happens to bleed purple and white), is thinking and praying about your family.ReplyCancel

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